always on my own

Someone tell me whyy
I gotta be this way

Smokin all this dope
I dont know what i did today

Someone Tell me why
I gotta feel the shade 

Melting in the sun
I think i threw my life away ay

Tell  me once 
Tell me twice
I cant fuckin get it 

Runnin round with mice
The traps they set 
U wont forget it 

Say its time to go
But I’m high as hell
And it’s time to tell
Tell you
I think ur fucked 
It aint so swell 

Lighters to the sky 
If u aint got one  
I got one for u

I’m ona mission
Superstition
U dont know i Adore u 

My lifes a fucking lesson
It’s Living 
Breathing 
So Stop the stressin

Ur gonna be allrite
Jus take ur time now
Dont think twice nuh

Oooh
You dont wanna sad number
Oooh
I dont wanna be a bummer
Talkin to all those around me
Like theyre silhouettes 
Everything compounding 
I dont even know me yet 





WHY (prod. jaxxee)




Fortunaaaa 
Can u grant me a little luck?
Fortunaaaa
Lookin at ya 
Ima little starstruck

They gonna do ya 
Make u feel regret for being yourself
Fortunaaaa 
Fortuna
Left me on the ground 
And now I’m in hell


One step
Bitches finna check themselves 
Heartbreak
Too late 
I’m feelin swell 

One mic 
One life
I’ll do it well

Two sights 
Tonight
I wanna tell 

Youuuuu 
Everything 
Thats on my fuckin mind

Trueeeee
When i singggg
My thoughts are going blind


 remember when you bid your farewells 

You were fuckin on my nuts 
Down by the stairwell

Oh how many years it took to see 
That u were never really in love with me 

Never in love with me 
Ruined hypothesis 

took my whole soul
Now I’m running psychopathy

Lost all the hope 
And Now I’m insane 

Fuck all your tropes
You never knew pain 

FORTUNA (prod. Flexus)

Damn
Feel my weight is being dragged down by all this
Sham
Grass was green 
In between 
All of the 
Scams
In search I’m runnin deeper now
Been searchin for the Ether now
I’m tryna find my keeper now

Been on a hunt
Everyones gone 
So what do i want

Whitney and henny 
Watchin em stunt
I wanna go down
Right Into a rut naaa

Into a rut naaa
Washin em cuts naaa
Finna find guts naa
But they wont shut aaaaa


Finna shut up then
When i make my mark 
Im gonna dig my den

Not for the faint of heart
But I remember when
My health fell apart
I’m gonna come up when i say

I’m done with all the games
Games are played by lames  

Right back in attack
U wanna cry wolf
Know better than that yuh

wanna say yes
But im gonna say no 

Callin me crass 
Wait baby 
Hol up the phone 

Hypocrisy 
Is a two way street 
I wanna tell u that 
Every-time we meet 

Good times fly 
Over right on by
When u feed me lies 
The darkness builds inside yuh

Ether (prod. R3DQX & xenshel)

Gustav Ahr's Album

right here w/ horsehead (prod. nedarb)

Special thanks to https://www.instagram.com/fallingap.art/ for the artwork on this <3
https://twitter.com/sayygoodbyye
https://soundcloud.com/goodbyye

Lyrics:
Fuck you I'm just so mad
Got me feeling so sad
Think about the times we had
Why'd you have to leave like that
Left me all alone in fact
I been lonely holding back
Tears in my eyes looking past
Wishing that this could've last

Writing this letter so I could say
Dearest friend I hope you'll be okay
Think about you each and every day
I'm still wishing that you could've stayed
Want you to know that I'm broken
Hear the words that were never spoken
I was fine until I was awoken
A heart is so fragile when it's stolen

Fuck you I'm just so mad
Got me feeling so sad
Think about the times we had
Why'd you have to leave like that
Left me all alone in fact
I been lonely holding back
Tears in my eyes looking past
Wishing that this could've last

So I'll write this note and then I'll burn it
Let the smoke carry up the words and turn it
To a message from below so you learn it
Thought I wanted death before but now I yearn it
I know you want to go
Please stay I'll be alone
If you leave from this home
Don't go out in the cold

Don't go out in the snow

Please don't leave me alone

I don't want you to go

Please don't leave me alone

why'd you have to go

[prod. a0rta]

its mixed like shit im aware feel free to roast me

I hurt myself again
I walk the line that’s on my wrist
The clock hits 5 am
Why do we have these arguments

My dad thinks im a joke
But someday ill convince him 
That i do it all for him : everything i ever did

Goes unappreciated
If i was gone dont think theyd care
Ill take my life forsake it
The seams of love begin to tear

And fuck my imagery
I think my shit is all cliche
And fuck this industry
Im gonna take it all the way

И чтоб ты сгорела
Не разговаривай со мной
Ето не Моя дела
Не хочу знать как/что с тобой

И если ты поняла 
Тогда иди не Возвращайся
иди не Возвращайся
иди не Возвращай

I got depression like i got a mission to win
Labels came knockin, aint letting em in
I got the sound that they want
But they aint got half of the shit that i got in the bin

I go so hard that these metal, emo, pop punk, lames be saying that im copyin
But to my face actin like we friends, im already bigger than they’ve ever been

Or they’ll ever be
Now they wanna talk ends with me
Yall my mothafuckin enemies
Where was u when i was in the streets getting jumped and beat


Imma make billions
Playing shows try to save spirits
Im a villain but i hate the wicked 
Imma god fightin thru sickness
Yuh

I want a universal tour 
Every show a million people
Thats a hundred million souls
Thats a hundred million equals

Thats a hundred million fists
With a hundred million families
With a hundred million stories
I just hope i make them happy

 hurt myself again
I walk the line that’s on my wrist
The clock hits 5 am
Why do we have these arguments

My dad thinks im a joke
But someday ill convince him 
That i do it all for him : everything i ever did

Goes unappreciated
If i was gone dont think theyd care
Ill take my life forsake it
The seams of love begin to tear

And im not happy no
I think its time to let it go
I feel it slip away 
They’ll find me face down on the floor

Ether (prod. R3DQX & xenshel)

Dank

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