Written, performed, produced, mixed & mastered by J. DiD

Lyrics:
Square One, that’s where I’m stuck
How I always end up where I started
No matter how long I keep on running
I can’t control how tables’ turning
And who am I to call it right or wrong
All I gotta do is ride along the water
I survive on the tide, something more than suicide
Said goodbye but know it’s futile
I think I’ve been around this place for a few times
Close my eyes five times, there’s a new problem
Find my god in a new bottle
Still tryna hold on to that youth title
How do you fight em
From the bottom to the top, it ain’t too far
Gotta see both sides whether you want it or not, and I want it for now

Square One, that’s where I’m stuck
How I always end up where I started
No matter how long I keep on running
I can’t control how tables’ turning
So give me all you got, yeah
You can cut me off the line
Throw me in the fire, bitch I’m coming out alive
I‘ve never felt so alive in a long time
Seeing faces I haven’t seen a long while
And now I’m ready to go into high profile
Y’all can talk all that shit, I’m bout to go wild
And this ain’t no kind of story with two sides
No twist and turn, I see it bullseye
Lessons learned, I keep it moving
Let the message turn into a movement, cause I could do it
Yeah I could do it
Show it to myself, gotta prove it
If this my only chance, never lose it
I do it, yeah I do it

Everytime I look around myself,
I’m never too far away from where I began
And maybe that’s how It’s ought to be
maybe somethings, I just cannot fix
But I’ll keep on pushing my luck
Even if it means I’m going in circles
I won’t stand here, hoping for some kind of change that I don’t deserve
I still got a lot to learn
I still got a lot to earn
I don’t wanna miss it all
I don’t wanna miss it all

SQUARE ONE FREESTYLE

Produced, mixed & mastered by J. DiD
Written by J. DiD, bcitybowie
Performed by J. DiD, bcitybowie
bcitybowie: https://soundcloud.com/user-447117864

Lyrics:
Ooh, it never is the right time, the right time
Cause whenever I fell through, you never picked me up
Now I can tell that you never were the right one, the right one
And I can’t blame you for that, not anymore
Oh, It won’t matter to me who you are
When you can’t take me any further
My responsiblity is not your problem
And I can’t bare to watch you suffer no longer

When hearts keep breaking and tears keep falling I keep singing “don’t ever let it go”

비밀스러운 밤들엔 내 걸 전해줄까 하다 못 꺼내둔 내 말
미련하게도 난 숨을 오래 못 쉬어 이 감정은 모래 같아
만약 그런 니가 날 떠나간대도 이젠 달라진 너의 눈을 본대도
그건 니 책임이 아닐걸 girl it's not song for you but you can blame on me
I've got this feelings so find me in my lyrics
다른 발음 속에 숨긴 너와의 기억이지
아니 아직 사실 멀리만 느껴져 너의 손이 
Baby i aint got no business catch your love

Ooh, Im never in my right mind, my right mind
All these damn songs I wrote, it’s like I sold my soul
and they keep holding on, won’t let me go
call me a bitch, yeah you can call me a bitch for hiding my feelings, I wish I could’ve been different, but I was scared of showing my feelings
Even to myself, reality that I couldn’t accept
Now I gotta get it off my chest for the best
Self image like a mess, I think it’s time to confess now
Whole life so afraid, my feelings on house arrest
I’m a mess, I’m a mess and I know it
Now what I gotta is show it

When hearts keep breaking and tears keep falling I keep singing “don’t ever let it go”
When love keeps hurting and leaves keep turning, I’m still singing “don’t ever let it go”

Said you writing for them girls but where them girls at
Looking in the mirror, I guess that’s where them girls at
Nervous, why you looking nervous
Perfect, ain’t nobody perfect
Young boy tryna be a grown man 
But nobody’s ever shown him how to hold out for a hand
And sometimes it grows out of your hand, your hand
So let it slip through your fingers
Go and look into the mirror
Ask the girl the reason she’s crying
And if the boy, he wants to cry,

Cry, cry, cry. Let the boy cry.

DON'T EVER LET IT GO (feat. bcitybowie)

Performed, produced, mixed & mastered by J. DiD

Lyrics:
What are you looking for
when everything, you’ve had it
Go through a million doors
And still you’re just an addict
Waiting for miracles
but you won’t believe in magic
Mix up the chemicals
But you know it’s gon be tragic

and you tell me you’re ok
But I can tell you’re not ok
I can feel aggression, under pressure
no one ever let you breathe
When you feel you’re not ok
go and tell you’re not ok
Say it out loud so everyone hears you
Everyone feels you like you do

You gotta put it out there, out there,
don’t compare yourself to them
When it’s getting hard to hold back, hold back, let go and just take a breath

What are you looking for
when nothing makes you happy
Go through a million songs
And still you’re just pretending
like you understand those words
but you won’t believe in fairytales
you can’t move on
and you know it’s gon be tragic

and you tell me you’re ok
But I can tell you’re not ok
I can feel aggression, under pressure
no one ever let you breathe
When you feel you’re not ok
go and tell you’re not ok
Say it out loud so everyone hears you
Everyone feels you like you do

You gotta put it out there, out there,
don’t compare yourself to them
When it’s getting hard to hold back, hold back, let go and just take a breath

LOUD

Produced, mixed & mastered by J. DiD
Written by J. DiD, Neve
Performed by J. DiD, Neve
Neve: https://soundcloud.com/hamzpuffgrl

Lyrics:
You can hate, hate me if you wanna, yeah
Go and leave me if you wanna
Find a man who can treat you like I should
Cause I don’t think I would
As far as i could assure
but please don’t take, please don’t take it personally
Oh baby please don’t take, please don’t take it personally

The way I am, I know you’ve been so patient
waiting for me to change my way I’ve always taken, afraid one day it’s gon be too late for me to get back on track
And that’s exactly what happened
So don’t you blame yourself tonight
Just know that you still tried
Oh I got nothing personal on you,
It’s what somebody like me just tends to do

You can hate, hate me if you wanna, yeah
Go and leave me if you wanna
Find a man who can treat you like I should
Cause I don’t think I would
As far as i could assure
but please don’t take, please don’t take it personally
Oh baby please don’t take, please don’t take it personally

It's all about your excuse and I lose boy
all the cases that I should go 
oh don't be a pseud of love, more

oh I can leave 
leave off your love 
in the face of a dark
gonna losing ma mind away
oh please wrap it up 
your personal love for me

You had enough of me
Call my love felony
But you refuse to be with another man
How it’s supposed to be, it wasn’t you and me
But you keep coming back so foolishly
Saying How could I not take this so personally
Oh baby how could I not take us so personally

Falling in love we never saw this coming
Now addicted to something that just keeps on hurting me and I, don’t want you in my life, cause I cannot keep watching us two misuse our love this time

You can hate, hate me if you wanna, yeah
Go and leave me if you wanna
Find a man who can treat you like I should
Cause I don’t think I would
As far as i could assure
but please don’t take, please don’t take it personally
Oh baby please don’t take, please don’t take it personally

PERSONAL (DON'T TAKE IT) [feat. Neve]

Performed, produced, mixed & mastered by J. DiD

Dark red lights shining across the sky
Lovers are wasting time while the night starts to come alive
And it seems as I get older
All the songs become much shorter
And the emptiness gets longer
So I’ll take a high way out
of this city with you and I

Eventually I’ll be back down to Earth
and come back as someone I used to be
But hopefully you’ll be right there for me
Oh, someone who could be my therapy

This is our way for now
Ain’t nobody gon be stopping us ‘fore the sunshine, so hold on me tight
Don’t think about wrongs and rights
If it all goes like it should we’ll be good like we’re new, I’m trusting in you
Keep it high for the ride
Come and tell me what you’re feeling inside of your mind, you don’t have to hide
I’ll go and turn off the lights
While we’re driving down the pavement
to so far away, on the high way we’ll ever be

and it’s not about compensation
for the time I was afraid to live a life a bit more dangerous
It’s more about confrontation
of the man I could have been now I gotta see what’s there behind the wall I built myself
I’ve never felt this way til lately and I just can’t get enough, and you got me actin up
So for the time being now, let’s take a chance and see where it takes us, wherever

Eventually I’ll be back down to Earth
and come back as someone I used to be
But hopefully you’ll be right there for me
Oh, someone who could be my therapy

This is our way for now
Ain’t nobody gon be stopping us ‘fore the sunshine, so hold on me tight
Don’t think about wrongs and rights
If it all goes like it should we’ll be good like we’re new, I’m trusting in you
Keep it high for the ride
Come and tell me what you’re feeling inside of your mind, you don’t have to hide
I’ll go and turn off the lights
While we’re driving down the pavement
to so far away, on the high way we’ll ever be

Girl the night is still young, so come and tell me you love me, in case you forget in the morning
Eventually, I’ll be back on my knees
begging for you to show sympathy
And hopefully, You’ll see what I mean
and believe in me like you always did for me

HIGH WAYS

Produced, mixed & mastered by J. DiD
Written by J. DiD, bcitybowie
Performed by J. DiD, bcitybowie
bcitybowie: https://soundcloud.com/user-447117864

Lyrics:
Girl you talk nice, that’s hard to find 
someone who knows the words that I like
everybody just bites
repeating everything I heard a million times before, can’t take no more of these
ghost stories and “you should get to know me”s and
Fake lovely’s tryna catch one more body
and I dose off
These conversations only take me to a place that I couldn’t bare to stay

So come on, cuss to me, tell me bad things
let me feel pleasure from your pain
girl come on, fuck with me, make your love to me, while your scream sensates me like no ways I’ve known

When I look into your eyes I can tell that you don’t want to stay, but your body says different to me
So let me keep you by my side, go tell your man what I know, I’ll touch you with my eyes closed
and don’t stop calling me the worst you’ve ever met
Oh I just want something that can make me feel alive and that could be you, I hope it is you

자기야 나를 함부로 더 
다뤄준담 내가 붕 떠
만족 못한 말은 계속 커져
같은 곳에 같은 자리 서도
(Uh yeah) 이런 날 넌 절대 놓지 못하지
미루고 미루다 나를 탓하지 미래는 무슨 오늘 밤만 차지 woah lol
Slidin on me 이젠 니가 뻔하지 사랑은 무리 건 내겐 좀 사치 uh yeah i just want 니가 공격적일 때만
So 거칠게 뱉을 땐 비밀스럽게 날 uh
불러줘 mr. weirdo am i

So come on, cuss to me, tell me bad things
let me feel pleasure from your pain
girl come on, fuck with me, make your love to me, while your scream sensates me like no ways I’ve known

Before I move on to my next thing
Girl I want you to end this with a bang
and don’t come back, cause I’ll never come back again

CUSS (feat. bcitybowie)

Produced, mixed & mastered by J. DiD
Written by J.DiD, Soap Khaki
Performed by J.DiD, Soap Khaki
Soap Khaki: https://soundcloud.com/soapkhaki

Lyrics:
Came up in the city, it shouldn’t have been this easy
Now the boy done grew up a man
He want all of them hundred not a ten
Who the fuck just called up my name
Give me my respect ‘fore I put you in a casket, oh
School never taught me shit
Cause I was always drawing bigger pictures
Oh I’m a mixture of everything they ever wanted
Fuck being your entertainer, All I gotta be is my own savior
All I got on my radar is papers and hoes and my sanity, dirty like profanity
Why can’t you see, that I am a different breed
I don’t need what you need just to keep it real
If you feel like you did enough and you feel like you got enough, well I’m sorry to hear

But kudos to you
But I need more, need more
But kudos to you
Good for you, but I want more

I'm better than I was through
큰 의미를 담지 않은 thought, you
스무살의 내게 손을 내밀기로 선뜻 

but fuck u,
지금의 나는 결국 홀로 섰고
어리다던 내겐 아직 보이지 않던 선두 

밀어봐야 제자리였던 건 나를 찾기로
열심히 굴리던 내 머릿 속 수레바퀴로
rollin' & rollin' & runnin' up
내 빛을 밝히던 광원을 찾아서 
계속 만들어 내 영혼을 담을
private space 

난 아무것도 없이 와 매일
숨 막혀 나 잠이 깨도
woke up on my grindin'
졸린 눈에 zombie mode
내 고민의 흔적이 담긴 점은 
이제 선을 이뤄 면처럼 I made it 

내가 이번 생을 마칠때까지
내 말을 다 이룩하지
전부 다 다 밀어
가십거리 될만한 것들을
애초에 만들지도 않아
but I'm still yeah
sick of my verse makin' dope
가자 멀리 

나 미래가 보여도 불안해
원해 난 훨씬 더 많이
저 미로는 벗어나야
그 때 받게되겠지 love callin'
I'm fallin' down on my fuckin' pride shit 
but I need more, so 
kudos to you, bitch!

But kudos to you
But I need more, need more
But kudos to you
Good for you, but I want more

KUDOS2U (feat. Soap Khaki)

Produced, mixed & mastered by J. DiD
Written by J.DiD, CédE
Performed by J.DiD, CédE
CédE: https://soundcloud.com/cedeterebi

Lyrics:
Baby what you tryna do to me
ain’t nothing new to lose, I keep moving to my best side, I need all of that juice to me
Before the booth time, i’ve been killing all these youth minds in me
Show me the signs I need, we dont gotta be in rush, keep me in your touch, how low can the bottom be?
So let me see if you believe in me, in me.

I feel it in my bones when I say
That I’ve drawn these circles like a trace
and even if you told me I always could’ve left, bet i never would have chased it 
So baby what you tryna do to me
I fantasized bout this moment like a slave for a freedom
Was waiting, grew sick of waiting and took it by myself, that’s when I came to realization

Too much problems intertwined in the puzzle
Clear up my mind, spend some time in the bubble
Till I came home, nothing exposed but I see it so much better than i ever could
never would have thought I was pulling me down
going all around, like my body’s in a bound
Now that time and myself is all I got
Let’s see what’s bout tonight
To swim I gotta dive in

Baby what you tryna do to me
ain’t nothing new to lose, I keep moving to my best side, I need all of that juice to me
Before the booth time, i’ve been killing all these youth minds in me
Show me the signs I need, we dont gotta be in rush, keep me in your touch, how low can the bottom be?
So let me see if you believe in me, in me.

witness me, believe in me 
always on my grind, I be writing history
the mysery be that Ill be the dead man eventually
then, what’s the use? whats the youth? questionin’

coop cooped up in the studio all the time  
you shall never know how it kills my mind 
serendipity I be chasin all these nights

rushin 다시 반복 또
꿈을 꾸기 위해 희생해
언제부터 내가 이상해
정신정신차려또
라고 말하는 빈도도 많이 늘었고

하나둘셋넷
흘러거가는 초침에 
흐려지는 초첨
시간을 놓쳐

complexity
bitch I’m never me 
to reach a fantasy called me 
but a better version 

I should put myself back 
just relax and remember 
love
peace 
artistry

Baby what you tryna do to me
ain’t nothing new to lose, I keep moving to my best side, I need all of that juice to me
Before the booth time, i’ve been killing all these youth minds in me
Show me the signs I need, we dont gotta be in rush, keep me in your touch, how low can the bottom be?
So let me see if you believe in me, in me.

RUSH (feat. CédE)

Written, performed, produced, mixed & mastered by J. DiD

Lyrics:
People asked me how I write these songs
who I have in mind when I write these words
But tell me won’t you be surprised
If I tell you I despise
when you say you empathize
fuckers keep on trying
Acting like they the ones who got it, minding my business
But the thing is even if I tried to make these something bigger than they are
none of yall would think that far, and I know it

So come on and cherish these melodies, you count em in carats
nothing to be embarrassed
For these four minutes nobody cares about
what I got to say
And I like it like that, like it that way,
Easier way to lose myself in these waves
hiding all my problematic ideas in these lines so they can’t find
and use it for myself when running out of fucks to give, writing songs for girls

And they like it, I swear they like it
All these sweet shit I disguise it with
They eat it up like drugs, I’ve seen em
going hard, and I do em to myself
when I can’t endure them sad songs
So am I the bad one?
No way, I’m no one to pay
In fact y’all should be paying me for all the things I’m saying
Y’all couldn’t dare to say and I live this, I get this bitch
I know what this is all about, and it’s not me, yeah
so keep it, I just want to see you out of your mind, don’t look behind
I can teach you how to get by all the time, just don’t get too kind and try to look what’s inside, you don’t want to find out

So come on and cherish these melodies, you count em in carats
nothing to be embarrassed
For these four minutes nobody cares about
what I got to say
And I like it like that, like it that way,
Easier way to lose myself in these waves
hiding all my problematic ideas in these lines so they can’t find
and use it for myself when running out of fucks to give, writing songs for girls

It sets me free, I cannot lie
It’s something I finally can rely on
Remember this moment til I die, oh I, oh I

FOR GIRLS

Original by SZA

I'll touch that fire for you
I do that three four times again, I testify for you
I told that lie, I'd kill that bitch
I do what all of them around you scared to do, I'm not
Long as you juggin' out here for me, I got it
Mobbin', schemin', lootin', hide your bodies
Long as you dreamin' 'bout me, ain't no problem
I don't got nobody, just with you right now
Tell the truth, I look better under you
I can't lose when I'm with you
How can I snooze and miss the moment?
You just too important
Nobody do body like you do
I can't lose when I'm with you
I can't just snooze and miss the moment
You just too important
Nobody do body like you do, you do
In the droptop ride with you, I feel like Scarface (Scarface)
Like that white bitch with the bob, I'll be your main one (main one)
Let's take this argument back up to place
Sex remind you, I'm nonviolent, I'm your day one
We ain't had shit, yeah, it was magic, yeah
Smash and grab shit, yeah
Nasty habits take a hold when you not here
Ain't a home when you not here
Hard to grow when you not here, I'm sayin'
I can't lose when I'm with you
How can I snooze and miss the moment?
You just too important
Nobody do body like you do
I can't lose when I'm with you
How can I snooze and miss the moment?
You just too important
Nobody do body like you do, you do
Main one ridin'
How you frontin' on me and I'm the main one tryin'?
How you blame it on me and you the main one lyin'?
How you threatenin' to leave and I'm the main one cryin'?
Just tryna be your everything
Main one ridin'
How you frontin' on me and I'm the main one tryin'?
How you blame it on me and you the main one lyin'?
How you threatenin' to leave and I'm the main one cryin'?
I can't lose when I'm with you, ooh
How can I snooze and miss the moment?
You just too important
Nobody do body like you do
I can't lose when I'm with you
How can I snooze and miss the moment?
You just too important
Nobody do body like you do, you do

Snooze (Cover)

Produced by J. DiD
Written by J. DiD
Mixed & Produced by J. DiD

Cold, the cold wind blows
Baby go look out the window
I hope you find someone you know
Standing right in front of your door
Cause I know I’m not only one who can’t let it go
Look at the time, there it goes
Seasons fly, it’s a show
time for me to lay low
Who knows what’s more to go
18 months, burning slow but I stay afloat

Ghosting on my past, I can’t relate
All I got is people that’s still waiting on me
Feeling like it’s weighing on me
But I blame it on me
Can’t nobody replace me I’m barely getting started, yeah
How you gon catch me slipping I’m flying on this
gon be hell of a summer when I get back up in this bitch
So for december, I’ll get some sleep
Wake me up when you need me
I’ll make it a promise, please

Mr. Snowman, Mr. Snowman
겨울이 지나면 어디로 가나요
Mr. Snowman, Mr. Snowman
그렇게 시간은 흘러가나요
I miss you snowman miss you snowman
언젠간 곁으로 돌아와줘요
I love you snowman, I love you snowman

Snowman's Outro

Produced by J. DiD
Written by J. DiD
Mixed & Produced by J. DiD

I can’t break up with you
I can’t mess up with you no more
왜 이제 와서 찾아 이유
그래 봐야 변한 건 우리뿐 you know it

Okay 내 반은 내가 잘못했어
이 말 하나 하려 너무 애써
인정하기 싫어 그저 뱉어
안 받아준다면 I go batshit crazy
What I gotta do to get you through
All the bullshit, bad news
이런다고 과연 바꿀 수 있을까 너의 마음

나도 알아 점점 지쳐가는 널
그런 너를 난 지킬 수 없는 걸
아마 다른 사람 곁에 있는 넌 더 행복할 텐데
난 그 모습 보지 못해 미안해

So tell me like it’s always
You’ll always be the same don’t ever change
나 마지못해 널 떠날 때 Hold me
더이상 날 안아주고 싶지 않아도 날 위해
Can you promise me my babe

아무것도 변한 것 없는 것처럼 always 
just like the days far away
아무것도 원한 건 없는 것처럼 always 
just like the days now so far away

Like always i need some patient
아니면 지불하게 되지 벌금 pay some
못난 건 항상 나일테니 넌 걍 옆에 있어
바라는 건 단 하나야 너가 내 옆에 있어

우리 둘 다툴 때도 있지 내가 no way
그럼 어쩔 때만 빼고 그냥 다 내 잘못할게

(red light red light)
멈춰야해 pull up
그렇지만 like always
이 자리에 나는 stand up

너가 떠나지 않는다면 난
더이상 거짓말 no fuckin lie
like always 항상 이 자리에
i stay forever you should know my love heart

이제는 문제를
face up
Imma the sinner
forgive me
straight up

Realize it real love
RE-make our story
promise no hurt! 

So tell me like it’s always
You’ll always be the same don’t ever change
나 마지못해 널 떠날 때 Hold me
더이상 날 안아주고 싶지 않아도 날 위해
Can you promise me my babe

아무것도 변한 것 없는 것처럼 always 
just like the days far away
아무것도 원한 건 없는 것처럼 always 
just like the days now so far away

나도 알아 점점 지쳐가는 널
그런 너를 난 지킬 수 없는 걸
아마 다른 사람 곁에 있는 넌 더 행복할 텐데
난 그 모습 보지 못해 미안해

So tell me like it’s always

Like Always (feat. nachobomyy)

Produced by J. DiD
Written by J. DiD, OnD
Mixed & Produced by J. DiD

Lyrics:

잊고 있었던 그것들 너머에
다신 만날 일이 꼭 없을 것만 난 같았었는데
내게 많은 걸 돌려줬던 그대를 만난 게
지금도 어제같은데, 멀어지는 줄 몰랐는데
나도 모르게

우리 잠깐 떨어져도 죽진 않겠지
미친 것처럼 매일 밤 울진 않겠지
금방 돌아오겠지 내 예전 apathy
이런 겨울에도 눈이란 게 오겠지

이뤄지는게 좋은 게 꿈일텐데
난 아직 잠들고 싶지 않은 것 같애서
하는 말인데, 또 뻔한 말인데
그냥 한번만 들어볼래

Maybe we should stay together
Baby I’m just saying whatever to make you think that
Maybe we should stay together
Baby I’m just tryna make you stay forever, and ever

We should stay 
더 잠시만 있어줘
내가 떠나려 할 때 날 잡아줘
난 너를 놓을지 몰라
널 미워했던 건 아냐

어떻게 너의 곁에 있을까
날 이해할 수 없단 걸 알아
사랑은 말고 곁에 있어줘
더 불안한 날 안아줘

우리 사랑해도 멀어져야 하겠지
매일 널 아프고 눈물짓게 할테니
내가 없던 그때 그 자리로 돌아가
아무 일 없던 것처럼 다시 웃어줘

너의 기억과 나의 눈물을 담아
다시는 못 볼 너의 곁에 눈을 감을 때
그때 넌 날 잊을까
길었던 꿈도 끝날까

Maybe we should stay together
Baby I’m just saying whatever to make you think that
Maybe we should stay together
Baby I’m just tryna make you stay forever, and ever

우리 잠깐 떨어져도 죽진 않겠지
미친 것처럼 매일 밤 울진 않겠지
금방 돌아오겠지 내 예전 apathy
이런 겨울에도 눈이란 게 오겠지

We Should Stay Together (feat. OnD)

Original by Joji

Swear I couldn't sleep a wink last night
No point in turnin' off the lights
Not the same without your head on my shoulders
Growin' pains, but I don't wanna get older
Almost like we left it all on read
Couple feelings never laid to rest
Didn't know that the party was over
And it's true that I need you here closer
Burning photos
Had to learn to let go
I used to be
Somebody in another skin (another skin)
I heard that you're happy without me
And I hope it's true
(I hope, I hope it's true)
It kills me a little, that's okay
'Cause I'd die for you
You know I'd still die for you
I hope you're getting everything you needed
Found the puzzle piece and feel completed
Just wanted you to know every reason
Hope you really know that I mean that
I couldn't see
The forest from the trees
Only time we speak
Is in my dreams
Burning photos
Had to learn to let go
I used to be
Somebody in another skin (another skin)
I heard that you're happy without me
And I hope it's true
(I hope, I hope it's true)
It kills me a little, that's okay
'Cause I'd die for you
You know I'd still die for you

Die For You (Cover)

이밤의끝을잡고 (Cover)

Prod by BeatsAK

Lyrics:
Lately I’ve been searching, searching for a peace of mind
Tryna get this burden, tryna get it off my mind, but it’s tied too tight
I’ll run out of time before this shit goes sideways
if I tell you about it then would you think I’m lying
I just hope you never leave my side, all the time

whole lotta things I wish I never found out, yeah
typa things that don’t make it feel the same like it used to when we ride out, yeah
I’m not saying that we could’ve had it different
I believe that every curse got a reason
But I’m reminded bout how things could’ve been, every change of season
And it hurts me like it’s burning

It’s disturbing with no warning
I’m not certain if I can do this anymore

Lately I’ve been searching, searching for a peace of mind
Tryna get this burden, tryna get it off my mind, but it’s tied too tight
I’ll run out of time before this shit goes sideways
if I tell you about it then would you think I’m lying
I just hope you never leave my side, all the time

With my bloodshot eyes I done fight with the clock
Every night repeat the plot till the dots form a line, yeah
30 texts, no reply, like I’m shy
I can tell the world the story of my life, but would you cry for me
Or would you lie to me, telling me you feeling what I’m feeling but it’s clear to see this feeling’s only real to me
Jumpshot, I just hit the block, meet me at the parking lot, only if the night is right, yeah 

I could spend a hunnid thous if I could buy my way out of doubt
If I find a way out, then would you follow to the end now

Lately I’ve been searching, searching for a peace of mind
Tryna get this burden, tryna get it off my mind, but it’s tied too tight
I’ll run out of time before this shit goes sideways
if I tell you about it then would you think I’m lying
I just hope you never leave my side, all the time

Peace of Mind

Everything’s a feeling, no reason for a reason no more
If you need some healing, Imma do it for you every day and minute, no biggie, yeah
I used to try to feel something, nowadays I feel everything
I used to try to feel something, nowadays I feel everything

Been a minute, independent
I don’t fit in, not my business, 그냥 웃기지 이젠
Still a skinny boy, 담배는 안 피지
내 친구들은 챙겨 먹어 걱정을 매 끼니
I just wanna slide through the town like we were kids
아무것도 모른 듯해 난 in my teens
And now I want my pills blue 감을게 내 실눈
I don’t wanna see through 너와 나의 치부
Cause I gotta keep you close
No matter how the story goes I need you close
남은 건 느낌일 뿐일 때까지
한 걸음 뒤에서 마음 속 사진, 또 다시
보다 보면 모든 게 다 예뻐
색이 번지지 않게 careful
Feelings are what they’re for
언젠가 난 그런 사람이 됐어

Everything’s a feeling, no reason for a reason no more
If you need some healing, Imma do it for you every day and minute, no biggie, yeah
I used to try to feel something, nowadays I feel everything
I used to try to feel something, nowadays I feel everything

Feel Everything

Trustin

Good things come when you call my line, baby
Soon enough you gon feel so fine
Full glass wine make you ease your mind, baby
its these kind of things that make me love my life

Girl You heard some things that your friends don’t like
Im saying fuck those hoes, no I don’t love no hoes, no I don’t, No I would go that low, it’s the

My crew things that they hating on
Bunch of bullshit they debating on
I can see it all Im just saying honestly

That I can make it all in here
I can feel it that you want it here
Only thing that you can say so certainly
is that you wanna be
tasting me, every part of me

Call your downtown bitches that you’re gone now
What’s the B, Cs, I just want your A game now
Take another shot, got you slurring all your words 
And that’s the word

Good things come when you call my line, baby
Soon enough you gon feel so fine
Full glass wine make you ease your mind, baby
its these kind of things that make me love my life

Love My Life

쉽지는 않았어 two months
솔직히 나 미칠 줄 알았어 분명
매일 아침 나 눈을 떠보면
내 방에 비친 햇살이 따갑길 바랬어 but
아직 난 멀었어
근데 너는 어떻게 지냈어
난 가끔 떠올려야 해 내가 여기 없을 때
시간이 멈추는 건 아니라는 게
난 가끔 두려워
두렵지 않은 너가 부러워
이런 생각조차 부끄러워하곤 해
내 생각을 넌 하긴 할까 궁금하기도 해
난 그렇게 시간을 보내
전화를 꺼내봐도 이젠 재미도 없는 것 뿐인데
미안해 또 내 얘기만 하는 중이네
재밌는 일 있었으면 이야기해줄래
그래, 그래, 그래
잠깐 동안 니 얘기만 들어줄게
특별하지 않아도 돼
평범한게 요즘 내겐 훨씬 더 아늑해
It’s okay
It’s just another day

2months

Okay my shawty want a thug and im just here supplying her demand
She get so much high when I’m behind her like a running back
She’s an idol, put a show on like it’s musicbank
And I’m a fan who gets her privacy no other can
She’s tanning in my sunbed
Soon I’ll be in that pussy third time for the day
Take a nap, wake up and do it all again
Fuck the plane, we gon stay here for the weekend

And that’s the way it goes
When there’s nobody else for my baby
That can treat her like a lady

So come and lay that body on me
On me on me
You can trust me when you ride it slowly
Give me what I wanted
On me on me
Girl you’re my one and only

On Me

She’s a pretty little gangsta thing that I’m fiending for
But she’s working hard for some love from another man
I can tell 우리 둘이 눈이 마주칠 때
Baby I can feel that 그녀는 이런 삶이 싫은 듯 해

그녀는 이런 밤이 싫은 듯 해
빌려온 사랑은 이미 식은 끝에 또
If she give it up to me, I’ll keep it close
but she don’t know how to tell her friends from foes
overdosed, I could never hold her, never hold her, no

She gon work it and make you need her, she gon make you never wanna leave her
해가 떠오르면 어제는 잊어, you don’t know her like mona lisa

addicted to the 떨림, 이젠 낯섦이 낯설지 않은 하루를 멀리 보내고
먼 집, 버스 위에 몸을 던진 그녀는 넌지시 누구 생각을 하는지 난 알지

She’s a pretty little gangsta thing that I’m fiending for
But she’s working hard for some love from another man
I can tell 우리 둘이 눈이 마주칠 때
Baby I can feel that 그녀는 이런 삶이 싫대

Original By Brown Eyed Soul

사랑이 들리나요 내 맘이 그런가 봐요
떨어지는 꽃잎에도 설레는 날엔
그대 생각에 잠 못 이루죠
가슴이 떨리네요 왜 이리 망설일까요
이 밤이 다 지나기 전에 말할게요
그냥 모른 척 웃어주세요
그대의 밤을 이제 내 아침이 맞이해요
나의 허전했던 많은 날에 기쁨이 돼줘요
그대의 마음속에 늘 내가 있어 줄게요
사랑을 고백한 지금의 이 마음 그대로
내 말이 자꾸 길어져도
그냥 모른 척 들어주세요
그대의 밤을 이제 내 아침이 맞이해요
나의 허전했던 많은 날에 기쁨이 돼줘요
그대의 마음속에 늘 내가 있어 줄게요
사랑을 고백한 지금의 이 마음 그대로
사랑보다 아름다운 사람 그대여
서로 믿어요 시간 속에 변해가지 않는 맘을
수많은 밤을 이제 우리의 날을 위해
그대 나와 함께 해요
나의 허전했던 많은 날에 행복이 돼줘요
그대의 마음속에 나 항상 있어 줄게요
처음 우리 그날처럼 그대

그대의 밤, 나의 아침 (Cover)

Produced, Mixed, Mastered by J. DiD

Boy you know you bound to get stuck
it’s your problem you ran out of luck
Go keep on vibing like you don’t need love
It’s suicide by giving no fucks, you buggin

Yeah I know that
큰 사람 될 그릇은 난 못 돼
But 눌러주고 싶어 쟤네 콧대
나만 그러다가 결국 진짜로 진짜로 *돼
어때 그냥 cope 해
살아온 내 삶에 만족해
뽑힌 것만 같아 로또에
나는 나의 재능의 노예
So baby what you complaining for
saying that you’re stuck with me
근데 나로 살아야 하는 나는 어떨 거 같애
너라면 대체 어쩔 것 같애
물어보는 거야 혹시 하는 맘에
그래?

Boy you know you bound to get stuck
it’s your problem you ran out of luck
Go keep on vibing like you don’t need love
It’s suicide by giving no fucks, you buggin

stuck 트랩 드럼 사이 stuck
Seoul city 안에 stuck
Bitches acting like it’s love
What’s love?
날 때부터 been stuck
I just want my dick sucked
You better stop acting like you did some
그걸론 절대로 안 풀려 내 직성

Ok it’s all okay
모든 날이 normal days
모두에게 좋은 게 좋은 거지
그 모든 것의 combination
It’s such a complication
나는 저기 저 끝에 있어
그 뒤편에 있어
I could never keep my pace up
When everybody keeps on moving like racers
준비는 안 되있어
Damn 이 밤에 난 깨있어
Sipping on hen
My problems gon dance like damn
잡았던 펜 내려놓기엔 I’ve been doing this shit since ten
그래 내가 언젠 다른 곳에 가본 적이 있다고 no way
Yeah it ain’t no way

Boy you know you bound to get stuck
it’s your problem you ran out of luck
Go keep on vibing like you don’t need love
It’s suicide by giving no fucks, you buggin

Stuck (Demo)

Produced, Mixed, Mastered by J. DiD

No smoke baby no smoke in the air
24/7 금연 구역 here
I’ve been coughing all year
한숨 쉬고 나면 내 폐는 텅 비어
씁쓸하게 넘겨
함부로 덤볐다간 뼈도 못 추려
서른살 전에 은퇴를 누려볼려던
어린 꿈을 담배 연기처럼 흩뿌려
대체 언제
날 가만히 놔둘래 네가 뭔데
니 남친이 이거 보면 뭐랄 건데
너 말고 신경 쓸 게 난 많은데
I gotta pray for my peace like it’s sunday
I said no smoking in here, 너무 독해
drama in my life 이거면 족해
누가 내게 말해줘 it’s okay, if it’s okay

Baby if I could, I’d be smoking on that wood
Burn it all day (all day all day)
내 머릿속에 구름 뱉어내고 나면 maybe I’ll be okay (okay okay)
Baby if I could, I’d be smoking on that good like I don’t care
But lately I’ve been loose on my screws 이젠 숨을 곳이 없네 어떡해

미안해 나 사실 담배는 안 펴
그냥 너네 하는 말이 궁금해서
이 자리에 꼈어 모르는 척 해줘
다음번에 나올땐 신호라도 해줘
근데 걔넨 요즘 왜 안 보여
뭐야 너 몰랐어? 걔네 깨진 지 꽤 됐어
그게 아마 저번달 그 전 달인가 그랬어
그래 뭐 잘 됐어 어차피 안 어울렸어
이런 얘기하면 난 또 들떠
남 욕하는게 세상에서 제일 즐거워
근데 넌 나 보는 눈을 왜 그리 떠
방금 같이 욕해놓은 거 알고 있어
난 떳떳해 적어도
아닌 척 말해도
나 없는 곳이면 내 욕 하겠지 뭐
그럼 난 이쯤에서
갈 일이 있어서
이래서 내가 담배를 못 펴

Baby if I could, I’d be smoking on that wood
Burn it all day (all day all day)
내 머릿속에 구름 뱉어내고 나면 maybe I’ll be okay (okay okay)
Baby if I could, I’d be smoking on that good like I don’t care
But lately I’ve been loose on my screws 이젠 숨을 곳이 없네 어떡해

No Smoke (Demo)

Written, Produced, Mixed, Mastered by J. DiD
Guitar by J. DiD

Lyrics:
Reach into the bottom
And you’ll never hear a sound
The party’s always crowded
but you won’t ever get so loud

처음 만난 사람들
그 표정이 이상한 듯
어느샌가 옆에 앉은
내가 너에게는 어떤 뜻

So come and tell me
Tell me all about it
전부 알 수는 없겠지만
But won’t you let me
Take a look around it
And I’ll make it sure you feel a lil proud about it

I’m piecing out the problems
with alcoholic bottles
and when we hop between the line of the lovers and the friends
I hope tomorrow’ll understand

매일 보는 서로에
오랜만에 안부를 물어본대도
그냥 대답해 줬으면 해
이유는 멀리 남겨둔 채
익숙하단 이유로 더 아쉬운 건 없기를 바래

So come and tell me
Tell me all about it
전부 알 수는 없겠지만
But won’t you let me
Take a look around it
And I’ll make it sure you feel a lil proud about it

Tell Me

Produced & Recorded by J. DiD
Co-Produced by Luve
Mixed by J. DiD
Mastered by Luve
Artwork by 주현준

Lyrics:
You said it, so how is it unfair when I'm asking you to keep it
You keep telling me that I fucked it all up again
But its clear to see that you're the one, you're the problem that I can’t seem to get over. 

Am I wrong? Oh am I wrong again, or is it hard for you to stop calling me?
I swear, you a dirty one for this. You a dirty one for this. So keep it 31, 31, keep it 31 for me

Only 31 days, and I gotta leave, but you're holding on like I'm the one you need. Its the reason I can’t leave this city, I keep coming back just to see you bleeding. And you doubt it but you're just so willing to do anything for me

You said it, so how is it unfair when I'm asking you to keep it
You keep telling me that I fucked it all up again
But its clear to see that you're the one, you're the problem that I can’t seem to get over. 

Am I wrong? Oh am I wrong again, or is it hard for you to stop calling me? I swear, you a dirty one for this. You a dirty one for this. So keep it 31, 31, keep it 31 for me

Produced & Recorded by J. DiD
Co-Produced by Luve
Mixed by J. DiD
Mastered by Luve
Artwork by 주현준

Sample: Pippo Caruso - Il maniaco e la ragazzina
Lyrics:
What a shame, what a shame, girl.
They ran away, but you're the same girl that I used to know back then when I, couldn’t make a sense of the world with eyes
Now I rule the world with you and I, oh my.

So smile, and don’t cry. You're alive and well and I'm by your side all for the night
So pretty baby wont you lie with me. Don’t give a fuck bout other things, you gotta keep your eyes on me

All these problems you keep hiding, they don’t mean a thing to me I promise
Only thing I'm asking for you is, is to give it up, 'cause does it even matter anyway?

All of my mind, and all of your time. We can leave it behind us
I know, I know, hard to swallow it but 
I don’t wanna wait another time to wind off
Don’t you think we had enough for us to move on
All of my life, and all of your life, gotta turn on new lights
But I don’t I don’t know if you'll be there
All I’m tryna do is make you feel alright now
So tell me do you wanna come and put your guard down

Its a hell of a life, burn it all, bitch I might
I don’t care it ain’t right, if it make you my wife
So show me girl what I like, take it to a different height
Guarantee its gon be nice

All these problems you keep hiding, they don’t mean a thing to me I promise
Only thing I'm asking for you is, is to give it up, 'cause does it even matter anyway?

All of my mind, and all of your time. We can leave it behind us
I know, I know, hard to swallow it but 
I don’t wanna wait another time to wind off
Don’t you think we had enough for us to move on
All of my life, and all of your life, gotta turn on new lights
But I don’t I don’t know if you'll be there
All I’m tryna do is make you feel alright now
So tell me do you wanna come and put your guard down

Does It Matter

Produced & Recorded by J. DiD
Co-Produced by Luve
Mixed by J. DiD
Mastered by Luve
Artwork by 주현준

Offline Interlude

Produced & Recorded by J. DiD
Co-Produced by Luve
Mixed by J. DiD
Mastered by Luve
Artwork by 주현준

Lyrics:
Sometimes, I hope you were different
Hard times turn you indifferent toward me
Long nights, hard to remember
How we started, how we got here

I fear that I'm not the same
Don’t hate me, I mean everything is bound to change, one day
All the damage is done, you aim it toward my name
We can’t keep going out of place, and try to solve it on the bed
So show me love, or nothing at all. you always talk like I'm enough but its not enough for you at all. say you trust, but you’re so lost when I’m around to give you love. What does it cost to make you drop the fool and try to admit  it
its alright, we can hide it. 
Its so nice, but you’re fighting my desires and its tiring

Sometimes, I hope you were different
Hard times turn you indifferent toward me
Long nights, hard to remember
How we started, how we got here

I cant escape this feeling, we might have hit the ceiling
its too hard to conceal it now, when every bridge is burning down
Save me from your fire, I don’t wanna get any higher, cause nobody's a liar

Sometimes, I hope you were different
Hard times turn you indifferent toward me
Long nights, hard to remember
How we started, how we got here


Hey there, I'm talking to you.
What’s your name? Have you been here before?
A few things that I gotta tell you, so sit down, and relax yourself
you wont need your phone in here, there’s no one to call you
its only the two of us, nothing will interrupt
together we're alone, but don’t be afraid to come to me
you'll get to know me
I think we'll be good, very soon
Cause you got the moral, yeah you got the moral
I think we'll be good, very soon
Cause you got the moral, yeah you got the moral

Different / The Moral

Produced & Recorded by J. DiD
Co-Produced by Luve
Mixed by J. DiD
Mastered by Luve
Artwork by 주현준

Sample: Musiq Soulchild - Just Friends
Lyrics:
Early in AM, what am I waiting for? Falling in love, or making another call
Said you'll take a day off in your place, needed some personal space, and I fully understand it all. Giving you some time to spend alone
But do you, think about the old days? When we used to play no games. Sharing what we desired, innocent lies, and beautiful nights
Fantasizing bout how everything will change but time is changing nothing but the two of us, they put the blame on us, oh no. Can’t put the blame on us, for sure. So

Where do you live? What does your mind believe in?
Is it you and me, or in between, the memories we can’t repeat?
Where do you live? Who are you trying to please?
Is it somebody, that you've never seen, or someone you wanna be seen by?

Cause I think you should be worried. Not your car and not your money, but the way you can’t keep honest with me.
I try to keep it 100 when I'm with you. Nothing behind the truth. When I say I miss you i swear its honest truth. But you always misuse my words against me and I got nothing to say.
Help me, babe. Its not the same, don’t you see that I’m in pain when you cant call out my name. Its a chain you gotta break so I can work on my mistakes
So help me, babe. Out this maze, let me see another way for us to cover our shames so we can make it work again.
But you gotta trust me when I'm asking you

Where do you live? What does your mind believe in?
Is it you and me, or in between, the memories we can’t repeat?
Where do you live? Who are you trying to please?
Is it somebody, that you've never seen, or someone you wanna be seen by?

I will put you on a game 
What you want, a name 
Maybe its in ma pocket 
Got yo body on ma neck 
All i want is that 
Baby its gonna be okay 
I really don't know 내가 왜 이리 힘든지도 
아마 너 일걸 you wanna move on?
빨리 받어 facetime 어디서 뭐하는중이야 
야 미스테리한 cellphone 들여다볼래 너의 사진첩 언제까지 기다릴거 im not your cat, dog
빠진 것 같애 Swimming pool 
넌 삐진 듯해 no meet more 
지금 가고 있어 너의 집으로 
Im a cat dog 
미안해 i go hands up
이런 관계의 끝은 bad duh
I know im not a stranger 
But you know im not your slay huh
Falling in to you
Just like a black and white 
have a gray time 
Ma god we are still alive
넌 몰라 거울 안 
예쁜 니 모습봐 
Aint a lie aint a lie aint a lie yeah

Where do you live? What does your mind believe in?
Is it you and me, or in between, the memories we can’t repeat?
Where do you live? Who are you trying to please?
Is it somebody, that you've never seen, or someone you wanna be seen by?

W.D.Y.L. (feat. Luve)

Produced & Recorded by J. DiD
Co-Produced by Luve
Mixed by J. DiD
Mastered by Luve
Artwork by 주현준

Lyrics:
She was born in the city, grew up with the sunshine on her rooftop. Doing what she choose to, nobody could stop her.
Got everything that she needed, but she always wanted more than simple satisfaction, she always wanted more, some more.

This ain’t no place for the both of us
All the same old dance, we should be moving on
But this life keeps us from learning how to run
Now we're stuck between a rock and a hard place, stuck between, stuck between.

Yeah this is everything. Dream about it, picture anything.
This city always make it seem like we're so far, so far away
Oh, this is everything. Catch it before it's gone by any means
Cause we're never gonna make a difference in this so-called, so-called home

He was born in the city, never asked for no pity.
But he knew it won't be easy to survive in this climate
so he did everything he could to make it worth it.
On the surface everything was looking perfect, but not enough, soon everything is falling, falling.

This aint no place for the both of us
All the same old dance, we should be moving on
But this life keeps us from learning how to run
Now we're stuck between a rock and a hard place, stuck between, stuck between.

Yeah this is everything. Dream about it, picture anything.
This city always make it seem like we're so far, so far away
Oh, this is everything. Catch it before it's gone by any means
Cause we're never gonna make a difference in this so-called, so-called home

Yeah this is everything, I’m sorry this is everything we’ll ever gonna be.
We’re still too young to be wasted, but what can we do? What can we do?
Nobody’s chasing, but we keep on running out of time, tell me why.
Before the night comes back again, we gotta get out, get out, get out.

J. DiD

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