healing is up to u <3
tysm to tea team for letting me a part of this comp!! plsss go follow them here: https://linktr.ee/teateamdesu

(hey! what should i start this song with?)
(hey! start it with that!)

i think i lost myself, somewhere out there
but i’m finding it now
i’m feeling so much better somehow, yeah
and i don’t need your affirmations
im doing better without your foot in the door
i’ll get along without you waging your wars

oh and this time, i’m finally putting an end before i let it begin all again
and this time? i’m gonna stand with my word and not let you back in
oh and this time, i’m really letting you and you’ll be out on your own from now on
and this time, you’ll finally realize the damage you’ve done

you caught me talking to my walls last night
and the questions you asked have been eating me up inside
and i’ve been stuck in my head my whole life
so trust me i know what it’s like
and you said that you’re scared that nothing will ever stay the same and i said it won’t, but that’s no reason to hide away
if there’s something out there that helps you get up every day then you should chase it, no matter what they say

play_pretend

prairie wind
Song written and composed by me
Lyrics written and performed by @pookikitty
Released alongside @teateamdesu's Flavors Vol. 2 compilation
Flavors Vol. 2: https://soundcloud.com/teateamdesu/sets/flavors-vol-2
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I just passed your old house
Why does it look the same?
I thought if I rang the doorbell
You'd come out and say "hey"

But I'm smarter and I'm wiser now
And I know better than to break ties
All of your flowers still surround your door
Wish I could paint you one more time

But it wouldn't feel the same
As the storms have died away
So I take another breath
And float away

Since the winds have fallen
I don't hear your calling
Since the winds have fallen
I don't hear your calling

Since the winds have fallen
I don't hear your calling
Since the winds have fallen
I don't hear your calling

But I'm living and tides can never change me
Another feeling of crowded unbelieving
Cry, it's a sign that you're alive

Since the winds have fallen
I don't hear your calling
Since the winds have fallen
I don't hear your calling

Since the winds have fallen
I don't hear your calling
With every step I take,
I cry

Through my eyes I do not see the same
It's a blur between the night and day
And I wish that when I hold out my hand
Your silhouette would touch my skin

But it wouldn't feel the same (feel the same)
As the storms have died away (died away)
So I take another breath
And float away

Since the winds have fallen
I don't hear your calling
Should I keep on waiting
For the signs to chase me?

Since the winds have fallen
I don't hear you calling me
Can you hear me?

[outro]
With each step,
should I go?
I don't know who or why I was meant to be at all

But I wont stop here
I still can feel
Your fragile touch on my skin
I was never lost at all

Please never lose your song

prairie wind

released as part of @teateamdesu - Flavors Vol. 2 compilation

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summit

different flavors, same feeling.

lyrics:

Why is killing yourself the only way
To guarantee you peace of mind?
I can't understand
All hope and bliss I've made
And all of my faith...
It's gone. Just gone

- kibushii -
soundcloud.com/kibushii
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instagram: https://www.instagram.com/kibushii.m4a/

kibushii - is that what guarantees you peace of mind

@prismshardsofficial <3

part of "Flavors, Vol. 2" by @teateamdesu
> stream it here: https://open.spotify.com/album/21kLjou2nayTwbbvdjk0ME?si=cWMqV5osQ4WuWDs6NubXkQ

> huge thanks to the tea team for allowing us taking part on this amazing compilation~
thank you so much for listening!

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Prism Shards & jian - sumire

i had a dream about you and wanted to remember it forever

out now via @teateamdesu flavors vol. 2

[lyrics:]

I can’t remember the features of your face
Or those plans we made, the ones that you called off
And we’ll laugh about the choices that I make
And we’ll talk things out, I’ll kiss you and then I’ll wake up

And I hope you’re doing fine
And I hope you’re sleeping well
Ask my friends just one more time
Cause I know that you can’t tell
What I’m thinking 
What I’m feeling 
If I’m eating 
If I’m sleeping 
If I’m leaving you behind

Cut me open
Bleed me out
Keep me secret
Shut your mouth
Choke on gravel
Learn my place
Dig me up and
Hide my face 
Decomposed
Start to fray
Call for help
catch a stray
severed contact 
To your distaste 
Always somehow
in your way

I’m just someone you could break
Cut me up, throw me away
Smoke and mirrors, I’m to blame 
Pay the price, convinced to stay 

Flowers bloom out of my face
Buried under bales of hay 
prized possession, earth reclaimed
Keep me secret, it’s okay

I’m just someone you could break
Cut me up, throw me away
Smoke and mirrors, I’m to blame 
Pay the price, convinced to stay 

Flowers bloom out of my face
Buried under bales of hay 
prized possession, earth reclaimed
Keep me secret, it’s okay

dream log

flavors vol. 2

produced by maji* (@gemaji)

spotify - https://open.spotify.com/track/0P6qhtKlPRU0M5WKR5EoeZ?si=75c0ae6ece314f1c

you said i'm out of my mind, i can't lie
but i wanna tell you i've tried to be nice
i wanted to give you the rest of my time
but you lack composure, its all in the motion

stay past 5 and get me up last night
whats thats about? you had your doubts
but you still went with it, yeah
you wanna text someone else on the way back
i don't really care about him or when you say that
felt so fucking sick to my stomach need a payback
you gon't get it

i just ashamed tho
when you turn my way
i turn my head in shame
its just you
look in my eyes and fucking say it
when we make love
i know that you faking
noticing just lately
look in my eyes and fucking-

you said i'm out of my mind, i can't lie
but i wanna tell you i've tried to be nice
i wanted to give you the rest of my time
but you lack composure, its all in the motion

you said i'm out of my mind, i can't lie
but i wanna tell you i've tried to be nice
i wanted to give you the rest of my time
but you lack composure, its all in the motion

motion (maji*)

released as part of the Flavors Vol. 2 Compilation by @teateamdesu, out now

lyrics:
exhausted, i find my way through all these lines
i didn't even need to rehearse them

it's a tragedy, it's a comedy
the mask is a dual remedy
of all the things i feel 

i'm coiled up i'm burned down
i don't know much of what i say now
it's just verbs and directions

but i cant help
to feel this
relation to
everything that
i won't even stop trying

yet the caltrops are dulled down more than i thought they were
this future is lumens above, but it casts this blur
so i take my steps and, through these paths, reward will come
shiny golden riches, chalice of life, or a world to love

and who's to say it'll come back to me

and who's to say it'll come back to me
like an ocean wave 
tidal with atrophy
i see the motion
and i don't want to stop it, please
make every second count

i feel my brain pushing concrete
under my roots like i'm an oak tree
glowing ever so fervently
i don't want this ever to stop

i wake up knocking on the marquee
giving orders to no one
was it me all along
who was the one to call the shots
i call for shots
and i blur the lines
of who i used to be and who i will become
it doesn't make sense to me 

it doesn't make sense to me
with all of this past lives
where do i accrue all this energy

its a growth spurt and i am done with faking it

full comp (bc)

growthspurt

different flavors, same feeling.

lyrics:

i said im fine 
as long as i ride down the road 
and make it seem like it was bestowed
i really mean it
defend my pride by hiding it
growing it out till i implode
like have you seen it?
no time to grow i need to go 
its no surprise when u get old
then what will happen?
in time you'll find somebody else
leaving our times spent in the past

i hope you figure yourself out
i promise you'll be fine
i promise i'll be fine yuh

five years have passed and my feelings got older
tossed in a world so vast i swear i could falter
day in day out ive been loathing my memories 
could say my life is going nowhere
i would go back in time and revert it all
spendin time with people that give me a call
something else than dyin out in montreal
been a while i prolly should give you a call

i see you and i are in the same boat
i don't wanna grow up as long i stay afloat
diploma in our hands, a dying industry
i miss the old you, you miss the old me 

but i promise you'll be fine
i promise you'll be fine
as long as im alive
i promise i'll be fine
as long as im alive

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