had this in the works for months, hope u like it :)
(September 10, 2024- decided to unprivate this, idc if its cringe sad music)

lyrics:
hate what you did to me
you ruined my life
rest in peace
still see you in my dreams
i cut my thighs
and cry to sleep
blood seeps into my sheets
why'd you have to do this to me
i think it's my fault i have ptsd

i ruin everything
self-destruct built in my body
when i kill myself just leave me be
this shit is killing me
it's so hard to fall asleep
i'm scared of everything
trying not to cut my skin too deep

hate what you did to me
you ruined my life
rest in peace
still see you in my dreams
i cut my thighs
and cry to sleep
blood seeps into my sheets
why'd you have to do this to me
i think it's my fault i have ptsd

sometimes i clutch my blade
just to make sure i can still feel pain
all i know is that this shit will never change
it's hard for me to shower
i hate that i do this to myself
i wash my cuts for hours
then tell everyone im doing well
i still have your cigarette burns
i still eat and throw up later
and i still wish that i didn't remember

hate what you did to me
you ruined my life
rest in peace
still see you in my dreams
i cut my thighs
and cry to sleep
blood seeps into my sheets
why'd you have to do this to me
i think it's my fault i have ptsd

ptsd

Presenting official video 
Song - Hara Hara Rang
Singer - GXZ ft. Sinner x jimmy x kinni 
Music - kahfir 
Video - Inder Jaria
Label - Zealand Records

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