produced by xona, ruevi, & oc

big thank you to all individuals who helped make this song possible <3

@ruevi @prod-oc
@heylog
@hiraethsry
@sleepywater
@sinxi
@caspywaspy
@vilsynth
@valerii
@deadfishh

the lyrics were over 4000 characters and that's the limit for soundcloud ♥

-lyrics-
https://genius.com/Xona-avoid-ii-lyrics

xona

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avoid II w/ ruevi, heylog, hiraeth, sleepwater, sinxi, casperrr, vil, valerii & deadfish

self prod. :)

girl you're too impatient
you say its unfair, but its my heart your breaking
"dawsin"
"can you wait?"
but I have no patience, fuck out my life it's my time your wasting

so where we going now?
every time I talk to you, your outta town
probably with a new guy
probably think I'm gonna blow it off and say, "its fine"
and I dont know what to tell you
I'm making songs while he's probably touching you
and I dont fucking need you, I could probably
care less if you got a new dude
I dont need you

you didn't go to prom
I was worried so I called up your mom
she said your out with a couple of your friends
your probably getting fucked
and your probably giving some head

I MIGHT RUNAWAY
IF I SEE YOU WITH HIM I MIGHT GUT A BITCH
WHILE LOOKING IN YOUR FACE
(FACE)
I JUST WANT YOU TO STAY
I DONT WANNA BE ALONE
I'LL GRIT MY FUCKING TEETH
WHILE I SEE YOU LOOKING AT YOUR PHONE
WONDER WHO YOUR TEXTING
WONDER WHO IS NEXT
WONDER WHO IS GONNA BE MY REPLACEMENT WHEN IM DEAD

cheater

eyelids (drma x yunny)

prod by me >\< 
enjoy

lyrics:
picking pieces of my own flesh
leaving bruises all around my neck
so why the hell do i still remenice
about the past, about the girl who went and stabbed me in the back

stezzy u should go and calm down
don’t let your emotions take u now
and i tend to let them fucking in
i tend to hide to my feelings that’s inside and that i hold within

can’t u tell that i’m a little pissed?
but yet no one even gives a shit
and no one bothers to go ask at all
they rather go and ask “oh that’s cool but when is ur next damn song?”

maybe i just need a little break
from the people that are always fake
i just wanna go and live my life 
without going a day with hearing all of these stupid fucking lies

feeling cold might have a fever 
and she really think i need her
feeling cold might have a fever
take a second, need a breather

blood on ur face
get the hell out of my way
you don’t care about me
so i show u the same
leave it to u
to fuck up everything
that we ever had
man u must be glad (x2

feeling cold might have a fever 
and she really think i need her
feeling cold might have a fever
take a second, need a breather

i’ve lost 
everyone now
at this point it’s not a joke now
and i hate it
god i hate it
        ♡

fever

produced by me (dawsin)
guitars by (michael warren)

I hope to take you on a trip with my pain ;l

lyrics ♡:
oh my god- 
im not enough
please-
leave me alone
save me
"dawsin"-
JUST A BLUFF
i cant do this anymore man-
god it hurts
"dawsin"-
ROUGH
ITS KILLING ME- 
"dawsin"- 
FROM THE INSIDE
YOU DONT GIVE A FUCK
"dawsin"-

oh no i know shes a narcissist
I know now that she cannot resist
me and my peakest form
its the calm 'fore the biggest storm

i would write a love letter but its not enough
cause I would know cause everytime she talks its just a bluff 
so dont compare our lives like you always had it rough
but when i tell you that you just say you dont give a fuck

I woke up and im ready tea-r-r shit down
your the only one that i want around
and no i am never seen
what do you want that's best for me?

I THOUGHT YOU WERE MY BRO BUT YOU NEVER EVEN SHOWED UP
NEVER THOUGHT YOU COULD BE A PRICK THATS ALSO STUCK UP
I THINK YOUR RIGHT WHEN YOU SAID THAT YOU WERE A FUCK UP
ITS NOT MY FAULT THAT I GOT THE SHIT SIDE OF LUCK

*laugh*
I
AM
ATOMIC

IM RUNNING OUTTA TIME NOTHING ABOUT THIS IS FEAR
I WILL SHOW YOU WHAT IS NOTHING I WILL SHOW YOU THE DESPAIR
AND WHILE YOU SIT THERE AND CRY ILL MAKE A KNOT IN MY HAIR
SO YOU FEEL PITY WHEN IM GASPING FOR THE AIR

despair

self produced, (dawsin)
mix and mastered by me (dawsin)
written by me (dawsin)

[FOR THE BEST EXPERIENCE PLS WEAR HEADPHONES <3]

lyrics ♡:
(hush)

is it sad that i think that your right?
that im ugly? and that you hate the sight
of me, i can promise that its alright
its okay cause i get it all the time

you dont wanna live the same as my youth
i get stares as soon i walk in the room
i get anxious when i wake up and i see the moon
im a human and im not perfect too

i will never forget the pain that Yahiko suffered.
And now...
this world shall know pain. 
ALMIGHTY PUSH!"

cause if you think your my homie you might die
cause everytime i ask you why you just lie 
and if u wanna duke it out then we'll fight 
ill knock u off and pass you by with a sigh

cause if you think your my homie you might die
cause everytime i ask you why you just lie 
and if u wanna duke it out then we'll fight 
ill knock u off and pass you by with a sigh

im trapped 
in the walls
im not so sure what to do about it
pls help me
e-e-e-e-e-e-e
me

why do i feel this way?
why do i feel so much hate?
why dont you come lay my grave
and we will all be safe

I SAID WHY DO I FEEL THIS WAY?
*way*
WHY DO I FEEL SO MUCH HATE?
WHY DONT YOU COME LAY MY GRAVE
AND WE WILL ALL BE SAFE

S-A-A-A-FE
S-A-A-A-FE
SAFE

*hush*
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𝕟𝕠 𝕞𝕒𝕥𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝕨𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕡𝕒𝕚𝕟 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕘𝕠𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕥𝕙𝕣𝕠𝕦𝕘𝕙 𝕛𝕦𝕤𝕥 𝕜𝕟𝕠𝕨 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕞𝕒𝕥𝕥𝕖𝕣

hate

produced by me (dawsin)
mix and mastered by me (dawsin)
written and preformed by me (dawsin)

(AMV) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6iv_vSbFm_s

lyrics ♡ :

"it hurts doesn't it?"

oh ur cheating now?
thats just how it goes 
and the more you lie the more youll break ur nose
and im too tired, i wanna break my phone
and the more you cry the more i feel at home

you thought u buried me? well its not gonna happen
with the more the merrier the more the sadness
think im fucked up, but i can't tell you that shit
but i'm done with love don't you ever call me back bitch

you think im dumb? im done with all your lies
it's not what you do, its all of you i despise
your pissing me off, i cant tell you enough
rip out my heart and i watch as it pumps


the more u fuck around the more likely youll bleed out
how dare u say something to my bro ill knock ur teeth out
the words u say are blatantly just way too loud
locked in my room creating music with unique sound

cuz i aint got time for this no life for this
dont wanna go thru this again
beat that pussy up until he suffers and dies for his sins
what else am i supposed to sing about when i lost all my friends?
this is why i hate myself and i wont ever talk again

(stop)

the more u fuck around the more likely youll bleed out
how dare u say something to my bro ill knock ur teeth out
the words u say are blatantly just way too loud
locked in my room creating music with unique sound

tragedy

prod by stezzyxl
enjoy^\^

lyrics;
she think that im crazy, she thinks im insane
she wants me to go, but whishes that id stay
so she grounds herself, and then pulls by the chain
she dosent know why, but still fucks with my brain
she think that im crazy, she thinks im insane
she wants me to go but still thinks of my name
so she goes away and still holds me with blame
she says that she cares but still puts me in flames

so stop
everything that i felt was not allowed
she either got sad, mad, or had a frown
she either ghosts me or hang out with her friends
my words were nothing, can u have respect

i did it all for u, just for fucking what
for u to go and block me, just for some fun
i fucking warned u, now look what u just did
i fucking told u, now look and what u just did
you remember all the names we would name our kid?
and how we had our future planned, but now im pissed
and you wonder why im mad all of the time
and you wonder why im never fucking fine

oh please can u wait a minute?
oh god can we call a second?
my love we can talk about it
so please talk so maybe we can fix it
maybe we can fix it

respect

produced by @prodgrayskies
cover art by @xona <33

- lyrics  -
why do you think its all on me
oh a fantasy you cant unsee
what a world in your head
wonder if you want me dead tonight
yet I just cant let you go

but I, lost it all falling for you
oh I, cant go no where with you

in till this pain that you threw me through
a walking nightmare with no one new
is this hell is it death
is it all inside my head
oh what has life become
oh what has life become

I hear a whisper walk away
couldn't grasp another fadeaway
oh am I talking to the dead
I hear them knocking through the grave

I don't wanna hear no more
oh, another part time undead

in till this pain that you threw me through
a walking nightmare with no one new
is this hell is it death
is it all inside my head
oh what has life become
oh what has life become
-----------------------------------------

flower petals ✾

rancor

prod, me

lyrics:

u can see, so far ahead of me,
i consider us enemies..
u wont go down.
you creep, on me like im fresh meat.
i dont want you to be..
my only friend

im so done with yr attitude and all ur shit
ur so unholy, bet you dont know what the bible is
so full with lies and sin you can't imagine this
thats why ur on yr knees beggin' me forgiveness

(sometimes its hard to be human)
(i am unique)
is that necessary
oh u dont know it
(i keep crying)
that im killing myself (black tears) very precisely

i overthink way too much, in my head
ohh is that necessary (fuck)
ohh u dont know it, that im killing myself very precisely
and i dont really care, if u even like me
and your always standing in my way, please pardon me
you call me a douche, well bitch pls bite me
im on the highway going very highspeeds

im so done with yr attitude and all ur shit
ur so unholy, bet you dont know what the bible is
so full with lies and sin you can't imagine this
thats why ur on yr knees beggin' me forgiveness

creep

produced by grasior
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lyrics -
I wont lie but I want you
think too quick it might be due
play the victim got delusional
talk to quick feels so usual

*god*
oh my god I found someone you're not
do you still ponder how you will rot
take a tap girl it wont ever leave
think your right why are you so naïve

everything you lost & in between
even angels don't believe in scenes
you keep on lying for some freedom
better take it back you wont meet em

keep on crying it wont let you far
the air is empty don't you feel bizarre
what is life without a purpose
who you are wont ever surface
-----------------------------------------

flower petals ✾

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