this shit so intense I overloaded and started tearing up all of a sudden

this song has been in the making for deadass like 2 years, literally nothing disappoints

holy moly this is crazy and happy birthday I guess (:

wow this pain u made feel so beautiful 💕💕 this song is pure pretty:)

produced and composed by mix
enjoy <3 

lyrics:
get up and move through the mud
the flowers they grow with no buds
sense something building within me
ignore till it makes me bleed and scream
she tries to pull me out 
but i'm pushed in further can't breathe
is my heart beating? or is it the leaves?
no it must be cause the trees

all died when i walked right by
not even death seems to want me
when i talk i get pushed to the side
i get chills know u saw me
this world that i hate and wanna leave
how did i gain all this hate within me
went from a child to a boy to a flea

ohh ohh ohh ohh ohh ohh ohh ohh
called them flies but i worst indeed
ahh ahh ahh ahh ahh ahh indeed

need a shoulder to cry on 
i long for a heart that was gone from the start
and it burrows inside eats the flesh, to my eyes
and breaks all the bones that i never used right
used right, right, ohh whoa 
whoa ohh no don't don't don't don't don't don't don't

and i'm just way to tired to put up a fight
they're touching my skin i throw up at the sight
push your hands off me but they grasp so tight
they're laughing at me on the night that i died
they're laughing at me is my weakness funny?
tears blur my eyes and my nose gets runny
i do not tell not a soul just relive that night
and lay down my life in the songs that i write

ahh ahh ahh hmm
ah oh get off me
ah oh hmm
ah oh get off me
ah oh hmm
ah oh help me
ah oh ahh
ah oh help me
ah oh ahh

so i'll build up my armor till its chainmail
but it's not real its a lie that i tell
and the sword that i carry leaves me with these slits
get sick so often fall behind cause of it
watch my life go as it starts to click
the clock starts to tick, it all is a trick
i was the one moving slow
you were the one moving quick

the chainmail i wear sticks and coats all my bones
shattered and warped when clashed with those stones
those stones that i know and wished to forget
they ate all my words then beat me to death
my sword breaks when i start to sweat
her locution stung then hollowed my chest
got people i love till they're all dead
i am the witch so off with my head

she's trying to breathe but she right down with me
yea i brought her here to this endless sea
of pain that flows bottled till free 
but when its free it'll just be me
so leave while you can, can't hurt her again
her soul sees the light while mine starts to dim
and the thoughts in my head she'd kill just to know
but they'd murder her dead so that's why i stoe

she ruins herself all just for me
i ruined myself a knight to his knees
so what is it then that you see within me?
i'm not who you know in this faraway tree
tree, tree, tree, tree
ooh ahhh, whoa 

i'm not who you know in this tall faraway tree
no i'm not who you know in this tall faraway tree
no i'm not who you know in this tall faraway tree
no i'm not who you know in this tall faraway tree

oooh

i still see you in my dreams
just kill me now-
chainmail ahhh
kill me now ahhh
chainmail ahhh
kill me now 
kill me now-


i still see you in my dreams in my dreams i still see you 
I STILL SEE YOU IN MY DREAMS
I STILL SEE YOU IN MY DREAMS

chainmail

prod. me  (dawsin)
written by me (dawsin)

lyrics:
its been years since i saw you, you don't know me
like you know you do
your a cheat and the fault lies on you
if i could leave you know i would.
ouuu
yeah you know i would
ouuu
yeah maybe i should
maybe i will
why do i have to feel so damn arrogant?
i should've known that yr a fucking menace
and i'm crying here on the bed where we slept
i should've never gave u my best

first time was a lie and i know it
just play dumb and make excuses
third time I was disappointed
this girl really thinks i am stupid

I'm lying here dirt an grime all on my face
she set me up, should've known from all of the space
all i did was match her energy and the slow pace
i grabbed the flowers i bought her and ripped it out the vase
maybe it was you i should have replaced
but the first time i met you, you made my heart race
so i assumed on a dumb whim that you might feel the same
so I sat here and sat there an you never came

you make me feel stuck in the middle
this place to me is sentimental
it feels foggy, just like my mental
to me ur touch never felt gentle
never felt gentle
no
no oh

hmph you don't like how i treated you?
so you went and fucked another man?
this was my last mistake
you did the one thing
I DIDNT WANT AND IN MY OWN HOME
NOW IM BANGING AT DEATH'S DOOR
LETTING HIM KNOW
STOP JAMMING MY PISTOL
IM TRYNA LET GO
oh
im tryna let go
man im just trying to let go

gentle

prod. @herskylin

amv: https://youtu.be/FyyT0j_EfSE?si=CqPAPI9Bx_LYt7nb

don’t wanna imagine a world without you
tu me tiene vuelto loco y sin idea about you
(you have me crazy and not knowing what to do about you)
i don’t think you love me from the start i doubt you 
and now i feel all the weight crashing down from all my actions 
shoulda never got mixed up witchu 
now it’s a grave for two 
i fucked it up, it’s what’s i’ve always done 
it’s what’s i’ve always done 
it’s what i’ve always done

I ain't got much strength left in me but I'm hopin that I-
make it to tomorrow, I'm losing all hope 

huh, so tell me what am i supposed to say 
i think about you a couple times a day
you cloud my thoughts every time i lay 
it seems like things will never go my way
with barely any strength left, 
I pull thru this day without rest 
feeling love less, feeling numbness, 
feeling a mess, feeling nothing

well tell me baby is it even really worth it
if nothing that I do can ever be perfect 
I'm just another guy not wanting to be worthless
and baby you are so pretty it leaves me wordless

i light my cigarette and hope that i forget things 
I just feel like i’m nothing worthy of attention 
i suffer from self deprecation and seclusion 
i know im fucked up in the head don’t need to prove it

refresh

skylin - refresh

produced by xona

-lyrics-

stained walls, no faults
closed doors than love
so why do I run when I need her touch?

I’ll tell you the lies
the ones that you fear all inside
oh, the beautiful life
where I wouldn’t pay for the price
of losing you
of losing you
of losing you
of losing you…

~ 

my time slips to phases, the way I plant facades
my life remains weightless, though I don’t get it all
my chest feels anguish, a ghost that you once loved
while no one listened, I’ll be here till dawn

but I’m scared of what I am
seeing you, I don’t want to be friends
i wish to talk, I wished your hand
would reach back without my chances
falling out, I’m stressing how
all things go south
I am all doubts, I am the blame
there’s no around, I’m not unscathed
I’ll never be found

I’ll tell you the lies
the ones that you fear all inside
oh, the beautiful life
where I wouldn’t pay for the price
of losing you
of losing you
of losing you
of losing you…

atlantis

spotify

produced by me (dawsin)
written by me (dawsin)
everything by me (dawsin) :o

lyrics:
just a figment
of my
imagination
of me

RID OF ME
RID OF ME
MY OTHER PERSONALITY
HE'S NOT A FRIEND TO ME
HATE MYSELF
FAMILY STILL SCARED OF ME
.45 TO MY TEMPLE
I'M READY TO GET
RID OF ME

don't want no one
but I left these flowers 
here for you
baebaebaebae
babe it's true
baebaebaebae
that I wanna blow my head out
so I feel like a drop out
(in life)
so you'll walk in my room and ask me why I did this
ain't been the same, since I regained my pulse

let me leave
let me leave
let me leave 
this horrible dream

I might've said that "I was fine"
but-
ahaa
it's quite the opposite
i-
I don't even know how to feel anymore

remember the first time I said "hey"?
well this the last time I say "bye"
you're so fake
anxiety got me covering my arms in stripes
(our journey together, ends here.)

I'm disappointed in my self
cause 
I still have the ring on
I still haven't taken it off
AND I BET YOU THINK THATS IT'S PITIFUL
BUT I MISS YOUR EARFULS
I MISS WHEN WE TALKED ALOT
AND NOW ITS ALL GONE-

bipolarity

produced by mix
lyrics:

𝚑𝚘𝚠 𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚐 𝚍𝚒𝚍 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚠𝚊𝚒𝚝 𝚋𝚎𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚛𝚎𝚙𝚕𝚊𝚌𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚖𝚎 𝚑𝚞𝚑? 𝚊 𝚖𝚘𝚗𝚝𝚑, 𝚊 𝚠𝚎𝚎𝚔? 𝙸 𝚝𝚛𝚞𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚕𝚎𝚏𝚝 𝚖𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝙳𝙸𝙴
𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝗅𝖾𝖿𝗍 𝗆𝖾 𝗍𝗈 𝗋𝗈𝗍 𝗂𝗇 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝖺𝖻𝖺𝗇𝖽𝗈𝗇𝖾𝖽 𝗐𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗈𝖿 𝖺𝗋𝗄𝗁𝖺𝗆 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝗈𝗏𝖾𝗋 𝖺 𝗒𝖾𝖺𝗋

@1m1x
b-b-b
at first i found it strange so i took a look
had to collect all my things and call the rook
its time to take a page out of your book
ill break it down for ya man just lemme cook

whats a little bitch like you talking all this shit?
all this "he said, she said" i dont wanna hear nun of it
it, dont got time for this sayin "we dont fuck with mix"
least i dont lie bout shit, boy you trippin what is this?

so bitch tell me can you do what i do?
didn't think so cant even produce
ts easy bitch are u lazy?
i guess, so chock it up and pay me
still pulled that shit cant phase me
cant win tho are u gettin angry?
dun so fast u can call me barry
ill be here still reppin AC

people like you tend to leave a bad fucking taste
youre selfish and stupid, a copy then a fucking paste
do you know what you did? i shouldnt have to plead my case
what we hads been ruined, ill leave it all up to fate

death-

ouu ouu ahh ouu

ɎØɄ- ɎØ- ₳Ⱡ₩-𝟯 ₳Ⱡ₩₳Ɏ₴ ₮ØⱠ-𝟮 ₥- ₥Ɇ ₩Ⱨ₳-₮ ł ₩₳₦₮Ɇ-𝟭 ₮Ø ₳₵ⱧłɆVɆ
₳₦Đ ł₮'ⱠⱠ Ⱨ₳₱₱Ɇ₦
ɎØɄ ₩₳₦₦₳ ₭₦Ø₩ ₩Ⱨ₳₮ ł ₩₳₦₮ ₦Ø₩, ⱧɄⱧ? ł ₩₳₦₮ ɎØɄ ĐɆ₳Đ

@dawsin
I feel the z's poppin outta my head
catch then, pass it, a disease terminal then dead
d-d-d-dead
hit a homerun on these mfs
but im already outta they league gang
left the field, smellin like burnt rubber
me and mix, mix like yin and yang

I DRIVE A HEMI
THE HORSEPOWER SHALL SUFFICE
MY MIRROR SEEMS TO LIKE YOUR HEADLIGHTS
IT'S MATTE BLACK CAN'T EVEN SEE ME AT NIGHT
SCRATCHIN THEY HEAD LIKE THEY GOT LICE

𝚊𝚛𝚔𝚑𝚊𝚖

arkham w/ dawsin

prod me

lyrics

speak lightly
i wont seem
that worried
abt u and me
down few
many lose
lives quick
nothings new
hiding right
behind you
you choose
you choose

from what i wear
to see and stare
i swear, i swear
youll have my care

how are u here with me
i told you im scared of
graphic and the terror to sieze
its more than it could seem
its more than wear and tear
and i could hardly bear
and i could hardly bear
i could hardly bear
i could hardly

from what i wear
to see and stare
i swear, i swear
youll have my care

wear (xona cover)

Drop Until Your Bones Rattle

prod by me : /

sunlight peaks through my blinds
it burns my eyes n makes me want to die 
and you're not here, layin' by my side
and I wish that, things were different now

grab on my hips, then we start, locking lips
caught in a kiss, move my hips, just to sync
bite on my lip, love the mark, that you left 
don't loosen grip, hold it tight, close to death

fucked up in the head and I don't know what to do now
you're telling me that it's been over 
and I just feel like I been locked out
ain't no fuckin way I'm movin on

why the fuck you leavin me when you know that im all alone
got this pain inside my heart, a poison wit no antidote
people saying that they love me but I know they fuckin dont
if they really did, would I even be all alone?

agony, sweet agony, I love it when you're holding me
killin me, you're killin me, my agony, it holds me sweet
agony has been here longer than anyone else ever has
agony, my agony, it won't ever leave me and I'm sure of that

I can feel the cracks inside of my persona breakin
she just tell me that anything she said wasn't fake, yeah
tell me that im special but what of that am i making ?
I can tell that life ain't done so it gon keep on taking

I done walked up on this decision and then it fucked my life
I'm just hopin that I can hold on and make it out alive 
elliot didn't get so lucky like i did.. i threw it
I could never lie about it, I know i misused it

if you think it's worth it putting me away for years, 
I'm not gonna fight it i'll pay off my debt in tears
I hope things go well for you and if they dont im here 
just a stupid dog that won't abandon post that he's near 

tell me that I deserve this, 
if you- said anything- my wrist i'll slit
my blood will drip, my life will end, 
and you'll be it

tell me how.. 
if im feelin down you'd know
promise i will tell you everything i know
until then im in hell

tell me you love me
hate me it wont break me
hold me don't let go of me
don't let go of me

you can give me your hate, it won't change anything for me
I could shake it off like leaves on a car when it's starting 
to accelerate on the speed and then they just fall off
I just wanna see the boys win and they already know that 

you deserve to be happy and I want you to know it
you're the love of my life and I wasn't even knowin 
someone could pick me up and repair me like it's nothin 
I been learning german so I can give the love a language

[[acceptance, self reflection]]

---

I made a vow to never lose again

bipolarity

dawsin

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