just stop

Lyrics

I've got a leak in my soul
I don't think nobody knows
What I think bout when I'm all alone
I never know where to go
But I never let anyone in
How could I let someone in
When I believe that the reason I'm hurt
Is because I started to let anyone in?

Oh why do I feel like this a lot?
God I just want it stop
No lie, I might just make it all stop
And there ain't no one to stop me

I don't think nobody got me
All of these bad thoughts got me
Inside a hole, where do I go?
I'll never know

I'm so cold, I don't think I feel a thing
I just wanna get a pole, put a bullet in my brain
I know you ain't wanna know about the shit that I can say
When I'm in my room alone, letting out all of this pain

But I gotta let it out, yeah I gotta let it fly
I don't wanna see you pout, I don't wanna see you cry
When you see I'm out of time in the moment that I die
Cause when I was still alive you ain't pull me to to the side

I've got a leak in my soul
I don't think nobody knows
What I think bout when I'm all alone
I never know where to go
But I never let anyone in
How could I let someone in
When I believe that the reason I'm hurt
Is because I started to let anyone in?

Oh why do I feel like this a lot?
God I just want it stop
No lie, I might just make it all stop
And there ain't no one to stop me

I don't think nobody got me
All of these bad thoughts got me
Inside a hole, where do I go?
I'll never know

alone. | Produced by sketchmyname

Collabed on this beat with @gaia-zambon-778002978

Lyrics:
so i never wanna leave my bed, i stay lost up in my head
please do not disturb me you could wake me when im fuckin dead
guess im giving up thats why you always gettin left on read
dont talk to me dont hit me up im busy tryna get my bread

dont take my pulse cause i flatlined
i know youll leave just like last time
put on a show like its halftime
like im a poet but i cant rhyme

you never heard a flow so slow, guess ive given up completely but im vibin on the low, i dont got no energy for nothin keep your fuckin hoe, she be slidin in my DMs im depressed but she dont know

said she thought its just persona
said she thought it was an act
said she thought that id be happy cause im piling up these racks
said she plays all of my songs
said she listens to my tracks
said she wanna save me now before im never coming back

Shedontknow

shedontknow (prod. Gaia & HKFiftyOne)

prod. FFY

all my music: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2gRn7V9QfxZxFaJJdS00EP?si=hjx9yl0NRjKnmAUi0N4uIw

it's over

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Lyrics:
sometimes i feel lonely too

february...

All this liquor in my fucking veins
You said your better 
But you havent changed
Watch my blood flow into the drain
Got these pills to medicate my brain
Im not happy but they keep me sane
And i dont talk because they think im strange
If u dont like me better switch your lane
February is my new name
And im sorry that i let go
I let the cold seep into my bones
I only come alive when it fucking snows
Im sorry but i have to go

YOU WALKED OFF
AND I LOST HOPE
IF YOU LEFT ME
WHERE WOULD I GO

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sometimes i feel lonely too (fantom)

Artwork Made by @devilboyxo
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Lyrics
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And if I saw you on the road you'd be missing
And if I saw you on the road you'd be missing
You'd go missing
We'd both go missing

And I thought it was you in the headlights
I ain't even stop a second, I don't feel right
Down a couple shots of rum with a mai tai
I don't care if you're with me or with another guy
That fucking other guy
Taking the spotlight
If I don't have it for a second then I might die
How many shots with the gun 'till it's my time?
I'm still asking is this really even my life
Is it my life?

And I could tell you I'm pathetic
But you already knew that when we broke up I'm the one who said it
Mrs. Leave it and forget it
Maybe if you bring up all my fuck ups I'll regret it
Blacked out on my terrace
Wondering if maybe I could be more than my merit
But don't you tell me that I meant it
I know what I meant and if you ask me Imma tell it

Oh motherfucker I don't need this
I've been dealing with my problems how I see fit
Yeah it hurts when I breathe in
Anything that escapes me from a feeling
And I pretend I've been dreaming
But I can always feel the nightmare seeping
Or maybe I'm the villain
And if I saw you on the road you'd be missing

And if I saw you on the road you'd be missing
And if I saw you on the road you'd be missing
You'd go missing
We'd both go missing

And I thought it was you in the headlights
I ain't even stop a second, I don't feel right
Down a couple shots of rum with a mai tai
I don't care if you're with me or with another guy
That fucking other guy
Taking the spotlight
If I don't have it for a second then I might die
How many shots with the gun 'till it's my time?
I'm still asking is this really even my life
Is it my life?

I thought it was you in the headlights

I Thought It Was You In The Headlights [Prod. Sorrow Bringer]

made this back in jan 2020 produced by reaper

seejayxo - "coraline" (acoustic) *RARE 2020*

Lyrics: 
3 years fucking past
And i still haven’t found myself 
Told u id take meds 
So i wouldnt kill myself
Sick of all this fighting i just wish that you would hear me out
Put my phone on vibrate cuz i fucking hate the sound
Of clicks
Fucking texts
Im upset
Thoughts better left unsaid

Im so sorry mom
I just pop another seal
They say it numbs ur pain
So i popped another pill
If thats the fucking case
Then what the fuck i feel
Im tired of the anger
And all the fucking chills


Im depressed 
Im upset 
Thoughts better left unsaid

rooftop freestyle (prod kareo)

trash

beat made by https://soundcloud.com/deadyami

dead yami's yt: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCYFn_EeoOs8ZgygQa7wcs9A

lyrics

i don't think i can make it all alone
feel my soul getting drained by my empty home
i can feel my heart ache with every passing tone
but what would i say if you picked up the phone

gave you my heart and it wasn't enough
but the only thing i have to offer is love
every minute drags on age 10 years in a day
when i lost you i lost my last reason to stay

tried to make you happy not push you away
i got rifts in my soul and my vision is grey
when you said those eight letters was it always fake
i can't blame you just wish you would stay

five hours still not opened, i can see that you're online girl
hate these fucking feelings, hard to see my visions blurred
by the tears building up and falling down on to my face
yeah you treat me like I'm nothing i just feel like a disgrace

slice me open i feel nothing when i see my blood keep pouring out
so many fucking thoughts inside my head but i can't think now
swear I'll just say fuck it I'll go in and put the lights out
i don't have no energy i rot inside my room now

gave you my heart and it wasn't enough
but the only thing i have to offer is love
every minute drags on age 10 years in a day
when i lost you i lost my last reason to stay

tried to make you happy not push you away
i got rifts in my soul and my vision is grey
when you said those eight letters was it always fake
i can't blame you just wish you would stay

stay (DEAD YAMI)

@cay2o snapped, follow this man

lyrics:

do you remember when I would tell you everything that I felt?
I put my feelings all over your shelf
I felt alive and I came out my shell
but now, I dont know what got into me
pressure from pressure I was stuck and you were pissed at me
but right now thats history

starin at the ceilin
babe where are you?
I want you in my arms
but ig ill call you

like yeah, I been fucked up for almost a year
this life aint shit but I’m here for you
stumblin off track cause I fear the truth
that I’m only here to prove myself

I dont wanna be that
I know that i'm lyin when i tell myself that I need that
you care for me a lot it's not really hard to see that
baby you the best and im sorry that I just cant be like you
im gettin why you tell me what to do
cus we never really talk things thru
we both know thats not like you

like damn
why the fuck you look at me damn
I be doing what I want cause I can
I do what I want cause I'm me
I don't care if you hate you can leave

the ceiling

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the ceiling (prod. cay2o)

lyrics:

U should never have swung my face in that door
Now I just like u more
U should never have taught me how to feel pain
Cause now I just wait for more
Me or myself or my own sick mind who do I talk to more
Shell always lay in the pit of my heart
Though she is not mine no more

Bring that down on my neck u carver
I have been farmed like a lamb to the slaughter
I had drawn pleasure from what they called torture
Tears for the man in the mask oh the horror
Dystopia is not so far away from this place
And I would put my life on it that We were born in wrap up
I cant even look at u right now Cause I might throw up

so bleed me bleed me bleed me bleed me
I just put life on top of the line for some people that never tried or would do the same but im still here
That was one hell of a night I couldve died like 20 times i think my pride would’ve took my life and yet im still here
10 hours a day is unaccounted for I think of what were up to when separated this long I wonder
Hands all on my face pick at my head trying get under this drink start in my cup and end in my thoughts leaving them sundered

Bring that down on my neck u carver
I have been farmed like a lamb to the slaughter
I had drawn pleasure from what they called torture
Tears for the man in the mask oh the horror
Dystopia is not so far away from this place
And I would put my life on it
We were born in wrap up
I cant even look at u right now
Cause I might throw up

to the slaughter (saint tomorrow x taylor morgan x taxpurposes)

lyrics:

As life goes up I feel these new emotions stronger
But feeling shit just bring myself back
I have been blessed right now but in this rut I can escape that for the night
And right now I need that so bad
 I crave to be mortified right now
The moments wasted unless I am scarred some how
It sounds crazy but think about it outside of context
If I were harmed there I promise I wouldn’t forget that
But I won’t recover any time soon
I cant party like I swear I used to
Still I pitch my bottle while I blow on this blue
But I dont date now cause Im broken in body its not u

I shouldve taken her advice
Im up but I been scared of the height lately
Cause it seems ill be brought back to real life
No matter what’s the situation u still my baby
But with how she thinks she blows my mind
Thank tonic and double gins all night
Im honest when I say ur my wife
I regret what I said in that blight now

Look at my tears they’ve ended
That was last month im technical
Shitting on me like toilet bowl
Till I pop in this bitch like pimple
I keep saying its simple
Huh cause all my dawgs on ten toes
And I do not take no risks like that
Man I feel like reyes when I pull up with that baseball bat
Its not even for me its my boy cause I got his back n all that
Were blood now
From different backgrounds
But in my face u could tell its something i would give my pelt for
My body not worth the Dior u were promised
U dont wanna catch bodies boy be honest
Id help u change ur lifestyle from south 
But u been too hard headed to take that now

I shouldve taken her advice
Im up but I been scared of the height lately
Cause it seems ill be brought back to real life
No matter what’s the situation u still my baby
But with how she thinks she blows my mind
Thank tonic and double gins all night
Im honest when I say ur my wife
I regret what I said in that blight now

horrible advice (branwen)

lyrics:

im locked inside my head
unconsciously conscious
wraith walking shadow men
after all we do it for the screen time woah
walking to the plug im on a bee line woah
2am mcdonalds uber eats woah woah
3am i never get my me time woah
she just put my sheets beneath the sea line woah
i just racked my brain removing landmines woahhhh
expect my waves connecting to my family thru the phone
expect the unexpected i might never leave my home
expect that added tension when i step inside my zone
30 30 is 60
perc dissolve in the schweppes
this murky water could fix me
im zippin down my guiseppe
my clothes depress when im sweaty
my scales just rip at the fleece
im exposed the devil i say a prayer for i sleep

36,000 feet underwater in the western pacific (eric godlow)

lyrics:

night
u don't wanna talk then alright
bite
I wont take the bait when I see it baby
I cant give you everything im just a human
woah why
why u always try to fight
ok
I might call u over then like
olé
then im flying round you like im
sensei
baby I could do this shit like
all day
if that's ok with you
girl im getting so sick of you
and I think its bout time we
headed back home im sick of this party
it felt like 20 hours before it really got started
and every time I shave im gonna always get carded
if I aint think ahead my night is over before it started

its been such a long time
such a long time
i think i read like 36 intelligent societies among the midnight sky
it made me feel alright
i feel alright
honestly its not 100%p of me i tap into the other side
woah turn it up
if you love me then hold me tight
i was on thinning ice
man im getting sick of this world i dont wanna live this boring life
i just had a dream about a feeling i had never felt before
and now i miss it almost every night
sometime in our lives it takes the worst of things to teach us
what to do when no one else'LL help you fight

cool fighting scene from your favourite show (eric godlow)

lyrics:

im sober
soon ill be falling over
shawty im five leaf
baby u should do ur homework
all of my bone hurt
im cold
and my throat burns
i know
i know lately i been hard to find
i see you once like every weekend please dont use this time 
to fight
i put on my forces and i walk into the night
pink diamonds in my blunt its like my body flying kites
i see the village from the mountains looking down like what a site
gods ascend from clouds and then were saved or left to die
i guess no one understands me
i fill myself schedule to hide to pain of feeling empty
i got demons on my shoulders sweating buckets tryna tempt me
but they cant get through
in my experience on earth at least ive dealt with more than plenty

it happens every time
it snows
i just wanna get it right
i think i might mold to my home
and im happy with the life
but when im dead
will i know
im excited for the ride
touch my hands and theyre ice cold
im excited for the ride

icy
baby are u human had to tell her that i might be
least when she found out she couldnt tell me i was lying
if i told you everything ud look at me like mind freak
half way cross the universe the fuckers wanna fight me
i just push my pedal down and pull it up
i fold up my landing gear and drop the clutch
baby im from 20 fucking  million miles away 
and you aint even thanking me for showing up

im sober
soon ill be falling over
shawty im five leaf
baby u should do ur homework
all of my bone hurt
im cold
and my throat burns
i know
i know lately i been hard to find
i see you once like every weekend please dont use this time 
to fight

im sober
soon ill be falling over
shawty im five leaf
baby u should do ur homework
all of my bone hurt
im cold
and my throat burns
i know
i know lately i been hard to find
i see you once like every weekend please dont use this time 
to fight

folk song from the settlement on the edge of the earth (eric godlow)

lyrics:

storms coming
get inside quickly
since noon its been heavy 
and its roughly 1:50
times are changing
and i dont think i like it much
still i cannot help but feel like i aint do enough

when the dust stays down for once
when the plates beneath us hum
but ill understand for once
i am not her oxygen
and when trees stand bare and thirsty
and when the leaves fall down to earth
with my hands all scraped and dirty
can you bring back my worth
its a real long time till tomorrow
i think we should try and work out all the kinks
i just want spend some time with you
but it feels like its borrowed
girl help me out cause i do not know what to think

storms coming
get inside quickly
since noon its been heavy 
and its roughly 1:50
times are changing
and i dont think i like it much
still i cannot help but feel like i aint do enough

i see fireflies through our tent (eric godlow)

lyrics:

bones
i cant use no more
my vein cold like snow
it dont feel like no
home
i walk in too slow
she scream at my face
she cant love me like
before
it all worked so well
we both worked so well
but now flesh rots off the
bones
i cant do no more
my brain cold like snow
it dont feel like no home

shawty i thought u was mine this not fair
dont chu be checking my house im not there
flesh drips off me when i move fast outta my hair
maybe if we quarantine properly this bullshit wouldnt be here
i know i been looking different as of late
but you shouldnt be scared
i could see dead skin flying off me into the air
i remember when this shit had started out cases back then were rare
baby take down the barricade i just wanna eat my share
you aint see no ghost
i come back a zombie
yeah
tank
jockey
even this witch beside me ya
halo
u cannot keep ur halo
i cannot feel no pain it doesnt matter how my day go
fold me up

bones
i cant use no more
my vein cold like snow
it dont feel like no
home
i walk in too slow
she scream at my face
she cant love me like
before
it all worked so well
we both worked so well
but now flesh rots off the
bones
i cant do no more
my brain cold like snow
it dont feel like no home

zombie (eric godlow)

lyrics:

she was spose to hold me tight
now its just sleepless nights
baby girl i wonder if you died
you could at least say hi
one word youre on fire
the air smell of burning tires
i dont want you seeing my scars
it dont concern what we are
i aint catching on until its gone

look at these symbols
up on the back of my hands
i come alive at night
and bitch i do my dance
taking me oh too seriously i cannot stand
filling up my surroundings with the rotting man
bleed
bitch bleed
alright
fluid fills my spine
i know its not the time but i am jammed
damn
bland
i been killing time like son of sam
man
the ghoul comes out
in the dim back light
which poor soul is
meeting me tonight
his flesh grows cold
fore i take my first bite
im left without a soul
for the 75th night
pitch black wings but my skins pale white
stepping thru the snow and my feet feel fine
baby i cant refrain when the smell so ripe
girl i know i change but its me inside
i couldnt give a fuck if i tried
bitch i double my dose i wanna vibe
live it up while u can before u die
somewhere the love of ur life is getting piped
somewhere someones just about to die
their world begins to flash before their eyes
and if they were to see you here tonight
they wouldve traded places to live ur life

she was spose to hold me tight
now its just sleepless nights
baby girl i wonder if you died
you could at least say hi
one word youre on fire
the air smell of burning tires
i dont want you seeing my scars
it dont concern what we are
i aint catching on until its gone

the ghoul's diary (eric godlow)

lyrics:

sift thru the hallways
out to the drive way
shes kissing my forehead
and shaping my cold face
a break in the pine trees
im back at my old place
the cottage behind me
reminds me of old days

lights start to hum
im going to sleep now
what have you done
the size of those teeth now
i cant see the sun
baby im stuck in the dark
i tried to move
but im stuck in this tar

baby im stuck in the car
i cannot not see thru this fog
im coughing up blood in my scarf
i cannot breathe thru the smog
even all alone in the dark
we cannot forget who we are
outlines of her face come to my vision
on this windy summer evening
at the birth of the spark

sift thru my memories
erasing my old ways
killing my ego 
could unlock this doorway
a break in the dead leaves
im back in the cold space
the cottage behind me
reminds me of old days

sift thru the hallways
out to the drive way
shes kissing my forehead
and shaping my cold face
a break in the pine trees
im back at my old place
the cottage behind me
reminds me of old days

just stop

darkcurls