produced by zoltar

lyrics:

i know i'll find another way
to feel like a whole person
i need a thousand extra days
to conjure some encouragement
size me up for now
i think i'm fiending for some sentiment
could you show me how
to make good impressions so no one forgets?

you don't wanna see me when i can't get the words out
i push away the people that i care the most about
i don't even mean the shit that comes out of my mouth
i can't help but feel like everyone is out to get me
wreck me
people love to test me
acting like i'm not worth the dog shit that they stepped in
i really hate all the people who never listen
the ones that talk a lot of shit then just act like a victim
you think i'm flirting, i'm not
i got a head full of thoughts
i'm sweating bullets and i'm starting to develop a cough
i waste away in my room
bite at my skin 'cause of you
i'm better now, but honestly, that shit was just fucking rude
how could you leave it like that?
no care for who you attract
you oughta thank your false god that these teeth can retract
i'll sink them into your knee
destroy support underneath
because i'm going for the jugular, i'm never at ease

i'm never at ease...

stop
wait 'til i'm gone
i know you're aching for something you've lost
preaching to some
get through to none
what is the point of explaining myself
when everyone listens to somebody else?
wasting my breath on the anger you held
it's all my fault and i reap what i sow
you fooled me once now that's twice in a row

knee

produced by: ilyl1ght 
lyrics:
why do i do this to myself?
i swear that  im building a hell for us 
just you don’t want anyone else 
i try but it feels like im not enough 
and oh it eats slowly at me oh
if only you saw what i see oh 

𝙞𝙩𝙨 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙞 𝙙𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙘𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙤𝙧 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙘𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙢𝙚 
𝙞𝙩𝙨 𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩, 𝙞 𝙜𝙚𝙩 𝙨𝙘𝙖𝙧𝙚𝙙 
𝙛𝙖𝙘𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙛𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙨 
𝙞 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪

i feels like i’ve nowhere to go
your not here and im trying to cope 
that look in your eyes feels like home 
home, home 
ohh 
with you it feels like i belong 
with you i don’t feel im alone 
ohhh

why do i do this to myself?
i swear that  im building a hell for us 
just you don’t want anyone else 
i try but it feels like im not enough 
and oh it eats slowly at me oh
if only you saw what i see ohh

you, i wont cope in a world without you
i wont live in a world without you 

<3

comfort

prod. me  (dawsin)
written by me (dawsin)

lyrics:
its been years since i saw you, you don't know me
like you know you do
your a cheat and the fault lies on you
if i could leave you know i would.
ouuu
yeah you know i would
ouuu
yeah maybe i should
maybe i will
why do i have to feel so damn arrogant?
i should've known that yr a fucking menace
and i'm crying here on the bed where we slept
i should've never gave u my best

first time was a lie and i know it
just play dumb and make excuses
third time I was disappointed
this girl really thinks i am stupid

I'm lying here dirt an grime all on my face
she set me up, should've known from all of the space
all i did was match her energy and the slow pace
i grabbed the flowers i bought her and ripped it out the vase
maybe it was you i should have replaced
but the first time i met you, you made my heart race
so i assumed on a dumb whim that you might feel the same
so I sat here and sat there an you never came

you make me feel stuck in the middle
this place to me is sentimental
it feels foggy, just like my mental
to me ur touch never felt gentle
never felt gentle
no
no oh

hmph you don't like how i treated you?
so you went and fucked another man?
this was my last mistake
you did the one thing
I DIDNT WANT AND IN MY OWN HOME
NOW IM BANGING AT DEATH'S DOOR
LETTING HIM KNOW
STOP JAMMING MY PISTOL
IM TRYNA LET GO
oh
im tryna let go
man im just trying to let go

gentle

ilyl1ght

lyrics:
(solr)
will
i find
somewhere to hide

i'm better alone, if you leave i don't mind
cut on my arms and pretend that i'm fine
i scare everyone, stay away or i'll bite
you don't understand what goes on in my mind
who will i be, and when will i die?
and did you everyt find somewhere to hide?

(AND DO YOU THINK THAT WE'RE OKAY?)
(CUS I WOULD DIE FOR YOU EITHER W-)

LOOK AT ME I'M ALL GROWN UP
TELL ME, WHAT IS NEW WITH ME??
WHEN WILL THIS LIFE BE ALL DONE?
TELL ME, WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?

(hiraeth)
if i wanna run, run away, would you find me
a waste of time, man i bet youre sick of trying
i used to ruin myself, now i think im dying
all of this smoke up in my lungs, and i confide it
guess this is cause and effect
over my head man, im waiting my death
pulling myself up, and out of my bed
all this emotion i think im de-
i think im depressed

(mix)
but do you think that's okay?
sleep in my bed i'm losing all my days
and all that i can think about is your face
i don't know what to do stuck in this place
could you make it stop?
is that what you want?
don't leave me here to rot
please just save my spot
right there next to you
well be there just us two
and the weather's nice
hold me next to you
please just save my spot
right there next to you
hmmmm ah ohhh

time ft. hiraeth & mix

prod marlon

still find things so terrifying 
i forget im growing up 
ive been stuck so far behind while 
all my friends are moving on 
i try not to cry 
feel like a burden all the time 
no ambition in my life
theres no direction that feels right, to me
its all up to me, why? 
its so heavy all the time
always wrong and never right

how does anyone find meaning, i cant help but feel there's none
never ask for what i need, i don't know what i need at all  
all i care to be is just so far out of my reach 
i don't wanna leave, i just need some space to breathe

its all up to me, why?
its so heavy all the time 
always wrong and never right

heavy

are you alone right now?

produced by me (dawsin)
written by me (dawsin)
everything by me (dawsin) :o

lyrics:
just a figment
of my
imagination
of me

RID OF ME
RID OF ME
MY OTHER PERSONALITY
HE'S NOT A FRIEND TO ME
HATE MYSELF
FAMILY STILL SCARED OF ME
.45 TO MY TEMPLE
I'M READY TO GET
RID OF ME

don't want no one
but I left these flowers 
here for you
baebaebaebae
babe it's true
baebaebaebae
that I wanna blow my head out
so I feel like a drop out
(in life)
so you'll walk in my room and ask me why I did this
ain't been the same, since I regained my pulse

let me leave
let me leave
let me leave 
this horrible dream

I might've said that "I was fine"
but-
ahaa
it's quite the opposite
i-
I don't even know how to feel anymore

remember the first time I said "hey"?
well this the last time I say "bye"
you're so fake
anxiety got me covering my arms in stripes
(our journey together, ends here.)

I'm disappointed in my self
cause 
I still have the ring on
I still haven't taken it off
AND I BET YOU THINK THATS IT'S PITIFUL
BUT I MISS YOUR EARFULS
I MISS WHEN WE TALKED ALOT
AND NOW ITS ALL GONE-

bipolarity

Reproduced by venvi 

Between the glass is filled with poison
I feel like trash, apply the ointment
Just stay back, he needs some time alone
'Cause through the cracks is the widow's home
Don't come inside here, I would bounce
We're not alive here, don't stick around
When your mind's clear, come in the house
'Cause I'm not safe here, so get me out
Yeah

Don't come inside here, you might fear, people always die here
Blood's along the cabinets, he sacrificed a lot here
Everything was gone he loved and now there's nothing left here
He said he wants to make a change, so he cuts every piece of hair
Don't come inside here, you might fear, everybody dies here
Walls are colored red and I see bodies lying everywhere
Roam around the room, can you tell there's nothing left here?
You're quick to quit imagining that you brought me inside of here

(Oh, she)
She is lying through her teeth, I swear that she wants to kill me
Lay with my lifeless body while staring at the ceilin'
Her actions are deceivin', she cuts herself, she's bleedin'
The blood is running, and she really fucking loves to see it
Welcome to the widow's home, there's cracks and holes in every wall
The emptiness fills all those holes, this place really torments my soul
But, you can't leave, neither can I, I'll go into a room and cry
I'll try to just make up my mind, cut my hair, lock myself inside

(Don't come inside here, you might fear, don't stop)
(Everybody dies here, there's nowhere to go to now)
(Walls are colored red, and I see bodies lying everywhere)
(Roam around the room, can you tell there's nothing left here?, There's no one to save you now)
(You're quick to quit imagining that you brought me inside of here)

Don't come inside here, you might fear, people always die here
Blood's along the cabinets, he sacrificed a lot here
Everything was gone he loved and now there's nothing left here
He said he wants to make a change, so he cuts every piece of hair
Don't come inside here, you might fear, everybody dies here
Walls are colored red and I see bodies lying everywhere
Roam around the room, can you tell there's nothing left here?
You're quick to quit imagining that you brought me inside of here

casperrr and heylog- there’s nothing left here (Cover)

Bad Apple + Kennedyxoxo and Fijimar p. xFujioka

prod me bruh
3hrs

lyrics:

like 
what's he doin?
why why
are you mad for?
why did he stop movin?
like
why did he get popped for?

for talkin shit online
check my watch
waste of time
you wont talk to me?
oh right
don't be surprised when i don't reply.

i'm feelin kind of tired
i hunt you on the 31st 
like michael myers
then i come an find ya
i hit my briar then i go ahead
and then hide ya

i said what's he doin though?
hide his body behind where his dad works
at that liquor store
oh trust me lil bro
you a bit-
we done both know
you can keep her man
if you want my suggestion
throw out that hoe

NOW HE'S BEGGIN THE QUESTION WHY????
THE CONSEQUENCES OF A LIE
AHHH DIE
THE CONSEQUENCES OF A LIE

foul tarnished 
in search of the elden ring
someone must extinguish
thy flame

we were friends
so why the disrespect?
pect- pect- pect
grow up and get some balls man
(ambition)
'fore i come an teach you a lesson
and curb stomp you to the floor
shit'll get messi
jobless activity
your behavior's the same as my enemy
bro go get a job and stop hating me
eighteen+ acting this way so beyond me..

briar

prod n mix - malice @malice1xd
sown - @goggleboyfr
nars - @narsxdh4rk

cover by sown
vocals sown n nars

briar

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