LYRICS¬

I been so 
Fucked 
sing my heart out feel the scarring on my lungs
Start a fight with emotions i think i lost
i can express all my feelings so tell me why
when im alone i still struggle to get a cry
out (struggle to get a cry out)
Hate this place, if i had money i think id fly outttt
travelling the -planet- sounds like good shouuut
drop social media then ill head south
tell my mama im sorry im turning-

Ghost now
Ghost now
Tell my mama im sorry im ghost nooow
Ooooooohhh

everything kept the same
but thats just commonplace

I wanna leave so bad
im sick of familiar faces
Ill play your games no longer
Ima discard your number
put the memories to rest in an 
eternal slumber

im in an astral state
blood-running cold through my veins
Stare through my pale face
hate -that you treat me this way
personality fades
but thats expected cos 
Lately baby ive been feeling so-

Fucked 
sing my heart out feel the scarring on my lungs
Start a fight with emotions i think i lost
i can express all my feelings so tell me why
when im alone i still struggle to get a cry
out 
Hate this place, if i had money i think id fly out
travelling the -planet- sounds like good shouuut
drop social media then ill head south
tell my mama im sorry im turning -

maesk

-Ghost now
Been keeping to myself, dont wanna talk
If I could I'd move out of this place at once

I look around im so misplaced 
Id love
Too press a button that would erase me, turn to dust

She shaking with the knife
Blood all on the carpet this not the first time
Nooowww
But my emotions underground 
I cant feel a thing I think my fuckin souls crushed

maesk & dxnny

Fucked 
sing my heart out feel the scarring on my lungs
Start a fight with emotions i think i lost
i can express all my feelings so tell me why
(Tell me why)
when im alone i still struggle to get a cry
out 
Hate this place, if i had money i think id fly out
travelling the -planet- sounds like good shouuut
drop social media then ill head south
tell my mama im sorry (im turning-)

ghost ft mæsk (cian)

(considered putting this on an alt at first or something bc its not supposed to be a "song" type thing, but rather a poem thing i wrote)

often walking alone causing flash backs no polaroid
and what if this apartment is a last shot
paranoia fill me and my mental 
could separate them i guess but u would still tell me to stop and drag the thoughts
honestly don’t know what i been doing here
same shit move into different year
when people in the party sneer on me like why is you in here
danny mr phantom got nothing on, understands, or even ponders that its I who gets to disappear
been going distant from the art like tele never be seen/scene
guess its choke inside the words so they don’t know what i mean
blowing smoke within this home until the moment i sleep
maybe one day youll wake up from the dream

a poem about shizu (ghowste)

non-profit soundcloud only <3 shoutout @sad-branwen

GROUNDED (prod. branwen)

find solace <3

mix & mastr by me 😱

lyrics

wear your heart out on ur sleeve now that ur bleeding out
there’s a lot more u will see now that ur leaving town
pressing screens, live like feins i can’t tell u everything but what u hear u gotta scream it loud

nearly accepted what i preach but do u mean it now
there’s not a lot more i can teach with that defeated frown
i can sense a force that’s tense and did i mention still affection coz the trees that we grew from weren’t from different ground

baby i’m tryna ‘scape reality 
coz maybe this life we live ain’t what it seem
ur point of view is something i’d love to believe
but when you’ve lived inside this hole so long it’d hurt even looking up to see

now
feel the breeze now 
and trees now
hear the voices speak now

i’m sorry for my point of view and i can take it back
and i’ll try help with all the damage that i caused but that
isn’t a promise i’m just not one to hold my word when the futures as uncertain as my mental (verge on the collapse)

and if i’m honest
we’re living in a lodge amidst a fire in th forest
it’s in ur gut so save urself before it’s too late i’m sure ur prolly sick of hearing all this logic
im sick cant stop it
lets change the fucking topic

fire in th_forest (yasuma)

I Don't Wanna Be That Guy (prod. kiranaito)

https://soundcloud.com/user-411557229/youth-santana?si=d1375d62267945108ccb686b18c447ba&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

residential - youth (cover)

Journey (ft. lovedi3d)

Cry Once, Cry Twice

lyrics-

cold as fuck in the middle of the morning
waking up to ur pretty face snoring
gotta lot to do, wake up 5 in the morning
im so boring, sorry that im sorry

cold as fuck in the middle of the morning
waking up to ur pretty face snoring
gotta lot to do, wake up 5 in the morning
im so boring, sorry that im sorry

i dont wanna wait too long
*too long*
ill just watch you smoke out ur bong
*out ur bong*
im getting sick of all talk
i needa take a walk


cold as fuck in the middle of the morning
waking up to ur pretty face snoring
gotta lot to do, wake up 5 in the morning
im so boring, sorry that im sorry

i wont be around too long if i stay here
say hi to the neighbor while im fried
i know shes pretty, i dont like my life
taking out the trash, while i look into her eyes

cold as fuck in the middle of the morning
waking up to ur pretty face snoring
gotta lot to do, wake up 5 in the morning
im so boring, sorry that im sorry

i dont wanna wait too long
*too long*
ill just watch you smoke out ur bong
*out ur bong*

sorry that im sorry (prod. secre swallowtail)

barely sleep~
what if that will never change
..would you still luv me?
least its not the 1st scary thought this week

say i try
inside my brain, think i really do
still wonder why
look at the time, all i see is u <3

2hearts

this song ok @xelfiy

lyrics

ok ok 
no way
since i been outta town heard that she been seeing new faces
new places, thrown around th city like she food waste
blue waves been drowning out  the city with her cruel taste
 
ok ok
creeping out at night
keep it on the lo-fi
but lil does she know that ive 
keeping out an eye
now packing up my shit but she be stepping on my suitcase

fuck now she showing regret using force 
don’t wanna deal wit this anymore
asked me u were going, will u be back in the morning 
dont worry girl its not that important

no i not bothered by these scenes
control what i can control is what i mean
i dont need to tell u bout the places that ive seen
in the end who’s gon be left yeah so ima just do me

yeah yeah yeah yeah
i dont need em coming round
ive been living in the moment now
i might need another hit so i can fucking  slow it
soak it in, take another hit before i fucking drown

ok ok 
no way
since i been outta town heard that she been seeing new faces
new places, thrown around th city like she food waste
blue waves been drowning out  the city with her cruel taste

ill find xelfiys lyrics when some1 bugs me

okokokokokok

okokokokokok2/ft_xelfiy #060122 (prod gochii)

moved to vvvvv
(https://soundcloud.com/shizukesaaa?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing)

2hearts

shizukesa. but like the alt acct