i kno this isnt dance and edm shut up
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i cant handle my timeee
i swear i wear a disguise
dirty perc for the night
teenage nightmare in sight

i dont wanna kno yaaaaaa
spendin all my money on the drugss
n u kno tht i dont feel the luv
n love me cus u kno i blew uypp

i been wastin all my time
smoke a cigerete compress my lifeee
crush bits off the perc, feel alright
scream echo in my room thru the night

i been fuckedd up
finna take another one
kinda blew up
u can never tell wrong from right

can i change my life?
all the speak of the club but its all lies
in reality i am alone at night
n all ever u do is drain my high

i lost my home
alone, alone
yr so damn cold
turn me to stone

beautiful blue eyes
disguise yr lies
forward two strides
then we back up another give

klonopin so i can sleep
im so toxic, yr a jnkie

im a dumb motherfucker yea
break my heart and then u did it to another yea
u a demon cus u lackin all yr morals
i try to talk but u nvr got a thing to say

u always cry when its nighttime
i swear god u love fighting
skinny druggie boy thats wht u indited
i lost my sanity, thts why i been hiding

all these mf sing ab drugs
they dont kno the life of darkness takin shit to feel numb 
now i got an outlet and im fixing my problems
everynight a nightmare but i swear im fixing it all

compress my life @omgartixan

produced by takuori!
beat n vocals remixed and mastered by me
made for headphone users lol

lyrics:
am i even real? or am i just a fantasy?
am i even real? or am i just a fantasy?
am i even real? am i am i even real?
am i even real, or is this all a fantasy?

am i even real, or is this all a fantasy?
im losing my mind been a long time since uve talked to me
i cant feel my body ur voice is still haunting me
i can feel the trauma digging itself within me

im not real oh im not real!
i cant feel i cant feel
(couldnt feel for you)
im not real
(and i ruin everything i do)
no i cant feel i cant feel real

am i even real, or is this all a fantasy?
i hope u dont mind that i want u all to me
ho-hope u dont ever 4get about me!1!!1! :(
e-even when the stars fall ull still be my everything

have no idea who i am anymore?
took away my self-worth, yea u locked the door
i let u in but u only wanted more
shatter me until im crying on the floor
and the past was my disgrace!!!
swear to god ill be enough someday <3
ill be alright, ill be okay
cuz baby im not real...

real im not real
real im not real
real i dont exist
i dont exist i dont exist

i don't exist

prod currrsed x me
cover edited by @tears4alice on ig

lyrics :

i see things that nobody else does
i cant get it out my head when i think too much
and it always comes back when i think that it’s done
all i need is smoke in the air n my lungs
i’m not scared to go places nobody else does
i feel like i’m half of what i am
and nothing like i was
you’re looking into something that you shouldn’t know about
you’re looking into something that you’re better off without
i cant keep a secret you already know it now
somethings always watching u gotta be looking out
and the sky and the sky falls down
lord don’t take me now
and the sky and the sky falls down
lord don’t take me now
i see things that nobody else does
i cant get it out my head when i think too much
and it always comes back when i think that it’s done
all i need is smoke in the air n my lungs
i’m not scared to go places nobody else does
i feel like i’m half of what i am
and nothing like i was
you’re so fake
cant relate
doing shows n getting paid
u can catch me in october up on that mf stage
they used to not take me serious cuz of my age
if u don’t get one in with me in a few then it’s too late
i think that i lost it
i’m going insane
i don’t like no one around me
i’m not gonna stay
they want me to show them love but they won’t do the same
i’m not gonna be the one to say that that’s okay

TOO LATE #DISGUSTED (CURRRSE)

Single for my album, dropping on October 18th! Thx for ur patience <3
www.instagram.com/hateoryx/
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Lyrics:
Yeah yeah
Spending cash at the mall
Shawty wanna fuck, smoke carts in the stall
Im on my grind Im gonna ball!
Hear about my old friends, said "fuck em all"
I dont give fux, dont waste my time
I dont got time for all these stupid lies
Get off my dick or suck that shit
You can keep hating but Imma never quit
I know that sux 4 you!
Wake up in the morning, put on my fit, smoke a blunt or 2
I keep achieving my goals because I did what I wanted 2
People piss me off everyday, I think Imma lose a screw
Oh yeaaahhhh I keep losing grip

Im in this bitch, me and frost be getting rich
I be posted in the gym, in a year Imma be ripped
& I aint a small jit, Imma fucking rock his shit
I buy brand expensive clothes, hell yeah Imma rock this shit

Said "hello, how your day go?"
I'm a real Italian I'm a dago
Some days gotta sit there and let go
Got so much grudges that I cannot let go
You hate me, I hate you
Theres nothing that you can do
Ohhhh yeeeeaahhh
Nothing you can do!

Spent all night thinking about you
I spent all night smoking on this weed 2
Say you "hate me", I don't think about you
Imma keep you safe baby cuz ur my boo

Said "hello, how your day go?"
I'm a real Italian I'm a dago
Some days gotta sit there and let go
Got so much grudges that I cannot let go
You hate me, I hate you
Theres nothing that you can do
Ohhhh yeeeeaahhh

Yeah yeah
Spending cash at the mall
Shawty wanna fuck, smoke carts in the stall
Im on my grind Im gonna ball!
Hear about my old friends, said "fuck em all"
I dont give fux, dont waste my time
I dont got time for all these stupid lies
Get off my dick or suck that shit
You can keep hating but Imma never quit
I know that sux 4 you!
Wake up in the morning, put on my fit, smoke a blunt or 2
I keep achieving my goals because I did what I wanted 2
People piss me off everyday, I think Imma lose a screw
Oh yeaaahhhh I keep losing grip

hello

SPOTIFY

hello 👋 (frost)

shoutout rippo 4 da beat, we making hella bangerz.
IG: @hateoryx @7ripp0
COVER ART BY ME!!!

don't got shi 2 talk abt (rippo)

prod @p7e
ft @cholorofilm
yes I accidentally misspelled this MF long ass name LMAO 

woah woah woah woah
i just wanna turn it up
i can give u dmt i can give u any drug
wut u want wut u want
idgaf
bby turn it up
bby turn it upppl



i can give u any drug /w cholorofilm (winter)

4WHILEK

4while doesnt actually Touch kids this is satire

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4WHILE DISS - IVEYY'S LULLABY & WINTR (fabs4k)

feature @blairrwitch
prod @SwordAndsickle


@gutzxx

i-i-im addicted to your skin
baby I would sin
to see your pretty face
once more again
we are not the same
pushing needles in your vein
autopsy laceration all over my face
covered head to toe in bruises and scars
I never was enough
I shove my fingers down my throat
just to shut the fuck up
I feel sick
cutting up your body 
baby its my favourite flick 
im not sorry 
I use your blood as my ink

im writing diaries with your blood
baby let me cut it up
I love the sound of your screams
its my favourite drug
I wanna torture you
and leave you dying
inside my room
I love everything about you
I cannot lose you to 

@blairrwitch

youll find my body 
posted on the news 
n all my dirty habits 
i got nothing to lose
break me down n tell me whatcha kno
dying here baby can you hold me so close
i love the fuckin scars on my body 
every single day you hear me steady rotting 
im so sorry that i hurt you
when we kill ourselves i swear itll be a virtue 
lifeless body dead on the floor 
said youll always love me but you jus wanted more 
what do i have to give
i jus want her back 
oh you broke me down so bad 
so baaaad
so saaaaad
idk what i all jus had 
drugs were my only best friend 
doing drugs with you was a time well spent

i feel sick w/iveyy’s lullaby prod.SwordAndsickle

ALLINATOR & ROCKET - DEMIGOD is OUT NOW on ANTAGONIST
STREAM/DOWNLOAD: antagonist.lnk.to/exodus1

ALLINATOR:
@allinatormusic
https://www.instagram.com/allinatormusic

ROCKET:
@rocketxvi
https://www.instagram.com/rocketxvi
https://www.x.com/rocketxvi

ANTAGONIST:
@antagonistrecs
www.instagram.com/antagonistrecs
www.x.com/antagonistrecs
www.facebook.com/antagonistrecs
www.tiktok.com/@antagonistrecs
www.youtube.com/@antagonistrecs
www.antagonistrecs.com

ANTAGONIST: Exodus I

DEMIGOD

Stream/Download

ALLINATOR & ROCKET - DEMIGOD

FRAGILE DREAMS

Shards of hope glimmer. Everything is fragile. All it took was nine dreams to repeat. After that the silence learned my name. I try to grasp the remainIng shards, but to no avail. They slip through my fingers like fine dust. The Void lingers, a quiet witness to every fracture. I plead for peace, for recovery, for safety. Each note a whisper of what could have been, each melody a fragile plea to hold onto what's left before it ultimately shatters.

FRAGILE DREAMS

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