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So its definitely been a long time guys, but I finally finished a song I'm definitely proud of. This is "Who I Am" a bit of a realization after a long time that you can't get anywhere doing nothing, indecision is definitely a decision as my dad said and that really stuck to me, so I decided to do something about it, and well this happened, if you guys like it subscribe, if you don't let me know why! Thank you so much!

Who I Am - Garrett Johnson

Sadness-Instrumental-MMP

Track 4 of The Cycle of Pain

(P.C.P.) David Drake ft. Matthew Spangler and Providence - Sadness.

First verse (Providence):
sometimes i don’t know what to do with myself 
somethings bothering me 
Im by my self 
all by myself all my life i felt 
lonely 
hold me 
no baby 
don’t leave me 
for some body else 
too late now once again I’m all by my self 
and its just killing me 
suicidal tendencies
running through my brain 
No I’m not insane 
Im just plain 
cold me when I’m lonely 
you said love me 
turn around and fuck me
October 1st 
we had our first kiss 
i embraced your bliss 
Felt the love leave me 
so i had to be 
high all the time 
to keep you off my mind 
You created crime with your lies in my mind 
now I’m dying in my mind 
cuz I’m crying all the time 
But my suppliers don’t mind

Chorus:
I'm gonna take a vacation the Heaven.
I'm really tempted to leave
I don't if I want to go
but I'm in so much misery.

Verse two (David Drake):
All I ever think about is how I really need you.
I don't even understand what I am supposed to do.
i'm crying in the booth.
I'm trapped in here with nothing but my fears
I don't even know
How I can go on
With sadness in me till the break of dawn
All I can think about is all I wanted was you
But that's just too much for us to take.
For God's sake I just can't make you love me
but I can hope and say that today might be the day
that all this pain finally goes away.
All I needed was for you to hold me baby
Now I'm left alone with nothing else left to say!
I'm gonna end it all, I'm gonna take a

Third Verse (Matthew Spangler):
I think I might just give up
There isn't anything to try for 
If you haven't noticed,
I care too much
There is too much pain to endure
My heart is sore and torn from all the neglect,
And damage 
Just to let ya know I cannot fix it,
Let alone stand it,
Yes the pain drives me insane 
I need a psychologist again 
This is an emotional relapse 
I'm about ta collapse in front of your own eyes 
I try my best to disguise it
In front of the girls and the guys 
I bottle it too much,
I'm the next Walter White I don't think I can fight 
Holding up too much stress,
Dispenses into sadness
I might just jump off a cliff cuz I need a...


David, MMP, and Matthew - Sadness (Prod. Mix-Master Providence)

Track 3 of The Cycle of Pain

Hook:
I sit here dead
Lonely 
Im filled with pain 
Lonly

Verse 1(David):
I sit here in this church,
the wooden cracks along the pues.
I pray to God for mercy, but he left me with accuse
He abandoned me like everybody else already did.
I'm gonna end it all,
all of this pain I'm gonna rid.
I hang the noose,
grab the blade,
prepare for my masquerade.
Lights all fade,
mind is made,
I hang here with my debts unpaid.
Final words go unsaid.
Lifeless body above my bed. 
Cuts are dripping blood red
Thank God I'm finally dead

Verse 2(Providence):
i couldn’t see 
that You don’t love me 
see what the drugs have done to me 
making fun of me 
after the fun you had with me 
are mad at me 
for being sad to be 
lonely 
come home to see
hopelessly 
you fucking someone else in side my bed 
giving head and moaning so loudly 
how could you do that to me 
this is how you prove to me that you love me 
so i run away i try to sit outside but i can not hide 
so i take a ride to other side of the city  
i hate the pity 
so i leave the living with a gun shot to the head 
now i sit here dead

David and MMP - Loneliness(Prod. Mix - Master Providence)

Track 1 of The Cycle of Pain.

David Drake and Providence - Hatred

David and MMP - Hatred (Prod. by Mix-Master Providence)

Special thanks to Kailie!!!

https://soundcloud.com/kailie_marie

David And Kailie - Jar Of Hearts. (Cover)

Beat Remake made by Anonymouski.
Vocals preformed by StoeDogg, Kailie Patterson, David Drake & Just Matt.

PCP - Pull Through ft. Kailie Patterson

Doin' Alright

Lyrics:
searching for my heart 
its been torn into 2 parts
yo emily kimberly do you remember me 
i am the one that kissed you to sleep 
i stayed with you and counted the sheep 
but you do not love me so i did not sleep 
sit in my room and then i do not peep 
I’m right on the edge so i just might leap 
walking round school and she glances at me 
if i could just have her ide her pamper her thee 
reason I’m lonely cuz no one loves me 
all than i want is for something that we
can grow off of and show off in public you see 
no moaning and groaning just come home with me 
ill give her the flowers and power to see 
that i am her man and that she is for me 
ill kill all haters and neibors that bitch 
our nights are to loud and our days are too lit 
i crack a bottle open and she takes a lil sip 
breaking out the bong and she took a fat rip 
make a lil money then i buy a dank zip 
I know they all like this 
and if you don’t like this 
bye bitch 
spend a lil time my supply is righteous 
she’s like huh
can i light this 

searching for money tree 
everything is under me 
love aint just making it you see 
Peace and happiness cant be achieved by wrecking the rest with selfishness 
everyday is a test of your ethic 
meth heads and addicts its tragic 
leaving your kids for crack and the baggage 
thats the shit that leads life's in to madness 
its bad but its life 
for some 
but not me breh
i wanna succeed 
duh 
Where will I go when i fade away 
i don’t know but i hope an angel saves me 
May I say 
That I been Studying hard 
but i really wanna do art 
make a change and maybe 
leave my mark 
all my life i been told I’m smart 
you fuckin with free rides bro its hard 
you think that billions bloom and come 
Not with out dedication son 
i wanna make world wide speakers bump 
while my past haters living on the streets like bums 
Knowledge is key homie don’t be dumb 
deflated wallet brought you to the slums?
well let your beautiful heart project you the golden heavens above

O.G.

Inspired

This song was originally released June 18 2016, its from my first Album O.G.. This was a group Project that Just Matt, Remi Lane & myself released under the name PCP. As an Artist at that time I was known as Providence but I have now rebranded to StoeDogg. The Instrumental was Produced by Saiko/Violette  & StoeDogg.

Not The Drug ft. Just Matt

Anything I repost is either produced by me, or is featuring me.



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I am a sixteen year-old amateur musician/songwriter. Most of my genres will be ballads, pop, hip hop, or rap.

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David, MMP, and Matthew - Sadness (Prod. Mix-Master Providence)

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