fake friend-core @teateamdesu

push it all to the side
goodbye
like i was never by your side

left me lost in your lies
disguised
every promise, just a guise

pulled the wool over my eyes
no fight
you let go without a why

cut me deep, no goodbye
goodnight
feels like i never crossed your mind

fake friendz!!!! (Flavors Vol. 2)

healing is up to u <3
tysm to tea team for letting me a part of this comp!! plsss go follow them here: https://linktr.ee/teateamdesu

(hey! what should i start this song with?)
(hey! start it with that!)

i think i lost myself, somewhere out there
but i’m finding it now
i’m feeling so much better somehow, yeah
and i don’t need your affirmations
im doing better without your foot in the door
i’ll get along without you waging your wars

oh and this time, i’m finally putting an end before i let it begin all again
and this time? i’m gonna stand with my word and not let you back in
oh and this time, i’m really letting you and you’ll be out on your own from now on
and this time, you’ll finally realize the damage you’ve done

you caught me talking to my walls last night
and the questions you asked have been eating me up inside
and i’ve been stuck in my head my whole life
so trust me i know what it’s like
and you said that you’re scared that nothing will ever stay the same and i said it won’t, but that’s no reason to hide away
if there’s something out there that helps you get up every day then you should chase it, no matter what they say

play_pretend

prairie wind
Song written and composed by me
Lyrics written and performed by @pookikitty
Released alongside @teateamdesu's Flavors Vol. 2 compilation
Flavors Vol. 2: https://soundcloud.com/teateamdesu/sets/flavors-vol-2
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I just passed your old house
Why does it look the same?
I thought if I rang the doorbell
You'd come out and say "hey"

But I'm smarter and I'm wiser now
And I know better than to break ties
All of your flowers still surround your door
Wish I could paint you one more time

But it wouldn't feel the same
As the storms have died away
So I take another breath
And float away

Since the winds have fallen
I don't hear your calling
Since the winds have fallen
I don't hear your calling

Since the winds have fallen
I don't hear your calling
Since the winds have fallen
I don't hear your calling

But I'm living and tides can never change me
Another feeling of crowded unbelieving
Cry, it's a sign that you're alive

Since the winds have fallen
I don't hear your calling
Since the winds have fallen
I don't hear your calling

Since the winds have fallen
I don't hear your calling
With every step I take,
I cry

Through my eyes I do not see the same
It's a blur between the night and day
And I wish that when I hold out my hand
Your silhouette would touch my skin

But it wouldn't feel the same (feel the same)
As the storms have died away (died away)
So I take another breath
And float away

Since the winds have fallen
I don't hear your calling
Should I keep on waiting
For the signs to chase me?

Since the winds have fallen
I don't hear you calling me
Can you hear me?

[outro]
With each step,
should I go?
I don't know who or why I was meant to be at all

But I wont stop here
I still can feel
Your fragile touch on my skin
I was never lost at all

Please never lose your song

prairie wind

released as part of @teateamdesu - Flavors Vol. 2 compilation

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summit

i had a dream about you and wanted to remember it forever

out now via @teateamdesu flavors vol. 2

[lyrics:]

I can’t remember the features of your face
Or those plans we made, the ones that you called off
And we’ll laugh about the choices that I make
And we’ll talk things out, I’ll kiss you and then I’ll wake up

And I hope you’re doing fine
And I hope you’re sleeping well
Ask my friends just one more time
Cause I know that you can’t tell
What I’m thinking 
What I’m feeling 
If I’m eating 
If I’m sleeping 
If I’m leaving you behind

Cut me open
Bleed me out
Keep me secret
Shut your mouth
Choke on gravel
Learn my place
Dig me up and
Hide my face 
Decomposed
Start to fray
Call for help
catch a stray
severed contact 
To your distaste 
Always somehow
in your way

I’m just someone you could break
Cut me up, throw me away
Smoke and mirrors, I’m to blame 
Pay the price, convinced to stay 

Flowers bloom out of my face
Buried under bales of hay 
prized possession, earth reclaimed
Keep me secret, it’s okay

I’m just someone you could break
Cut me up, throw me away
Smoke and mirrors, I’m to blame 
Pay the price, convinced to stay 

Flowers bloom out of my face
Buried under bales of hay 
prized possession, earth reclaimed
Keep me secret, it’s okay

dream log

flavors vol. 2

produced by maji* (@gemaji)

spotify - https://open.spotify.com/track/0P6qhtKlPRU0M5WKR5EoeZ?si=75c0ae6ece314f1c

you said i'm out of my mind, i can't lie
but i wanna tell you i've tried to be nice
i wanted to give you the rest of my time
but you lack composure, its all in the motion

stay past 5 and get me up last night
whats thats about? you had your doubts
but you still went with it, yeah
you wanna text someone else on the way back
i don't really care about him or when you say that
felt so fucking sick to my stomach need a payback
you gon't get it

i just ashamed tho
when you turn my way
i turn my head in shame
its just you
look in my eyes and fucking say it
when we make love
i know that you faking
noticing just lately
look in my eyes and fucking-

you said i'm out of my mind, i can't lie
but i wanna tell you i've tried to be nice
i wanted to give you the rest of my time
but you lack composure, its all in the motion

you said i'm out of my mind, i can't lie
but i wanna tell you i've tried to be nice
i wanted to give you the rest of my time
but you lack composure, its all in the motion

motion (maji*)

released as part of the Flavors Vol. 2 Compilation by @teateamdesu, out now

lyrics:
exhausted, i find my way through all these lines
i didn't even need to rehearse them

it's a tragedy, it's a comedy
the mask is a dual remedy
of all the things i feel 

i'm coiled up i'm burned down
i don't know much of what i say now
it's just verbs and directions

but i cant help
to feel this
relation to
everything that
i won't even stop trying

yet the caltrops are dulled down more than i thought they were
this future is lumens above, but it casts this blur
so i take my steps and, through these paths, reward will come
shiny golden riches, chalice of life, or a world to love

and who's to say it'll come back to me

and who's to say it'll come back to me
like an ocean wave 
tidal with atrophy
i see the motion
and i don't want to stop it, please
make every second count

i feel my brain pushing concrete
under my roots like i'm an oak tree
glowing ever so fervently
i don't want this ever to stop

i wake up knocking on the marquee
giving orders to no one
was it me all along
who was the one to call the shots
i call for shots
and i blur the lines
of who i used to be and who i will become
it doesn't make sense to me 

it doesn't make sense to me
with all of this past lives
where do i accrue all this energy

its a growth spurt and i am done with faking it

full comp (bc)

growthspurt

different flavors, same feeling.

lyrics:

i said im fine 
as long as i ride down the road 
and make it seem like it was bestowed
i really mean it
defend my pride by hiding it
growing it out till i implode
like have you seen it?
no time to grow i need to go 
its no surprise when u get old
then what will happen?
in time you'll find somebody else
leaving our times spent in the past

i hope you figure yourself out
i promise you'll be fine
i promise i'll be fine yuh

five years have passed and my feelings got older
tossed in a world so vast i swear i could falter
day in day out ive been loathing my memories 
could say my life is going nowhere
i would go back in time and revert it all
spendin time with people that give me a call
something else than dyin out in montreal
been a while i prolly should give you a call

i see you and i are in the same boat
i don't wanna grow up as long i stay afloat
diploma in our hands, a dying industry
i miss the old you, you miss the old me 

but i promise you'll be fine
i promise you'll be fine
as long as im alive
i promise i'll be fine
as long as im alive

follow tea team:
@teateamdesu
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follow a red panda:
@cutewavelets
https://bsky.app/profile/wwavelets.bsky.social

follow Emco:
@emcoprods
https://www.instagram.com/emco_prods/

follow zorrio:
@imzorri
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follow ME:
@dm8music
linktr.ee/dm8music

a red panda, dm8, emco & zorrio - I'll be fine

the members of this megacollab:
@heyaephyn @alowofficial @amethxyst @aumhina @darcysavisa @flareinthesky @hyperscores @imaginarypetrichor @o-mikamin-o @maae-ko @lingoturboo @gemaji @n8land @heyitsnoveci @ranipla @superzrussell @verdiict @willowindhi @zeemee

[Made for FORM's All Nighter Vol. 10, sadly rejected]

"are you my twin flame"

Production: aephyn, -Alow, amethxyst, Aumhina, BULBA, fits, HYPERSCORES, Imaginary Petrichor, lillybug, lingoturbo, maji*, n8land, Noveci, SuperZrussell, ZEEMEE

Vocals: amethxyst, Kazuki, lillybug, n8land, Ranipla, verdiict, willowind

Final Arrangement: Noveci

lyrics:

n8land:
Forever sounds like a long time
Couldn’t help going though changes
I am not-the same girl from tmr land
Don’t even know who’s in my mirror

Terrified that you won’t stay mine
I don’t want to become strangers
Already went through that firsthand
Are you my (ah) are you my twin flame

lillybug + Ranipla:
Lost your touch, and circle the drain (it's burning me, burning me)
I broke your trust, please forgive me again (it's burning me, burning me)
I'm not worthy of, your dying embrace (it's burning me, burning me)
But I can’t help it I’m just like a moth to a flame (it's burning me, burning me)

willowind:
I could never find 
Anything that could calm my mind
Know I’ll reach you again I’ll try
Losing faith but I’d rather die
Looking for you in every life
Through the clouds tear apart the sky 
In the end it’s just you and I
In the end it’s just you and I 

Wait around like it’s not the same
With my arms wrapped around your waist
I could do it all, tell me what it takes
We could slow it down, girl it’s not a race
You’re my twin flame 
Roll the dice like a stupid game
Run it back I ain’t got no shame 
And I feel it last when you say my name

amethxyst:
Cause you remind me of
The sun on my skin (the sun on my skin)
I could come back a million times
'til I realize I'm lost again (I'm lost again)

verdiict:
Cause every time I think about the day that we met
I hear your voice
It hits my heart like a comet
You’re the half of me
And I can’t believe
It was destiny
We were meant to be

amethxyst:
We used to stay up past bedtime
Now all of that's been left astray
As we grow up
We drift apart to a new day

lillybug + Ranipla:
I'm not worthy of, your dying embrace (it's burning me, burning me)
But I can’t help it I’m just like a moth to a flame

Kazuki:
A ghost in the glass where I once used to be (I can’t have you see me like this)
Looking familiar, but not like me (Not when everything is amiss)
I’m no longer the person you yearn for (I can’t have you see me like this)
So stop looking for something to restore (Now my heart feels like a crime, Singing a broken, pitiful rhyme)

dream clinic feat. amethxyst & willowind - twin (flames) [ANV10 Submission]

non flashing ANV10 swa-g
https://open.spotify.com/track/1f0u8UN2HqmC8jBXYwCHow?si=e76418bd2a374afd

CREDITS:

Writing:
@maae-ko
@Abicyss

Producing / Mixing / Mastering
@Swifter1243
@maae-ko
@Abicyss

Vocals:
@Abicyss
@maae-ko
chaia

Cover art by Fluffbeak (we took it and made it awesome)
https://bsky.app/profile/fluffbeak.bsky.social

Lyrics:
Verse 1 (Abicyss)
===================

been thinking for a long while.
how do i take your hand
when it's astray?
now tell me did you ever smile
when i played your favorite band?
and it's ok
to say it to my face.
how often do you pretend?
watching the time progress
while I'm away?
forget whatever methods
you had when i made a mess
cause it's ok.
you can say it to my face.

Verse 2 (lillybug + chaia)
===================

is it time to cut this part of me?
weep your heart away,
hear your cacophony.
the person who I've been is not afraid
of who I've grown to see.
the essence follows me.

Bridge (lillybug)
===================

and if i see you looking back
is it cold in the water?
now I'm following your path
the ancient echos of the waves crashing under
now I've got nothing left
your greedy hands couldn’t resist temptation
I'm just trying to do what's best for me
now you’ll fall to the dirt in resolution

Drop 2 (Abicyss)
===================

deep breath in
deep breath out

Outro (lillybug + Abicyss)
===================

so i walk the path alone
no end in sight
(what does it mean to you?)
will you take it back? i don't know
but you're out of my mind

relinquish

Haunted

⁺₊⋆- My Direction -⋆⁺₊
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prairie wind

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