@samuelspaniel
Artwork by Acacio Ortas (http://acacio-ortas.tumblr.com/)

Samuelspaniel - FARNIENTE - 01 Sitting Cross Legged

i’m not good at really communicating the constant existential dread that I feel on a daily basis, about how I look or how others are perceiving me or whether or not they have the potential to hurt me in some way, so i listen to music instead. outside of my own bedroom or friends’ car sound systems, the only place to really hear and experience music on a bigger scale is music venues, and for a lot of marginalized people the places where ppl end up are nightclubs. theres lots of reasons why nightclubs are important though: various collections of people, whether by sexual, racial, gender or any other type of identity, figure out a way together to justify the cost of running said location because its important enough for them to continue to do it, they’re venues that have the ability to host all types of talent from all the people coming to who attend them and incubate it and help it grow and become stronger so that new talent can inspire others too. nightclubs, especially those that are for or cater to marginalized people, are so important for so many reasons and to see something as awful as the Pulse shooting and to see other DJs either not react whatsoever or just half hearted bullshit is so infuriating. but thats not what makes me emotional about this tragedy, nor is it the violence of the act itself, which has become so normalized and almost predictable for most major media organizations to cover with a lack of tact and respect, if any coverage whatsoever. i cry every time i go on tumblr and i see activists and people who try to increase visibility of issues important to me break down or give up or are just like “yikes this is so fucked up and its really affecting me in a terrible way”. i cry every time i see people holding vigils or marching or coming together irl over the attack. i cried when my supervisor texted me unprompted that if i wanted to take any time off because of the shooting she totally understands, because i cry every time i see someone generally understands and acknowledges the pain of existing under this crushing fucked up society that were only just now starting to fully understand on a large scale how fundamentally fucked up it is, and who still has the strength to do something about it. i cry thinking about how thankful I am to have made it this far, where my identity is something my friends and family are starting to accept and understand, and for the first time ever in my own life there are acquaintances or relative strangers who are totally welcoming and accepting of who i am, and there are people who give me opportunities like this to make a mix for Pride Prom.

I started making this mix right before the news hit and finished it a few days after. hopefully people can still dance to this weird mix of sounds, especially teenagers? idek. theres a fifth harmony song near the end that they’ll hopefully know.

happy pride

@bedroomer

Pride Prom Mix for Bedroomer

https://soundcloud.com/slightbeats

this song is dedicated to my bank, cibc, scotia and td. i wish you were paying me       Me= far left, phil, dan, plug

here are the lyrics cause i barely know what im saying haha
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up in the stu with a crew n i got a new
 bit and she split it to two

u be dispicible
 shit be s questionable 
stuntin on u like im gruuu

so many try hards in van  n
i will just go throw them right all in my can

who are deez mans
they come up to me and flex on me with all their bands

but its a couple of tens
wishin that i could go cop up a benz
wish i cud pipe up so some bandz
your lady wishing that i was her mans
finna go get in her new pants
finna go juice up same as the lance
finna go break into trance
i think your about go lose on your chance

when im in bando
hunnies gun call me
dont drive lambo
dab wit da tango
when im in da bando
40 on me like i feel like a rango
face iced out yeah i really like mayo
ugly thots lips look just like them pringles
new girl really got me some all tingled
dodging all the other thots ye i got dingles


when im in da bando
ima put u on da grill
uck a screw driver
baby no money i feels just like drill
baby no money wont stop till a mill
bit THINK IT COOL gunna run up my till
bit gun wonder why i dont WANNA chill
i am all seasoned NOW bitch ur dill
WHALE IN THIS GAME NOW GIMME SOME KRILL

think im gun run up my bank x 300

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run it up prod. slight

The first track from "A Crow Looked At Me" by Mount Eerie
(ELV040 from P.W. Elverum & Sun, March 24th, 2017)

available here:
www.pwelverumandsun.com

A Crow Looked At Me

"Real Death" by Mount Eerie (from "A Crow Looked At Me")

AS POWERLESS
AS LAMENTO
AS TRUTH
AS BRIETH
AS DRUGS ON WAR
AS WEEP
AS SANE

https://amnesiascanner.bandcamp.com/merch/as-truth-12-oil-painting

AS TRUTH (MIXTAPE)

mixed by my roomie @bbnomula

<a href='https://theartistunion.com/tracks/8ce6c8'>Download for free on The Artist Union</a>

who ft. bbno$ x perclord prod. bbno$

Summer's Over Tour
http://smarturl.it/PNDSO

Jus

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