MISERABLE (I FEEL) is a full circle moment.

I made this track in 2023, right after my first vacation in 8 years.

Coming back from Montreal, I was giving back the keys of the studio I had been working in — a place that cost me five years of sacrifice.

At the same time, I was watching everything fall apart.

The people I worked for left without a word, let me deal with the consequences alone, simply because I asked to get paid.
After trust abuse.
After recording a song that won a Grammy — without getting credited.

And in the middle of all that, I sent an EP to someone I loved.
Someone I believed in.
Someone who left — and played with my heart when I was already breaking.

This track was made in that exact space:
between loss, humiliation, heartbreak and exhaustion.

What makes it even more surreal is that I originally moved to Montreal years ago to make it as a dubstep producer, alongside my brother Timour Leng — who I randomly met in that very same studio.

I later moved back to Paris for that “job”… and this song marked the end of that chapter.

This is pain, closure, and acceptance at once.

A moment where everything collapsed — and something quieter began to grow. 🖤

Now i’m still without a job, not addicted to someone, better with myself, and made fucking good as music I wish i could already share with you 🖤
It’s a reminder to never give up, and fight for your dreams às your vision !!  
It’s okay to feel miserable at a certain time in life, you are nor alone

And remember:
NEVER GIVE UP ON LIFE, AFTER THE STORM THE SINE RISES: YOU ARE THE STORM
See you in the real world

Lovemore


ARTWORK by the amazing William Hess:
www.instagram.com/_william_hess_/

FIND ME IN THE DIGITAL WORLD HERE:

INSTAGRAM: www.instagram.com/lovemore.dmg
SPOTIFY: open.spotify.com/intl-fr/artist/4…ujQDebFsdtHpYqLg
YOUTUBE: www.youtube.com/channel/UCD6EHYcFmK8h9ePMWD6q2lg
LINKTREE: linktr.ee/contact.lovemore

DEAR HUMAN, IF YOU READ THIS THANK YOU <3

SEE YOU IN THE REAL WORLD <3

MISERABLE ( ̶I̶ ̶F̶E̶E̶L̶)

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