Been stressing so hard
made my nerves pinch
sciatica pains
I couldnt feel for days
pressures on my back weighs
prolly added to the symptoms
im flawed
I need a lotta work
I hardly open up
felt alotta hurt
disassociating 
lying and saying im good
COVID made it worst
I withdraw like an addict
I got friends
I got family
that care for me
I wont lie and say I dont
some have asked me to go to therapy
but being honest 
im too scared of me
psychoanalyzing myself
boxes that ive closed 
with multiple locks
id rather not revisit them
im tired not Michelin
pour it all in my penmanship
I gave up making it this a diary 
finding puzzle pieces to inspire me
years getting thicker now
time getting quicker, how?
everybody different now
and I cant find a
anchor I was thinking 
baby you could remind me
im trynna FaceTime but 
she steady declining
oh you gotta new nigga 
and he whiter than Simon
damn
Im trynna be the bigger man
another box closed
but I cant seem to lock yours
this shit feel like a plot hole
yeah


530 the car missing
I sparked joints while road tripping
trynna find a feeling 
trynna light my spirit
RAM at its limit
cache overflowing
if you never you worked computers
I ain't talking bout coins

Journal Entry 1 (530 FREEstyle)

I remember all the times 
when you were the one
everything I used to dream 
girl you were the sun
I aint even gonna lie 
wish we wasnt done
but I cant never play a game
I aint 21
all out of options it might seem
even when you spend the night 
its a light thing
i’ll be gone fore’ the morning 
Its a night thing
and since ill never have more 
its a pipe dream

[Chorus: 
Tell me when you ready 
I can you mine
They tell me “love aint a thing in its cost” 
but it takes my time
and you be saying the same thing 
and acting like it’ll all be fine
on my line
loveless crime
everytime 
and in my mind 
I know I got to but see…

I cant let her go]

All the letters you write me 
are so long
but you dont never say a thang 
when the show on
I be bussin in you raw 
when the door closed
but in the streets 
not a peep
keep it formal 
all out of options 
it might seem
will I stay? 
I cant say its likely
all this time 
you sold me a pipe dream
but a night 
you told me the right things

[Chorus: 
Tell me when you ready 
I can you mine
They tell me “love aint a thing in its cost” 
but it takes my time
and you be saying the same thing 
and acting like it’ll all be fine
on my line
loveless crime
everytime 
and deep in my mind 
I know I got to but see…

I cant let her go]

LET HER GO

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