I wish I can talk to you

No Pain ; No Gain

Based on a "true story" Rest In Peace; Jesse Ramirez, it's been almost 2 years since you've been gone, and been watching over me. I never thought i'd see you hit your lows down rock bottom. I miss you and your always going to be in my heart..if only you could of still been here to listen to this song and my music. I'll see you soon eventually whenever I fulfilled enough in my own life, and others that cared about you as well. I love you, rest easy you will be missed by a lot of people.
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                                                         Lyrics:
As the sun falls to an end but the moon rises to the beginning, as people die but another is born in a blink of an eye everything changed eyes filled with sorrow knowing he wouldn't be back tomorrow. The demons over powered so he decided to run, run away from all his problems and fears leaving everyone in tears and hurt. Imagine a love life lasting 10 months life is like a rose within time the rose pedals fall into the death trap of dissatisfaction and isolation which started off into a relationship that ended into a friendship that never lasted. But my heart collapsed when you weren't good and we weren't on good terms either. When you were inside your head and now i'm inside mine. The pictures of you went viral because I posted them by myself when you thought I hated you and you thought I hated me but it was the other way around. He was staring at the alarm clock outside the window watching time go by as he slit his wrist and wrapped the extension cord around the ceiling fan and put his neck through it jumped off from his bed and hung there. How could a beautiful soul leave so early when the crow says no? As I walked into my first funeral attending a funeral with a really important person that walked out of my life and laid there motionless into an open casket. Never thought I'd see the day come where my own eyes would be witnessing the love of my life that I can't see no more talk to ever again; if your fighting with your loved one stop because anything can happen within time.
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Mournful Bitterness

My bestfriend, got hit by a car last night. It was a hit and run. Right after he got off of work around 8:30 P.M. he was walking home and got hit. I'm glad that he is still alive but currently in the hospital. I love you roachwings I promise you'll be ok. I can't wait until you hear this!
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Lyrics: Roachwings, roachwings, roachwings Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, Yeah Da Realist $elfmade this is for my bestfriend. Doze on that unwanted dream, where your spirits drown on your wings. The roach wiped a tear away hidden the fear away. You stood by me everyday as the days pasted by you was on a highway roach crossed and some goblin hit my homie. The mother fucker did a hit and run I'm so mother fucking pissed. This talented rapper was only 18 years old he has his whole life ahead of him. Woooooh Joe your freaking awesome man your my best homie in the world and I can't lose you buddy tomorrow's never promised. As day sprout from night so does life spring from death as day goes to night life slowly melts, death bolts be like thunder at times tomorrow is never promised like I said again losing loved ones is sorrowful; But lemme tell yah something alright I'm not losing my best friend. Roach home dog wake up. I miss you, come back to reality were you belong thank you I'm unable to explain what it means to have a friend like you to share life's pain it's good to know our friendship is one endless devotion dun duh dun dun dun dun dun dah I hope you fuck with it roachwings I love you man your so strong and I can't wait till you wake back up and get out there and make hella music with you and your talented personality.
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Wake up to reality (Prod. roachwings)

This song is feating my two bestfriends, and my bestfriend that passed away feb. 13 2020 that made this beat for me back in 2019 Rest Easy RoachWings. 
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Lyrics:
(Da Realist $elfmade) Yea yea ay yo Alyssa, it's time, it's time Alyssa ay Alyssa began straight out of the soft peach dungeon of rap, the all drops deep as does my doe i never kind cuz kind is the friend of the foul beyond the walls of backs, life is defined. I think of possibilites when I'm in a concord state of mind. Hope the owl got some fowl my foul don't like no dirty scowl run up to the howl and get the pow. 
(Jen) I'm in a concord state of mind what more could I ask for the gentle all you complain about quarantine I gotta love it through somebody still speaks for the call.
(Da Realist $elfmade) I'm rappin' to the ox and I'm gna move your box, yeah yeah in a concord state of mind when I was young my friend had a ball I was kicked out with no call I'd never thought I'd see that fall ani't a soul alive that could take my friend's procall a comfortable bottle is quite the throttle thinking of possiblites yea thinking of possibilites possibitites possibitites
 (Jen) Possibitites yea, oh shit
(Alyssa) "In a constant state of mind what more could you ask for the gentle all you complain about the quarantine I gotta love it through somebody still speaks for the call
(Da Realist $elfmade) The call
(Jen) The call
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Possiblies (Prod. roachrings)

This song is dedicated towards my homies, this song is perfect to play while skating, or chilling. I hope you guys enjoy this song, I made it with Mr. Crabs & Larry the Lobster my two home girls. I love you guys so much!
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INTRO----> "Squidward look out for that falling shoe" Squidward" "Spongebob"
Lyrics:
(Da Realist $elfmade) "Mr. Crabs Larry the Lobster I wna have some fun here. Green tea, spill da tea, I am yo shadow behind your back, the hash sligging slasher that keep you up at night anxious and vile I go on for miles. These bars are fire you need to retire. Fire in my heart with arts of sorrow aye, aye, aye, yo better run from hell if you fuck with my homies".
(Ak)"My name is Ak and I'm from the bay (Da Realist $elfmade) "and she from the bay" (Ak)"hey yay I'm from the bay" (Da Realist $elfmade)"yay" (Ak) "No I will not be your bae (Da Realist $elfmade) "hey aye, yea, yea, yea yea, yea, yea, aye, aye, aye, aye, aye 
You better be kroozing on that board you own it you better never let it go your the only one that gets that shot do not miss your chance to make money this opportunity comes once in a life time yo Larry the Lobster come spit so bars right now"
(Ak & Da Realist $elfmade)"You better be kroozing on that board you own it you better not let it go ("Loud Noises") You only get one shot do not miss your chance to make money this opportunity comes once in a lifetime yo"
(Da Realist $elfmade)"Mr. Crabs It's time for you to rap for us yea, yea, yea, yea, yea, yea, yea, yea, yea, yea, ("oui")
(Ak, Jen, & Da Realist $elfmade) "Everything's unstable as water the river floods from every corner of your side view we'll walk through america together through the storm whatever weather cold or warm play with my girls I'll tear you up like a pear pure tears from your eyes that run down the river stream steam' (Da Realist $elfmade) "you don't want the smoke" (Jen) "steam steam you don't want the smoke" (Da Realist $elfmade)"you don't want the smoke" (Ak, Jen & Da Realist $elfmade) "You better be Kroozing on that board you own it you better never let it go you only get one shot do not miss your chance to make money this opportunity comes once in a life time yo, you better be kroozing on that board you own it you better never let it go you only get one shot do not miss your chance to make money this opportunity comes once in a life time yo, you better be kroozing on that board you own it you better never let it go you only get one shot do not miss your chance to make money this opportunitycomes once in a life time yo" (Ak)"Skit Skit"
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Cryonic Zodiacs (Prod.Xanos)

Conversation with Depression

Depression Speaking to Me

Secret Saturn

Mirror

FakeLove (prod. Dj flick on the beat)

This is for somebody that's really special in my life, and I hope you like it.
Lyrics: Oooooo, Ooooooo,
You are the sun that shines brightly through my day you are gravity that holds me down in every way. You are the moon that shimmers throughout my night. And you are stars that glimmer so bright. And I just wanted to tell you your everything to me, it makes me so happy to be by your side with all these feelings I just can't hide. You'll always be in my heart chest pains when were apart what I love about you, the sparkle in your eye the warmth of your skin your breathe on my neck I promise to be there for you always and forever I promise I will think about you daily don't matter wherever you are in the world I promise to always lift you up I promise to wipe your tears when I first met you I felt like I had known you forever you gave me light on my darkest days you showed me love in to many ways me with out you is like a leafless fall a snowless winter and a flowerless spring your the only one who changed my life and I want to be with you till death. The only thing in the world I ask of you love me for who I am and be true, because..I love you...

Beloved Admirer

Bay Area📍I'm $elfmade for short...I am vibing 🤑🤞💯
New Music coming soon fellas 👉👈

Da Realist $elfmade

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