@rouri404

(maxime)
you left me open cut me open like a surgeon
cut so fucking deep now its got me hurting
yeah i didnt deserve this always lookin at it wrong
like did you deserve this?
yeah im uncertain get the money
then you know im fuckin splurgin
on a never ending cycle self destruction
blow it up escape this rut and then im running
now i fuckin run shit

(rouri404)
cut 2 deep blood puddled 2 my ankles
constant state of panic
Know id do it if u say so
anxious throwin up always say we goin up
know I used 2 give a fuck 
now I just want on that payroll 
clawing out my eyes at the sight of seein u with him
sun will never rise if I don’t admit 
2 myself that I need 2 get over this shit

self destruction w/ rouri404 (p. jolst)

prod by xona<3 this beat sucks im sorry(,:

thank you to all the ppl that help me make this ily (all in order)
@reesoo
@heylog
@hovis
@moodyriley
@quannnic
-comet
@1vil
@uglysneaker
@valerii

avoid

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avoid w/ reesoo, heylog, hovis, moodyriley, comet, vil, uglysneaker & valerii

shoutout @k4yd3nce for working on this song w me ily <3
and shoutout @kaihaunted too ily bestie this cover art pretty 

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sitting in my room, feel like an asshole 
everyone around me building castles 
i can feel my brain starting to unravel 
starting to get bashful 
posted up on twitter, feel my bones shake 
wish i was satisfied with all that i make 
i can feel my brain replaying every mistake 
wishing i had switched lanes 

im going down
and what i found 
is no one notices any time i'm not around 
i make a sound 
and then i'm crowned 
will someone tell me it's in my mind, im being drowned 
by all of the clout 
that's not what this is about 
if i had known that this would happen then i would take a different route 
but things feel different now 
it's a vociferant sound
yeah i gotta get the ignorance out 

i know what you've been seeing but it's not me 
it's all my fault i'm the only one to stop me 
feel the same everyday, yeah the pressure got me 
wanna pave my own way but i'm just a copy 
i swear to god i promise 
my own image, is being shifted, i wanna keep it honest 
cut my eyes out, lights out 
see a cliff and i'm driving off of it now 
and what i found 
is no one notices any time i'm not around 
i make a sound 
and then i'm crowned 
will someone tell me it's in my mind, im being drowned 
by all of the clout 
that's not what this is about 
if i had known that this would happen then i would take a different route 
but things feel different now 
it's a vociferant sound
yeah i gotta get the ignorance out

vociferance

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let me down + k0a, polar, bleach

@Corefish
I'm sick of providing
all of the things that you want when you like them
bro set the scene since the week from the flight
and I wont repeat till I'm reeving the time back

and you cant retrieve me anyway
I'm lost in outer space
you're not following behind me
i never wanna be this way
i found my only face
i found myself another side piece 
its like

@1ryel
fuckin and feelin and trying
I just been touching, I'm checking, no lying (no lying)
I feel like I'm dying
but I cant stop myself there's no denying (denying)

fuckin and feelin and trying
I just been touching, I'm checking, no lying (no lying)
I feel like I'm dying
but I cant stop myself there's no denying (denying)

@Corefish
all the molly and partys I steady ran from
bullet to my body ain't tell me that we had glass walls
standing through the lobby I think I'm seeing in pastel
damn they're right behind me
I don't wanna be a bastard anymore
I'll take the mask off
I'm plastered on the floor
I'll cut the mast off
I'm sinking through the void
I'm trying to avoid
the fame but I can't anymore
AH

@1ryel
fuckin and feelin and trying
I just been touching, I'm checking, no lying (no lying)
I feel like I'm dying
but I cant stop myself there's no denying (denying)

fuckin and feelin and trying
I just been touching, I'm checking, no lying (no lying)
I feel like I'm dying
but I cant stop myself there's no denying (denying)

@ilyMeezy
And I been trying,
Something you don’t notice…
I’m working till I’m dying (dying!)
And I can’t come back to you
I act like a fool with you

I haven’t felt this bad I know you switching the blame
Blood down my back I feel you turning the blade
Gotta escape this hell I gotta run away
Try to forget the past but cant forget your name

Oh there’s no denying
That you can’t walk on with the thought of me dying (dying)
Oh sit in our silence
We can’t go back and I promise no lying (lying)

(No lying)
@1ryel
fuckin and feelin and trying
i just been touching, im checking, no lying (no lying)
i feel like im dying
but i cant stop myself theres no denying (denying)

fuckin and feelin and trying
i just been touching, im checking, no lying (no lying)
i feel like im dying
but i cant stop myself theres no denying (denying)

Dying

Dying w/Corefish & Meezy<3

produced by heylog

lyrics:
don't u ever talk about me or ur gonna get yourself hurt
i wake up and i'm winning, how does second feel when i'm first
my life might be lame but at least that i'm not lamer
i gotta get goin and i hope to see u never

i'm getting closer and closer
and closer
it's over
cause ima steer off if i keep losing composure
YOU'RE GETTING CLOSER AND CLOSER
AND CLOSER
IT'S OVER IT'S OVER
if u ever talk about me boy ur gonna get ur ego hurt
how does second feel when i'm consistently just placing first
maybe you'll reflect from your mistakes just how i have learned
we are not the same cause u are opposite of down to earth

i have fun, i don't need a beer
u talk and it goes out my ear
my hair smells like tobacco smoke
puff cigars, the bands maduro
she's wasted while i'm cookin heat
(damn son)
i can't talk i'm making a beat
can't text, i'm sweating down my chin
pump iron, bumping 2hollis

now don't you ever talk about me or ur gonna get urself hurt
wake up and i'm winning, how does second feel when i'm first
my life might be lame but at least that i'm not lamer
i gotta get going and i hope to see u never

maduro

produced by @nt7e & @zivve17

out on all platforms now

~ lyrics
I woke up at 3am
You're texting my phone again
Tell me that you "wanna be friends"
But I already know

Baby I already know
Can you leave that shit alone?
Kick you to the curb
I can finally move on
I don't owe you anything
But whatchu wanna know?
"Are you comin' over?"
Pft, bitch I'm hangin' up the phone

Yeah I'd rather be alone when the
Bass kicks in
I can scream over a hihat
Voice shifted
I'm gonna take my fuckin' crown back
Do it for the king
And don't call me again 'cause I'm
Hangin' up the phone
(Phone x4)

Hangin' up the phone
And now it's 3:30 in the morning
Still up and I got that liquor pouring
Thinkin' about things that I regret
And memories I wish I could forget

But damn
I still see you everywhere
Makes me wanna disappear
But I know that I can't

Cause in reality, don't wanna lose you
And I kinda miss it, my fuckin' world is you
And I can't face it
I fuckin' hate it
Cause I feel like I can't
Talk to you
Bitch I'm hangin' up the phone

Yeah I'd rather be alone when the
Bass kicks in
I can scream over a hihat
Voice shifted
I'm gonna take my fuckin' crown back
Do it for the king
And don't call me again 'cause I'm
Hangin' up the phone
(Phone x8)

phone w/ zivve

streaming http://elroy.70angels.com/infinitelove

produced by elroy + alez karlo

Infinite Love

Snowing In Miami

produced by @elr_oy

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Snowing In Miami

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