Name: The night i thought of suicide by Kota b
Duration: 4 min 3 s
Description: This song is the deepest thoughts that hide in the back of my head it is my dark inner self speaking my thoughts leak out constantly I can never silence it I feel as in I’m falling down a hole and I’m going deeper and deeper until I will have no way back up

this a summer vibe late night curse after rain stops

Really good! Brilliant vocals. Great atmosphere - a dark subject well executed.

Yo this track could really blow up keep coming with it!

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73** p.+Zohnkid

This song is the deepest thoughts that hide in the back of my head it is my dark inner self speaking my thoughts leak out constantly I can never silence it I feel as in I’m falling down a hole and I’m going deeper and deeper until I will have no way back up

The night i thought of suicide

No Home

This is the story of someone in love with another person, but you are immortal and you know you are going to out live all of your loved ones. this person wants to die with their love instead of moving on and living without them.

Immortal w/ Sam Coury (@siemspark + @dxnnyfxntom)

kNow iT all++ (morecalcium)

peachlemonade //prod. lilnightshift

Whole lotta voodoo going on 
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This is a MLTVRS classic 🎹

DARKMAGE!

obsession and a complete disregard for one's self (@siemspark x @prodmaxflynn)

(LYRICS)
yeah
I been looking for a way to escape 
I’m getting close to my limit I think that I’m gonna break 
Mama said I’m acting manic cause i flip from calm to panic and my temper stay volcanic I’ll blow up in ya face 
I been this way since a jit 
I’m getting sick of this shit 
I contemplate not having kids because their dad will be sick 
I cracked my hand on a brick 
Now my knuckles are split 
I ain’t feel it tell me why do I still feel like bitch 
Because it ain’t about the tough shit 
I can hardly function 
I’m 22 and what I got to show for it nothing 
Just like the food in my stomach 
I ain’t eat today fuck it 
See the ribs in my reflection but I still feel disgusting 
U know why (YUH)
Because I’ll never be satisfied 
Tell myself I’m fine when I know it’s a Fuckin lie 
Say that imma face it put it off to another time 
Then never come around just like my pops before he Fuckin died 

Keep it pushing take it on the chin and keep going 
Only time I got some sense is when I smoke cause my weed potent 
I’m feeling stuck I can’t get up I really need motion 
I think that god made a mistake inside my gene coding 
I ain’t tryna be perfect 
I jus wanna stop hurting 
I’ll even take a Fuckin second when I’m not feeling worthless 
I can’t fake it lately I been looking pissed on the surface 
That’s jus a taste of all the shit that I’m keeping behind the curtain 
I been Fuckin up 
think I need a double cup 
Rejection and depression beat me down like I’m a gutter pup 
Aggression getting worse no matter how I try to cover up 
Might go to confession on my knees screaming what the fuck 
But it won’t cause that’s just a waste of time 
its no one else’s issue so I’ll keep it all inside 
Let it kill me slow until the day I Fuckin die 
tell a lot about a person when u look into their eyes

LOOK INTO MY EYES [PROD. YOMIKEY]

L O V E L E S S L I F E (Prod. MISERY)

THE GREAT DEPRESSION! (PROD NEXX)-EKKSTACY

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The night i thought of suicide

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