verses in order
@vaeo-music
@yaki_a01
@rouri404
@cbrtrash
@bhertuy
@tsuyunoshi
@captain_morg
@dead4cf
@k0a
@lolydkm
@dylanlongworth
@1maxime
@sudbath
@polar333

im done (capcort)

waste (p. slicky)

wrote a song about a weird world i created in my head lol.

lyrics

Just check in on your cell phone 
Youll be home by curfew 
We dont have that much time 
Should be getting dark soon 
You can raise a blind eye 
Tell em that its not you 
But they know 
Yeah they know 
Yeah they always know 

And the soldiers they march with their guns 
In a place that is harsh and its void of the sun 
Now your scared that you cant go outside 
So you run 
But theres nowhere to go
Yeah theres nowhere to go 

Just check in on your cell phone 
Youll be home by curfew 
We dont have that much time 
Should be getting dark soon 
You can raise a blind eye 
Tell em that its not you 
But they know 
Yeah they know 
Yeah they always know 

And im scared to say
That ive run out of options and theres no one to save me 
So wont you stay 
I just hope that you dont become one of the ones that blame me 

Yeah cuz right now im just confused wether i should turn the lights out
Or if i should keep on going its not nice out 
I dont like what i see
Wish that i could have a better world but that shit aint free

Yeah and now i wonder
What this world has come to
And every summer i just wanna know who you run to 

Whered you go 
I dont know 
Hope that they dont get you soon 
Had so many fucking dreams
Coulda took us to the moon
And now i know that your gone 
Fucking hate the month of june 
Thats the time that i lost you

Just check in on your cell phone 
Youll be home by curfew 
We dont have that much time 
Should be getting dark soon 
You can raise a blind eye 
Tell em that its not you 
But they know 
Yeah they know 
Yeah they always know

dystopia (johnnyfriend)

Piano and Drums: @yvngwxvy
Guitar and Drums: @johnkwondll

lost in my days, i still feel a lil helpless
how about for old times sake, lemme hold you again
i should’ve been more careful, but i knew what i was 
i’m fighting all my reasons to go back to you
this the day that i knew-
this the summer i grew up
(i don’t even wanna be me, i don’t even wanna see me)
this the summer i grew up
(i know i- fucked you so many times baby you don’t even gotta tell me)
(i just wanna feel you, let me heal you)
i wish that you had knew that i had cared about us
i was thinking about you when i was laying with her
i wish my problems could fade away
i’m in love and you hate me, i think we’re on the same page

open the door, open the door
I cant be someone else
Im fucking up everytime I left
I told myself this is for the best, but this is the hardest one yet

(i don’t even wanna be me, i don’t even wanna see me)
this the summer i grew up
(i know i- fucked you so many times baby you don’t even gotta tell me)
(i just wanna feel you, let me heal you)
i wish that you had knew that i had cared about us
i was thinking about you when i was laying with her
i wish my problems could fade away
i’m in love and you hate me, i think we’re on the same page

sometimes i feel like i cant
don’t wanna take the high road 
i’m running out of days
i’m running out of reasons, tryna think why you should be with me
i’m working on my patience, im still waiting
it’s surreal to me
how could you not get it?
how could you not get it?
i’m tired of running away
so i’m gonna do it cuz you told me
baby please believe me
miss the way you hold me
i know this cant be easy
i’m tryna make a case for me, but i don’t think she’s buying it
she said let me know when you find you, cuz i don’t know you found it yet

the summer i grew up

OUT NOW ON ALL PLATS https://songwhip.com/ashsocozy/red-dress
TY EVERYONE
@dead4cf
@yaki_a01
@prodkbl
shoutout niz u handsome caramel devil

SPOTIFY

red dress w/ 4cf + yaki (prod. KBL)

i'm still thinking about chicago.


thank u to joeboi for saving the project file. i love u.

sweet illinois

:D
prod.@johnkwondll @yvngwxvy
I couldn’t tell u why I trust her
Im always on the move
Im starting to feel like I should call
I wanna be that person for u, girl im tryna do it all
Like take it one step at a time

And it’s u-
That always misses me when im gone
And I get chills every time u think of me
Trust me girl I feel it
You’re the brightest in my room
Every time that Im healing
Optimistic cuz of u
We’re the highest in the room
Don’t love myself, I want u more
I gotta feeling that we’re moving too slow
Just let me be the one, I promise I won’t call it quits

Im assed out, all on the front lawn-
My feelings for u
Im not tapping out
You could be dead wrong and im right with u
I remember last year
Everything was so fucked
I even changed my whole persona and I still fucked up
I just wanna see u
Can we be the two-
The ones who always do it right
Just let me know
Im packing up my bags-
200, im ready to go

cuz of u

produced, mixed, and mastered by goodbyebrody

acoustics by the goat chrismarek

*lyrics*

(mochji)
never thought you’d go missing within these pages
my mind still running for miles, though it’s been ages
we haven’t talked in a while, lost in fixations

all i wanted was change
all you needed was space
these winter nights keep getting, colder now that you’re away
did i push you too far? was all of this a waste?
fine wine and cheap cigars, harder just to conversate

(brody)
we sit and talk for a second
treat words just like a weapon
i won't meet you in heaven
fucked up, im feeling threatened

all the, past time, white lies
i'm getting in my head

new love, time flies 
won't be the last of it

(tyler)
melted lungs from another fire
light another cigarette
cause we’re going down to the wire
if it’s conflict that you want
then it’s problems you’ll get
my house is burning down but i’ve never felt so content

i’m running out of options
toxic
she said that i lost it
take me off my life support
i don’t need fucking oxygen
i don’t wanna win
and in a minute i’ll be staring at my only friend
in the reflection of a mirror
warning signs been getting clearer
and the smoke seeps through the floor
i got 15 minute then u gotta go
cause this flowers still gonna bloom through the snow

(brody)
we sit and talk for a second
treat words just like a weapon
i won't meet you in heaven
fucked up, im feeling threatened

all the, past time, white lies
i'm getting in my head

new love, time flies 
won't be the last of it

flower w/ mochji, tyler serrani

now on spotify! https://open.spotify.com/track/3Ggotj8EKfuEwT339zpD43?si=BzgE55WkQciYmlvFrRw24g

yungspoiler:
www.youtube.com/channel/UCEvx72i83Z83UmolxnqQQ9Q

over u (prod. yungspoiler)

Lyrics:
I dream of a life
Where I see things twice
For how they are not
How they seem
I've lost my mind and
I don't know why
I can't think straight
Or believe these little means at a time
I was never one to hide behind
All of the blinking flashing lights
So I wanna know

Why do you still cross my mind
Why do you still cross my mind
Why do you still cross my mind
Why do you still cross my mind

As the weather gets colder
It's harder to breathe in the air
Or maybe I haven't tried hard enough
We live like we're older but
Never take risk
That could ruin our life
We're still smarter than them
By a mile
Talk bout' it
For a while
We won't break off
Just take breaks here and there
But I'll wait up for you
Let you catch up and
Hope you still need me
And that you'd never see
I live in fear
I believe you'll let me down
I barely believe in the signs I see
But I wanna know

Why do you still cross my mind
Why do you still cross my mind
Why do you still cross my mind
Why do you still cross my mind

And it's hard to believe
That you might never see
Where you went wrong
90 miles an hour
I've lost all my power
I sit on the sideline
I finally realized
Cause I think I know

Why you still cross my mind
Why you still cross my mind
Why you still cross my mind
Why you still cross my mind
Why you still cross my mind

all platforms

cross my mind

thank u 2 @midwxst for hopping on the song , luv u
thank u 2 joeboi and cricket for helping me finish this song fr.

love u all thank u for loving and caring about me. 
instagram: @cybertrash

cuz of u

ryen

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