my stupid stuffed Raggedy Andy 
was propped up on a boat landing 
and naturally the bozo fell in
but Raggedy Andy couldn't swim

I saw him fall in the cold river
And thought justice had been delivered
Raggedy Andy often sits somewhere
That puts him in danger and he's aware

he didn't cry for help in his position  
which made not helping
an easy... decision

oh Raggedy Andy 
when ya gonna be
responsible for your acts
pay your fair share of tax
instead of being cavalier
about the danger drawing near
while kicked back and relaxed
Raggedy Andy
when ya gonna be like me
like me like me like me

I wondered if he was drinking
watching that rag doll sinking 
I called out with a proposal
I'll put help at your disposal
if you change your rag doll ways
(instead of) leaving it to the hand of fate
to intervene and save your ass
so my help will be your last 

Raggedy Andy 
when ya gonna be
responsible for your acts
pay your fair share of tax
instead of being cavalier
about the danger drawing near
while kicked back and relaxed
Raggedy Andy
when ya gonna be like me

well he looked me in the eyes
as he slipped beneath the rise
of the waters as they took his life
I fished him out with a net
and to my eternal regret
I saw that Andy wasn't a rag doll
it wasn't a doll that took that fall
it wasn't a doll at all
it wasn't a doll at all 

Raggedy Andy 
when ya gonna be
responsible for your acts
pay your fair share of tax
instead of being cavalier
about the danger drawing near
while kicked back and relaxed
Raggedy Andy
when ya gonna be like me

when ya gonna be
when ya gonna be like me


Raggedy Andy

Wallflowers Cover 

So long ago I don't remember when
That's when they said I lost my only friend
Well they said she died easy of a broken heart disease
As I listened through the cemetery trees
I seen the sun comin' up at the funeral at dawn
With the long broken arm of human law
Now it always seemed such a waste
She always had a pretty face
I wondered why she hung around this place

Hey hey hey
Come on try a little
Nothing is forever
Got to be something better than in the middle

Me and Cinderella
We put it all together
We can drive it home
With one headlight

She said it's cold
It feels like independence day
And I can't break away from this parade
But there's got be an opening
Somewhere here in front of me
Through this maze of ugliness and greed
And I've seen the sign up ahead at the county line bridge
Sayin' all is good and nothingness is dead
We run until she's out of breath
She ran until there's nothing left
She hit the end, just her window ledge

Hey hey hey
Come on try a little
Nothing is forever
Got to be something better than in the middle

But me and Cinderella
We put it all together
We can drive it home
With one headlight

Well this place is old
It feels just like a beat up truck
I turn the engine but the engine doesn't turn
Well it smells of cheap wine and cigarettes
This place is always such a mess
Sometimes I think I'd like to watch it burn
I'm so alone
Feel just like somebody else
Man, I ain't changed, but I know I ain't the same
But somewhere here in between the city walls of dying dreams
I think her death, it must be killing me

Hey, hey, heyyyy
Come on try a little
Nothing is forever
There's got to be something better than in the middle

Me and Cinderella
We put it all together
We can drive it home
With one headlight



One Headlight (cover)

I was talking to an old friend
And your name came up and I
Won't pretend it was the first time
Just saying it came up again

I said I hoped you were doing good
And I meant it, all my feelings good
For you even though sometimes 
All those old feelings come back when

I talk to old friends
Or when the sun sets
In the West and it gets 
Dark and darkness lets in
Your memory again

Yet again
These dreams do
Seem to
Come around
With the sound 
Of footsteps, talking
Bout you came 
To your senses
Yet again
You came to 
Mend the fences
I'm defenseless
Being senseless
Yet again

I was asleep and dreaming as I
Wrote this the first time and when
I woke up I thought it line for line like
I always do when I wake up 

I hope youre doing good
And all my feeling's good
Even more sometimes and all
Those old feelings come back when

I talk to old friends
Or when the sun sets
In the West and it gets 
Dark and darkness lets
Your memory in
Yet again

I was asleep and dreaming as I
Wrote this the first time and when
I woke up I thought it line for line like
I always do when I wake up 

Yet again
These dreams do
Seem to
Come around
With the sound 
Of footsteps, talking
Bout you came 
To your senses
Yet again
You came to 
Mend the fences
I'm defenseless
Being senseless
Yet again
Yet again

I'm defenseless
Yet again

*outro*



lyrics and vocals: TintWeezl
music inspiration: Jessica Gallagher "Silver Lining"




Yet Again

I don't wanna be the guy 
who changes anything about 
the one he claims to love 
that's not love
even the things that drive me crazy about you
I miss when you're not around 
and I don't wanna hold you down 
that's not love

love is
unconditional
and it doesn't mean control 
I don't just 
love a part of you 
I love the whole you 

sometimes, sometimes, oh
sometimes when I see people 
people who are old
and they've been married for like fifty years or something
I can see there's something special going on there
and I wish we were them 
knowing we stayed together for that long
that is love
that is Iove

love is
unconditional
and it doesn't mean control 
I don't just 
love a part of you 
I love the whole, the whole you 


Unconditional

You are the one i love
You are the only one
You're who I think of 
When I feel the sun
Shining on my face and
Warming my shoulders 
Brightening each place 
With sunlight as I get older
I feel you guiding me 
And leading the way 
And preparing a path 
I follow like a soldier 

I hope you know 
That my love is real 
And that what i feel 
Is the feeling that is you
No matter where i go 
No matter where I'll be 
Ill be there with you 
And youll be here with me 
And you'll never be lonely
And I'll never be lonely

There is nothing else i need
Nowhere else I'd rather be 
No one else I'd rather see 
Stay close to me
I don't need saving 
Save your prayers for someone in need
Good luck and godspeed to them 
I have everything I need 
I'm where I want to be 
I know what it means to feel 
I know what in life is real
and I'll never be lonely


Never Be Lonely

I think it's funny when
you save plastic silverware
and
I get a kick when you 
put on a movie we've watched
a thousand times

I dont mind sharing my
sunflower seeds
I don't mind wearing these
threadbare jeans
I'm way beyond caring cuz
I know where this leads
we are free
from the toxic 
symptoms of greed 
we don't need anything to be happy
except you
and me

I've never felt like this before
I've been a slave to society 
and I behaved with anxiety
but not anymore
you opened the door
I only love you
anymore

I think it's so sexy
when you clip coupons
ever since you met me
I see I spent too long
playing the game that they want you to play
portraying the way that they con you today
to believe will make you happy
but that's not the way

I've never felt like this before
I've been a slave to society 
and I behaved with anxiety
but not anymore
you opened the door
I only love you
anymore

I dont mind sharing my
sunflower seeds
I don't mind wearing these
threadbare jeans
I'm way beyond caring cuz
I know where this leads
we are free
from the toxic 
symptoms of greed 
we don't need anything to be happy
except you
and me

I know where this leads
we are free
from the toxic 
symptoms of greed 
we don't need anything to be happy
except you
and me








Sunflower Seeds

All I got left is my beats aye
And the clothes on my back today
I know I didnt do what you said
I guess I gotta do things my way my way

All I wanna hear is my beats aye
Sick and tired of facing defeat aye
Gotta be inspired to get on my feet
Gun for hire if anyone can inspire me

Gun for hire gun for hire gun for hire
But the gun is one who is un
Inspired and quits before he gets hired
Has a chip on his shoulder for liars
The fire inside died I need a lighter
To relight it
My life i wish I could rewind it
Or take it off the funeral pyre and
Ignite it 
Gun for hire gun for hire gun for hire
Gun for hire gun for hire gun for hire

Never been lower than this aye
Where my will to exist fades away
Scared and totally aware of my fate aye
Time to move on to the next place aye

All I wanna hear is my beats aye
Sick and tired of facing defeat aye
Gotta be inspired to get on my feet 
Gun for hire if anyone can inspire me

Gun for hire gun for hire gun for hire
But the gun is one who is un
Inspired and quits before he gets hired
Has a chip on his shoulder for liars
The fire inside died I need a lighter
To relight it
My life I wish I could rewind it
Or take it off the funeral pyre and
Ignite it 
Gun for hire gun for hire gun for hire

Wait wheres teddy he aint in his case
The carrier cage that i swing to the pace
He disappeared without a single trace
By my side didnt meow goodbye in his haste?

All I wanna hear is my beats aye
Sick and tired of facing defeat aye
Gotta be inspired to get on my feet
Gun for hire if anyone can inspire me
Gun for hire if anyone can inspire me

Gun for hire gun fur hire gun for hire 
But the gun is one who is un
Inspired and quits before he gets hired
Has a chip on his shoulder for liars
The fire inside died I need a lighter
To relight it
My life i wish I could rewind it
Or take it off the funeral pyre and
Ignite it 
Gun for hire gun for hire gun for hire

All I wanna hear is my beats aye
Sick and tired of facing defeat aye
Gotta be inspired to get on my feet
Gun for hire if anyone can inspire me

Gun for hire gun for hire gun for hire


Gun For Hire

We both lie silently 
still In the dead of the night 
Although we both lie close together 
We feel miles apart inside 
Was it something I said or something I did 
Did my words not come out right 
Although I tried not to hurt you 
Though I tried 
But I guess that's why they say 

Every rose has its thorn 
Just like every night has its dawn 
Just like every cowboy sings his sad, sad song
Every rose has its thorn 
Yeah it does 

I listen to our favorite song 
Playing on the radio 
Hear the DJ say loves a game 
of easy come and easy go 
But I wonder does he know 
Has he ever felt like this 
And I know that you'd be here right now 
If I could have let you know somehow 

I guess 
Every rose has its thorn 
Just like every night has its dawn 
Just like every cowboy sings his sad, sad song
Every rose has its thorn 

Though it's been a while now 
I can still feel so much pain 
Like a knife that cuts you the wound heals 
But the scar, that scar remains 

I know I could have saved a love that night 
If I'd known what to say 
Instead of makin' love 
We both made our separate ways 
And now I hear you found somebody new 
And that I never meant that much to you
Ah to hear that tears me up inside 
And to see you cuts me like a knife 

I guess 
Every rose has its thorn 
Just like every night has its dawn 
Just like every cowboy sings his sad, sad song
Every rose has its thorn

Every Rose Has its Thorn (Poison cover)

when I think about you 
I picture someone who is strong 
who might not know 
right from wrong 
or how to be 
what she promised to be 
for so long 
long ago

but the last place I expected to find you
was crawling through the desert
broken on your knees
your skin too dry to bleed
hands burning on the sand
your legs too weak to stand
oh the last place I expected to find you
was crawling through the desert on your knees
crawling through the desert next to me

ancient memories 
die without a place to breathe 
suffocate
under their own weight 
they can't wait forever 
for the air they need 
oh they can't wait forever 
for the air they need 

the last place I expected to find you
was crawling through the desert
broken on your knees
your skin too dry to bleed
hands burning on the sand
your legs too weak to stand
oh the last place I expected to find you
was crawling through the desert on your knees
crawling through the desert on your knees

the last place I expected to find you
was crawling through the desert
broken on your knees
your skin too dry to bleed
hands burning on the sand
your legs too weak to stand
oh the last place I expected to find you
was crawling through the desert
crawling through the desert on your knees 
crawling through the desert next to me
crawling through the desert next to me
the last place I expected to find you
was crawling through the desert next to me




The Last Place I Expected To Find You

I never meant to
let you down
let you down
let you down

I never meant to
let you down 
let you down
let you down

in between
the city scenes
recurring dream
ain't what it seems
know what it means
which way it leans

if you hold your ear
close to the ground
you can hear the sounds
everywhere around
keep listening down
what have we found?

I never meant to
let you down
let you down
let you down

I never meant to
let you down 
let you down
let you down 

nothing wrong 
with holding on
it's been so long
everything is gone
oh I keep holding on
all I got's this song

I never meant to
let you down
let you down
let you down x4

the gilded queen
I see in my dream
looks just like you
if you only knew
you'd walk right through
from your prison too

I never meant to
let you down
let you down
let you down

I never meant to
let you down 
let you down
let you down x4










Let You Down

I was talking to an old friend
And your name came up and I
Won't pretend it was the first time
Just saying it came up again

I said I hoped you were doing good
And I meant it, all my feelings good
For you even though sometimes 
All those old feelings come back when

I talk to old friends
Or when the sun sets
In the West and it gets 
Dark and darkness lets in
Your memory again

Yet again
These dreams do
Seem to
Come around
With the sound 
Of footsteps, talking
Bout you came 
To your senses
Yet again
You came to 
Mend the fences
I'm defenseless
Being senseless
Yet again

I was asleep and dreaming as I
Wrote this the first time and when
I woke up I thought it line for line like
I always do when I wake up 

I hope youre doing good
And all my feeling's good
Even more sometimes and all
Those old feelings come back when

I talk to old friends
Or when the sun sets
In the West and it gets 
Dark and darkness lets
Your memory in
Yet again

I was asleep and dreaming as I
Wrote this the first time and when
I woke up I thought it line for line like
I always do when I wake up 

Yet again
These dreams do
Seem to
Come around
With the sound 
Of footsteps, talking
Bout you came 
To your senses
Yet again
You came to 
Mend the fences
I'm defenseless
Being senseless
Yet again
Yet again

I'm defenseless
Yet again



Yet Again - AI version

Raggedy Andy - AI vocals

she's selling off her petals
but don't you blame the rose
for sharing her mysteries 
with tramps in business clothes

she was born of the earth
and that dirt is all she knows
when she drags you to the ground 
don't blame it on the rose

always admired
in places she adorns
wide-eyed, so innocent
sharpening her thorns

a prick, a lick
blood is spilled
a hole is filled
a soul is killed
behold her skill
she closed the deal

down she goes
everything around her grows
all the things she sows
cling in springtime, close
in mounds and rows
surround her close
amount to clothes

she's selling off her petals
but don't you blame the rose
for sharing her mysteries 
with tramps in business clothes

she was born of the earth
and that dirt is all she knows
when she drags you to the ground 
don't blame it on the rose

down she goes
everything
around her grows
all the things she sows
cling in springtime, close
in mounds and rows
surround her close
amount to clothes

behold her skill
she closed the deal

down she goes


Don't Blame The Rose / AI

I like you
and you like you
and if you find it easy
to like people who like you
then you should see me
what I'm like, liking
you and you just might 
find you like me too
you are exactly what I like
but I can't explain it
you make me feel alright
and I can't contain it
I went and grabbed this mic
so I could serenade you
and if I say these words just right
maybe you'll let me date you
I promise if you were mine 
I would not betray you
you would stay in my mind
each and every day through 

rpt x3

I Like You and You Like You

you won't find anemone in the mountains 
you won't find my enemy in the sea
there's no point in going skiing for shellfish
(that's just selfish)
there's no point in going diving for my enemy 
my enemy is me 

anemone is not my enemy 
anemone is not my enemy
my enemy is me

endlessly I seek anemone 
but my enemy is me
I'm my own enemy 
I'm my own enemy 

nobody is clever when they are dead
we must think back to things they said 
when they were living 
and now I'm living in my head 
I wont be clever when I'm dead
won't be clever 
when I'm dead

oh anemone is not my enemy 
my enemy is me

anemone is not my enemy 
anemone is not my enemy
my enemy is me

endlessly I seek anemone 
but my enemy is me
I'm my own enemy 

now I'm living in my head 
I wont be clever when I'm dead
won't be clever 
when I'm dead

anemone is not my enemy 
anemone is not my enemy
anemone is not my enemy 
anemone is not my enemy
anemone is not my enemy 
anemone is not my enemy
my enemy is me

endlessly I seek anemone 
but my enemy is me


Anemone Is Not My Enemy

Hello there my friend, it seems we 
always meet on the run
Hello there again, you seem to
always be under the gun, the one

To look away 
What have I done today
To make you look at me that way?
I'd gladly change my face
To suit you
Gladly
Mold my ways and change
Anything you want
I miss you when you're gone

We are the same
You know my name
Im your visual introspection
And I've felt your pain
Got wet in the rain
Why do you look away
From your innocent reflection

Lift yourself to a place 
Where you like who you are
Be the guy, head held high
Although inside you have scars

I know what you can do
Ive been with you
Your whole life through
And disappointments
You've had a few
But thats no reflection on you
And i would know
because I'm a reflection of you

The one
To look away 
What have I done today
To make you look at me that way?
I'd gladly change my face
To suit you
Gladly
Mold my ways and change
Anything you want
I miss us when you're gone

We are the same
You know my name
Im your visual introspection
And ive felt your pain
Got wet in the rain
Why do you look away
From your innocent reflection

We are the same
You know my name
Im your visual introspection
And ive felt your pain
Got wet in the rain
Why do you look away
From your innocent reflection

I miss us when you're gone 
oh I miss us when you're gone

why do you look away?



Reflection Of You

get the fuck away from me

God said lights out
and out the lights went 
and now is how 
the nighty night's spent
tossing, turning 
a cross is burning
a straw man's jerking
off, while a certain 
albatross is turning
left, it lost 
its ballast:
less a giant 
bust of Pallas
on a midnight dreary 
reappearing
like a conspiracy 
theory that Tim Leary 
was a sim, clearly interfering 
with Atari, weirdly
sorry not sorry
the Mata Hari
in Acapulco, at the 
bar she guarding
three Four Locos 
chasin No Doz
replacing 
disloyal bro-hoes
the royal PoPos
makin O faces 
chasin 
UFOs to 
outer space
stayin at the Days Inn, eh
aliens bakin cakes  
got a funny taste, eh
prohibition-style
inside, hidden
X files mission
unforsaken
the Lesson's baked in

yo
get the fuck away from me
get the fuck away from me
get the fuck away from me

yo
get the fuck away from me
get the fuck away from me
get the fuck away from me


it's a fever vision
of a fever dream
with a golden retriever
retrieving anything
that glitters like a diamond ring
here boy go fetch me bling
Cha Cha Ching
caught in between
a two-lobed mind and the things they think
the things it thinks
challenging 
analogies
fake as a fugazi 
ace the rest and stop wasting 
time, the lesson's baked in

yo
get the fuck away from me
get the fuck away from me
I ain't saying that playfully 
so get the fuck away from me

yo
get yo eyeballs off a me
don't even try to talk to me
you better walk across the street

yo
get the fuck away from me
get the fuck away from me
I ain't saying that playfully 
so get the fuck away from me

yo
get yo eyeballs off a me
don't even try to talk to me
you better walk across the street

bg track: JohnnyZ "TheDream" used in creative  collaboration 

Get The F**k Away From Me

MERCY

[angel on the track]


mercy
you're bending my fingers back so hard doncha know it hurts me
I wish you'd show me a little courtesy 
and let my fingers go

mercy
why you wanna make me sit here cursing
I thought we were playing around from the first thing 
Wanna know what's the worst thing 
You're just a skinny girl

If you're gonna break my hand, just break it
I can't take this, man, I can't take it, I can't take it 
the pain's too much, my hand's achin
I know you heard me
I said mercy

mercy
if you go out tonight you'll be lonely 
I can't last it'll be only 
you alone, I'll be home in a hand cast
I won't be feeling fantastic 

if you're gonna break my hand, just break it
I can't take this, man, I can't take it, I can't take it 
the pain's too much, my hand's achin
I know you heard me
I said mercy

when someone says mercy 
you're supposed to show mercy
that's the way the game is played 
Uncle, Uncle, what you want me to say
let my fingers gooooo

but if you're gonna break my hand, just break it
I can't take this, man, I can't take it, I can't take it, I can't take it
the pain's too much, my hand's achin
I know you heard me
I said mercy
I said mercy


Mercy (parody of Brett Young)

intimate in a tujunga minute next up
you been fixed up for sinnin in it fess up
more ways
than one of winning isn't it 
let's play dress up
you can call me daddy 
daddy wanna make you happy
princess 
more ways than one to win this
been years since we were born
sinless
let's watch some step incest porn
wincest

is best 
unless
your family is ugly 

you said you need your back cracked honey 
and that you need some spending money 
you scratch my back and I'll crack yours 
you smack my ass and I'll smack yours 
we both know where this is leading of course 
your momma said today she wants a divorce 
guess she wants to go out and be a whore 
only thing she was ever good for 
and you're her spitting image of when 
she was younger 

you can call me daddy 
daddy wanna make you happy
princess 
more ways than one to win this
been years since we were born
sinless
let's watch some step incest porn
wincest

is best 
unless
your family is ugly 

let's watch some step incest porn
wincest

is best 
unless
your family is ugly 


lyrics by David Smith
music by CarlDid "Tujunga"


Wincest

Im just another traveler
On this road to somewhere
This road to somewhere
One ways where we've been
The other's where we're to go
Lets blaze a new trail 
Nobody has to know
We can write your friends
When our journey ends
And where that is only depends 
On the hand of fate and circumstance

Take my hand and walk beside me
Come out of places you are hiding
Act as free as destiny and I do
I just want to lay down beside you
All i wanna do is lay down beside you

They all say to think things through
Oh they tip toe through everything they do
If they only, if they only knew what we know
They'd throw caution to the wind
Instead of tip-toeing they'd dive in
So the new world can begin
Unencumbered by anything
Anything, anything
Someone might point to, to cause
Someone to misconstrue the laws
Of nature, that's who's the boss

Every day I pray to the sky
Thank you God for my life
As i feel the wind upon my face
And send my love out into space
Lets not waste another day
Lets make our way and see it through 
All i wanna do is lay down beside you

Take my hand and walk beside me
Come out of places you are hiding
Act as free as destiny and I do
I just want to lay down beside you
All i wanna do is lay down beside you

Take my hand and walk beside me
Come out of places you are hiding
Act as free as destiny and I do
I just want to lay down beside you
All i wanna do is lay down beside you
All i wanna do is lay down beside you

Lay Down Beside You

on the carpet 
loneliness
consumed by emptiness
effort left through
a window headed west
and left me depressed 
obsession left on 
the dresser, it's a mess
digging through drawers 
for your picture 
which I now caress, possessed

Like a martyr
glory in death
mix my ashes
with the rest
leave my confession 
by the window 
like a widow
cursed and blessed

hear the church bells ringing hollow
hear the piper call you to follow
teach the children of tomorrow
to cry for yesterday 
teach them to pray and not to borrow
be an example and feel their sorrow -
feel their pain, remove the chain again

Like a martyr
glory in death
mix my ashes
with the rest
leave my confession 
by the window 
like a widow
cursed and blessed

Like a martyr
glory in death
mix my ashes
with the rest
leave my confession 
by the window 
like a widow
cursed and blessed



Like A Martyr

Suffering

I think
I do this to myself
Thinking about
Everything
Playing the tape
Facing the way
I behaved and supposedly
Learning
From the hurting

But all I learned is that

Suffering is pain
Again and again
I wish I could forget
Just let it fade away
Instead I play the tape
And refeel everything
And healing never comes
And the feelings never numb
Am I the only one
Suffering? 

I hear 
that your life is going good
mine ain't going 
quite as well
way over here 
game over where's my
consolation prize 
participation trophy
oh

all I learned is that

Suffering is pain
Again and again
I wish I could forget
Just let it fade away
Instead I play the tape
And refeel everything
And healing never comes
And the feelings never numb
Am I the only one
Suffering? 




(The Only One) Suffering

Lord willing and the creek don't rise
I'm headed over to the other side 
of the river tonight 
gonna check it out and see what I find
if I like it I just might stay for a while 
oh if it gives me a smile 
if the Lord's willing and the creek don't rise

from over here the grass looks greener 
people seem nicer everything looks cleaner 
who's that girl I'd sure like to meet her 
on the other side of the river tonight
if the Lord's willing and the creek don't rise 

Lord willing and the creek don't rise
I'll be gone by the morning light
I'm headed over to the other side 
of the river tonight 
gonna check it out and see what I find
if I like it I just might stay for a while 
oh if it gives me a smile 
if the Lord's willing and the creek don't rise

I don't wanna talk about it no more 
we talked about it a thousand times before 
I'll just show myself to the door
don't wanna be here no more 

Lord willing and the creek don't rise
I'll be gone by the morning light
I'm headed over to the other side 
of the river tonight 
gonna check it out and see what I find
if I like it I just might stay for a while 
oh if it gives me a smile 
if the Lord's willing and the creek don't rise
Lord willing and the creek don't rise 
Lord willing and the creek don't rise 
Lord willing and the creek don't rise 
Lord willing and the creek don't rise 

Creek Dont Rise

if I told you I still love you would you believe me
if I told you I still think of you would you even care 


Your Next Affair

Seek

I hope you know
I didn't mean to make you 
Feel empty or feel sad

Sometimes I look out the window
And remember all the things I had
Things that you had too but you 
Saw them differently 
Our house was a prison 
And I didn't listen 
You saw me as a warden
I didn't think it was important 
I was too busy keeping things together 
Trying to do everything I do better
Dodging the raindrops in inclement weather
Then you asked me to let you quit your job
So that you could he home with our son
So you wouldn't miss first words like 
With our daughter you missed when
She was at day care and you were at Water-
Front cafe
The day came and i went to my boss and asked him to give me a raise
To make up for

The days and the weeks and the years and the fears and the tears

He gave me a raise to make up for what you could no longer pay
Then he put me on a plane again and again 
And I made him so much money
But i spent so much time being away that you lost your faith and you slipped away
My twin flame 

And the months and the weeks and the weeks and the days and the days and the weeks how you wanted to just be away
And get your own and place and you wanted to date other guys because you missed
The touch of a new lover 
New lover's first kiss
And I felt like my gut had been hit 
At the time and I had to sit, think of the times on the road and the girls that 
I'd known when I'd flown 
And they sat in the seat next to me
And we'd chat while we waited 
For the plane to land
Some of them asked me
To make some new plans
And go to their room or invite them to mine
This kind of thing used to happen all the time 
Sometimes i was attracted but I never acted on it because I knew 
That I had you back home being true 
And if I would cheat and I receive her 
It would happen again and next time would be easier 
And then one day I'd be caught and it would be all my fault
I'd lose you and my son and my daughter, my all
I wouldn't be the one who would fall
After all

The days and the weeks and the years that we held dear
Waiting for help we found in ourselves
To appear, struggling with bills 
Games that we played, trying to avoid
Thank you society for the life
We had running and not running
From buses and little motels
Writing bad checks, escaping from jails
But we prevailed and built a new life
Based on the new You and I
And bought us a house based on truth, not on lies
And we were the place to be on holidays 
Everyone came and were welcome yo stay
For the

Days and the weeks and the months and the years
Flying by all through the cycle
Looked sideways and I was surprised
That the days that I see weren't the same as you saw
And the things you held sacred were not what I thought
And the time I have wasted is the time I have lost
For the

Years and the months and the weeks I must concede
Have taken their toll 
I am old, look at me
Sometimes it's funny 
How life can be



Days and the Years

Oh I'm feeling in an ambivalent way
I don't care if you think that's okay
don't care if the world ends today
it's gotta end someday
I'm feeling like devil may care 
didnt even try to level a stare
you don't agree and I am aware
aware that life is not fair

don't try to make me worry about stuff 
don't tell me to start hurrying up
don't bring up things I'm accountable for 
I just don't care anymore 

I feel ambivalent ambivalent 
it feels magnificent 

I'm just being not thinking
I'm just seeing, believing
accepting the things 
collecting in me
without judging
calling them nothing 
they are what they are 
that's as far as I'm willing to go 

I'm just feeling so
ambivalent 
ambivalent ambivalent 

it's the equivalent 
of Gilligan 
just living on that island
smiling, at his predicament 
being ambivalent 
means he can just live in it
without needing to leave
or change anything .
or being militant
I'm ambivalent 
ambivalent 

I'm ambivalent
it feels magnificent 

I'm ambivalent today 
I'm feeling in an ambivalent way





Ambivalent

you've come so far 
it's been so cold
I know life is hard
when you've been so low

the hardest part
of a broken heart
is knowing when
to start again

you've given up on love
but then what's left ain't enough 
for someone like you
someone like you 

there's a million people waiting in the wings
praying each day your heart is healing 
searching your face for some kind of feeling 
staring in your eyes looking for life
a million people plus
me myself and i
me myself and i
me myself and i

you've come so far 
it's been so cold
I know life is hard
when you've been so low

the hardest part
of a broken heart
is knowing when
to start again

you've given up on love
but then what's left ain't enough 
for someone like you
someone like you 

there's a million people waiting in the wings
praying each day your heart is healing 
searching your face for some kind of feeling 
staring in your eyes looking for life
a million people plus
me myself and i
me myself and i

i've come so far 
it's been so cold
I know life is hard
I've been so low

the hardest part
of a broken heart
was knowing when
to start again

I'd given up on love
but then what's left wasn't enough 
for someone like me
someone like me

there's a million people waiting in the wings
praying each day your heart is healing 
searching your face for some kind of feeling 
staring in your eyes looking for life
a million people plus
me myself and i
oh me myself and i

and that makes a million and three 


Me Myself & I

Comedown (Bush cover)

there is a pond in the forest
in that pond there are fish
only five to begin with
and they live, oh they lived
long enough to give
the pond another generation
oh they live, they lived, they lived 

how many fish are in that forest pond
after a hundred years have come and gone
how many fish are in the forest pond
the question haunted me for so long 
but now I know, I know, I know
I know

that the five fish became twelve
and in the forest pond they dwelled
as their numbers swelled
they lived oh they live
long enough to give
the pond another generation 
they live, they loved, they lived 

and the twelve 
swam in a school
and they lived life to it's fullest
as their numbers swelled anew 
they lived oh they live
long enough to give
the pond another generation 
oh they lived, they loved, they live
oh they live

oh how many fish are in the forest pond
after a hundred years have come and gone
now I know, now I know 
just the right amount 
everything is how 
it's supposed to be

generations come and go
and in winter the snow
freezes the pond, blocks out the sun
but the fish live on and spawn 
and nothing could be wrong







The Forest Pond  (remix)

fed me saltpeter
made me y'all leader
ain't nothing sweeter
joined cuz I can't beat her 

step off the curb
there's honey in my herb
counting up the  skrilla
sign says do not disturb 

give it a whirl 
got my KJ on the fly
she used to be my world 
now it's empty by my side 

Give It A Whirl

I wanna learn Tai Chi
You always wanna fight me
You hit me just to spite me
My arms are always blocking
No harm in shadowboxing
You go online and doxx me 
Get your friends to call a SWAT team
Thinkin you outfoxed me
No harm in shadowboxing

What's it gonna be like tonight? 
Netflix n chill n be nice?
Or ya gonna turn the sound up to ten
Cuz you're all wound up again
Gonna compare me to better men
Why are we together then
Spare me the comparisons
Dont care about who where and when
Should i compare you to Marilyn? 
Wanna go Christmas carolin?
This aint fair its not fair i need zen

I wanna learn Tai Chi
You always wanna fight me
You hit me just to spite me
My arms are always blocking
No harm in shadowboxing
You go online and doxx me 
Get your friends to call a SWAT team
Thinkin you outfoxed me
No harm in shadowboxing

All i ever wanted
Is a girl that isnt haunted 
By an ex that isn't gone did 
You ever think its a wrong wish
To bring his ghost shotgun along with
Us from daylight until dawn his
And your past goes on and on it
missed the pass when you went long 
Sick a competing wit a gone sitch 
He dead and buried in a long ditch
Fat lady done sung her sing which
Means you step in the wrong niche
Lets move this shit along miss

I wanna learn Tai Chi
You always wanna fight me
You hit me just to spite me
My arms are always blocking
No harm in shadowboxing
You go online and doxx me 
Get your friends to call a SWAT team
Thinkin you outfoxed me
No harm in shadowboxing

Im standin with my hands in my pockets 
Stranded on this planet abandoned
When the mothership landed the rocket
The aliens that manned it musta demanded
I remain here on a detainer i dont need an explainer
To know that i dont belong im differently wired
And my passports expired please come and get me
Come back and collect me 
like ET picking up plants for botany
Drop all your plans just land on top of me
Im sick of this place and their uncivil ways
Just get them out of my way and outta my face theres no stopping me
They all a bunch of liars uninspired by anything positive
They only care what they wear name tag and the cost of it
Ask them anything unsuperficial and they won't cop to it
They need a piece of paper to make love official
And they can sign using an X or initials
Everyone of these tenants a menap burns in my throat like an ember 

wanna learn Tai Chi
You always wanna fight me
You hit me just to spite me
My arms are always blocking
No harm in shadowboxing
You go online and doxx me 
Get your friends to call a SWAT team
Thinkin you outfoxed me

No harm in shadowboxing
No harm in shadow boxing 
i wanna learn Tai Chi 

No harm in shadowboxing
No harm in shadow boxing 
i wanna learn Tai Chi 


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