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Yeah you hate it 
Wanna change it
But you're fucked up
Always faded 
 nothing left for you 
And you feel it 
I been alone for so long and I love it 
The only thing keeping me down is I'm human 
And I push all them away       and I'm good at it too 
Spill it all out         put my heart in it 
Feeling to much and   I know that you're rid of me 
Holdin shit down that's the smartest 
I'm fuckin toxic 
And I give up too quick 
Fuckin worthless
Lost in the dark  again 
No purpose
Never really had a chance

I separate and I push back 
Take the pain and I half that 


Trying real hard
  trying real hard to forget
Think I know too much and it's spoiling it 

It's feeling long all the time u been gone
Maybe my problems is that there's more then one 
Yeah I fucked up and I know it
All I wanna do is control it 


I ain't even love my self 
not trying to be like 
Anyone else 
It's in my mind and  I hate it 
Cause thats gonna be the end of me 
Dark  in my dreams 
Trying to compress all the fucked up things 
This just a vent it's about nothing 


And no one 

Like I don't know about damage
In this pain like I planned it 
In this pain I feel stranded
Like I don't know about damage
In the pain like I planned it 
Yeah I'm stranded






https://youtu.be/pVsfRuoDsUM

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Smitty Herbz - Sorry COVER

Smitty Herbz 🍃  - Love on the brain Rihanna Cover

me being silly talking about music and playing piano

Moon man pod cast EP 1

sorrry lower quality because this one was live on my YouTube channel
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC1l1fItuGhbKHh1wnU00Zyg?view_as=subscriber

Moon Man Podcast Ep 2 - being in a band sucks

MMPC EP3 -PC culture and a little music lesson

Lights Out

Time Killer

Recorded in Modesto, Ca. Featuring...Vibraphone sax solo, Flute solo, Alto Sax solo, Acoustic Piano Rhythm, Acoustic Bass, Trap Drums, Percussion.

Home Turf

Samba De La Cruz

ill of givin a fuck
Canvas covered in blood 
My thoughts on the wall
You can't follow this
Knowledge is 
below the surface
Bad thoughts like insurgents
Overwhelming
Lately I been feelin like what's the point 
Like I don't even have the drive to find it
I'm Upside down and climbing
Self immolation 
Obsessed with music so I'm staying 
That's a true romance
On my own path 
Waves of depression
I'm a cause my own ending 
Somethings missin
Blessed with a hellish exsistance
red hue filter to my vision 
Loud pain and quiet decisions 
Suicidal condition
When the tides out
Inside and no life 
And no one to confide 
Devide to sustain or gain peace of mind
Or cope they say that last line is hope 
Half sunken this liminal states god
Someone to no one
At my own pulse 
This desert reflects me
And the wild calls
Bottles and bud 
Medication 
There's a bright side 
Gotta chase it
Anything for that peace of mind 
gotta chase it
chasing stay chasing 
gotta want it enough

Waves

Again and again I have to painfully observe that women who want to live their own potentials, their autonomy, their creativity or other strengths, are discriminated against in a concealed or sometimes blatant way. In spite of the important feminist-emancipatory movements, especially in the last 50 years, in many areas of life the classical division of roles - men make the rational, women the emotional labor - still exists. Women who want to free themselves from these rigid role attributions are no longer burned at the stake, as they were in the Middle Age (and some women into the late 19th century!). However, they are often “removed” verbally or physically in other, more perfidious ways. 
This song is a blazing plea for a really profound change in social conditions, which not only offer a few exceptions, but basically women the possibility to find their own autonomous strength.     
And it is also a song for my wife, who is a very strong woman and who is repeatedly attacked for her courage, clarity, inventiveness and assertiveness. 
And it is my deep musical bow to Hypatia of Alexandria, Hildegard von Bingen, Émilie du Châtelet, Mary Wollstonecraft, Simone Weil, Harriet Taylor Mill, Hannah Arendt, Simone de Beauvoir, Donna Haraway, Judith Butler and other great thinkers for achieving the goal of "equality and dignity for all people".


Lyrics in English:

Strong Women

So often burned
Banished to islands
Gladly misjudged as poisonous snakes
Still not recognized today

Are very wise and self-confident
Full of self-will and joie de vivre
Are the weak man's constant frustration

If they ever want to go upstairs
The repression gets under way
Embarrass, ostracize, paralyze them, till they leave

Hey, strong women come out
Put out the men's straw fires
Yes, I love you all

The Middle Age is still there
Seems so distant, but is so close
Subtle strong women are still in danger of death

I may be a man, but I'm also a woman
Strong women know that very well
The lie of "man" and "woman" is something they've long seen through

Often have the big ideas
But the men become luminaries
The "Adams" leave them in kitchen handcuffs

Hey, strong women come out
Put out the men's straw fires
Yes, I love you all.

Outro:

Hey, I love you all...
Please come out...

Deutscher Originaltext:

Starke Frauen

So oft verbrannt
Auf Inseln verbannt
Gerne als Giftschlangen verkannt
Bis heute noch nicht anerkannt

Sind sehr klug und selbstbewußt
Voller Eigenwillen und Lebenslust
Sind des schwachen Mannes Dauerfrust

Wenn Sie mal nach oben wollen
Kommt die Repression ins Rollen
Beschämen, verfemen, lähmen, bis sie gehen

Hey, starke Frauen kommt heraus
Macht die Männer-Strohfeuer aus
Ja, ich lieb` Euch alle

Das Mittelalter ist noch da
Scheint so fern, doch ist ganz nah
Subtil sind starke Frauen noch immer in Lebensgefahr

Bin zwar ein Mann, doch zugleich ne` Frau
Starke Frauen wissen das ganz genau
Die Lüge von “Mann” und “Frau” ham`se` längst durchschaut

Haben oft die großen Ideen
Doch die Männer werden zu Koryphäen
Die “Adams” lassen sie in Küchen-Handschellen stehen

Hey, starke Frauen kommt heraus
Macht die Männer-Strohfeuer aus
Ja, ich lieb` Euch alle

Outro:

Ich lieb` Euch alle…
Bitte kommt heraus

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