me in a cage

It doesn’t really, really convince me, 
It could be all lies, it could be all lies,
I leave the room and the laughter starts,
They’re all in on, in on the joke.
24 hours later stomach still rumbles, 
Feels like a friend as I waste away,
Away then I give in and it’s like I’m violated,
Remove the intruder.
Worry about me I want you to fear the loss
Worry about me you don’t know where I am
And then it all stops I have been caught,
Nothing I can do, no one can help me, 
They want to keep you, keep you here,
Time to stop 18 7 13
As low as I get I can get lower,
I can get lower, I can get lower,
Until there’s almost nothing left, 
Thinking about leaving, making plans for the end.
Worry about me I want you to fear the loss
Worry about me you don’t know where I am
If I start again I deserve all I get,
If after twenty years I haven’t learnt my lesson yet.
I don’t want to go back there, close to giving up.
Then the reasons to live present themselves
To me one by one every small detail,
So I get stronger because I want to live longer,
So I get stronger because I want to live longer.


18-7-13

They want me to say sorry for the things I've done,
So I can apologize add infinitum, 
I've cried enough about it, It's time to move on.

I'll fucking show you! I'll fucking show you!

No matter how low you sink, 
YOU WON'T BREAK ME! 
YOU WON'T BREAK ME! 
No matter how hard you think you are, 
YOU WON'T BREAK ME! 
YOU WON'T BREAK ME!

Dave Jago