Good Dreams!
of cities, and oceans, and friends
None of which I'll ever get to see in the end
if I stay here
(I'm gonna get sick if I wait here)
I need to get to Heathrow and fly one way today yea

Ice, and snow, and mountains, and woods,
That's where I'm gonna stay now if I only could 
I know you want to me stay home for one more year
but I've got to get the fuck out of here yea

Bus rides define the start of my days and
the books I read fuel being far far away
'til I get there
and then I just plug in my mind into phone lines that started to define my grind

I make money, enough to fill sails with wind
but the second it hits, its gone as fast as it went in
No one taught me how to fight that one sick sin
instead I'm told to just give in to him

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Bad Dreams,
In the night we're always fighting
The one-thing-I'm-missing being in the light
that you promised
The nightmares are chronic
The only thing that saves me is my feet twitching
Every single dream wishing
That I'd wake up
But even when I do, the pain lingers on,
Am I gonna make it through
Try to remember to never surrender

France, or Greece, or Spain, or Sweden,
I need to get away, I have a million reasons
to do it
God gave me the pain, I pushed my way through it
Believing, but never really seeing the truth...

Stuck forever in your loving kindness.
Took a thousand wasted hours to discover my blindness 
Why'd you do it, you pushed me so far away
so I can't stay, gotta get away
I'm never-gonna...

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I've got some issues that nobody can see
And all of these emotions are pouring out of me 
But I'm not Scotty, I'm Dari
But still they don't see
The little bit of sadness that is building in me
I don't tell em
how deep the rabbit hole goes
and how someday the anger will be in my bones
Like Bruce, I'm on a path of self destruction
It's time to peel off my skin, to start the construction
Of a better life
Someplace else

NEWTON

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