this is amazing you 2 really did such a wonderful job

produced by @sxthsns

lyrics:

ok I gave me no challenge
still sippin on chalice
of
extent of my talent
greater than young me imagined

like ooh ooh ooh

raised on madness
"zip it fore we smoke ya pack like its fanny"

ooh ooh

bent warm plastic
bad mold all i ever was god damn it

yeah

the crew of my crude imagination
got me unaware
got me simply scared
of my future and what it brought

on another hand
could say i was content
talking to tinker bell
speaking to peter pan
bout my life lived with fraught

how should a child grow?
guess ill never know
it dont ring no bells
when a nigga tells
me
"you was posed to live it loud"

among the many cells
that made me who i am
had me clutching for a way out
out of this hell

ooh ooh ooh
all the cannonballs
yall cut me off from

ooh ooh ooh
recess sitting still
tears drying out

like ooh ooh
watching from a distance

ooh ooh
i dont want be me no more

how can i be more like you
how can i be more like

i need some closure to my life
i want some lead and some powder
inside cortex thats the motto
all that i got at the moment
amounts and equals to nada
i need a good role model
that i can confide on

oh oh oh
you put me down
im on the ground
you took my crown

goin through withdrawals so i went and queued deposits
of faith towards everyone that wronged me with few options
saw so far ahead of my future aint need new optics
called myself my name yearning for a way to feel sovereign
my essence meant bla bla bla to them so i let it burn
seas of ceasing to exist washed over me i learned
to not give a single shit about nun nun nun nun nun nun
kwanza said it
if kwanza said it then its earned
earned
earned

ooh ooh ooh
all the cannonballs
yall cut me off from

ooh ooh
recess sitting still
tears drying out

like ooh ooh
watching from a distance

ooh ooh
i dont want be me no more

how can i be more like you
how can i be more like

ooh ooh ooh
all the cannonballs
yall cut me off from

ooh ooh
recess sitting still
tears drying out

like ooh ooh
watching from a distance

ooh ooh
i dont want be me no more

how can i be more like you
how can i be more like

inched closer and said something dumb like
"what yall talking bout?"
question fell on deaf ears..
first time that i felt devout
to body art with sharp shears,
pain inscribed below my palms
touch my wrists its braille for:
"a friend is all I ever want"

VERSUS

Spotify

VERSUS prod. sxth sns

8/23

lyrics:
you only call me when you're drunk
you only text me when you're high & all alone
and after all these years i'm stuck
and i'll come over with the message from my phone
cause you told me
it's not what it seems
but it could be
you're pulling the strings to control me
just a puppet and the master
and i'm wrapped around your fingers
is it obvious, i'm falling for you
need no audience to tell you the truth
i'd do anything just to make you mine
oh, this time
oh, this time
and it's obvious i live in a dream
where everything is not what it seems
and i'd do anything just to make you mine
oh, this time
oh, this time
oh, this time
oh, this time
you told me
it's not what it seems
but it could be
you're pulling the strings to control me
just a puppet and the master
and i'm wrapped around your fingers

puppet master

coprod corefish also :3

lyrics:
pull me out of my head
cause i'm not thinking clearly
and fill me up with delusions
its just not nearly, enough
everyday feels the same
im stuck in the walls
and its too late
to go back now
im ashamed to admit
i'd probably quit
if i didn't wanna let you down

it gets harder to cope
when my body is folding over
no-body is home
and the walls begin to close and fall like dominoes 
let it all remiss 
i know it stall
it's way too close to call
on me to not let down

my body home
baby you never wanted to leave
this hobby cold 
i'm freezing blood is down to my feet
when i'm alone
my breathing set the pace of the steep now
let it keep now maybe

let down (ft. corefish)

7/26

coprod oldcollin on some of the backing guitars :3

lyrics:
you cant let me down
just feel it out
is it so ordinary now
i guess ill go somewhere
you could go 
whenever life's not fair
you can make it home
and i could tell you
and nobody's gonna get ya
like i do, like i do

when you call my name
i'm still the same
just unaware
but if that's who i am 
then i won't say all that now
think i'm falling off
i can't help that
nobody's holding on
tying loose ends upside down
but you're not listening now
no you just can't help that

no you just can't help but fight the fact that
this seems so unfair
can't bite my tongue to stop from speaking
lose my grip right there
it's a long way down
don't wanna touch the ground
but every time i hear the sound
i'm at a stand still
considering all of that
you know you cant let me down

ordinary (ft. oldcollin)

spent the summer of 2022 making this. wrote the original draft in 2021. not much compared to what i can do now, but i figured it was worth putting out since there's a bit of an emotional attachment for me. Represents a different era of my life

yes the export/sidechain is glitched because the file is corrupted and i could fix it by jumping through some technical hoops, but it's been like that for so long i kind of just consider it part of the song

ann j gardner canyon park 2012

prod. me

i move, i move flawless
talk down to my brothers 
we gon' pop shit
telling me to shut up
i ain't toxic 
yea, find the key to shit
but i ain't lock it 
up ...
i don't move back
they know that i'm done
why you so mad? 
why you so sad? 
did you think i'm dumb?
if you doubt yourself ...
guess i already won 

i could NEVER fail
do this shit twice
i don't need help
yea, you see me goin up 
don't know how to feel
yea the message still stands
HOPE YOU GET WELL

cuz i move i move flawless
cuz i move i move flawless
cuz i move i move flawless
i move. 

[-50]

flawless

Linoleum

Stream

a self feature :p streaming soon!

lyrics
4cf:
context
being honest with you is a process
know u know i love u aint no contest
told a good lie to fuck around, the weight is on me
no pressure come around when u feel like cold weather
baby idgaf about yo man
everytime that ***** come around Its weighing on me heavy
id love u more if u really let me
u been adored since the day u met me
i cant afford to treat u like my bestie
if i was sure it wouldnt be so messy
fuck around know u well (gibberish)
baby idgaf about yo man
i dont even really wanna love again
(second verse yet to be transcribed)

me:
cuz i know that i talk too much
but i dont think that we talk enough
don't try to change up your statements
girl you know that i hate it

girl i think you lost your mind
down up on my knees like oh my god what the fuck like nah
baby i got a plan
its heavy so im hoping that u understand

reckless behavior be changing every which way of you
i want u in my heart, but you nothing when i think about it

i dont wanna talk too much
cuz im tired of really givin a fuck
baby i got a plan
its heavy so im hoping that u understand

samples:
4cf - jade
cybertrash - play pretend

dissoluted.wav :'/ + 4cf, tsuyunoshi

https://ffm.to/windwatcher

cover art by me

with her wings to the sea, she voyages onward
_____________________

touching the ground
you fell pretty hard, didn't you?
fjording the sound
kindle my claws and i'll come with you
brushing the bound
whistled in burlap it's sowing through
and no-one's in rounds
thistled in furrows i'm folding through

windwatcher, harvest the breadth from the rines
windwatcher, carving your stead in some time
windwatcher, caught all the arrows and climbed 
windwatcher, don't harken to them you'll be fine
windwatcher, cherish the callows in twine
windwatcher, spread both your wings and you'll fly

haunches and hallocks
had lost all the follage 
in bolstering burgeons 
had hauled out the hallage
surfeited solace
i'll foster the foundage
i know it all too well
staves aching but you're holding still

touching the ground
you fell pretty hard didn't you
fjording the sound
kindle my claws and i'll come with you
mooring the crown 
when you had harbored no solitude 
in laurels lain down
i'm done trying hard not to look at you
i know it all too well
staves aching but you're holding still 
unroven catching silt
caudal curled up, exalt shouldered will 
i know it all too well
staves aching but you're holding still
unroven catching silt
caudal curled up, exalt shouldered will

windwatcher, harvest the breadth from the rines
windwatcher, carving your stead in some time
windwatcher, caught all the arrows and climbed 
windwatcher, don't harken to them you'll be fine
windwatcher, cherish the callows in twine
windwatcher, spread both your wings and you'll fly

summertime (cover)

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