kira

the rapture (with bunii)

hex w/ Skyte & Bunii

ilove6yari

shes standing in my room
i cant tell if shes real
a doctor in her gown
but that wont get me to heal
so put away your tools
dont operate on me
im fine just where im at
so ill tell you one last thing

baby i want you to hate me like i hate myself
i think you should find your loving in somebody else
i see youre just tryna change it but it does no help
so save your breath im so unwell
push them all away so theyre as happy as me
when im finally silent and im six underneath
i bite my tongue so hard its probably breaking my teeth
i love you so damn much but i just wish you would leave me

a bastards what i am
but they dont seem convinced
so ill fuck up all your plans
the pains making you wince
i got bored of it its my problem
and i made it yours without solving
so hate me please and start walking
away from me while im rotting

happy as me prod bunii

Oh, it's a wedding tonight
You're lit by the candles and the moon is so bright
I sit and I stare but you won't lend me an eye
I'm so unaware
Of everything you love 'bout me, I don't know what's so strong
('Bout me)
'Cause every time I think you'll leave, you run and tell me"hold on"
You tell me don't assume what I don't know
I tell you I observe the jabs you throw
You hate me but it's what you love the most
I hate it but you're irreplaceable

Gave me your smallest violin, I made a symphony
The only strings you play are when you feel like messing with me
Throw a life raft, I drown in insecurities
You hate me but you need it
You're changing like the seasons
Gave me your smallest violin, I made a symphony
The only strings you play are when you feel like messing with me
Throw a life raft, I drown in insecurities
You hate me but you need it
You're changing like the seasons

When it rains, girl, it pours but the sun is the best
It's a hurricane, another flood, it's a mess
Knock me, spinning in circles, the wind out my chest
This is bad as it gets
But you tell me don't assume what I don't know
I tell you I observe the jabs you throw
You hate me but it's what you love the most
I hate it but you're irreplaceable

Gave me your smallest violin, I made a symphony
The only strings you play are when you feel like messing with me
Throw a life raft, I drown in insecurities
You hate me but you need it
You're changing like the seasons
Gave me your smallest violin, I made a symphony
The only strings you play are when you feel like messing with me
Throw a life raft, I drown in insecurities
You hate me but you need it
You're changing like the seasons

NEED IT PROD BUNII

I put my heart on my sleeve, wearing it like fashion
Holes in my jeans, rips all on my jacket
Tear into me, leave me in the past tense
I'm on my knees
Thankful it's all over, said and done
I dove right in, I took the plunge
I'm no saint and you weren't one
So blow my brains out, draw your gun
I'm so

Caught up in what we used to be, it's awful
The way my heart would beat for you is stopping
The foolish things we used to do is nonsense
I know you're in a grave but you're still talking
You're just a voice in my head
That tells me I should be dead
That tells me I'm just a freak
And should be under cement
So here I am in my bed
What I wrote is what you read
I'll take my brain out my head
I'll do it all like you said

Pray I go to my dreams
Where you stay right here and won't leave
I'm living in fear of the air that I breathe
'Cause I know you're somewhere staring at me
All over, said and done
I'll admit we had our fun
Leave me sprinting, turn and run
I'll chase right after you because
I'm so

Caught up in what we used to be, it's awful
The way my heart would beat for you is stopping
The foolish things we used to do is nonsense
I know you're in a grave but you're still talking
You're just the voice in my head
That tells me I should be dead
That tells me I'm just a freak
And should be under cement
So here I am in my bed
What I wrote is what you read
I'll take my brain out my head
I'll do it all like you said

You're just the voice in my head
That tells me I should be dead
That tells me I'm just a freak
And should be under cement
So here I am in my bed
What I wrote is what you read
I'll take my brain out my head
I'll do it all like you said
Caught up in what we used to be, it's awful
The way my heart would beat for you is stopping
The foolish things we used to do is nonsense
I know you're in a grave but you're still talking

SAINT PROD BUNII

6

#bastards 
i got your blood on my hands, it's a crime
cause i've been waiting for you my whole life
you cut your name in my heart with your knife
i'll let you do what you want, babe, it's fine

i gotta keep you here, it's such a shame to me
you ruin everything and put the blame on me
but i can't let you go, i'm so afraid of it
you play with me, i know
such a game

so you can curse my name, baby, scream and shout
and you can stab my back, leave me bleeding out
and you can kick me and punch me and beat me down
i'll do whatever it takes just to keep you around
it's so fucked up and you know it
gave you my life and you control it
you wield your knife, it's always poking
your venom's the worst cause it's so potent

my mind turned into a cage
i don't know why i'm still here
but i remember your name
i'm so addicted to you
cause i know you'd never change
that same old pain in my chest
that same old look on your face
haunting me

i gotta keep you here, you wanna play with me
i know you love it when you act like you're hating me
but i can't let you go, i'm so afraid of it
you play with me, i know
such a game

so you can curse my name, baby, scream and shout
and you can stab my back, leave me bleeding out
and you can kick me and punch me and beat me down
i'll do whatever it takes just to keep you around (fuck)
it's so fucked up and you know it
gave you my life and you control it
you wield your knife, it's always poking
your venom's the worst cause it's so potent

whatever it takes prod me

#bastards

write my
will down
kill me

i got a password that you cant crack
and you got a heartache that i cant patch
im closing my eyes, everything turns black
im running away but it pulls me back
i dont wanna fall in love unless its back with you
tryna solve your mistery, you never leave a clue
im about to blow it, everybody leave the room
cause every face around mes looking stupid and confused

theyll never get it, will they
a language they dont understand describing how its too late
nobody pays attention, messages on a silver plate
the house we built is burning down and no ones coming to save it

you brought the lighter, your matches explode with my gas
its something were both at blame for, those fingers point back, right at you

write my
will down
kill me

i got a password that you cant crack
and you got a heartache that i cant patch
im closing my eyes, everything turns black
im running away but it pulls me back
i dont wanna fall in love unless its back with you
tryna solve your mistery, you never leave a clue
im about to blow it, everybody leave the room
cause every face around mes looking stupid and confused

talking in circles, baby
whos gonna take the blaming?
look at me like im crazy
were both trapped in this hazy
hell that we keep on making
forever stuck so maybe
lower your expectations
put down that game were playing

bastards
bastards
bastards

circles prod bunii

disguise prod bunii

sixmas

dionaea

nyras

uncool

listerine

jane the killer

antonym

bling

lyrics: 

swear that im a hothead, i used to be normal and i miss it
wanna drop dead, every day begins with reminiscing
but when i drop they love it. see the ring, look, pussy, kiss it

they love me more than i fuck with myself, its insane
i know theyre mortified, i wanna blow out my brain
treat me like coraline, take out my eyes and ill stay
im feeling more alive
i swear to god that im a hot head, i used to be normal and i miss it
wanna drop dead, every day begins with reminiscing
when i drop they love it. see the ring, look, pussy, kiss it
but they dont read nothing, kinda wish that they would listen
no, i cant sleep at all
i dream of you when i wake
i let you keep it all
you planted it in my brain
i scrape my knees and fall for you and all of your games
so if you see me, call
but i wont answer

im a hothead, i used to be normal and i miss it
no, i cant keep standing when im bleeding in the kitchen
one more day is all i need
just to make me through the week
its the same, it all repeats
say a prayer before i leave

she told me to tell her, i cant find out where to start
say you love me up and down but you dont treat me like you are

said her favorite song of mine is probably galore
cause when the metals on my wrist it doesnt leave it sore
you said i was the only one, ive heard that one before
you dont gotta love me, i just wanted to be yours

thats the thing i hate
i cant break away
cause, damn it, im a hot head, i used to be normal and i miss it
wanna drop dead, every day begins with reminiscing
but when i drop, they love it
seee the ring, look, pussy, kiss it
but they dont read nothing, kinda wish that they would listen

when they see me on that stage i pray they understand the vision
ima paint my bedroom red so they cant see how ive been living
love the rosaries, i count the beads then i proceed with sinning
i know your home is just a house to me so, baby, whats the difference
ill communicate at the best of my ability 
i was way too late, now youre hiding what u feel of me
so ill play your games, pass the time, you’re slowly killing me
so i lay awake, face is red, my fists are clenching

___ i just wanted to be yours w/ bunii

prod me

your heartbeat is oh so intermittent
baby your bodys gone cold
you come back after an intermission every time and ill fold

i think about you when im falling asleep
you put your hand around my neck until its harder to breathe
you put a blade into my chest and make me fall to my knees
you put a demon in my head and now its making me scream

3/14

WATERMOLEN

till next time.

It's been a day without the light
And I feel fine
Oh, I'm better than ever, really
Stepping outside and now I
Feel like my head is spinning off

But it's the game I play
It's my only way
That I can escape this place
Every minute of every day
As soon as you're in it, it never would change
There's no way to fix it, I'm going insane
And no one will listen to me
Maybe I'm in a mood

When I walk away I feel it following me everyday
It peels my open by my cuts, my wounds
My scars are solid but they're still there and show me in every way
And they know it so why don't they say my name?
When I opened they bought it and threw away
'Cause you know when it's cloudy; expect the rain
They tell me it's nothing but it's never what they show

But it's the game I play
It's my only way
That I can escape this place
Every minute of every day
As soon as you're in it, it never would change
There's no way to fix it, I'm going insane
And no one will listen to me
Maybe I'm in a mood

Every minute of every day
As soon as you're in it, it never would change
There's no way to fix it, I'm going insane
And no one will listen to me
Maybe I'm in a mood

Now, does no apology make it right?
'Cause it sure might bark at me but won't bite
So I'll try to dine with the socialites
But they're all so perfect and I'm their vice
When they see me I'm sure that they stop and stare
Realize I'm being myself somewhere
They can judge me honestly; I don't care
'Cause when I'm up, they're down, it's a shame, we all gotta play a role

But it's the game I play
It's my only way
That I can escape this place
Every minute of every day
As soon as you're in it, it never would change
There's no way to fix it, I'm going insane
And no one will listen to me
Maybe I'm in a mood

grand mal

till next time.

The church ringing their bells
Music don't always help
But I can't stop; if I get a nine-to-five I'll
I'll prove my teachers right
Her friends will point and laugh
I hear my mother cry
I pray I can go

Back to when I wish I was older
'Cause now I fucking hate my life, I wish it was over
And you hate me as well
So what's the point of trying to stop me?
Leave me be. Oh, how I wanna go
Back to when I wish I was older
'Cause now I fucking hate my life, I wish it was over
And you hate me as well
So what's the point of trying to stop me?
Leave me be. Oh, how I wanna go

decue

My eyes roll back in my head
Lustful all around
You see me in your head
Watch out baby I swear the winters coming
My fault okay I get it
Do you hear me knocking
Do you hear me calling

If you played your part it would be so different
Baby I understand it now
You look at me in my eyes
I swear I fall in a trance
I swear we were so in love
And feel on me with your hands
Dont know how I missed the signs
Ill just start all over again
Rain starts falling oh its going to snow again
Hear you calling I wont pick it up again
All my problems Ill deal with it another day
Storys behind those scars but I still love you baby

Lustful all around
You see me in your head
Watch out baby I swear the winters coming
My fault okay I get it
Do you hear me knocking
Do you hear me calling

kira

Rave.