Do you still remember us?
After leaving us behind
Turns out the world is still spinning
Even with you on my mind
I got too tired
Of letting you go, oh, oh
So I wrote this song
Just so you'd know

You took the blue from the sky
But I know that I'll be alright
You took the time from my day
And left me with nothing to say
Now that I bleed, I finally see
I made it all in my head
I'd rather spend lonely nights in my bed

You and I play in my mind
Oh far too much
I miss your love
I miss your kisses 
And I miss your touch
I used to stagger on home
Punching myself
You pushed me off the edge
I tried to help
I put myself through hell

You took the blue from the sky
But I know that I'll be alright
You took the time from my day
And left me with nothing to say
Now that I bleed, I finally see
I made it all in my head
I'd rather spend lonely nights in my bed

Ooh, Ooh, Oooh

You took the blue from the sky
But I know that I'll be alright
You took the time from my day
And left me with nothing to say
Now that I bleed, I finally see
I made it all in my head
I'd rather spend lonely nights in my bed

Who Would've Thought

Lonely Nights in My Bed

You were my love
You were my sky
Now it's all grey
And I don't wanna say goodbye
You were the stars
You were my moon
Come back and protect me
And I will be there too
I will see you soon

I miss the things we used to do together
Now the pouring rain got me feeling like it's sweater weather
I don't think I could forget her
Even if I wanted to
All these crazy people tryna tell me what I'm going through
I'll tell you what they try to say
Go and get some therapy
Go and tell somebody with depression that they need a day
sitting with professionals
Words are such a spectacle
Talking with somebody getting paid it's so dialetical
If you loved me, you would see
That I don't have no energy for playing stupid games no more
My heart was wrecked and it then hurt and tore
So go and take your allibies
Broken truths and made up lies
Take them all and try to run away
You won't get far because the truth will weigh

You were my love
You were my sky
Now it's all grey
And I don't wanna say goodbye
You were the stars
You were my moon
Come back and protect me
And I will be there too
I will see you soon

Sitting by myself and I am staring at the moon
All I see is darkness as your closing up my tomb
I was feeling empty, I was locked up in my room
All I ever think of is how much I'm missing you
Don't wanna deal with all these feelings
Wanna feel the pain that's killing me
Your heart was my apostrophe
And now it is my legacy
I wanna be the better me
But everyone is menacing
My brain is caving in
And I don't think it's healthy
Medically you were my treatment
And I can't believe it
If I lost my heart again would you retrieve it?
Or would you just leave it?
I don't think I'm breathing
And I'm needing you to see it
Hope you know I'm never leaving
Your the loss that I be grieving
And I had this feeling
That the love I was concealing
Was the pain that I was dealing
Like I hate you for no reason
Like a broken melody
I think I love you endlessly
But it's no longer heavenly
I think it was the death of me.

You were my love
You were my sky
Now it's all grey
And I don't wanna say goodbye
You were the stars
You were my moon
Come back and protect me
And I will be there too
I will see you, soon.

You were my love
You were my sky
Now it's all grey
And I don't wanna say goodbye
You were the stars
You were my moon
Come back and protect me
And I will be there too
I will see you soon

See You Soon

Like a lonely echo through the crowd
I feel your pain
I wanna help out but I'm not allowed
You had a strand of back luck
But I don't feel bad for you
If you push a little harder
You might just let me loose

Now if you wanted me to love ya
Underneath the covers
Why don't you say so?
But it just had to end
Pretended we we're friends
And now we're lost in limbo, oh

Now if you wanted me to love ya
Underneath the covers
Why don't you say so?
But it just had to end
Pretended we we're friends
And now we're lost in limbo
Now let me go
(Ooh)
Let me go
(Ooh)

I know you hate me
But I can't see
Where this came from
What is missing?
My love's a virtue
Your hearts beneath you
I wanna step on it
Oh I wanna step on it
You tore my heart up in two, ooh
I can't believe you

Now if you wanted me to love ya
Underneath the covers
Why don't you say so?
But it just had to end
Pretended we we're friends
And now we're lost in limbo, oh

Now if you wanted me to love ya
Underneath the covers
Why don't you say so?
But it just had to end
Pretended we we're friends
And now we're lost in limbo
Now let me go
(Ooh)
Let me go
(Ooh)

Hold on one minute baby
I know you think I'm crazy
But I am thinking maybe
If we fix this we'll be okay
I know I really need it
Give me another minute
Give me one moment baby
I'm thinking that we just maybe
Hold on one minute baby
I know you think I'm crazy
But I am thinking maybe
If we fix this we'll be okay
I know I really need it
Give me another minute
Give me one moment baby
I'm thinking that we just maybe

Now if you wanted me to love ya
Underneath the covers
Why don't you say so?
But it just had to end
Pretended we we're friends
And now we're lost in limbo

Now if you wanted me to love ya
Underneath the covers
Why don't you say so?
But it just had to end
Pretended we we're friends
And now we're lost in limbo
Now let me go
(Ooh)
Let me go
(Ooh)
Let me go
(Ooh)
Now you, now you, now you
Let me go
(Ooh)
Now you, Now you,
Now we're lost in limbo
Now let me go

Lost in Limbo

I bought the tickets but can no longer go
I hold the secrets that they already know
I want the sunshine but im stuck in the snow
Who would've thought
(Hm)
I want a family but I told myself no
I wanted darkness but they're making me glow
I want to hide but I still put on a show
For you
(Hm)

Who would've thought that you would not feel the same?
Who would've thought that I no longer feel the same?

Living on the cold street
Sydney couldn't save me
Rain is pouring down
On the ground in Circular Quay
Vivid lights are so full
Makes me feel so empty
We were bread and butter
With eachother 
We were lovers
But like

Who would've thought that you would not feel the same?
(Who would've thought that, who would've thought that)
Who would've thought that I no longer feel the same?
(Who would've thought that, who would've thought that)

But I will gladly be alone
A nice hollow breeze on this open road
And lately I've been carrying a load
And all I wanna do is let go

Who would've thought that you would not feel the same?
(Who would've thought that, who would've thought that)
Who would've thought that I no longer feel the same?
(Who would've thought that, who would've thought that)
Who would've thought that you would not feel the same?
(Who would've thought that, who would've thought that)
Who would've thought that I no longer feel the same? 
(Who would've thought that, who would've thought that)
I no longer feel the same

(Who would've thought that, who would've thought that)
(Who would've thought that, who would've thought that)

Waiting waiting for the phone to ring
I really fucked it up now (now)
Hoping hoping you'll forgive me
Everything I said and did was wrong (was wrong)

You're on my mind
No rewind
I'm just second guessing myself
This time
But I know
You're the devil in my shadow

I'll go and save you the time
She's so forgettable
She's out there wasting her time
with all those edibles
Partying every night
She's unobtainable
Her mind's so high in the sky
It's one-dimensional

I'll go and save you the time
She's so forgettable
She's out there wasting her time
with all those edibles
Partying every night
She's unobtainable
Her mind's so high in the sky
It's one-dimensional

Oh, oh, oh, ooh
I know that you don't know (oh, oh, ooh)
But if you tried a little harder
A little less faker
You might've just got her
You might've just made her want you

You're on my mind
No rewind
I'm just second guessing myself
This time
But I know
You're the devil in my shadow
(shadow, shadow, shadow, shadow)

I'll go and save you the time
She's so forgettable
She's out there wasting her time
with all those edibles
Partying every night
She's unobtainable
Her mind's so high in the sky
It's one-dimensional

I'll go and save you the time
She's so forgettable
She's out there wasting her time
with all those edibles
Partying every night
She's unobtainable
Her mind's so high in the sky
It's one-dimensional

Stop asking if I wanna
Cause you know I ain't gonna
Your mind is weakening
What is your reasoning?
I know that shit will hurt me
Fuck up my life, can't you see
Your mind is weakening
You have no reasoning

Stop asking if I wanna
Cause you know I ain't gonna
Your mind is weakening
What is your reasoning?
I know that shit will hurt me
Fuck up my life, can't you see
Your mind is weakening
You have no reasoning

I'll go and save you the time
She's so forgettable
She's out there wasting her time
with all those edibles
Partying every night
She's unobtainable
Her mind's so high in the sky
It's one-dimensional

I'll go and save you the time
She's so forgettable
I'll go and save you the time
She's so forgettable
I'll go and save you the time
She's so forgettable
She's out there wasting her time
with all those

I'll go and save you the time
She's so forgettable
She's out there wasting her time
with all those edibles
Partying every night
She's unobtainable
Her mind's so high in the sky
It's one-dimensional

Edibles

Heartless is only on Soundcloud as it doesn't make revenue here, the rights were taken away.

Lyrics:
The river is rising
And it's flooding up inside my head
It makes me so tired
But could I ever even go to bed?
It started with a one, two, three
Where theres no guarantee
That my anxiety will go
And now I sleep alone at night
No sense of hope in sight
There is not too long to go

And yes it still hurts to think about love
Every single day that you have been gone
I learnt my last words will never live on
And now the white doves won't even sing songs
The hope I once held has faded to darkness
I wanna move on but it hurts, it's the sharpness
And I will still miss your warmth regardless
If every one else says that I am heartless
I am heartless
I am heartless
I am heartless
I am heartless
I am heartless
I am heartless

Streets are cold
Love is bold
I don't ever wanna let go
I don't think I could ever let go
My brain is telling me that I should try moving on
The other half of me is saying that I'm not done

And yes it still hurts to think about love
Every single day that you have been gone
I learnt my last words will never live on
And now the white doves won't even sing songs
The hope I once held has faded to darkness
I wanna move on but it hurts, it's the sharpness
And I will still miss your warmth regardless
If every one else says that I am heartless
I am heartless
I am heartless
I am heartless
I am heartless
I am heartless
I am heartless

What's the point of it all?
(What's the point of it all?)
What's the point of it all?
(What's the point of it all?)
Hey What's the point of it all?
(What's the point of it all?)
And What's the point of it all?
(What's the point of it all?)
Oh
What's the point of it all?
(What's the point of it all?)
What's the point of it all?
(What's the point of it all?)
Hey What's the point of it all?
(What's the point of it all?)
And What's the point of it all?
(What's the point of it all?)
Oh

Heartless - Single

Heartless

(Oh oh oh)
(Oh oh oh)
(Oh oh oh)
(Oh oh oh)

Tension building
Mind is tilting
Left and right
My head is full of you
We can't link up
If you don't speak
I got my ends
I've got to meet

You're tripping on your meds now
Your vision's blurry I don't even know how
I am gonna cope without you
Withdrawals make me scream out loud, too (ooh)

Is this the end?
I can't depend
On a girl like you
In the end it turns out we never knew

I love the same way you do
We push and pull on each other all night
I feel this tension building
I'll hold your hopes just to let them down now
So let them out
(So let them out)
So let them out
(So let them out)
So let them out
(So let them out)

(Oh oh oh)
(Oh oh oh)
(Oh oh oh)
(Oh oh oh)

Mental earthquakes fucking up my head space
Grab my shit just to throw it in a suitcase
Tattoo's bleeding, I hope you find the meaning
Death's been lurking, I hope I get to meet him

Still writing essays on the words you said to me
Unlike your ex's I don't cope with THC
You say I'm selfish, baby I can't disagree
You think I'm feeling free, meanwhile I still find

I love the same way you do
We push and pull on each other all night
I feel this tension building
I'll hold your hopes just to let them down now
So let them out
(So let them out)
To let them down now
So let them out
(So let them out)

I don't want this anymore
All I feel is misery
I would end my life tonight
If you said I'd never see you
Everything is doubt
Do you still call it the end?
Even though you cut me out
I would do it all again

I know that you hate me
I know you don't care
And I feel like I'm crazy
I know, I'm aware
I just miss your attention
You made me somebody
Every single story
And word that you told me
It made me feel pressure
Like you weren't my other
And fuck I went crazy
I yelled at your mother
I pushed past my limits
Until I exploded
My heart's overloaded
My heart's over

I love the same way you do
We push and pull on each other all night
I feel this tension building
I'll hold your hopes just to let them down now
So let them out
(So let them out)
To let them down now
So let them out
(So let them out)
To let them down now
So let them out
(So let them out)
To let them down now
So let them out

Let Them Out - Single

Let Them Out

I heard that things with your man didn't work out well,
that's such a shame, it must be hell
Well if you need someone, come and ring my bell
I can keep it quiet, this broken love hotel

Mist in your eyes
True intentions disguised
As this part of you dies
As your touch still implies
You want sex
You want love
You want everything, all the above
Oh, I guess that's just fine

I guess that I was right
You just wanna get a taste
Wanna feel her waist
Baby, take it slow

Oh, baby take it slow
Common, don't you feel that too?
I should be inside of you
I feel so thirsty
You drip in the backseat
Your smile is so evil
But turns out that's just what I like

I guess that I was right
You just wanna get a taste
Wanna feel her waist
Baby, take it slow

I'm free falling
Falling for you
I'm free falling
Falling for you
I see that

Mist in your eyes
True intentions disguised
As this part of you dies
As your touch still implies
You want sex
You want love
You want everything, all the above

Ah
Take it slow
Take it, baby
Baby, take it
Take it slow
Baby, take it slow

Broken Love Hotel - Single

Broken Love Hotel

Daniel Sidoruk's debut album 'My Optimistic Narcissism' containing 14 tracks about self-recovery and self-care. Recorded, mixed & mastered by Daniel in his bedroom studio, this album reflects self-harm, narcissistic behaviors and tells a story about human experiences.

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