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Fragma - Move On

Your Mum

Your mum is dead

Fragma-You Are Alive

@0rch_id

Do you not see me
Or who I provoke
You wish for the worst
I am that in bold
She can’t wait for me
Say I’m too revoked
She wish death on me
Murder more she wrote

I do not if I’ve finally fell in pit or not
Anxiety eating my body
Now I’m twitching ha
This what you wanted from the start
Please don’t lie to me
Already got trust issues 
They will leave when you don’t breathe 

Anxiety rising and torture my body
Im feeling stiffer than a dick z
Fuck everybody I hope you get bodied
A Maggot eating on your face b
Bury my heart in the dirt
Somewhere it won’t hurt
Somewhere it won’t jerk
Somewhere it won’t lurk 

Break your face
Till your tummy ache
Love feeling hate
Ain’t new z

Turn another page in my life
I’ll make you loose leaf

Tired of waiting for you appeal
I just wanted my pain to heal

LOVE ME.
HATE ME.
DONT YOU WANNA BREAK ME?
TAKE ME
OUT OF HERE.
FUCK IT.
RAPE ME.

BURN ME.
DECIMATE ME
ON A CRUFIX.
IM AM SO
SICK AND TIRED 
OF YOUR BULLSHIT.

It seems you only wanted to go run away
Every breathe i take I’ll hyperventilate
Every time I see your face I wanna rage
Every time I hold your arm I’ll wanna break
Look Into the distance just to see who I was 
Look I to the mirror just to see who I cut
I brush my shoulders off and then I walk
Do not ask to talk I’ll shut you off
I have a feeling life was never real
Mind controlling self iconic feel
Static rising in your arm and heels
Break away your fear and cleanse your ears
CLOSE TOUR FUCKING EYES
YOU IDIOT
NEVER TALK TO ME LIKE I AINT SHIT
I DID MORE THAN YOU
SO GIVE IT UP
YOU NARSASISTIC NARCOLEPTIC FUCK

Mind break down to muscle
Dont get why you’d wanna run from me
Mind break down to muscle
I don’t get why you’d wanna run from me

Light shining on the stairwell
Running to the lights a fairytale
We all know I’ll go to hell
We all know well go to hell

RENEGADE PSYCHO 345 (PROD. ORCHID)

Let Me Sleep Mr.hamburger

N.H.

Do you really want to know how I feel?

Evil Dead (80's Synth Remix) (Death Cover)

Evil Dead (80’s Synth Remix) (Death Cover)

Jonas Mekas:
The pain is stronger than ever. I’ve seen bits of
lost Paradises and I know I’ll be hopelessly trying to
return, even if it hurts. The deeper I swing into the
regions of nothingness, the further I’m thrown back
into myself, each time more and more frightening
depths below me, until my very being becomes dizzy.
There are brief glimpses of clear sky, like falling out
of a tree, so I have some idea where I am going,
but there is still too much clarity and straight order
of things, I am getting always the same number
somehow. So I vomit out broken bits of words
and syntaxes of the countries I’ve passed through,
broken limbs, slaughtered houses, geographies. My
heart is poisoned, my brain left in shreds of horror
and sadness. I’ve never let you down, world, but
you did lousy things to me. This feeling of going
nowhere, of being stuck, the feeling of Dante’s first
strophe, as if afraid of the next step, next stage. As
long as I don’t sum up myself, stay on the surface, I
don’t have to move forwards, I don’t have to make
painful and terrible decisions, choices, where to go
and how. Because deeper there are terrible decisions
to make, terrible steps to take. It’s at forty that we
die, those who did not die at twenty. It is at forty
that we betray ourselves, our bodies, our souls, by
either staying on the surface or by going further but
through the easiest decisions, retarding, throwing
our souls back by thousands of incarnations. But
I have come close to the end now, it’s the question
will I make it or will I not. My life has become too
painful and I keep asking myself, what I am doing
to get out of where I am, what am I doing with
my life. It took me long to realize that it’s love that
distinguishes man from stones, trees, rain, and that
we can lose our love and that love grows through
loving. Yes, I’ve been so completely lost, so truly lost.
There were times I wanted to change the world, I
wanted to take a gun and shoot my way through the
Western Civilization. Now I want to leave others
alone, they have their terrible fates to go. Now I
want to shoot my own way through myself, into
the thick night of myself. Thus I change my course,
going inwards. Thus I am jumping into my own
darkness. There must be something, somehow, I feel,
very soon, something that should give me some sign
to move one or another direction. I must be very
open and watchful now, completely open. I know it’s
coming. I am walking like a somnambulist waiting
for a secret signal, ready to go one or another way,
listening into this huge white silence for the weakest
sign or call. And I sit here alone and far from you.
And it’s night and I’m reflecting on everything all
around me, and I am thinking of you. I saw it in
your eyes, in your love, you too are swinging towards
the depths of your own being in longer and longer
circles. I saw happiness and pain in your eyesand
reflections of the Paradises lost and regained and lost
again, that terrible loneliness and happiness. Yes,
and I reflect upon this and I think about you, like
two lonely space pilots in outer cold space, as I sit
here this late night alone and I think about all this.

reflejo/el espacio entre nosotros

a song that I did a long time ago and try to remaster

Wait A Minute(a good damn coffee)

Durmiendo

Solitude (80's Synth Remix) (Candlemass Cover)

Solitude (80’s Synth Remix) (Candlemass Cover)

A new song for my Father from my upcoming album 'Where Does This Door Go', out July 16.  Pre-order 'Where Does This Door Go': http://myplay.me/11hf

Produced by Pharrell Williams

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Where Does This Door Go

Reach Out Richard

Do you really want to know how I feel?

Dasarot

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