a schizophrenic clash of distorted guitars, electronica and raw introspective lyrics that is sometimes intimate and ethereal but other times bold and anthemic where hope is locked in an eternal struggle with the darkness surrounding us. Real life meets cosmic horror 

The Echo Of My Becoming

"Ritual of the Damned (The Double Event II)" - Catherine Eddowes’ death — the most ritualistic act yet. Every cut feels deliberate, like words carved in an arcane tongue. Organs are taken as if offerings, while the Goulston Street graffito lingers like a corrupted invocation. The killings are no longer simple murder; they are revealed as a rite with purpose beyond human comprehension.

[Intro]
Mist lingers from the rite half-done,
But now the dark yields to my call.
Footsteps in gloom, heartbeats in sync—
The shrine awaits, and I stay calm.

[Verse 1]
Lantern glow shakes on her face,
Eyes too late to spot the trap.
My breath holds firm, knife stays concealed,
The streets beyond remain blind.

[Pre-Chorus]
Each vow — etched in flesh.
Each word — in the line I press.
Each sigh — the spirit feeds.
Each mark — the rite proceeds.

[Chorus]
Ritual of the damned—etched in crimson,
Street lamps halo the shrine of the gone.
Ritual of the damned — carved in skin.
No cry pierces the holy hush,
Just my secret—exposed at last.
Ritual of the damned — the ceremony grows.

[Verse 2]
Flesh parts like ancient scrolls,
Vessels traced by a learned touch.
Offerings raised with careful poise,
Each offering set as I designed.

[Pre-Chorus ]
Each vow — etched in flesh.
Each word — in the line I press.
Each sigh — the spirit feeds.
Each mark — the rite proceeds.

[Chorus]
Ritual of the damned—deep in marrow,
Her lifeblood chants the title I own.
Ritual of the damned — carved in skin.
No stars dare witness my linger,
Just shadows to steer my path.
Ritual of the damned — the ceremony grows.

[Bridge]
On the wall, a mark more than blot,
Signs no voice should utter.
Words to stir the sleepers,
To split the barrier, to rip the fold.

[Breakdown]
Unseal! Unseal!
The gloom bows down!
Nourish! Nourish!
And see it thrive!

[Guitar Solo]

[Final Chorus]
Ritual of the damned—ceremony sealed,
Her sigh now ash under my stride.
Ritual of the damned — carved in skin.
One more spirit to span the gap,
One more secret the void will guard.
Ritual of the damned — the ceremony grows.

[Post-Chorus]
The portal cracks… but not yet open.
One more slice, and I’ll soon cross through.

[Outro]
Scrawl seeps on wall and rock,
An incantation in a lost dialect
Decipher it—and the abyss takes,
Your air, your essence, your title.

[Sudden swell]
But you—
You cannot read!
You will never see!
The signs were meant for ME!

I’ll carve them in your skin,
I’ll brand them in your eyes!
The veil will break for ME—
And YOU will feed the rise!

[Final hit]
RITUAL COMPLETE…
…but NEVER DONE.

Ritual of the Damned (The Double Event II)

a curse ties us down
to our broken ways 
forever hexed 
lost, drifting in a maze
(is it true?)

are we dead?
or are we just 
sleepwalking?
when night falls
the city calls
for us to walk 
(on the edge)

i don’t know if i can take
much more of this simulation 
i feel like it’s about to break 
into a worst situation

are we dead?
or are we just 
sleepwalking?
when night falls
the city calls
for us to walk 
(on the edge of nowhere,
on the edge of nowhere) 

are we dead?
or are we just 
sleepwalking?
when night falls
the city calls
for us to walk

forever hexed

Tear Me Apart

fall apart is a hard hitting, emotional, modern day rock anthem inspired by early 2000s emo. The song was born from the fear of losing someone because they tried to take their own life and deals with the emotions of trying to pull them back from the brink. Expect hard hitting anthemic chorus', dreamy verses and an heavy emotional breakdown.

fall apart

Hope's and Dreams .mp3

[Verse]
Stars keep burning while I freeze in place
Galaxies twirl like they own the space
I’m a whisper
I’m a crack
I’m a missing trace

[Prechorus]
Is the sky laughing or is it just me
A punchline buried in eternity

[Chorus]
Why do I always feel so small
The victim in the grand design of it all
Planets spin
I stumble and crawl
Why me
Why me
Why me at all

[Verse 2]
Constellations wink but never talk back
Black holes pulling
I’m losing track
I’m a speck
I’m a spark
Fading in the black

[Prechorus]
Do the stars pity or just ignore
A tiny scream in the cosmic roar

[Chorus]
Why do I always feel so small
The victim in the grand design of it all
Planets spin
I stumble and crawl
Why me
Why me
Why me at all

Victim of the Grand Design

about living in two worlds - the crushing weight of reality and the liberating escape of imagination.

Lyrics ~
The hours consume, they grind me to dust
A life built on anger, depression, disgust
Day after day, the weight of my skin
Is the shape of failure, my ugly twin

I dream that I’m flying, a phoenix of flame
I breathe in the colors, they know me by name
I live in the Out | Side, my home for the night 
The dream is my real life and all else is lies

Im the puppet they laugh at, torment, and tease
The world doesn’t care, it delights in disease 
Rage is my blood, a hatred within 
I’d rather be dead than forced to fit in

I dream that I’m flying, a phoenix of flame
I breathe in the colors, they know me by name
I live in the Out | Side, my home for the night 
The dream is my real life and all else is lies

I raise my hand, cast a finger in blame,
Yet three are turned back, cursing my name.

Look at me flying, a blue phoenix in flame
rose from the  ashes and carries no name
I live in the Out | Side, I created this place
Its just for me, this is my space

I am the unwanted, forsaken, alone
Don't want your pity, I stand on my own
Rejected, defiant, maligned by design
The unwanted are many, and their strength is mine

Out Side

Buy me!

Out | Side

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All Alone Without Patron

Just a regular guy being regular, regularly.  If you like my shit, cool,  but I would rather talk to those that dont.

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