g a r d e n
my vocals were mastered & mixed by: @chain_trash

lyrics:
i'm not doing good 
psychologists and meds but baby i feel alone
i've been suffering lately but i don't really show 
just like my was made outta stone 

i can't stop cause this is my life
can't show my feelings so i say i'm fine 
i'm working , almost crossing the line 
baby can't pick up rp i got no time

i'm working there's no time to sleep now
i'll have time to sleep when i'm 6 feet underground
on the ground got the bed beside but i'm on the ground 
can't go to school i'm obssesed with this music 
but i feel so stressed but i'm giving my best look at me i'm giving my best


i'm not doing good 
psychologists and meds but baby i feel alone
i've been suffering lately but i don't really show 
just like my was made outta stone 

tomorrow i will sleep
or maybe not 
writting this lyrics and making this song 
doesn't  matter i will always stay strong
pale fucking face and heart made outta stone

heart made outta stone (skellington x yung balta)

STREAM "DON'T CALL MY NAME": 
https://open.spotify.com/track/3ALbQOLWVmJw4MMqRjYYrC?si=86ab6bb5c1124ed6

Official Music Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nI3OSYQjjUg

AMV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ADGHNgXR-l8

Produced by @user-397100824 x CBeats

MIX/MASTER: @1thxmas

Lyrics:

"iluvtora"

[Verse 1]
There’s nothing like the feeling of betrayal, 
first I'm all to you, then nothing stable.
Lately I’ve been tripping over cables.
Letting you control me? You're not a label.
Damn, I really need something to rely on!
I'm not alone and then you're far gone 
and I'm waiting for u until dawn!
Stop thinking that you're someone, just act on!

[Bridge]
I tried to help you, 'cause I'm sorry!
At the top, it's getting boring,
it's okay, just dont you worry!
Half of the scene, without me getting blurry!

[Pre-Hook]
And I was here, when you never existed,
How hard can it be, to fucking listen?!
You should be tired of ass-kissing
and I'm fucking tired of stupid beefing... so-

[Hook]
DON'T CALL MY NAME, FUCK!
DON'T YOU KNOW,
WE'RE NOT THE SAME
AND NEVER WERE, NO!
DON'T CALL MY NAME, FUCK!
DON'T YOU KNOW, 
WE'RE NOT THE SAME
AND NEVER WERE, NO!

[Verse 2]
I remember, how you hit me up,
you had a whole plan, take my place,
get rid of me and fuck me up. 
I listened to you, like you know everything,
but all you do is make enemies!
And I wish I had somebody who would stop me,
but when I get an idea, you can't stop me, sadly,
alcohol comes in handy,
I might be a failure yeah, but I can't be!

[Bridge]
I tried to help you, 'cause I'm sorry!
At the top, it's getting boring,
it's okay, just dont you worry!
Half of the scene, without me getting blurry!

[Pre-Hook]
And I was here, when you never existed,
How hard can it be, to fucking listen?!
You should be tired of ass-kissing
and I'm fucking tired of stupid beefing... so-

[Hook]
DON'T CALL MY NAME, FUCK!
DON'T YOU KNOW,
WE'RE NOT THE SAME
AND NEVER WERE, NO!
DON'T CALL MY NAME, FUCK!
DON'T YOU KNOW, 
WE'RE NOT THE SAME
AND NEVER WERE, NO!

[Bridge - slow drums]
And I was here, when you never existed,
How hard can it be, to fucking listen?!
You should be tired of ass-kissing
and I'm fucking tired of stupid beefing... so- (x2)

[Hook]
DON'T CALL MY NAME, FUCK!
DON'T YOU KNOW,
WE'RE NOT THE SAME
AND NEVER WERE, NO!
DON'T CALL MY NAME, FUCK!
DON'T YOU KNOW, 
WE'RE NOT THE SAME
AND NEVER WERE, NO!

Official Music Video

DON'T CALL MY NAME (prod. skgotthesauce x CBeats)

produced by killedmyself

completely non profit 

lyrics

stary nights without the complexes
walking bout the mountains tryna fill up all our pockets
with cigarette butts 
crave a nicotine buzz
wasnt on no bud
just dumb tryna prove my love
i was feeling quite a misfit
what a bitch

ur life is over just as its begun
she found the sun inside anothers arms
and to a brother that had sworn no harm
i think ill stay inside long until the weathers calm
she got a humble cause
tearing u in half
tryna mend ur heart
she wanna leave some scars
head
whats going on in ur head babe
eyes are feeling like an xray
honestly i think im too dazed
feeling like its been 2 days
caught up in all of my blue days
that is not worthy of news page
so how r u liking my new face
ripped the skin off of my mainframe
rolled it around in an ashtray
stapled it back onto my veins

its alright
its alright
its alright
its alright

stary nights without the complexes
walking bout the mountains tryna fill up all our pockets
with cigarette butts 
crave a nicotine buzz
wasnt on no bud
just dumb tryna prove my love
i was feeling quite a misfit
what a bitch

poetry from a diary i found buried by my headstone (killedmyself)

@autumndropsdead
@x1fern
@soulfadexo
@northshoremusic
@kuriositylol

See You Soon w/ autumndropsdead, 1fern, soulfade, The North Shore & kuriosity [+ wisssery]

i’ve been going insane
worrying about you everyday
and i’m not sure if i can continue 
the struggle in my brain has become an issue
and how do i know that you’re telling the truth this time
the-the-the consequences of your untold lies
will lead me to my direct demise 
will you still feel for me when i die?
cause i won’t be the one that you forget 
yeah you’ll regret
leaving me alone 
broken down on the ground
alone and forgotten 
dead and rotting 

(AUTUMN)

dead and rotting, my blood is clotting i'll
lay in a bed with a similar scent 
to the ones that are pinching my tongue
weight on my lungs
fat in my veins
begging the sun, to go away
what does he want? keep me awake 

i gotta answer questions time's creating
cold cause i'm dissociating fast

(2x)
the smoke and ash is all i need
life is fast, so leave me be

untold lies w/ autumndropsdead (itamii)

originally performed by rainbow kitten surprise

produced by sk8miles

completely non profit

lyrics

called to the devil and the devil did come
said to the devil, devil, do u like drums?
do u like cigarettes, dominos, rum?
he said only sundown, sundays, christmas
some days end when i need a few friends
now and again, i could never hope to keep them
thought to give friends what i thought that they wanted
never had they needed a good friend as i been

dont get me venting on friends who resent u
cus all u've ever done is been a noose to hang on to
they thought was a necklace and reckless the fell into hell
where u both hang with nothing to do
but scratch, kick, let gravity win
like, fuck this, let gravity win like,
u could leave it all behind
even the devil needs time alone sometimes

u could let it all go
u could let it all go
its called: freefall
its called: freefall

called to the devil and the devil said quit
cant be bothered, better handle ur shit
keep about ur wits man,
keep about ur wits
know urself and who u came in with
can i sit down? i been husslin all day
i cant even count how many souls i made
off the same deal ur on
remember, the devil aint a friend to no one

well fine, true,
but u could let it all go
u could let it all go
its called: freefall
its called: freefall

called to the devil and the devil said 'hey!'
why u been calling this late?
its like 2am and the bars all close at 10 in hell
its a rule i made
anyway, u say ur too busy saving everybody else to save urself
and u dont want no help
oh well
thats the story to tell

like u could let it all go
u could let it all go
its called: freefall
its called: freefall
u could let it all go
u could let it all go

cus aint shit free but falling out
that shits easy let me show u how, its like -

it's_ called:_ freefall_ (sk8miles)

<3

MV: https://youtube.com/watch?v=qowJksscrsU&feature=share

ill take a step back
before i take two
scott & romana 
when i look at you
6 in the morning 
you look at me confused
i wipe the crust out from ya eyes
before u leave wit no goodbye
this life of mine
ooo 
ooo
i wipe the crust out from ya eyes
before u leave wit no goodbye

i dont have faith in myself
dead flower plant on the shelf
i scream n shout fucking belt
u know i dont want ur help
she hates the sound of her voice
i hate the way i look
nevermind the way that i talk
im overlooked from the start 
theyre quick to judge my big heart 
im quick too shut myself off
and you said
ill never find someone like you
is that supposed to hurt me
i just hope one day you see my pov
oh yeah yeah
hope one day you see my pov
ooo whoa
if im the worst then youre the best
if youre the best then im the worst
sit at the disk from day to day
i swear to god itll never work
yeah shes the blessing
im the curse
i got some lessons
i should learn
this life of mine
aint coming first 
ill start again 
to try and make it sure
oh ooo
ooo whoa

<3

this life of mine

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this life of mine [p. king theta] *MV in bio*

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lyrics:
go 
stay 
won't mind
crush me
shattered all my bones
go 
stay
wont mind
crush me 
shattered all my bones

shatter my skull and breath out my air
one more slow breath before i go up there
was it so wrong? i couldnt take the pain
cannot go on, don't wanna die in vain

go 
stay 
wont mind 
crush me
shattered all my bones 
shatter my skull and breath out my air
one more slow breath before i go up there
was it so wrong? i couldnt take the pain
cannot go on, don't wanna die in vain

I Don't Wanna Know

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