BIG W. Remember hearing this in a discord call somehwere

@rivilin

Lyrics

I say I'm happy but I'm not fake a smile it takes a lot
No energy feeling lost, what's the point now your gone
Plagued by nightmares where I'm shot, through the head and i wake up
Didn't think that was a dream, no I'm losing losing weak

Yeah i hear these ghost yeah outside my hallway
My windows covered in ash at the moment
I don't think ill ever escape from this
The walls start to breathe and the eyes just open up

Moving back and fourth like I'm in a body
Of some disfigured by product of hate
I guess ill make my home right here
I'm more comfortable being trapped inside then exposed
 
To the daylight of the morning
Where I hear pretty whispers just calling my name
And I wake up in a day dream
Thinking that you just went out to get coffee or you went to work

But yeah i know that it wasn't real
That's why i stay awake in the night time
So i know i don't get disappointed by the morning
When i wake and your not there

Cus you know this life gets a bit difficult at times
Yeah I don't think I'm coping i think that I'm lost
Yeah teetering on the edge of suicide
Like yeah do i do it or do i wait to die

Cus it feels like you picked out the gems from my bones
I was so beautiful now I'm empty and all alone
Cus you love to put your two hands in my insides
And you push me on the stage where I'm blinded by the light

Yeah I'm tripping on my own tongue try to find the words
Just to tell my family that im not ok, i hurt
Tell me when was the last time that anyone cared
Probably when you read my eulogy when im fucking dead

Everyone has their opinions on why i takes these fucking drugs
Yeah just to feel numb so i cant give a fuck
Im sick of overthinking about everything in my life
And you know youre fucked up too

Its crazy they don't get it
Just a-fucking-live cuz I got people that be caring
Standing on the edge and staring
At the faces warped from cries if took this step to end it

Walls be closing so I'm phoning in cuz I feel so lone
On the edge of it, cuz I'm on a binge and I know it shows
Sold my soul for shit boy this ain't a skit, man I feel so cold
Lost it in a f it, I was in a binge, can't take back those

So I live with it, and I loop a bit, and I loop a bit
Like I broken record I'm forgotten bitch
I know I got a problem, made a fucking list
Knowing I'm adding daily cuz I'm throwing fits

My mental state be going down a pit
I got a itch, which I gotta fix
Cuz I'm bleeding out from scratching all of it

These walls are closing in
Losing all my breath
Thinking did I live and life without a end

Gasping for a breath
Fighting for my friends
Fuck I gotta make it, I ain't ready yet

Gotta make amends
Cannot fly again
Off the handle, man I'm fucking losing it

Grounded by a bend
Blacking out again
Sober up until it happens all again

Fucked up I need to lay low
Beta blockers with the Faygo
Anxiety got me fucked up with these fake thoughts screaming lameo

So I close my eyes till it fade away
Open up and its another day
Another day issa another waste
Man I fucking hate, that I think this way

Losing It

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$LOTHBOI x Rivilin - Losing It

Prod by Kami: @yaboikami

Artwork by: www.instagram.com/thiago.saluthi/ & @bvdcxrtex

Lyrics:

(Intro)
That night we were both so lost
Wandering the night and your hands were stale from the frost
Then I saw it in your face
When you smiled at a creature in an endless chase
Now i'm looking for a way of escape
As eat the fucking pain and my blood fills up the drain

(Chorus)
Let me go you ain't even real
Let me go I just wanna be free
Let me go I said let me go
I don't even know
What I fucking owe

Let me go you ain't even real
Let me go I just wanna be free
Let me go I said let me go
I don't even know
What I fucking owe

(Bridge)
"Hey bro,
I haven't seen you in a while
I was just calling to...
I guess check in and see if, you're doing alright and shit.
Everyone really misses you man, and I uh. 
I honestly just hope you're doing okay man."

(Chorus)
Let me go you ain't even real
Let me go I just wanna be free
Let me go I said let me go
I don't even know
What I fucking owe

Let me go you ain't even real
Let me go I just wanna be free
Let me go I said let me go
I don't even know
What I fucking owe

(Verse)
But I reap what I sow
And my crops fucking grow
So my flaws start to show
But i'm nothing like I used to be

But I reap what I sow
And my crops fucking grow
So my flaws start to show
But i'm nothing like I used to be

No i'm nothing like I used to
Be
No i'm nothing like I used to
Be

I'm Mentally Stable, I SWEAR

Delirium

☆☆☆☆

produced by @rooseveltnoise
featuring @iii_scar

[lyrics]
you tell me stay but I’m knowing that I really gotta go
to a place I can hideaway and finally be alone 
Some would say I’m a loner I’m a spirit im a ghost 
but nothing matters in the end I gotta do this on my own 
What do I know 
At the end of the day 
When everything is collapsing 
Where’d the time go 
I don’t know say and now I’m overreacting 

Does it pay to play pretend 
Cause I won’t 
No I got more common sense 
When I wake it’ll be the end 
So hold on 
I cant make any promises 

All these words left
Unspoken 
I wonder if you notice 
How i lose all
My focus 
get caught up in the moment 
(X2)


Does it pay to play pretend 
Cause I won’t 
No I got more common sense 
When I wake it’ll be the end 
So hold on 
I cant make any promises 

Look me in my eyes baby can you see the pain
Cover it with lies don’t want you to feel the same
Try to stay alive but really i don’t feel a thing
Tell me if i die would you come visit my grave

Cuz  I don’t wanna live girl
Carving in my wrists 
Why the fuck do i exist
Is there meaning to all this
Yeah  i tried suicide
Couple times yet I’m breathing
I guess that i’m a fighter
My body ain’t receding 

My brain always deceive me
And Nobody believes me
All love that I’m receiving
I still don’t wanna be here
I can’t explain the feeling
I just want you to be here
But once that i achieve this
I’m waiting till you leaving

Maybe i was meant to be alone
Maybe i was meant to die slow
Maybe i ain’t meant to grow old
Maybe i should put away my phone

All these words left
Unspoken 
I wonder if you notice 
How i lose all
My focus 
get caught up in the moment 
(X2)

I don’t wanna give you false hope
No no

stream

promises (ft. iii scar)

Armor For My Heart

Meteor Shower

Prod by Puhf: @Puhf

Artwork by: @bvdcxrtex

Lyrics:

(Pre-chorus)
Torment and revenge
I won't feel any better
Torment my tormentor 
Want revenge so I let her

(Chorus)
Now I can't ever forget her
And all the times I upset her
When all her pain gave me pleasure
I'll rot in hell forever

(Verse)
Nothin' ever lasts forever, I escaped my coffin
Take my hand before you fall in
Nothing ever lasts, we're never sure until it's often
Take my hand before you fall in

(Bridge)
Take my hand before you fall in
Take my hand before you fall in

Before you fall in
Take my hand before you fall in

(Pre-chorus)
Torment and revenge
I won't feel any better
Torment my tormentor 
Want revenge so I let her

(Chorus)
Now I can't ever forget her
And all the times I upset her
When all her pain gave me pleasure
I'll rot in hell forever

Now I can't ever forget her
And all the times I upset her
When all her pain gave me pleasure
I'll rot in hell forever

TAKE MY HAND BEFORE YOU FALL IN

(Verse 2)
Nothin' ever lasts, however, pain is what we thrive in
Take my hand before you fall in
Nothin' ever lasts, this life is none of us survivin'
Take my hand before you fall in

Nothin' ever lasts, however, pain is what we thrive in
Take my hand before you fall in
Nothin' ever lasts, this life is none of us survivin'
Take my hand before you fall in

(Outro)
I'll rot in hell forever
I'll rot in hell forever

Rot In Hell

SCAR$ & Puhf - Rot In Hell

prod. ocin
guitars: 5head

I came a long way and I’ll keep going I don’t wanna crash here 
And when I feel your love, this life should mean so much, I get it 
I’ve been away for way too long 
And you, you know that life’s so boring 
Without, without you I’m so bored 
I’m begging for your touch 

And now they wanna ask me 
Now they ask me what the fuck I’m doing with my life 
Why you gotta ask me? 
Can’t, can’t you see it in my eyes? 
I know, I know, my bad babe 
This life should mean so much to me 
Don’t wanna make you sad babe, ey 

I came a long way and I’ll keep going I don’t wanna crash here 
And when I feel your love, this life should mean so much, I get it 
I’ve been away for way too long 
And you, you know that life’s so boring 
Without, without you I’m so bored 
I’m begging for your touch

crash

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Lyrics:
give me half a light
till my soul collide
will the morning sun burn right into my eyes

give me half a light
till my soul collide
will the morning sun burn right into my eyes 
should my soul turn to dust when I die
would you be nearby just to hold It close to your heart this time

I've been feeling down I've been roaming around this shitty town tonight
even tho I can't find my soul can you please give me

give me half a light
till my soul collide
will the morning sun burn right into my eyes
I died so many times
to see the light inside
can you please save my soul for the last time

I don't know where to start look for my own soul

you don't know where to look for your love for me
(yeah yeah yeah)

give me half a light
till my soul collide
will the morning sun burn right into my

give me half a light
till my soul collide
will the morning sun burn right into my eyes
I died so many times
to see the light inside
can you please save my soul for the last time

and even tho we couldn't be together in the end
I still think that we're twin flames
we've been going over over in circles 
till the end

Half A Light (prod.grayskies)

BURGOS x RAZEGOD - MIGHT GET SHOT

🖤pyrrhic🖤https://soundcloud.com/dearpyrrhic
@dearpyrrhic
☠️www.instagram.com/dearpyrrhic/
🖤BODAH REVY🖤
@bodahrevy
☠️www.instagram.com/bodahrevy/
lyrics:

Safe (feat. BODAH REVY)

to the moon

you break again, you lose control
your friends they’re fake, they’ll take you whole
this feeling will never end
I feel like I’ve lost again

you break again, you lose control
your friends they’re fake, they just want your soul
it’s not like I can’t pretend
won’t you just break me again

this depression comes in separate stages
feeling manic, your losing patience 
of me and this situation again 
it’s just all inside my head

thinking you have died
thinking I’m alright
but I’m losing to circumstances again
crashed my car, I’ve gone unfed

losing weight like no tomorrow
I’m that skeleton you borrow
staying high to deal with sorrow
what’s the point of this?

between you and me?
I guess I don’t want to feel a thing

this depression comes in separate stages
feeling manic, your losing patience 
of me and this situation again 
it’s just all inside my head

thinking, your alive,
thinking we’re alright
but we’re not,
cus you only ever visit me inside my dreams

surrounded by four walls, 
everything is just moving and breathing
you don’t care anymore
my worst enemy is myself

cus I need to leave,
to change up again
won’t you just 
let me rest my head

Stages

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Half A Light (prod.grayskies)

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