fuck this shit man, so good that it makes me cry

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shout out brandon 4 inspiring me

lyrics:
i dont wanna fucking die here
cant watch the stars shine here
i cant lie in this bed

im turning to a ghost
watch me go
the curtains close
i told you so

i been flexin on my exes
dont reply to no message
they wanna get on guest list
i guess i need to stress this

dont hit up my phone 
im all on my own
dont need no one to hold

but if you stay here with me
well fly away in the clouds
never go back to the ground

turn off all the lights
say goodnight
shut my eyes tight
sweet dreams tonight

im pullin up in my 240
babygirl cant ignore me
skrrt off with windows tint 
spark up now the functions lit

falling asleep cos im faded
ill never be complacent
i feel numb and i hate it

your eyes twinkle like the nightsky
tears like diamonds when you cry
let me sing you a lullaby

its like a scattered dream
a far off memory
something that you cant see

grimworld thats the fuckin set
cant feel shit im such a mess
sometimes i wish i was dead
instead of sleeping in this bed

but then i cant be with you
alone in my room
watching the stars and the moon

save my soul
it wanders every night
thru the wind and trees
i guess this is goodbye

the sky lights up at dawn
its such a sight to see
roll my windows down
i feel you here with me

ghosts 👻

luna has risen

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take me away from this path that i follow
its left me hopeless and empty and hollow

will i stay asleep forever
nothings the same as i remember

i still bite my nails like i learned when i was seven
and i still remember that car that you left in

so i close my eyes and hope that tomorrow
brings brighter lights and respite from my sorrow

the sky is dull i fade away
why do i feel so far 
from myself and the way that i used to be

forever all alone
no one seems to see
the colors in the rain
i guess nobodies feel this way [x2]

my eyes are still sleepy just like when you kissed me
just let me be alone i dont care if you miss me

numb and cold and scared to be away
from those i love im heartless anyway

im scared of the day i wake up and im 18
the walls of my room are collapsing please save me

dream a dream and hope for that one day
you come to life and feel like youre something

the sky is dull i fade away
why do i feel so far 
from myself and the way that i used to be

forever all alone
no one seems to see
the colors in the rain
i guess nobodies feel this way 

nobody
nobody

luna

download

nobody 😔

your backyard

Twitter and Instagram @yungscuffonline
Artwork by evanxflow
vocals recorded, mixed and mastered by Tristen Whitehead

@yungscuffonline - Nightlight (prod. capcombrent)

Poppy tears: https://soundcloud.com/poppytears

~ lyrics ~

Just know I’d wait for you girl 
But I won’t wait for this world x 2

Ion wana see time fade away 
tryna live out a dream before I hit my grave 
will you be there till my final day 
sick to my stomach putting time to waste

I was there when you missed that train
cold kiss and a heart that can’t refrain 
got you falling weak with melodies 
just another one caught in my brain

Ion wana see time fade away 
tryna live out a dream before I hit my grave 
will you be there till my final day 
sick to my stomach putting time to waste

Just know I’d wait for you girl 
But I won’t wait for this world x 2

Poppy tears - Last day (prod. stream_error)

vocals recorded, mixed and mastered by ronnie scocozza

@yungscuffonline - Anywhere but My Arms ft. YungJZAisDead (Prod. DJ KHALED'S SON)

Produced by https://soundcloud.com/killedmyself
mixed/mastered by https://soundcloud.com/demxntia
Lyrics:
I feel washed up again on the shore...
Said I wouldn't stray closer to the water
But you keep pushin' me further in
Baby I've never really felt this sure
But it feels I'll wait for you forever
If I hold on it'll hurt even more

I'm standing on my own but is it ok if I hold my chances?
Tell me what's temporary and what stays permanent.
Temporary, permanent we keep on shifting surfaces
So who you tryna fool right now?
If you're not stayin' just leave right now
Can't feel you now, Losing my grip now I'm fading out
Couldn't hear my voice even if I shout
Tell me what's next for us baby
You hear it in my voice, Can you erase me?

I feel washed up again on the shore...
Said I wouldn't stray closer to the water
But you keep pushin' me further in
Baby I've never really felt this sure
But it feels I'll wait for you forever
If I hold on it'll hurt even more

Baby I've been overthinking
See the blood from the thorns on the roses
If I tried could I let you go now
But the memory of you stays permanent...

What Stays Permanent (prod. killedmyself)

Featuring https://soundcloud.com/scummusic and https://soundcloud.com/demxntia 
Produced/Mixed/Mastered by https://soundcloud.com/demxntia
listen on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/2xvldSfqY7pk8Z0DWyCYyL?si=7m_ZS2V3SyCZPwCn1Gt0Qg 
Lyrics:
[kaiyko]

i get lost when i get scared
freaking out about the endless possibilities 
find myself crying in my backyard
hoping to myself that the neighbors can't hear me
but I love how simple and sweet
you always make things out to be 
deep inside I wish I was like you
but everything about you always cuts through me

Like a knife right through my chest
Cutting deeper than the rest
Wish you could stay here forever
But I see what's coming next

We're like a flame out in the wind
Wish I could keep us from harm
But I think love never wins
Our fate pulls everything apart

[scum]

blood red
got my eyes red
from the crying
i'm fine
here we go again
man i'm trying
look me in my eyes
and tell me that i'll be okay
demons always haunting me
i think they here to stay
don't lie when you tell me that you care
i've been falling i even shaved my hair 
i been finding out who loves me
but i can't trust you

[kaiyko x demxntia]

We're like a flame out in the wind
Wish i could keep us from harm
But i feel love never wins
Our fate pulls everything apart

[demxntia]

nothing ever lasts
i been stuck inside my past
i'm faking all my smiles
and my heart is made of glass
it's shattered
but i don't think it really matters
i'd rather be alone than
feel the pain when i look at her

losing myself from this world, i
don't really know what to do, why
does everything come to an end?
cuz i can't make amends anymore
but you know i'll still be here 
confused with you

[kaiyko x scum x demxntia]

i get lost when 
i get scared
freaking out about 
the endless possibilities 
find myself crying
in my backyard
hoping to myself that
the neighbors can't hear me
but i love how simple and sweet
you always make things out to be 
deep inside i wish i was like you
but everything about you always cuts through me

like a knife right through my chest
cutting deeper than the rest
wish you could stay forever
but i see what's coming next

A Flame Out In The Wind w/ scum & demxntia

Go Support: https://soundcloud.com/mmmelanierose https://soundcloud.com/fantasycamp https://soundcloud.com/taylor https://soundcloud.com/ihateshinigami https://soundcloud.com/harvest

Free Download: https://killedmyself.bandcamp.com/album/backyard-cemetery-iv

for her,

It's always been for her

Backyard Cemetery IV

Free Download

with you (ft. shinigami)

i make everything about me (feat. thebreathingbackwards) [prod. brody]

Used to post stuff that wasn't yet on Soundcloud because youtube wouldn't let you lock ur phone while listening to music

Poppy tears - Last day (prod. stream_error)

Dankke

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