Will you comfort me?
I need some saving, some saving now
I shut up after holidays so that I don't lose my voice
My life could've gone a million ways did young me make the right choice?
There's 7 billion people in this world why do I think that it'll be me
That'll be happy?
So, I wish you a wealthy life without me (I wish)
And why did I think that it would be me?
Don't worry you're not a failure tomorrow exists in Australia
You'll have another day where there's a will there's a way
Is what I always was told before I grew up and got this old
I still want to believe that but what do I have a chance at?
Oh, I wish you a wealthy life without me
So, why did I think that it would be me?
I know you don't love me the way I that I chose to love you
And I always wonder why I choose to see this one through
I wish you a wealthy life without me
Why did I think that it would be me?
Why did I think my stupid little life would be all mine?

Ruby

from january's youtube video! thx for listening :)

lyrics:
New year new me
I’ll have that if anything… right?
I haven’t found the message
Saying otherwise

New year, not free
From those who’ve perceived me
As someone who I’m not
They left me and I forgot

New year, I believe
Time flys and it’s passed me
That message saying, “No regrets.”
But, I regret so much 
So, I broke the rules time set

So next new years eve
I’ll be right for times sake (and me)
I’ll mean something to someone
Next new year, don’t leave

New Year, New Me

It's Sunday
the week passes then its Sunday again
I really 
Wish this Sunday cycle would end
I wonder
If this is all I can depend on

Please show me
If this is the only
Way

Is it finished?
Where do my weeks end and begin?
Don't know while I'm in it
Is there a guide for this? When can I win?
It's a challenge
To get up in the mornings

So please show me
If I could only
Get some rest someday

There's a space for me. I can feel the air filling my lungs
I'll find a way for me to do it until it is done
I'll sing, and I'll sing until I find someone
Who can show me that they really want to know me…

Is it worth it
To lose my sense of myself for my love
Or is this worthless
Is it stupid to look for answers in the sky up above

I doubt it. The sky has never failed me
And I can't go without it 
and losing my chance would impale me.

sunday cycle (voice memo)

career - a song about finally having, or maybe finding, faith in yourself.
written performed and produced by david nathaniel (me lol) :')
-
I'm losing steam now
I was blinded by the light
If time could allow
To let my mind bring my hopes into sight

I hope for harvest
As I stand in a barren field
These times are hardest
Cross my fingers and hope that I heal

“I’ll never ask for anything else, I swear it
Impose on me every feeling ever felt, I’ll bear it”
I begged the sky, honestly
I begged it to promise me
My heart's desires, and with its choir, the sky said beware it

I kept on pushing
Used the strength of 1 million men
All that I put in
And All it could yield and at what expense

I exhausted my muscles 
Convulsions and cramps aren’t anything new
The sword here is double-edged
Makes think of what I could’ve done in lieu 

“Another dawn another day of a lifelong struggle,*
How much more could I take before my knees buckle?”
I asked the sky so solemnly
And all it could promise me 
Is it takes more than what I commit
So to reap my sow I must double it

I had a dream that following night
The sky had a face and it told me to fight
To which I obliged and my fears got sent flying
I woke the daylight and a sense of what’s right

Soon I’ll have a sense that I finally won
And I’ll know in my heart that I'm second to none
Not because of my talents
because I learned my worth
I’ll finally strike a balance
And help someone with my words

And I'll finally have a good year
And faith in my career

career

stuck on me - a song about having hope for a better tomorrow.
written performed and produced by david nathaniel (me lol) :')

Stuck on Me

Love Me Again

My heart is so heavy
And I'm feeling so unsteady 
For this 
Again
For this 
Again

David Nathaniel

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