a selection of songs based on violent thoughts, a way for me to vent kind of, but something ive planned on doing so i can get more songs out, its fun to do this i guess, if it does well, i'll make more

CANNIBAL 1.0

it released 2 days ago but its finally here

FXCK LXFE, WX XLL DXE XT SXME PXINT PART 2 (prod. PULSE X SC4Z)

SACREMENT FREESTYLE (PROD.V.O.L.T.A)

BLOSSOM (prod.HAZARDOUS)

ANARCHY (prod. PULSE X SC4Z)

LYRICS--

frictions gonna kill us between ourselves die
I don't wanna look you in the motherfucking eye
so I'm gonna waste away my corpse feeling right
blossom like the flower that is growing out my eye
right side dead in the night time
faggot loose your head at the right time
I'm so fucking broken after all my life
don't wanna die again I'm wasting all my time

no one save me I'm gone
no one save me I'm dead x4

fighting against the voice inside my head
and I'm winning he's bleeding and he will be dead
rye is that you? you are taking my sanity from me
you're on me I'm dead

nobody likes me now, nobody x4

breaking my mental into some pieces
I'm bleeding not breathing so call up my heathen
and tell him the same thing that I will tell you
its that if we start wars that we're chatting
we're through

specialty needed please in section 3 of his
fucked up ass mindset so we need to leave
that is enough of this I can not handle it
leave me alone please kill me please

Heal is an album made up of thoughts, nightmares, traumatic events and damages that have happened to me, all compressed into one, showing you not to let your demons overcome your shit state of mind and take control of you, but instead to manifest that negative energy and turn it into positivity, and to strive to be good at what you love, remember that we love you, and you matter more than you think

Don't let your demons control you

(cover art by anejia)

(mixed and master all done by me except for 15. Reach for the stars (all vocals mixed by echo))
(all production done by me unless stated)

(licensed on behalf of SC4Z&RYE and all territories of SC4Z&RYE)

29. Hold Me Close (don't Push Me Away) (feat. Shiloh dynasty)

Heal is an album made up of thoughts, nightmares, traumatic events and damages that have happened to me, all compressed into one, showing you not to let your demons overcome your shit state of mind and take control of you, but instead to manifest that negative energy and turn it into positivity, and to strive to be good at what you love, remember that we love you, and you matter more than you think

Don't let your demons control you

21. Carry On (PROD.capsCTRL & SC4Z)

16. Pulled Through (i Wish For Death Still)

8. Interlude - Addiction

4. Just My Problems, Ignore Me If You Dont Wanna Hear It (prod.rx808)

1. Intro - Descent

Lyrics:

No I'm not alright
I'm so dead inside
Always want to hide
So I leave you dead
This aint what i got
All just fucked up not
One will save me
From this pain

Break out of my system
No motherfucker will listen
Done with the bullshit I'm into
You will not save me
Break out of my system
all of you fuckers are this too
You see the pain that I go through
You choose to fight all the hatred

No I'm not alright
I'm so dead inside
Always want to hide
So I leave you dead
This aint what i got
All just fucked up not
One will save me
From this pain

BREAK, I'M, DEAD, INSIDE
BREAK, I'M, DEAD, INSIDE
BREAK, I'M, DEAD, INSIDE
BREAK, I'M, DEAD, INSIDE

Break, out of my system
Now all you fuckers will listen
Takes me so much to repent you
And you still choose to go straight to
Break, out of my system
Now all you fuckers will listen
Takes me so much to repent you
And you still choose to go straight to

DONE (prod. GENISIS)

Craic Boi Mental - dance 4 me Mr Tayto man (a very shit drill remix)

This album will not let you down

I promise

Smile (the Next Few Songs Are Very Sad And Dark)

Forget I Exist (prod.THROWAWAY)

joke of a song lmfao just needed to upload sumn

LYRICZ:

Voot me up
Fuckin voot me up Yuh
Had enough, I fuckin had enough, uh X2

Watch what happens when I drill this shit into your face,
Burns so cold and shit you're tired I could kill this place
Give the word associated with crime gangs and shit
If you got money anybody can get targeted

Don't got money
Gon go party
Make shit like I'm playboi carti
Thats retarded
Shit so hardened
If you want some i got parted
Feel the stick
In your shit
You scream like a bitch
Talk your shit
You a bitch
friends with mister 666

Everybody gonna go drop when the lights out uh
Think about a better time nite nite uh
Get a badder bitch get it rite like uh
And with all my homies keep it right tight uh x2

Voot me up
Fuckin voot me up Yuh
Had enough, I fuckin had enough, uh X2

You talkin shit, but
Where'd your fuckin daddy go?
Take you long enough to know
He's never coming home?
What you want from him?
Approval make me fuckin laugh
Look at this I got a chainsaw
Put it in your ass😈

Hell or never get there
Ima be there with your head
Heaven with a friend
Getting at it now
I can be too loud
Fuckin calm it down
I got nuff to say
Watch me break it down

Everybody gonna go drop when the lights out uh
Think about a better time nite nite uh
Get a badder bitch get it rite like uh
And with all my homies keep it right tight uh x2

Voot me up
Fuckin voot me up Yuh
Had enough, I fuckin had enough, uh X2

VOOT ME UP!

Bastard Son

Bastard Son is basically an angry song about me not liking my parents, it's kind of a lie, I love my mum and dad, Sometimes I'll have the thought that I don't like them if they don't like me but I'm over that shit almost immediately

Bastard Son (Prod.NXRTHFACE)

Welcome to Trauma. Sounds displeasing I know. As we go through these tracks I'm gonna explain every track, here's the explanation behind 2500mg

My mind is not a clean place at all, I constantly self medicate to deal with my problems, and in turn it's made me realise I need to stop.

Trauma

2500mg

Facefuck

Yikes, nah I don't even wanna explain this one, These are just the most fucked up lyrics I could think of then and there.

FACEFUCK

I love you (Interlude)

Note: I fucking hate you

I'm glad you're out of my life

bitch

I Love You (Interlude)

Out My Mind

I just Needed something to write one day and I found this beat and wrote about my ex over it. killed a small bit of time.

Out My Mind (Prod.WXRST)

Outcast

Outcast is a simple concept, it's much like Isolate in the sense that I feel like I should not be around people.

i know I didn't do my best for this song, however please give it a listen anyway

Outcast

I'm Ready To Die Tonight

By the time I had made this beat I felt as if I had said everything that I needed to say, and felt as if an instrumental is all that was really left of what I could give. Don't get me wrong there's still a lot more going on that I haven't spoken about in this album, however this is what I'm willing to share for the time being.

Remember

Don't Let Your Demons Control You

🖤

I'm Ready To Die Tonight (An Instrumental Outro)

Flair

Flair was the hardest song to write, going through physical abuse and my best friend killing himself is never easy to talk about, I've also had a fairly shit day at college today so I can't go in detail about this song without crying, the basics of this song are me talking about physical abuse I went through with a therapist and how my best friend killed himself because of the emotional abuse he suffered when he was 12, and how I was the one to come across his body hanging from a tree (also looked at in "control")

please. I did the very best I could with this song, it's not about the mix or the beat, it's about the lyrical content and what it means.

Flair

Goodbye is about leaving them

those people

this city

everything

Goodbye

Ask Me One More Time

the song in question lyrically describes how I'm sick of people asking me for everything and giving nothing in return

ask roses about what his verse means in relation to him idgaf

Ask Me One More Time (feat. BLAXK ROSES)

Yesterday describes a really shitty day I had (I wrote this song the day after)

Yesterday

Ignore this upload, It's a beat that might become a song. 

USE OF THIS BEAT WITHOUT PERMISSION IS A FUCKING CRIME

cheers :3

had to drop something before my brain killed me for not dropping sumthin

Who Gives A Fuck Bout Naming It (ROYALTY FREE JUS TAG ME)

This track is more of just a throwaway single if y'all get me, I'm uploading this on my birthday btw so happy birthday to me lol

Expect some big things next year. I'm gonna completely rebrand myself and change up my style, flow and shit like that to become someone new

The cover art is literally just me n pezz having a normal conversation by the way

Love SC4Z

(Licensed by Dead To Rights)

LOOK AT YOU

LOOK AT YOU!

I know that this is 25 minutes long, I don't care if you listen or not I'm mainly just talking random shit to myself like I do most nights to stop myself going insane

If you did have the patience to listen to me talking absolute nonsense for 25 minutes straight, thank you. I know it does not benefit either me or you in any way, but it makes me happy knowing that at least one person out there cares

I'm unsure if I'm ever going to post music again as music has become more of a chore to me than a hobby, I also understand that I didn't explain any reason as to why I left in the first place in any part of this recording. If I do explain it, it would bore you, especially when I can't even remember the rest of a damn sentence (as heard during the recording)

Maybe one day I'll get my motivation for music back, but as of right now this is the end. Only time will tell if this end is permanent or not, but being honest with myself, I don't think a lot of people would care, either way, I hope that one day I get to come back and bring light to people who suffer from dark backgrounds.

For now though, I hope everyone is well and safe, and I hope to share my experience with you all again some time.

Love

SC4Z

<3

A message

me and yung b hopped on a crazy track together and came out with the best shit in existence, it goes hard

check him out
https://soundcloud.com/yung-balentiaga

Lifestyle (feat.Yung Balentiaga)

Don't feel sorry for me now, you never did before

SC4Z

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