soundcloud algorithm blessing me with this one. soo good bro 💜

music video out now https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCpaXYZvJrXkdn7VL8xr2IMA

lyrics
verse 1:
you couldn't do it 
take yourself serious for more than a month 
lies and excuses
based off experience its never your fault 

pre-hook: 
if i kept you too close its cause i wanted to keep you longer 
and if i let you go its cause i don't wanna need you longer

hook:
your done with this well so am i 
guess that makes two of us 
and i meant the words i said tonight 
we've both been through enough 

second verse:
i made up my mind 
i never wanna go through this again 
i stayed up all night 
to write a list of everything i think about 
like how you chewed me up was just to spit me out 
forgive me now is what you used to say 
but things are different now 
but thats all because 
thats all because 
thats all because 

pre-hook: 
if i kept you too close its cause i wanted to keep you longer 
and if i let you go its cause i don't wanna need you longer

hook:
and i know your done with this well so am i 
guess that makes two of us 
and i meant the words i said tonight 
we've both been through enough 

post-hook:
the more that i hate you 
the more that id wait for the 
door to be open 
then slam in my face 
i'm taking all that i need
i've bled out all i can bleed

written by sace6
produced and mixed by noah thomas 
mastered by Chris Gehringer

bled

Getting Even

shoutout https://soundcloud.com/cay2o for helping with the ending
all the rest prod by me

lyrics:
dont talk like that, you know this
ive had it, babe im focused.
discarded. u said, "dont leave, don't go"
been up for days, I've blown it
"don't fold in" but its too hopeless
im coming to the coven, i've been numb.

slave away the day until i make it
this chest in pain feels so amazing
if you got some more, then i can take it
she said im mental, guess im crazy
IM SO CRAZY IM SO CRAZY
feeling lost, when you walked in with bleach blonde hair
i never thought we would talk now its been 3 years
on the rocks and im coughing i gasp for air
and she said, "kade, do u hate me? do u hate me?
please dont hate me!"

dont talk like that, you know this
ive had it, babe im focused.
discarded. u said, "dont leave, don't go"
been up for days, I've blown it
"don't fold in" but its too hopeless
im coming to the coven, i've been numb.

coven

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at least i tried
but our love died
right in my arms, fell right thru
like it was a lie 
at least i tried
but our love died
right in my arms, fell right thru
like it was a lie 


grabbin a drink feeling hopeless again
on my face's fallin tears, bottle gripped in my hand
outside i look fine 
but inside im fighting a war all alone on the losing end 
losing end but i can't see the end
losing all i have, losing my head 
i fight them off but they keep coming back
like cancer cells, avoinding treatment

NUN TO DO BUT GET FADED
NOWADAYS IM WALKIN JADED
NO SOLUTION OCCURS IN MY MIND
TO MY PROBLEMS, ILL JUST DIG UP MY GRAVE THEN 
IM BECOMING WHAT I HATED
NO PROCCEDURES, STILL SEDATED
TAKING EVERYTHING I CAN TO EASE UP THE PAIN
AND I DON'T KNO IF ILL MAKE IT   

NUN TO DO BUT GET FADED
NOWADAYS IM WALKIN JADED
NO SOLUTION OCCURS IN MY MIND
TO MY PROBLEMS, ILL JUST DIG UP MY GRAVE THEN 
IM BECOMING WHAT I HATED
NO PROCCEDURES, STILL SEDATED
TAKING EVERYTHING I CAN TO EASE UP THE PAIN
AND I DON'T KNO IF ILL MAKE IT   

at least i tried
but our love died
right in my arms, fell right thru
like it was a lie

at least i tried (sorrow bringer)

Daydream

i remember how your lips still taste

~2300~
produced by @itsbrvski
hosted by @ytstatic

Lyrics:

[Chorus]
I let you hurt me out of fear
I might be alone
I’m scared
I’ll lose everyone I love while i’m here Now i’m 23
Path’s unclear
It’s fine if i’m walking on the line
Fine weather’s on the way
Don’t need a diagnosis
There’s damage in my brain
Stone mind it’s hopeless
To think i’ll change fate
Eye’s cried and ocean and said i’m okay

[Verse]
What’s the count on the favors i have to cash in
I’m doing damage control for you in your absence
And what’s an ounce when i’ve seen it traded for friendship 
I’d pay it all out of pocket to see my friends again
Cause our bonds don’t fit in black bags
And our name’s they write on toe tags
This shit is so sad
When all we had were examples of how to not live
We’re just statistics
No one expects you to win

“I’m sick of burying my fucking friends” 
“I’m sorry”
“I should’ve done more”

[Chorus]
I let you hurt me out of fear
I might be alone
I’m scared
I’ll lose everyone I love while i’m here Now i’m 23
Path’s unclear
It’s fine if i’m walking on the line
Fine weather’s on the way
Don’t need a diagnosis
There’s damage in my brain
Stone mind it’s hopeless
To think i’ll change fate
Eye’s cried and ocean and said i’m okay

i might be alone, i'm scared w/ brvski

i seen your eyes turn to water
you must be so ahead idk what u wanna hear
from me, now im older
glass feels colder
inside looking out
what if this how they view me from the outside
ur looking down on me
ur looking down now
this blasphemy 
it all comes round 
you were bad for me
im so fucked now

i could take a knife out
put it through my wrist
let you grab it with your hand just so you can twist
i wont tell nobody
youd never hurt a soul
dont try to complicate it
ur doing it wrong
you can try and stop me however you want
ill put a hole through ur head
and then ill spin it off
im sick of being vulnerable
no one listens now
youll never get ahead of me 
ill just rip you down

ur splitting personalities 
i swear nobody gives a shit
walk right over me, ur never nice oh no one bit
i must be such a disgrace, im holding you back
covering my ears oh i love when you laugh
but its bad
i see ur faces walking round like you have
other family you throw me on my ass
never mine and its honestly sad

wrist

written by me

produced and mixed by noah thomas 

mastered by chris gehringer

buried again

msitreated, misplaced
scars on my face
smoking so much lately
my teeth got yellow stains

no feelings, erased
hate how people change
bloody knuckles hit the wall
but life's still the same 

over you in my head
in my heart u still there
my body's a mess
feel u eating at my flesh 


feeding off of me
ur drinking what i bleed
acting like you love me 
then use me like a leach

how ain't u ashamed of ur-self~
keep on acting like ur the-best
i think u should just let me-rest
stop trynna find where my body-at

deep down, covered in dirt
x marks the spot i got hurt
under a tree, where the sun won't burn
is where i wrote this song

mistreated, misplaced
scars on my face
smoking so much lately
my teeth got yellow stains

no feelings, erased
hate how people change
bloody knuckles hit the wall
but life's still the same (2x)

mistreated, misplaced (caves)

Lyrics:
Sometimes I wonder if you listen to the songs I do
I know that music's in your blood, it's always in mine too
Since we don't talk this is my way of reaching out to you
And now the sunset makes me think your name in every hue

Sometimes I wonder if you're staring out your window at the moon
You're probably not, but you're outside, you're on the chair, you're looking too
Are you looking too?
Are you looking too?

spookybands:
Are you looking at the moon right now?
I can see it in your eyes, I don't think you ever really loved me
Did you buy yourself a beer last night?
And then some whiskey right after, anyway that's how I'm passing the time

And did you tell her about me? 
That new girl that you seeing
I bet she thought my name was cool

Does she text you while you on your way over
Telling you to look up at the moon
That's what I used to do.

These memories just turn to pain
And then get mixed up in my brain
I won't ever be okay
The bar is open every day

Hold me while I drift away
You don't have to miss me baby
I just tell myself you are
To feel better (that's fucking crazy)

Sometimes I wonder if you're staring out your window at the moon
You're probably not, but you're outside, you're on the chair, you're looking too
Are you looking too?
Are you looking too?

Daydream

Days to Waste

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