the only normal people are the ones who you really haven't got to know yet.

I am Nothing

Bih wa

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“you fuckers give me claustrophobia!”

this is one of my favorite songs i’ve ever made!!! i love how this came out, honestly. it’s about being afraid of others getting too close, and living with that fear every day. it’s deeply personal, but i really hope someone can find comfort in this song in a way? idk i like it tho and it was definitely therapeutic to make.

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claustrophobia.

“fall in love with me, i know it’s hard, I know it’s hard.
fall in love with me, i know that it will never be.”

this song is about never finding love, and feeling that you’ll die alone because of your own hang ups. i hope you like this one, it’s deeply personal (all of these are honestly). 

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veil.

Here’s a sad little song about being alone and afraid to show myself to people, and honestly not just being afraid but also just not knowing how. i sing abstract lyrics that don’t really make sense, but i still think it sounds really good, even if it’s not perfect. i hope someone enjoys this little tune.

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the whites of her eyes.

“look into the sky with your bloodshot eyes.
don’t know where to find them when they’re in disguise.
look into the stars, where i’d go so far
if i didn’t fucking have fucking bloodshot eyes.”

this song was something i experimented on a LOT, and honestly i think it came out okay. i really hope it embodies that eerie feel i tried to create, and i do think it does to an extent at least. i hope anyone who reads this will enjoy the song :)

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bloodshot.

this song is quite a bumpy ride! it’s about the voices in your head and the control they have over you. i love how it came out, even if it’s not perfect. I hope you guys like it! :)

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possession.

this song is so peaceful for me :’) i thought of the line “when the rain subsides” as a line that resembles thinking of when life will get better, and when you’ll stop feeling like you’re waiting to feel joy again after not feeling it for a long time. “rain” in this context is the feeling of depression…

anyway, i hope you guys like this little tune :) i know that i am proud of it!

when the rain subsides

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floating away like a bubble into the clouds ☁️

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White Dude

i look around and i always feel the same old shit
i never know what to do, how to handle it 
seeing everyone live their lives is so humbling 
i never know if mine is good or if i’m stumbling   

i never know what to say to anyone 
i never know what to do, i always feel so dumb  
they’re staring down at me from such a great height  
they’re successful and happy while i’m stuck in the same old strife    

i’ll never be like them, cause i can’t comprehend   
how i could put myself above others and stand 
up on the pedestal they all fight to get  
while i struggle just to live as a subordinate 

i look around and i can’t help but want to quit 
i never want to do anything, it’s all bullshit
thinking of my life makes me feel like crumbling
i feel like a failure when i see their happiness  

but then i wonder if any of their joy is real
i wonder what really something we can feel 
in a world where nothing seems to matter except 
who you know and what you know about to please them  

i’ll never be like them, cause i can’t comprehend   
how i could put myself above others and stand 
up on the pedestal they all fight to get  
while i struggle just to live as a subordinate 

i’ll never be like them, cause i’ll never befriend 
people who have it all and still don’t stop then 
but everything always feels so out of my hands 
living life as a puny subordinate

playing aimless games
playing cat and mouse 
just running around 
just running around 
we’re running around 
we’re running around 
just running around 
just running around 

cause i’m falling and i don’t ever know where to go
i’m always falling and i don’t motherfucking know 
it hurts to know i fail at everything 
subordinate existence, with every day it loses more meaning 

don’t even know if i should try anymore
it doesn’t feel like it’s worth it anymore
the rich keep getting richer and i’m just getting more poor 
and living this life just feels too much like a chore

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