Name: Spilla & Mez - I Wonder by McMez
Duration: 2 min 46 s
Description: Mez is a Hip Hop artist and beat producer. Mez is currently working on his first solo LP. Mez has played shows with Twiztid, Hopsin, Machine Gun Kelly, Lo Key.

i pitched it up and stole an anime image from the internet so i deserve all credit thanks

original is basshunter - dota or something idk

Basshunter - Dota (Nightcore Edit)

DL: https://thisisrcade.bandcamp.com/track/nissan-altima-rcade-edit

NISSAN ALTIMA (RCADE EDIT)

Produced by @xanthemusic
Mixed by https://soundcloud.com/yungoniho-exerciseyourmentality

I Just Hope You Bleed Out (prod. XANTHE)

Rough self-done mix. Was just really excited for you guys to hear it. Use headphones if you have terrible speakers. lol 


Lyrics:

Shame on me, 
everything grows and evolves, 
but it seems that I'm the same old me...
there's no hope anymore,
when they just put the blame on me, 
as if this whole thing is my fault, 
when nobody cleared the way for me..
got me so insecure

VERSE:

I'm 27 now.... 
graduated in 2007, I was 17- 
wet behind the ears, 
grew up in a life, 
with a lot of shit that I had never seen, 
Years went by,
struggling constantly, 
college was never an option they offered me, 
didn't have nobody spelling it out for me, 
or looking out for me, people looked down on me... 
I was different and I knew it, 
so self conscious,
every opportunity I blew it, 
don't know-
what the hell I'm doing, 
grown ass man... 
only thing I know about is music, 
every bday is depressing, 
same ol same...
homey I been rapping since 11...
still aint made it bigger than the internet, 
even lil niggas that I taught got a bigger rep, 
feeling like a 
failure, 
with every year that I fail ta, 
compare to any standard 
of what a real man is, 
even single woman that care I abandoned, 
cuz I was scared for them, to see these bandages...
that I managed to wrap with my own hands, 
never had a man to man with my old man, 
now I'm grown, 
and told, to be my own man, 
and I don't even know if I can!


Bridge: 
The say the past I gotta let it go, 
and move onto another episode, 
but how am I supposed to let em know, 
that I hate myself more than they'll ever know

HOOK: 
Shame on me, 
everything grows and evolves, 
but it seems that I'm the same old me...
there's no hope anymore,
when they just put the blame on me, 
as if this whole thing is my fault, 
when nobody cleared the way for me..
got me so insecure

Verse:

rewind,  
2011 I got recognition and self esteem
rap paying off, 
selling verses was a day job,
I was a stacking up the cream 
getting fans who were telling me I was the dopest spitter they had ever seen, 
it was crazy, from the comfort of my Mom's basement, I was cracking overseas, 
then it all halted, 
I was too awkward, 
to get out the house and physically be seen,
confidence only in anonymity 
fans quickly turned into my enemy,
I shoulda struck it when the iron was hottest, 
honestly I was just looking for guidance, 
looking for validation, never got it,
losing my mind,  losing my mama.. 
losing the motivation for creation
 age 22  too suicidal,
look in my eyes and see Lucifer inside em, 
no role models, never had an idol, 
seeking love inside the bottom of a bottle 
swimmin in it, 
I was living in it, 
I was contemplating life and ending the shit, 
while denying people any intimacy, I was...
gone.... 


Bridge: 
The say the past I gotta let it go, 
and move onto another episode, 
but how am I supposed to let em know, 
that I hate myself more than they'll ever know


HOOK: 
Shame on me, 
everything grows and evolves, 
but it seems that I'm the same old me...
there's no hope anymore,
when they just put the blame on me, 
as if this whole thing is my fault, 
when nobody cleared the way for me..
got me so insecure







Shame On Me (Prod. CashMoneyAP & KingLeeBoy)

Mez is a Hip Hop artist and beat producer. Mez is currently working on his first solo LP. Mez has played shows with Twiztid, Hopsin, Machine Gun Kelly, Lo Key.

Spilla & Mez - I Wonder

Para Tucancillos y Tucancillas

La Chona

Sample produced by Yung Gravy x Nick Seeley
STREAM/DOWNLOAD LINKS: smarturl.it/ListenToYungGravy
INSTAGRAM: instagram.com/yunggravy
TWITTER: twitter.com/yunggravy

Buttered Up (feat. Juicy J) [prod. Jason Rich]

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NoKey Feat. Duke Shocka (Prod. By TREETIME)

New single from the upcoming album "NEON GHO$T IS GOING TO HELL"
We gon fuck y'all up
Fourezine: https://soundcloud.com/fourezine
Mixed by the weaponsmith: https://soundcloud.com/parisdeshawn410

Spilla & Mez - I Wonder

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