i had to upload this for my sister and one of my bestest friends...we would sing this song walking down Hollywood Blvd, on her way to work, me just playing "stereo" lol i miss you sista brynn!! ouu rAHraH!!!! 

Class A-Team (Cover)

rocky road

muddy revelation

little ears

voicemail

how i really feel

this is like, my new favorite song...right on up there with pray lullaby :) hope you enjoy listening to it as much as love and singing it :) xox

rain & red wine:

maybe we've reached the end...
maybe i like to pretend...
one of us holds the blame,
well, for the first time,
this bottle of red wine don't look so bad...

maybe..i'll drink myself to death,
maybe i wont?
maybe..i'll stay out late tonight,
and leave you alone...
damnit, im broke - no job, no phone -
just me and this song...
maybe i pushed too hard...
maybe the rabbit hole's more like
a raging storm...

oooh ooohh mmm

maybe i do believe
sometimes it's just too damn dark to see and run
maybe i'm just feeling a little bit insecure
...maybe a little bit feels more like a ton...

maybe..
maybe i'll drink myself to death
or maybe i wont
maybe
maybe i'll stay out late tonight
and leave you alone
damnit im broke, no job no phone
just me and this song

maybe just a little bit i pushed
just a little bit too hard
maybe the rabbit hole
feels more like a raging storm...

...maybe it won't rain today...
...cause God knows i hate this fucking rain...
maybe it's just too late...
maybe i haven't changed...
maybe i just need you to be right,
cause i just can't walk away...

maybe we've reached the end...
maybe i like to pretend...
but one of us holds the blame
well, for the first time
this bottle of red wine dont look so bad...

don't look so bad..
this rain and red wine...

oooh mmm ooohh,
ohhh ooo ooh oohmmm

rain & red wine

i'll close my eyes in this room
(shut the door, shut the door)
and close the door to my heart
(throw away the key)
you said you would wait for me
(wait! wait for me!) yes you did
but how can i trust you now?
i need my own space

when i was wrong, you stood right!
(you stood by my side)
but now your errors - tonight
they haunt you...
cause i wont, i wont give you peace of mind
for you to think you're still mine

but you're only human
i cant judge
cause ive had my own share of fuck ups,
but i turned it all around
just for you to doubt my love

how does it feel to be the one who loses
everything? do you sleep at night,
knowing i wont come back this time?
seems like it's easy for you to throttle back,
then try to fight for me
so i surrender, i wont suffer through
this war

a thousand miles wont make you a locksmith
even with a million keys, you'll never find the right fit
i stood in the rain and let you take shelter
(rain, rain, go away...)
while you deliberately chose another
let me leave and ill be free from pain
it hurts so much, but my heart is getting over love...

and i've lost my faith in you..
ohh ohh ohh, ohh ohh ohh

how does it feel to be the one who loses
how does it feel to feel the loss? but you chose it!
how does it feel to walk blind into a wall of stone
you were once my MIdas!
but now the curse is on you..

so just stay away,
stay away from me...
stay away...please!
stay, stay, stay, just stay with him
and i know that baby ive done you wrong
but i tried to change my ways
but im tired of the pain
you said! you said you would wait!

forfeiting this war

woke up, and i thought you were gone
my alarm clock caught you walking out the door
my reality crumbles to floor
as i beg you mercy, i beg you for more

cause i dont, i dont wanna watch
my heart, heart walk out on me
i dont wanna watch it no

but if this is what you need
then i wont intercede
baby go chase your dreams
but will you leave a shirt, or shoes -
just a little something to remind me of you?!

i'm giving you reasons to stay with me now
pleading for clemency before the hour is over, 
but you wont, you wont justify your actions
while i reluctantly give you my blessings

cause i dont, i dont wanna watch
my heart walk out on me now
i dont i dont wanna watch you leave baby

but if this is what you need
then i guess i wont intercede
baby go chase your dreams
but will you leave a shirt, or shoes -
just a little something to remind me of you?!
you dont have to do this to me
where you are i wanna be!
let me love you, let me, please!
darlin', just stay...
damnit, just stay! if there's anything worth saving...

don't go!
if you must give up that easily
then i beg, i beg you listen to me
dont you dare think i dont
i dont understand what you're going through
place your hand in mine and just stay

but if this is what you need
then i wont intercede
darlin', go chase your dreams
but will you leave a shirt or shoes -
just a little something to remind me of you!
you dont have to do this to me!
where you are i wanna be!
let me love you, let me please!
damnit just stay! dont leave me!
stay! if there's anything worth saving...

stay

rollercoaster high

i swore i would never leave you
today is the day
i swore i would never forget your face

it hurts my heart for me
for me to make you leave
the choices that you've made
forces me further and further away...

i hope in life you find love
i hope it shakes you to the core
but i wish it could've been me
as i force my heart to look away
i hope you miss me someday
even though im not gonna wait
i dont wanna cry i dont wanna hurt
but i gotta go, gotta let you go

mm mmm

i break every promise i made
im sorry i lied to you
when i told you i would marry you someday
but i cant see past my pain

it hurts my heart for me
for me to make you leave
the choices that you've made
forces me further and further away...

i hope in life you find love
i hope it shakes you to the core
but i wish it could've been me
as i force my heart to look away
i hope you miss me someday
even though im not gonna wait
i dont wanna cry i dont wanna hurt
but i gotta go, gotta let you go
i hope in life you find love
i hope it burns you to the core
but i wish it could've been me
as i force my heart to look away
i hope you miss me someday
even though im not gonna wait
i dont wanna cry i dont wanna hurt
but i gotta go, darlin i gotta go

mmm mm

i swore i would never leave you
i swore i would never forget
but i break every promise i made
im sorry i lied when i told you i would marry you someday



breaking promises

after being single for a year and playing the victim, i finally decided to write something as close to happy as i could get it haha ;)

pencil to paper, my thoughts seem to flee
dont know what to write, there's nothing to sing about
at least when it comes to love
im no longer dreaming of you..you and me..

well, now i think it's time for me
ohh ohh, darlin i think its time for me to be

me again
and not be afraid to live
again for love
and if thats not meant for us
oh well! so what!
ill have more chances to love! ;)

pen to the page and i feel betrayed
but enough about that this victim, ive played for too long
at least when it comes to letting go of you
im finally free

well, now i think it's time for me
darlin, i think it's time for me to be

me again
and not be afraid to live again for love
and if that's not meant for us
oh well! so what!
i'll have more chances to love...

no regrets
every moment i cherish, 
cause i cant let my life pass me by like water under bridges
if you say that it's all behind us
i wont ever ask for closure again

and now i think it's time to be me again
and not be afraid to live again for love
and if that's not meant for us
oh well! so what!
i'll have more chances to love

now i think it's time to be me again
and not be afraid to give
all of my brokenness away
and maybe after it's all said and done
i'll smile just a little...

Smile (;

Tempting fate

you know - you know -
do you know you still have my heart?
even, even though adamancy is on your part...
i knew you wanted release, 
even before you told me
but i can't let you get away with murdering me
no, i can't let you get away with murdering me

because no one will ever love you like i do
i did everything - everything i could!
you were the world to me but your armageddon came too soon
i gotta go, i gotta go i gotta leave
but i dont know how to say no to you

temptation knocking
you're so damn irresistible
you're my promised addiction but i can't let you go
just give me one more hit
and then i swear i'll be done
who am i kidding? 
i have little control of this

because no one will ever love you like i do
i did everything - everything i could!
you were the world to me but your armageddon came too soon
i gotta go, i gotta go i gotta leave
but i dont know how to say no to you

so drag me down with you
tie me up so i won't move
i just, i just want your touch
give me that high one more time
don't make me give you up

no one will ever love you like i do
i did everything - everything i could!
you were the world to me but your armageddon came too soon
i gotta go, i gotta go

i don't know how to let you go
i can't let you go
i won't let you go
can't let you go, baby i can't let you go
baby i can't let you go...

no one will ever love you like i do
i did everything, everything i could
you were the world to me but your armageddon came to soon
but the truth is...
no matter how hard i try
i can't get you, get you out of my mind
you still - you still linger -
and i can't - i won't - i ain't gonna let you go

addiction

you never cease to amaze me
your honest lies and your crazy alibis
well, im just crazy, or am i your prize?
or am i..baby?

im no genius, but im not dumb
i can feel you slipping away in the night
and the sickest thing that's 
killing me most is
you're not even man enough to let me know

fuck your love, fuck your heart
damn you to hell with your sins
i dont wanna be a part of all your secret love affairs
i'd rather die from your gun
than live a lie - bulletproof -
so fuck your love and your heart
for not shooting me with the truth

you say i should simply believe you
but i won't - i don't deserve to be lied to
and all your dungeon walls come tumbling down
you broke the oath
the unbreakable vow

im no genius, but im not dumb
i can feel you slipping away in the night
and the sickest thing that's 
killing me most is
you're not even man enough to let me know

fuck your love, fuck your heart
damn you to hell with your sins
i dont wanna be a part of all your secret love affairs
i'd rather die from your gun
than live a lie - bulletproof -
so fuck your love fuck your heart
and fuck you...

bang! bang! goes the gun
im ashamed im the one
no savior's gonna come to redeem you from your sins
i gave you every chance
to come clean to me
i begged and i pleaded - if there's anything,
i can handle it..
well, don't worry about this mess you've made
because i let you take the reigns and control
dont even waste your breath
im deaf and im blind to it
you tied my hands and signed your fate
with my own blood and tears

so fuck your love, fuck your heart
damn you to hell with your sins
i dont wanna be a part of all your secret love affairs
i'd rather die from your gun
than live a lie - bulletproof -
so fuck your love fuck your heart
damn you to hell with your sins...



adultery

run away

Open <3 Surgery

Thoughts before bed

i give you my heart.
i open up to you to my innermost parts.
come dine with me.
come sing with me.

it's about the content of the letter, 
not the envelope it arrived in...

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