PROD BY ME

Pull up ready for the nightt
Got some liquor in my vains, couple people on my side. Shine bright, are you feeling this delight?

Blow some haze in my face, slowly start to get erased.

Close your eyes and step into the light
This shit sounding so clishe, I just gotta get away. Damn right,  keep on moving  but not quite. 

hard to understand my brain, Don't know how to feel the pain.

On my face in the dark's where i lay.
Get up on my feet cause you know this bitch slay.
See, in some ways we still do the same.
Just keep fucking to not have to think bout your name.

Out of sight out of mind, thats fucked up.
But still think of you're face when i wake up.

Do you really think that your alright girl? 
Or are drowning the pain with some wine swirls? 

I'm empty, like bladee still feeling trendy.
you can see it's the end of what could be.
I tried and I know I'll keep on going.
From this point we'll be separately growing.


Step Into The Light Prod. SVRVIIIVE

prod by @svrviiive
cover by @audioabomination

(the lyrics are pretty bad but many people have asked for them)
lyrics:
im overdosed by emotions and my pain 
i feel im wasted of my mind and all my lyrics in my head 
do you really think that I'm just pretending and i am playing a game?
i'd want to talk about my money like you all  but i'm not the same 

im not a kid who needs to prove you that im here to be a little noticed 
Instead i'm talking bout how now i feel, bypassing these narcissists
you think my shit's so boring and all the same, but i am the same in life 
I'm still feeling really bad, and as long as that i'll forever remember that knife

i can spit on all your faces when you look at me 
i'd like to stay in the shadows and shallows 
im digging me to six feet deep 

i was taking all the bullshit with patience 
but patience is dead so im vacant  
i swallow my blood and im faking it 
i faking like i was happy yeah  

so im taking  
to faking 
to make it
no questions 
don't feel 
so elation  
it's like 
a depression 

against all the pressure  
im walking a messed up
my skin is so wasted
i cant holding on! 

i fucked up, im still fucking wasted now

i cant fucking holding on now 
i'd like to have a gun to shoot my stupid brains out 
i dont give a single fuck about you with me or you not 
if you we're not with me that time when i was need to see a little hope

exhaustion. [prod. svrviiive]

prod by @svrviiive
cover by @hollowmindisdead

another shit lyrics but many asking.
lyrics:
why the fuck you staring
on my scars, i was despaired 
cuz you fuckers tries to blame me 
now i don't feel any scaring  

to break up with hate that flaming 
but you fuckers tryna test me   
and my nerves that now impairing  
to break up your spine and kill you, bitch 

fuck this cemetery 
i refuse to being buried 
on the ground that now in hatred 
i don't want to rot and stay here  

wasted and faded goddamn nature 
filled with hypocrisy of faggots 
she would die of shame to herself bruh 
if she knew she made a garbage 

burn their churches, cut them rape them 
fuck their feeling, start the mayhem  
how you smart to come with a weapon 
but you can't just find the pleasure 

in your ordinary life  
that's why we are so fucking wasted 
and of all of you im vacant  
to this day i can't get better then i was 

blow your fuckin brains out  
and ressamble them again  
i wanna cut you deep inside   
to see your all humanity 

fuck this empty promises    
your bodies just a carcasses  
supposed to rotting under the ground 

the whole human history
is as bloody as their essence
i'd like to end all of that 
there's no more fucking common sense 

i want to see the decline of this world

hypocrisy. [prod. svrviiive]

prod by @svrviiive
cover by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
bitch i get you rest in peace
breaking your skull, never felt so bliss  
i fuck it all up? i deserve this shit? 
they breaking my heart but i let them quit

wow, fuck
never gave a fuck about scars 
but i feel it like a trauma first of all to my own nerves
im disgusting piece of shit and you just fuckin on my thoughts?
that's what you believe in, that's what you've been taught

how much was said of this cold empty words?
what had to happen to make me the worst?
i'll never let these crows peck at my corpse
yeah im tired of all the black cats going cross 

yuh 
never seen the point of this shit
when you lying to my eyes. you was right, disappear 
i will never miss again all this worries you bring 
when you look at me this time, what the fuck do you see? 

i cant stay. but yeah i wanted... 
i dont feel the same...
i dont feel it like i should  
survive again this hurricane...

i dont feel the way of living 
with this shit i grap...
but it's not your only fault 
i know i fucked it up...

i just want to feel some better cuz i feel
i fucked it up
i cant stay here for too long because i know 
i fucked it up 
i dont want to see your eyes again, i see 
i fucked it up 
but you will watch me how i start decay because 
i fucked it up 
(x2)

betrayed. [prod. svrviiive]

AUTOMOTIVO RITMADO

prod by @svrviiive
cover by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
im traumatized
by the shards of life
that makes me gnaw my veins
and bite my lips and jowls to the ulcers

it breaks my mind.
and im still dwell this cage
it makes me feel so vile
and i swallow my nails like blades

ashes of my dreams
yeah it settled in my lungs and it break my ribs
yeah i fuck with this shit and i feel it like a burden of me
like i'll never escape i will never be free

sleeves up, and im back, to the scars on my hand
to my burns that i made, like a mark of my hate
to myself and the past, that is piercing my chest
hit the heart end - to -end, and im feel like im dead

I'm still breathing, spitting blood
and now im walking on the blade
to lose my hope and fall,
or hold and maybe see the light again?
the pain is gone, the wounds are healed
but i feel trapped in my own cage
which holds me back, it's like a prison
built of my own mental state

i used to wake up from my faintinings with my sleeves are fucking up
Im in a pool of still wet blood that flows like wine from my own wounds

and I dont want this shit to happen in my life again, no
and I just want to break this prison in my head to end this cold

mental prison. [prod. svrviiive]

prod by @svrviiive
cover by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
all my lyrics and shit
wouldn't make any sense if i wasn't a whin
but even if it is, at least ima real.
and i'm not a fucking pussyboy, not a fucking bitch

i don't give a fuck, i don't give a shit
if you think that ima low cuz i never was heard
try to make some sense of this pile of my scream
and you'll see the truth, you will see me bleed, you're just a bitch

sometimes i feel like piece of trash
and im tear on my lungs and my morbid flesh
i repeat it often like its my prayer
but it's my own life, i've never played

my creativity is self-medication
not a money counter , or love motivation
for me this commerce like a decapitation
i curse this shit and i will never make it

i curse this time when i was sick and doesn't know where i go
and while these motherfuckers think its an image im tryna cope
and my life is a record, ima needle on a gramophone
which draws new scratches everywhere until it comes to abrasion
(x2)

where will my fate take me this time i want to know
i feel so sick but if i've come this far, it means that i can't stop

i am feeling like erased
and i got no trace
so i hurt myself
like it's just in case

you can see it in my face
i am got in impasse
and i hate this place
and i hate my space

and i keep on fucking trying
all the motherfucking ways
how to love my flesh
how to love my face

and i'm really fucking try
win this goddamn hate
and i'm really trying
to win this hate

abrasions. [prod. svrviiive]

NECROSIS X FEAR - RAKE (DEMO) [Prod.FEAR]

Dontmatter ( ft. mvs )

a new stage begins.
prod by @svrviiive
cover by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
yeah i locked in ward
all around are rusted walls now
i trapped inside the cage of wasted hopes
i feel it breaks down

i wanna fucking leave this astral place
i wanna wake up
but its something else inside my empty space
that holds the doors close

its not a fucking demon or an angel or a fucking god
i don't even know like why i waking up with long black hairs around my room
i swear it's covering all my floor and then its turn to ash
i feel the smell of darkness and it seems like now i smell myself

but now i still feeling that i am keep sleeping and all what I've done it is all in my brains
im going to break it im gonna escape it i know if don't then its end like that
im going to burn and im going to break and I keep on my trying till i feel im dead
yeah i wanna feel free and i wanna be normal so now i just need me to fucking wake up!

wake up!
wake up!
wake up!
wake up!
wake up!
wake up!
bitch i need to wake up!
(x2)

bitch i need to fucking wake up
but i feel somebody's hold my throat
i don't know if it's me or fucking not
i feel the hate is piercing like a thorn
(x2)

wake up. [prod. svrviiive]

another day lil sccrt

Blood Breeze

(CHEEZMiXX) SXRiMZ X 2SHANEZ X LUNGSKULL X RODEOGLO - 2 KEWL !! (PROD. WOLFGANG)

REDD40 Xx SELLASOULS -  FALLIN BAKK 凉爽的 {{PROD. 40}}

I AM DEATH (Feat.RXJXCTXD BY ALL & DVRTH.MVS)

Tried to get a crazy mix on this😤

guitars: @prodwhoami & @infernalmane_ganas

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ABYSS - w/WHOAMI, INFERNALMANE

disturbing glitter.

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Producer
Experimental/dark beats/trap metal/noise
still learning
@apathyzed

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Step Into The Light Prod. SVRVIIIVE

MVS

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