t o r n

produced by @jolst and @sainttomorrow <3
out now on youtube through biteki & static:
https://youtu.be/DWpNablizm0
https://youtu.be/nEK_a4oFms8

music video:
https://youtu.be/95Kayd1Rpiw

hope u enjoy :)

lyrics:
i let my soul drift away just to feel something again
i sold my conscience for free, nothing to see but a man without his skin

cuz im nothing like him
you’re not the person i remember
i’ll just disappear into the trees
like i did back in december
my voice is cracking as i talk,
on the phone, i watch the clock
why won’t time just ever stop
why wasn’t i enough?
enter the forest, forget life,
i’ve done this shit for the last time. 

plenty people consider hitting my phone again
i don’t mind but i’d rather just be alone again
findin peace in my soul life ain’t that innocent
if i wanted em to be, things would be different
quiet nights in my attic, now the static is loud
i just wanna see my dad again and make him proud
tired of the recycled life i’m bottling up
smoked a little bit too much and now i’m throwing up

whats in the water, i wonder...
sink to the river, discover
see my reflection in ripples
i think i need you a little
more than i’d admit
i find it hard to reminisce
feel my stomach start to twist
and now i’m back with those i miss
woahhh

cuz im nothing like him
you’re not the person i remember
i’ll just disappear into the trees
like i did back in december
my voice is cracking as i talk,
on the phone, i watch the clock
why won’t time just ever stop
why wasn’t i enough?
enter the forest, forget life,
i’ve done this shit for the last time. 

enter the forest, forget life
i’ve done this shit for the last time x2

enter the forest, forget life

enter the forest, forget life [p. jolst x saint tomorrow]

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enter the forest, forget life [jolst x saint tomorrow]

prod. by me

all my music here✨✨✨
https://open.spotify.com/user/lukeee117/playlist/2gRn7V9QfxZxFaJJdS00EP?si=u5H94-jsQlWyli46OvSUJg

guess i fucked up that too

Prod. Flowers for You

my entire discography: https://open.spotify.com/user/lukeee117/playlist/2gRn7V9QfxZxFaJJdS00EP?si=vUv0Ie1qQc2dhn8mHtwk0w&dl_branch=1

alright, that's fine w/ skele

lyrics:

U dont know shit about me n I dont blame u
cause After all he did to u its hard to trust me so u aint able
Drug paraphernalia on top the table in my home
She text me I love u then she tell me it was a typo

No more x8

Alright alright
I been in the area here like all night tonight
But she bored and tryna fight
and U crazy u wild
and U grown and employed but u still act like a child
and I said what I said so we aint spoke in a while
and Im damaged again So she use me again
Cause I let it happen again cause I just love seeing her smile 
I kicked some problems for a couple of days but u know me Ill snap back to my ways like nothings changed im the same The habits become ingrained
I need to deal with the pain so Please do not come to my aid
Im away from home but the road feel like my second home when im in my zone
I drink like I party but I much prefer to drink alone
I record and wake up wondering what I had wrote
Im only 22 but living like this had made me old

No more x16

The city rough
No one show u emotion till its hate for when u coming up
Like “im mad its not me glowing up”
But that’s just a part of growing up
Still they show u love with pity invites when they don’t think that u showing up
But then u pulling up
And its a different story every time
Im glad u made it now we pouring lines and we getting high
Ask me how I been doing and im like getting by
I couldn’t count the amount of times ive had to fake the smile
People want in my head too much
They fail but she the magic touch
Substance be my crutch But I keep it cobra clutch
You’ll never guess im off my face but I dont even know my name
and I feel like superman on teslas she my Lois lane
this Shit is so poetic and Life get way too hectic so these scripts act like a medic
I hope to be eclectic in my writings like I said it so they know just who to credit
I made 20 thousand edits but they still dont get the message like Damn
I take out my brain and I do a chest roll for u
The label work the circus and they teach me all the moves now
I rattle out my cage inside this foul human zoo now
She ask me bout my goals but I had never had a clue
Oh u negative No that won’t do
Oh u mad at the world Well I am too
Oh u poppin shit Well I try to too
and They told me I was ugly in my brain like u

No more x16

no more (jabarionthebeat x kxvi)

late nights

lyrics:


Hes not going home but u know that even tho its his exact words
Feet in the snow with no shoes no clothes still he’s burning
But his heart is way colder

And its 5:05
In the middle of the night
Girl its do or die
We dont get no points for crying
Please just watch how he drives
On this bread crumb trail 
But the case lays cold
And the bread grows stale

Memories dont pair well with alchohol
Can we drink on something else im sick of this fireball baby
A lot of people hate me from a screen in a basement
But They have fed u horse shit and still u take it
I need 30 minutes and im wasted
Ive always had problems tryna pace it
I came here in my 4’s left in a spaceship
There’s blood inside the air tonight I taste it 
Alone
But I get it were all scared to be alone
They’re not ur friends they're just a cunt inside ur phone
They love ur fire but they’ll never call u home
Trust me under fire they’d be quick to fuck u over
Pass me drugs I do em like its homework
I think im accomplished if I dont get any older
She’ll down plenty bottles but won’t touch a Coca Cola
Ok I digress my love just do what u suppose to
Pain
Its all in the plot
I was down I never thought id make it where I got
I remember bed bugs in my mattress and my clothes seams
Late night in this shed im blowing smoke screens
Wait
Sorry I forgot
My teachers told me I would never make it now im hot
Love is skewed my family growing up aint get along
But still it helped deal with all this shit that’s going on
So thank you

And its 5:05
In the middle of the night
Girl its do or die
We dont get no points for crying
Please just watch how he drives
On this bread crumb trail 
But the case lays cold
And the bread grows stale
505
In the middle of the night
I don't wanna fucking die
But it seems so right
Put the car into drive
Put my soul by my side
No one here for the ride
But it seems so right

h34rt_burn (branwen)

prod by me and soundcloud.com/cay2o

shoutout to soundcloud.com/heylog , soundcloud.com/nothomex , and soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt for hoppin on this with me they're all goated and rly cool ppl show love to them if u arent already

hope u all enjoy :)

lyrics:

me:
i dont think I can keep on livin like shit
close my eyes, feel the tension 
im stressin bout it 
cause no ones the same, and I cant feel nothin 
im feelin strange, but I cant care cus its nothin 

please dont leave yet, I can see you frown when im bleedin.
please ima be there, anytime u need me ill be close so u can see me 

heylog:
everyday i'm feelin awful
6 feet, horizontal
i recommend u give me space
cause i'm close to hostile
she compliment me on my eyes
said, "i love the way they sparkle"
i'm lookin like some trash
while she's looking like a model
i want you
ur irish changes from green to blue
i love you
but why u gotta leave so soon

not home. :
they told me im too gone 
green packed in a new bong
I told her put her bra on, I wont be here too long 
left your thraxx in a baggy
bad bitch ripped jeans, cincinnati 
im your boy so call me shaggy
at the house now her lips speakin nasty

skele:
go ahead and just leave now
won't be here when i break down
keep cutting me i wont feel it
but i love when you bring the knife out
n babe i think that u ruin me 
not numb but god how i wanna be
look in my eyes if you want i feel the blood in the back of my tongue
say love, 
i really think you're a bad one
i think you like how my hearts gone
i think you just wanna have fun 
play around till it kills me 
till i hang from my ceiling 
getting close to no feeling
will u stay here if im willing

ima be there

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ima be there w/heylog, residential, & skele

lyrics:


But the silence is killing me
I guess The guard culled the city in our sleep
Where’s the life were supposed to lead
I guess the relief is the enemy

Ive grown sick of sirens
She told me in time we could live like we had wanted
Baby I had never paired well with the guess work
Please give me a date because these documents are censored
Who’d’ve thought
State and the church should be separate
I put all my faith in my god and not these candidates
Boy u talk a bunch for a guy in my distance
I could call my bro and get u hit with some damage its right up

Huh late night after beer im sipping yak
In these parties they pre blunts like oh gimme dat
I cant fuck shorty trying to gimme ass no
Im with all my guys this Molly turn them Rambo
Just me on my ones and I hope u coming to the show
Im off all this random shit im someone u dont know now
Still I let it flow girl  I cant wait till I get home
Trust me when I say its rarely me until I come down
The only garuntee is that we die in the end
And im just happy u dont hate me for the past
Its time I listened to my gut
Our sixth sense seems to be forgotten

Ive grown sick of sirens
She told me in time we could live like we had wanted
Baby I had never paired well with the guess work
Please give me a date because these documents are censored
Who’d’ve thought
State and the church should be separate
I put all my faith in my god and not these candidates
Boy u talk a bunch for a guy in my distance
I could call my bro and get u hit with some damage its right up

sc4rlet (branwen)

lyrics:

Do u remember this time mid January in New York
I can’t Help but forget it 
She put me down for the leverage
And that hurt
But not as bad is when u fucked him already
And told me 2 months late down the road
And I love the snow
But u fucked it all up cause now that that memories froze in my brain
She tells me she promised she changed
Like really this time I mean it
But I could tell u the same
This hotel doesn’t feel like a home without you
I swear on my life I been better off blue
Id be lying if I said it doesn’t hurt sometimes
But still it was better to go
I know its all rough
But Ill learn you
Maybe I dont deserve love
Maybe I dont deserve you

Constellations tell me stories late night
2 bedroom Paris loft guess I got right
Take my word for face value every time
The deeper down I stomp hard on thin ice
And casualties feed me guilt and regret
Thankfully im no where close to done yet
Smokey eye rubs and foggy sunsets
So I drink to me, myself and my head

Break my back then stomp on my neck
But somehow I haven’t died yet
Still I hold on
And I crawl back
Pump my guts I swallowed toxins
And lll do it again
Feed me poison
That’d be perfect

Constellations tell me stories late night
2 bedroom Paris loft guess I got right
Take my word for face value every time
The deeper down I stomp hard on thin ice
And casualties feed me guilt and regret
Thankfully im no where close to done yet
Smokey eye rubs and foggy sunsets
So I drink to me, myself and my head

a t0457 (branwen)

temporary feelings got me moving slow
I can't really do this, I can't lose no more
I don't really like you, I just fuck you hoe
I can't really go out, I'm out on my own
~
wait till the right time
she was my lifeline
now I'm sitting pack another bowl in the night time
lost the person that I call my home for the ninth time

baby we link up
pouring that drink
like what am I wanting from you
checking that status, location, with you a vacation
don't matter tonight I have you
and she hold me tight in the night time (night time)
if the feelings right, she gon ride me in no time (no time)
phantoms in the light from my pipe but she blow mine (blow mine)
babe are you alright? view subsides and I think about it ( think about it)
Am I the only one that you linking with?
this could be the last time I see those lips
~
overthinking in my mental
rappin over instrumentals, this what i'm meant for
it subdue the pain
thoughts on hold process I hear in my brain
life without you is like walking in rain with no jacket
that bowl imma pack it
I soar in the clouds again, fall back to granite
No I cannot stand this, I take life for granted I'm frowning when
shit doesn't go right
staying up these late nights
somethings been missin 
I made it my mission to feel right
her face gon glisten in moon light
put all my focus on you I
lost that perspective
I forgot to mention that nothing I do can be done right
~
baby we link up
pouring that drink
like what am I wanting from you
checking that status, location, with you a vacation
don't matter tonight I have you
and she hold me tight in the night time
if the feelings right, she gon ride me in no time
phantoms in the light from my pipe but she blow mine
babe are you alright? view subsides and I think about it
Am I the only one that you linking with?
this could be the last time I see those lips
~
watch me power down
where you at babe?
ridin home alone at 3am there ain't no traffic
pull up to my home there's something missing in the graphic
where the fuck you at girl? my mind in a panic

Link up [prod. rareflower]

Stick To Me (Prod. Sorrowbringer)

lyrics:

I got ur face on my arm in ink
And just like the real thing it brought me pain
And just like the real thing I feel the eyes blink
between these bruises I made the cheeks pink

Before these French 75’s
I was i was doing fine
With liquor red eyes
I wish I had stayed inside tonight
She like u dont know how to party
How u done when the night just started
Rose for the broken hearted
One shot and the shits restarted
This night is the start of an era
Rolling up aloe vera
Low eyes under white mascara
Baby I can read ur mind
Smoke blow thru my drive
Kush clouds realign my spine
I think I secure my shine
I will see it thru this time

I got ur face on my arm in ink
And just like the real thing it brought me pain
And just like the real thing I feel the eyes blink
between these bruises I made the cheeks pink
 cause out in those woods I was terrified
But some how I will make it home alive tonight
And some how she’ll be warm inside this winter white town
And ill be tucked away up on this satellite

I got ur face on my arm in ink
And just like the real thing it brought me pain
And just like the real thing I feel the eyes blink
between these bruises I made the cheeks pink

And I made a promise for me to uphold
But late night in this bed without you tends to get cold
And I know think about the the way it torched
But I promise there was nothing in there for u anymore
I got ur face on my arm in ink
And just like the real thing it brought me pain
And just like the real thing I feel the eyes blink
between these bruises I made the cheeks pink
These Tattoos cover up all of my insecurities
 Im left without my faith when she cant tell me what to believe
But I will find a way like I always do
And Despite my brain my life moves on without word from you

I got ur face on my arm in ink
And just like the real thing it brought me pain
And just like the real thing I feel the eyes blink
between these bruises I made the cheeks pink

ink (jabarionthebeat x vvsmelody)

cover art: @scottysplash

lyrics:

How could she break up my heart if it always was
I spend weekends getting high inside some stranger garage
All I ever needed said was baby im proud of you
How every time I go out they’re all just like you
How every time I go out and they’re all just like you
Bitch im tryna blow out but I won’t treat you
That’s the way u feel pain when the money change u
I had copper in my veins and it still run blue
Please just look me in my face when I talking to you
Ferragamo on my waist she said I want dat too
Who the fuck could fill my place when I pass on thru

Let me feel let me rest let me lay down
Sober shakes it look like I just couldn’t wait now
Thru these laboured breathes
I control my chest
And I hold my gut
As I drop my head
No matter what ur never better off dead
Baby ill be right here to catch u fall back
Take it slow
After all Were just animals
I hope u could make it try and let me know

How could she break up my heart if it always was
I spend weekends getting high inside some stranger garage
All I ever needed said was baby im proud of you
How every time I go out they’re all just like you
How every time I go out and they’re all just like you
Bitch im tryna blow out but I won’t treat you
That’s the way u feel pain when the money change u
I had copper in my veins and it still run blue
Please just look me in my face when I talking to you
Ferragamo on my waist she said I want dat too
Who the fuck could fill my place when I pass on thru

copperVeins (scottysplash)

+] i don't wanna die but I know that it won't matter
* produced by @thersx *

MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UltKzzm-gjc

INSTAGRAM: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TWITTER: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: www.discord.gg/DRfW7Q4Bmu
LYRICS:

hook:
I can't let you go, even if I wanted
I gotta let you know, my love ain't good for nothing

verse:
I just wanna make ur heart beat a lil faster
take you to the stars ill get anything you after
this aint no facade I could put you on saturn
I don't wanna die but I know that it won't matter
I could feel your pain baby we goin be aight
I just hope you know that im always goin be in sight
be in reach, when you speak to me,
ima hear the things, that you tell me

hook:
I cant let you go, even if I wanted
I gotta let you know, my love aint good for nothing

outro:
I just wanna make ur heart beat a lil faster
take you to the stars ill get anything you after
this aint no facade I could put you on saturn
I don't wanna die but I know that it won't matter

I can't let you go

i can't let you go (+ MUSIC VIDEO)

lyrics:

Fate will not favour u dear
Ur lost if u beside me in here
I know its not the news u would here around friends
Because lying just to keep u in here

In time Ull find We try To hurt And hide My brain Is bruised From taking my Hearts advice
In life We have A path Wed hate to find
And that’s The one That’s safer To fearful eyes
The ones that hurt Me make me like them more
They choke me hit me break me all in sport
So push me push me and send me overboard
The more she hurt me the more im stuck to her
And I have come to love it here

Clouds fill quick and fall out the sky
Lately it feels like love is just a temporary high
Plus I need a doctor
Cause Every move my body fills me with pain
Hold me close im so cold and ur so warm
Feel my pain and feel my hands take it back from u
If im sad im not sad im just too drunk
Kinda like right now swear I need you right now
We pay the fee to watch the animal
I talk and scream into this microphone
My body feeds on how they lose control
So talk to me and belt out the words u know

In time Ull find We try To hurt And hide My brain Is bruised From taking my Hearts advice
In life We have A path Wed hate to find
And that’s The one That’s safer To fearful eyes
The ones that hurt Me make me like them more
They choke me hit me break me all in sport
So push me push me and send me overboard
The more she hurt me the more im stuck to her

In time Ull find We try To hurt And hide My brain Is bruised From taking my Hearts advice
In life We have A path Wed hate to find
And that’s The one That’s safer To fearful eyes
The ones that hurt Me make me like them more
They choke me hit me break me all in sport
So push me push me and send me overboard
The more she hurt me the more im stuck to her

56 metres (branwen x birkknut)

to you (prod. yondo)

soil (prod. boyfifty)

"Why Did You Do It?"

Recorded by Evan Sammons
Mixed/Mastered by Jamie King

Kaonashi - M.O.R.G.A.N (feat. Michael Lessard)

(co produced w/Timmy Holiday)

(LIN)
i need to be this way 
i know its not okay 
but i know 
that i won’t ever feel the same 
i need to feel this way 
it always numbs the pain
it won’t go 
I’m too cold i won’t ever change
I’ve been out of it for way too long 
tryna write a song
feeling like i can’t breath but i gotta move along
started BC back in 2016 
now I’m 22 feeling like i miss the old me
feeling like i miss SVDI whipping past 100
now Its just me like all of a sudden 
with my friends I’m front’n 
only a hand full of people that i fuck with 
every one else in my life can go and eat a fucken dick 
i don’t give a fuck 
sluts wanna suck dick 
and I’ve emptied out a couple guts in my life but i don’t cuff shit 
I’ve had enough 
of all of you fucks 
fuck you all ill grab my blade and slit my wrist i wanna get out bitch 
I’m tryna feel 
anything please 
all these people that surround me give a fuck if they all cease to breathe 
she hung by noose
got her face blue 
if i don’t love my self what makes you think that ill give a shit boo 
god told me, you’ll never have the life you seek 
a deep abyss so bleak 
ill try again some week
when i die don’t cry
the thought of death it makes me feel alive
i could always try to live and thrive 
but i don’t think i have enough time 
motherfuckers know that
i hate all of you pests 
ending you or i makes me content 
you should see the world for what it is
harvesting these people who are just full of shit
so make sure that 
(all of these lies 
i can always fuck my mind 
let me claim what should be mine
my demise it does entice
i can always rid my time 
and my tongue it rips through lines 
but my head will break my spine
im tryna die)
([god told me, you’ll never have the life you seek 
a deep abyss so bleak 
ill try again some week])

(SVDI)
know I’ve done this for a while
Ain’t it wild
Ain’t it foul
I’m smoking loud
It keep me down
Clock keep going round and round
Don’t want to be stuck here right now
I gotta find my way up out
This fucking place
Dig out this grave
And dust my self off
Off off again
Been here before
I just went down
Even some more
Don’t wanna be this way no more
Popping some more
Smoking some more
Don’t you visit me
I don’t want no eyes on me
I sit here silently
Cause I don’t want no eyes on me
I don’t like attention much
I just sit here and smoke my blunt
Don’t you look or touch
If I wanna bust a nut
I’ll hit you up
But I’ll never wife a slut
Cunt
Rancid bitch
Me, I have no faith in shit
I love to watch the razor split
Up and down her writs
Sluts can rest in piss
Drank a bottle: 5th
Body is numb, cold as the knife I am with

(LIN)
i wanna feel what i felt back then 
forsake these black thoughts only death in my head 
i don’t really wanna die but I’m getting sick of life 
some try to dismiss everything i said i lack a friend 
don’t try to change a single thing about me 
greed 
meets my only reason for fucking breathing 
i won’t ever fucking love you 
no
I’m not as good as you fuck no I’m better than you
cutting her neck with these fucks i reduce you
i need to be this way
i know its not okay 
but i know 
that i won’t ever feel the same 
i need to feel this way 
it always numbs the pain
it won’t go 
I’m too cold i won’t ever change

Be This Way (co-produced w/ TimmyHoliday)

Lyrics

I'm not what I thought I 
Was before I could see the dark skies
Through the clouds even with the help of sunlight
I don't think that somethings right, feel my nerves about to fly

Chest gets hot, I'm bouta fry
I can't stop, I'm bound to lie
Maybe I'm just a bad guy
I can't cry, don't ask me why

If I could figure it out, I would of never made a song
But maybe the way that I figure it out is breaking down and making songs

Stuck in a cycle, walk with my eyes closed
I cannot get out even if I do
This how my life go, die I just might do
You're not a good girl, fuck it I like you

I'ma regret what I said to you like I always have
Love is a thing that can turn to weapon too, I cannot fucking last

Please don't leave me, I'm really needy
Don't look up to me, you don't wanna be me
All that I do is just sit in a room
Thinking about all the shit I would do
If I wasn't sad & wasn't held back
By feelings that I should of left in the past
I know I need to do more with my life than just lay up all day being stuck on my ass

I don't know how to cope
Lost soul, don't know where to go
Getting old, growing cold
Life's hard so fuck it I'll fold

I'm a ghost in the light of the night sky
Try to cope when I try to write my
Songs, up all night long
I feel the weight but I try to be strong

I'm just a waste putting smoke in my lungs
Fuck everyday just be leaving me strung out
Hate on the tip of my tongue
You won't feel the same when my words start to come out
Friends of mine, used to have some
Life did it's thing and we don't get along now
Thoughts in my mind really wrong, so I try keeping myself always calm now

I'm not what I thought I 
Was before I could see the dark skies
Through the clouds even with the help of sunlight
I don't think that something's right, feel my nerves about to fly

t o r n

darkcurls