Mi mejor amiga se olvido de mi por que le dije que me enamore de ella...🔪💔

pale blue, waiting without you. this cold bloom is killing the flowers, and i wont let it go. ill find my ways to cope.

standby, wait for the sunrise. and i'll try, sinking in sunlight. cause i can't feel you breathe. and i dont want to leave, without you.

i can fell pains back from 2017 to now. How messed up I've have become i can't even say to anyone. I'm really lost and completely broken..

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"DWELL" written and produced by Days to Waste

lyrics:
Was it you that I met?
Was I lost in the dark?
Cause' it felt like cement
On the front of your palms
You were cold to the kiss
You were all I could want
This is love, this is it
It was all that I wanted

Darling please take your time
I'll be here everyday
Cause I'm stuck the the lie
That you love me the same
Said hello, then goodbye
Now you're walking away
Tried to follow behind
But I'm bound the these chains

Yeah, yeah, don't wanna let you go
Yeah, yeah, don't want this back and forth
Yeah, yeah, I hope you never know,
Yeah, yeah

Baby you can stay the night you know that's fine with me
I've been holding on so tight that I can hardly breathe
Don't tell me that you're fine outside I see your shaky knees
So baby let me hold you tight until we fall asleep

Been a rough couple weeks but that's life, then it's gone
Stay awake fall asleep to the light of the sun
Shouldn't dwell on the things that were lost all along
So when a rose cuts you deep
You're gonna live with the scar

So unaware of everything
And you don't care that I might break
It isn't fair im not okay

While I just watch you breathe in and out

Baby you can stay the night you know that's fine with me
I've been holding on so tight that I can hardly breathe
Don't tell me that you're fine outside I see your shaky knees
So baby let me hold you tight until we fall asleep

Yeah, yeah, don't wanna let you go
Yeah, yeah, don't want this back and forth
Yeah, yeah, I hope you never know,
Yeah, yeah

DWELL

i hope you feel that back

prod: @jolst @afterlife66

i'm in a house made of cards
and it's falling
n i just break down 
seeing stars when i'm off it
don't say you'll come back
it's all the same 
i don't want it
cause i'll just bleed out
leaving stains on the carpet

don't bother calling
too busy balling
don't say you need those things you said you never wanted
i'm tryna be someone
i'm making moves, i'm gone
i had to go out to la so i could play that part
i hope you're doing better without me 
i hope you're telling your friends i was never making you happy
i hope you wake up sad
i hope you break down bad 
cause in the end you never cared,
i hope you feel that back

n you know just what to do 
move on to something new
i know you're good at that 
don't feel a thing i'm glad
cause for a minute i was thinking you would come right back

but you're so innocent,
you're so innocent,
you're so innocent,
you're so innocent

house of cards (prod. jolst & afterlife)

madison & 1st, night lights in a coffin
w/ @betweentheveinsandi
prod. @sadboiforever
hope u enjoy <3

lyrics:
yeah u can take my life if u want it
file thru the pain, small prize if u block it
and i never been ashamed, cut ties if im wantin’
u came here to play, eat shit where ur talkin
cuz im sayin u can take my life if u want it
madison and 1st, night lights in a coffin
i cant ever fall asleep, twist spine pretty often
bored of counting sheep, yet fine feelin nothin

and im saying with dusk comes dawn
another painful day where the night feels wrong
& i’ll stay inside tonight so i can weather the storm

my mind
a fragile portrait of my architecture
my spine
is broken by the words that i have dragged along
inside
i’ve spent so long for progress to force me backwards
alive
im glad i am, its hard to carry on

veins:
Take my life if u want it 
I don't really give a shit 
2 shots that's a warning 
And I don't make ties they just loosen with time 
Back when throwing up was the best part of our lives 
Oh what u say book a hospital stay 
All the times and the days that u tried to run away 
Despite what u say I think ur mom is pretty sweet 
Cause if u always be the victim then u always live in pain 
She said that break ups suck 
But I don't think she gives a fuck 
And I don't think that meaning from a broken heart just takes a fuck 
Woah 
Laid back 
I'm at terms with the past 
And I'll follow the act 
Just tell me how to act  

yeah u can take my life if u want it
file thru the pain, small prize if u block it
and i never been ashamed, cut ties if im wantin’
u came here to play, eat shit where ur talkin
cuz im sayin u can take my life if u want it
madison and 1st, night lights in a coffin
i cant ever fall asleep, twist spine pretty often
bored of counting sheep, yet fine feelin nothin

and im saying with dusk comes dawn
another painful day where the night feels wrong
& i’ll stay inside tonight so i can weather the storm

take it, it's yours (ft. betweentheveinsandi) [2001]

spotify!

orignal song "pale blue, pt. 2" written, recorded, and produced by Days to Waste

Lyrics:
Can't get it off my mind
Why do I even try?
The lights are turning green
And I can't drive away just
Highways and vacant streets
3 in the morning and I can't drive away
I know we never talk much

Told me that since you left
Darling have you forgotten the sound of my name?
All this ash in the air starts to turn every blue into different shades

I'm right back where I started 
The feeling so cathartic
Love me just to watch you walk away
It's love, it's death, it's toxic
The feeling makes me nauseous
Tearing down my hometown brick by brick
Cause' the drive home makes me sick

I've been away some time
I come and I go just like cold milwaukie rain
then sunny the next day
Walking vacant streets at 3 in the morning 
With friends I'd never leave
Ended up leaving me

Told me that since you left
Honey have you forgotten the moments we shared?
looking back on the past feels like most days it's like you were never there

I'm right back where I started 
The feeling so cathartic
Love me just to watch you walk away
It's love, it's death, it's toxic
The feeling makes me nauseous
Tearing down my hometown brick by brick
Cause' the drive home makes me sick

pale blue (pt. 2)

pale blue, pt. 2

stay away please

s/o soundcloud.com/boyfifty and soundcloud.com/user-530621763
enjoy :)

lyrics:

oh you think you know it all.. well you dont
you been stressin bout' everything all alone
and your friends do miss you, you jus dont call em up
it seems to them like you just dont give a fuck

therapy's expensive and exercise is pendin
thoughts are goin wild and anxietys expandin
you need everyone to hear you, but cant seem to open up
yeah your confidence is lackin and you couldnt give a fuck

hear me out
im fallin back down
im callin out to myself, callin out to myself

i miss them all
i need someone to catch me before i fall
i need love and composure
something i looked over
i cant even function, i fucked myself over

hear me out
im fallin back down
im callin out to myself, callin out to myself x2

look them in the eyes, bruh
you cant love yourself if you gonna hide and run
from your confidence its killin you inside of us
im tryna help but you fuckin up the life of us

okay maybe im depressed right now
cant leave the room (go out)
i need some rest right now
i don't got time to show out
i cant find a reason for anything
i cant find the motivation that im chasin so desperately.

oh you think you know it all.. well you dont
you been stressin bout' everything all alone
and your friends do miss you, you jus dont call em up
it seems to them like you just dont give a fuck x2

hear me out
im fallin back down
im callin out to myself, callin out to myself

callin' out to myself

spotify

callin' out to myself (prod. boyfifty x eeryskies)

My life  (3)

Wrote this 2 years ago but I still enjoy listening to it

Don’t let me go

Original Song "Lovesick" Written and recorded by Days To Waste
Mixed / Masterd / Co-Prod by SayWeCanFly

Lyrics:
Lay my soul to rest
All my brokenness
Take away everything
Cuz I'm such a mess
In the dead of night
Swear I'll be alright
Never be, never sleep
Singing to the sky
Can I keep you here?
Been a couple years
Since I've felt like I need something to endear
Pull my body near
Wipe away my tears
Then leave me to decay

Pull me closer, to the rain
Hiding masses, hide the pain
Because all I ever wanna do is
(All I ever wanna do is)
Fight the silence in the dark
Burning buildings with a spark
Because all I ever wanna do is
All I ever fucking do is break

Catch your whispers while I sleep
Watch a shadow through the trees
Tear my heart out as it beats
Cuz for you I would do anything
But the silence is so loud
I'm a ghost with no sheet now

Pull me closer, to the rain
Hiding masses, hide the pain
Because all I ever wanna do is
(All I ever wanna do is)
Fight the silence in the dark
Burning buildings with a spark
Because all I ever wanna do is
All I ever fucking do is break

And you told me that im everything
And the saddest part is I believe it
The saddest part is I believe
And you say that im your everything
And the saddest part is I believe it
I'm the monster underneath your ceiling.

Lovesick

Lovesick (feat. SayWeCanFly)

original song "pale blue" written and produced by daystowaste.

Lyrics:
Let it all go from my palms
Wondering why it's all gone
Wait by the bus stop I'll walk
Seven o' clock
I think that I'm not lost
Standing inside of the dark
Hope that you haven't gone far
I fucking hate driving my car cuz
Every street holds a place in my heart

Pale blue waiting without you
This cold bloom
Is killing the flowers
And I won't let it go
I'll find my ways to cope
Stand by
Wait for the sunrise and
I'll try sinking in sunlight
Cuz I can't feel you breathe
And I don't want to leave
Without you

The street lights are all goin out
And the night leaves me lost in the sound
Wanna cry, tell me what's that about?
I can't keep my head up, can't look at the clouds

Yeah

Now I'm just wasting away
The living room floor is becoming my grave
I'm carving up hearts in the side of my bedframe
Reminding myself why I don't ever sleep
(Maybe I should get some sleep)

Pale blue waiting without you
This cold bloom
Is killing the flowers
And I won't let it go
I'll find my ways to cope
Stand by
Wait for the sunrise and
I'll try sinking in sunlight
Cuz I can't feel you breathe
And I don't want to leave
Without you

pale blue

Original song "Headspace" Written and Produced by daystowaste.

Lyrics:
Now the warm summer air is burning my lungs
Never heard what I said, but it's all said and done, take my heart to your place, leave it there, and move on, cuz the space that I made for you's already gone

Hide away till I can get back
Hanging your necklace on my coat rack
Leaving a key under the door mat
In case you'd ever wanna come back

(Now I'm askin)

Can we talk in your driveway?
I can feel my body drifting like I'm dead weight
We're getting lost in your bedframe
Now your hand has got me shifting up the stairway
(And I)
Get a little lost in your fingertips
I feel a little drunk in the way you kiss me
The remedy in my headspace
Got me fallin into pieces in your driveway

(The feeling dead and gone, the roof that we layed on, I was dreaming all along)

Stale cigarettes are burning your lungs
Feeling closer to death as I'm falling in love
Now I'm gripping a rose, cut my hand with the thorns, while your losing your place reaching for bloody palms

I'm tired and I'm losing it
Fallin apart
And I'm reaching but I'll never be all that I want
Cuz I'm stuck here wearing skin I made covered in scars
So I'll lay here in your arms until they tear me apart cuz

Can we talk in your driveway?
I can feel my body drifting like I'm dead weight
We're getting lost in your bedframe
Now your hand has got me shifting up the stairway
(And I)
Get a little lost in your fingertips
I feel a little drunk in the way you kiss me
The remedy in my headspace
Got me fallin into pieces in your driveway

So can we talk in your driveway?
Fighting off the urge to call you but it's okay
Cuz I've been stuck in 2016
I know I need to let it go
I'm reminiscing when we
Got a little lost
We were just some kids, and
Didn't have a clue what we were living
But now I'm stuck here, and I can't sleep
Started falling into pieces in your driveway

Headspace

give me 5 more minutes

prod: https://soundcloud.com/irby314

lyrics:
i know that you wont hear this
so i can be as honest as i want
isnt that fun
ive been wondering how it feels to stare down the barrel of a gun
so give me 5 more minutes
so i can clear my head up
so i can dry my eyes, love
i know that u wont get it 
but i think its time i said it 

i still care, but i know that i shouldnt
i cant help but wonder 
i hope your not hurting 
im getting used to my burdens
i know u wont hear this
my mind isnt working

my mind isnt working 

i still care
i hope u know that u can talk to me 
even tho your words cut me to the artery
i hope u know that i dont hate u 
even tho i really fucking want to 
so when its late and im feeling low
replacing air with chemicals 
i tend to forget what im holding on for
and nothing feels real
its so hard to forget when i cant heal

i still care, but i know that i shouldnt
i cant help but wonder 
i hope your not hurting 
im getting used to my burdens
i know u wont hear this
my mind isnt working

i still care, but i know that i shouldn't (prod. irby)

@svnam 
AMV On Biteki!
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/1VJMzlObr9Jerl5fX9aHv6?si=hH4bbMCoTde26ynkYf0oWg
Lyrics: 

(Kanashi) 
i cant write a song thats not about you
told me that you loved me
but that was not true
i hope what you did to me
still haunts you
come and find me dead
wrists slit in the bathroom

i dont wanna feel nothin'
i just wanna die soon
find me laying there
eyes wide open like a cartoon

yeah you cut me deep
wear these scars like a tattoo
tattoo
yeah you cut me deep
wear these scars like a tattoo

(Svnam)
ice on my wrist
can't believe i wasted time on you
two doors
got me feeling suicidal
haunt you like a phantom
play me like recital
practice makes perfect
you were cute
but i don't think you were worth it
trauma in my headspace
fracturing my memory
hope it tears apart
just to forget all you did to me

you keep telling me you're sorry
but darling
it's kinda hard to hear you
when i'm six feet deep in our memories
bury me, bury me, you buried me

i know i'll come back to haunt you
so bury me as deep as you can
& run away as fast as you can

scars & tattoos (w/svnam) (prod. jody)

3 A.M

Days to Waste - 3 A.M

Original song "VIOLET" written and produced by daystowaste.

Lyrics:
(violet breaking the silence. I got a little lost sometimes, we got a little lost sometimes)
I guess I'm just yours for the taking
Every little breath feeling shaky
Voice in my head 
Telling me that I need to rest
And I've been trying not to get inside my head too much cause I might lose you

(nothing but a lostboy)

Violet breaking the silence
I got a little lost sometimes
Got a little lost sometimes
And I can't forget the nights when
We got a little lost sometimes
We got a little lost sometimes

I'm looking out
You're looking down
As your feet tread the ground back to your house
Take some time to clear my mind
And maybe I could run but I
I don't know where
I'mma run too
Feel the weight in a shade of a pale blue
Cause I look back, and I miss you
Feelings so far above (us) but know that I won't wake up

Violet breaking the silence
I got a little lost sometimes
Got a little lost sometimes
And I can't forget the nights when
We got a little lost sometimes
We got a little lost sometimes

Violet breaking the silence
I got a little lost sometimes
We got a little lost sometimes

VIOLET

Written & recorded by @Alainite and @Sewerperson
Produced by iaiaoa @user-662349409
Mixed and mastered by @hellosloani
Artwork by @ScottySplash

Yeah I've been speaking softly all my life
Yeah you can go ahead and tell me that's not right
Yeah you can find another guy I get it 
I don't wanna end up reading
All the sorry texts you sent last night

And I think it's time we let go
We'll leave this all behind us
Yeah I think it's time we let go
No looking back to find love
And we'll keep searching for someone to share our sadness
But til then I think it's time to let go
Cos we're both better off alone

Yeah maybe one day I'll put up a better fight
Maybe I'll find someone who sets my soul alight
The one who holds me up when I get tired
One who sets my soul on fire
But til then I think we both should know

That I think it's time we let go
We'll leave this all behind us
Yeah I think it's time we let go
No looking back to find love
And we'll keep searching for someone to share our sadness
But til then I think it's time to let go
Cos we're both better off alone

I think I better off alone
I couldn't take this feeling anymore
Thinking of you and I'm missing home
If we know its fate then what we waiting for

Kiss me gently
It's hard to breath
Kill me softly
And subtlety
Watching me fall apart
I'm glad you're ok
Loving you in the start
Turned oh so lonely
I shouldn't have waited for you
I stayed up later then usual
Cry to me and swear you'll change but girl it's your funeral
And I cannot save another life
I would
When I'm still tryna salvage mine
I'm good

Let go
We'll leave this all behind us
Yeah I think it's time we let go
No looking back to find love
And we'll keep searching for someone to share our sadness
But til then I think it's time to let go
Cos we're both better off alone

Yeah I think we both should let go

Listen on Spotify

Let Go ft. Sewerperson (Prod. iaiaoa)

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