Name: Depths Below2 TRES.2IB x Alucard Prod. by 715 x CHXOS by CHXOS
Duration: 3 min 46 s
Description: DEPTHS BELOW2

song about when I was in an extremely depressive episode.

lyrics 


Itami

Rest is a mess 
I cant contest 
Bloodied my body crave death nonetheless
Pleasure the pressure no stop in the end 
I faked everything i will pay for my sins 
The people id kill i got many on list 
Everything lately been turning to grim 
Don't understand on the reason we live 
Don't understand on the reason we live
 fall away again
again, again, again,
fall away again 
again, again, again, again, again

raven

I'm mentally ill
can you not tell?
I'm probably going to hang myself 
and I do not care if I go to hell
I do not need your help
(yeah, yeah)
and there is no god
there is no hope
cause I'm hanging here at the end of this rope
And im slitting my throat
and im slitting my wrist
because I can no longer take this fucking shit
why do I care?
why do I try? 
why can't I just fucking not be alive?
I am so sorry I did suicide 
fall away again 
again, again,
fall away again
again, again, again 

itami
⬇️
https://soundcloud.com/lord-ushinatta

fall away again. feat. ☆LXRDITAMI☆ prod.hoodieslut

This album is about the emotional stages of dying, put into sound. It’s like the stages of grief, but you’re the one being grieved. When you listen to this album try to imagine you are the one who is dying. Attempt to put a picture in your head of what it's like to slowly drift away from life.

絶望(despair)
There is no hope left, death can’t be escaped, it's inevitable to die, and it's happening.

否認(denial)
It is hard to accept the fact you are dying, this can't be happening right?Most people don't want this to happen, and are unable to accept it.

怒(anger)
After denying that death is near, still not being able to accept it; coming to the realization that it's really happening. Why now? Why can't anything be done?
 
恐(fear)
After being in pure outrage because death is getting closer. Being utterly terrified that there isn't much time left to live becomes apparent.

丞(help) interlude
Help is wanted, but help is not possible. Wanting help is the beginning of transitioning to more melancholy emotions.

交渉(bargaining)
Wanting to do anything to try and stay alive, willing to give anything to stay on earth instead of Drifting off.

窪(depression)
There's no more motivation to want to be alive. there isn't anything that feels significant enough to care about. 

受理(acceptance)
With no hope or solution to be found, it is personally accepted, the concept of dying. And dying in general, now having a form of closure and being okay with leaving the world. A bittersweet feeling.

至福(bliss)
With nothing to worry about anymore when dead, and nothing negative left to happen. Having eternal peace, no harm can be done. Feeling blissful 


I want to give a special thanks to, chaos, lxrditami, pickyourpoison, indica beats, flowty, GLITCH, sixty9sixty, star AV, dan ivory, BIGUGLYBILL, krisz miranda, often forgotten, SpLaCh, dad, mom, ethan, nicolette, matthew, max, braxton, tiff, brad, nana, spencer, connor, ethan (2nd cousin), quinn, delia, maverick, jas, roslansa, rh pellerin, tristan, and everyone else I forgot to mention 

I love all of you, the amount of support I have gotten from everyone is overwhelming (in a good way). I can't put it into words how much it means to me, it took me about 8 months to finish this, it would've been longer if it wasn't for all of yalls support. Get you some death merch! jus email me or msg me on insta or soundcloud <3 

-r✫ven

至福

交渉 Feat. Chaos

否認 Feat. Chaos

play this at my funeral

来世

Depths Below2 TRES.2IB x Alucard Prod. by 715 x CHXOS

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