Original song "low" written by Days to Waste
Produced by Days to Waste 
co produced by sadeyes
featuring vocals by Lil Xtra

Lyrics:
Dont tell me it's over 
I'm sinking lower and lower 
my breath gets shorter and shorter
(My breath gets shorter and shorter)
I'm trying harder and harder 
I'm thinking I should just call her
This room gets darker and darker
(This room gets darker and darker)

Don't tell me it's over 
I'm sinking lower and lower 
my breath gets shorter and shorter
(My breath gets shorter and shorter)
I'm trying harder and harder 
I'm thinking I should just call her
My room gets darker and darker
(My room gets darker and darker)

Yeah, I've been away some time, I don't wanna fall asleep alone so I'll stay awake
(Stay awake)
Yeah, don't wanna leave, I wanna stay. But I've been living all my life like a runaway, I'll be okay.
(I'll be okay)
Started breaking down all the nights we found all the colors in this place, but I guess you couldn't wait.

So don't tell me it's over I'm sinking lower and lower my breath gets shorter and shorter
(My breath gets shorter and shorter)

Don't tell me it's over 
I'm sinking lower and lower 
My breath gets shorter and shorter
(My breath gets shorter and shorter)
I'm trying harder and harder 
I'm thinking I should just call her
My room gets darker and darker
(My room gets darker and darker)

And I miss you in my mentions
These days we're burning our bridges
My thoughts get darker and darker
Don't think I'll last too much longer, yeah
But if you still care
Tell me before I sink to the bottom
If you won't be there
Just let me fall like leaves in the autum

Don't tell me it's over 
I'm sinking lower and lower 
my breath gets shorter and shorter
(My breath gets shorter and shorter)
Im trying harder and harder 
I'm thinking I should just call her
My room gets darker and darker
(My room gets darker and darker)

Don't tell me it's over 
I'm sinking lower and lower 
my breath gets shorter and shorter
Im trying harder and harder 
I'm thinking I should just call her
My room gets darker and darker

low (feat. Lil Xtra)

"linen" written and produced by Days to Waste

Lyrics:
Disconnection
It's all in my head
Till I wake in my bed
No sleep
I've learned my lesson
The shell of a person
You left in 2016

I don't wanna go but maybe I'm better alone
Deleted every picture and threw away the phone
You started dancing around me it felt like vertigo
Woke up on top of that church but I was all alone

Can't rid of the memories
Every thought paints a picture around me
I know that I'm lost but I'm losing the feeling so please...

Tell me that I'm all you need
Cigarettes and linen sheets
I'm thinking back to seventeen
I'll stay awake with you all night
A comatose of broken dreams
An overdose of everything
An antidote to what you need
So hold me close to the sunrise

It's getting hard enough to carry me, myself
but I been picking like every piece
I guess it shatters easier than everything
I left but it all ended up just shattering instead
Though it's chemical
Imma let it go
Got stuck on the flame and it felt so cold
Like a match to the pages already torn
Out the story I made but I never wrote

So tell me that I'm all you need
Cigarettes and linen sheets
I'm thinking back to seventeen
I'll stay awake with you all night
A comatose of broken dreams
An overdose of everything
An antidote to what you need
So hold me close to the sunrise

Tell me that I'm all you need
Cigarettes and linen sheets
I'm thinking back to seventeen
I'll stay awake with you all night
A comatose of broken dreams
An overdose of everything
An antidote to what you need
So hold me close to the sunrise

(can we talk in your driveway?)

linen

orignal song "pale blue, pt. 2" written, recorded, and produced by Days to Waste

Lyrics:
Can't get it off my mind
Why do I even try?
The lights are turning green
And I can't drive away just
Highways and vacant streets
3 in the morning and I can't drive away
I know we never talk much

Told me that since you left
Darling have you forgotten the sound of my name?
All this ash in the air starts to turn every blue into different shades

I'm right back where I started 
The feeling so cathartic
Love me just to watch you walk away
It's love, it's death, it's toxic
The feeling makes me nauseous
Tearing down my hometown brick by brick
Cause' the drive home makes me sick

I've been away some time
I come and I go just like cold milwaukie rain
then sunny the next day
Walking vacant streets at 3 in the morning 
With friends I'd never leave
Ended up leaving me

Told me that since you left
Honey have you forgotten the moments we shared?
looking back on the past feels like most days it's like you were never there

I'm right back where I started 
The feeling so cathartic
Love me just to watch you walk away
It's love, it's death, it's toxic
The feeling makes me nauseous
Tearing down my hometown brick by brick
Cause' the drive home makes me sick

pale blue (pt. 2)

pale blue, pt. 2

Original song "momentary" written and produced by Days to Waste

goodbye

Lyrics:
(Terrified, I'll never hear your voice again)
I don't know where to go from here
I been steady shaking in my bones my dear
Oh, can you tell me it's all my fault like you don't even care at all
Oh, I've been away for awhile
Talk soft got lost in your crooked smile
Don't go
Cause' you've been gone for awhile
And I don't know how to say goodbye

Sunlight shining through my blinds as I'm waking up next to you

Terrified
I'll never hear your voice again
You said goodbye
Who knew it'd be the last time?
Why do I still listen to those dial tones go on and on and on
When you don't wanna hear my voice at all

I'm tryna get away from here
The second you left made it crystal clear
I guess that maybe count it got three, two, nothing left
To me, it's just atrophy
Cause' I've been tryna get better by turning off the sound
But I been hoping and begging that you might come around
And tell me " Ben, it gets better, just gotta wait it out"
But I been waiting forever
We'll never be the same ever again

Terrified
I'll never hear your voice again
You said goodbye
Who knew it'd be the last time?
Why do I still listen to those dial tones go on and on and on
When you don't wanna hear my voice at all

(Who knew it'd be the last time)

momentary

forget me when the summer ends

my mind is clear
I disappeared
and fell right back to you
my heart’s a mess
lost since you left
I guess it’s for the best
the feeling in my chest
when it’s the place you rest your head
keep your hand tucked in my hand

we’re lost again
there’s nothing left
I walk this empty road
but don’t know where to go
outside your place
it starts to rain
but that’s alright with me
there’s nowhere I’d rather be

so hold me a bit closer again
I ran too far and reached the end
the fog will slowly start to fade
bringing memories back I tucked away

I ran so fast
I thought that I could reach you
and fell right back
convinced I didn’t need you
it hurts so bad
and I’m so fucking sorry
can we go back
to talking in your driveway

I’m paranoid
can’t hear your voice
it wakes me when I sleep
the silence when I dream
I fill the void
with empty noise
the shivers in my sheets
the shaking in your knees

couldn’t hide the way I felt
but I did this to myself
or maybe we were just pretending
and I carried out the ending
left my sweater by your shelf
darling keep it for yourself
I’ll be fine here in the cold
just really hope you’re doing well

I’m standing at the spot we used to meet
your hands around my neck I couldn’t speak
but all this time been on my mind it’s all my fucking fault
and now your eyes eat me alive I’m never waking up
so tell me darling do you think of me?
as I’m falling off the edge
back to the nights I couldn’t sleep
fall asleep with me
I couldn’t reach you
I’ll never reach you

written, produced, mixed, mastered, recorded by Days to Waste

when the summer ends

forget me when the summer ends

lyrics:
Was it just me
Cause’ I looked through the photos and  couldn’t remember a thing
Was it just you
Cause I swear I remember the way that your love would sting

And all along we always felt that way
And to be honest I was never made for you
You always promised you would keep me safe
When after all the only safety was the truth

Take it back
Turn my memories to ash
Set a fire to my past
And burn away
All the pieces that I had
Every breath I won’t get back
All the little things I’ve lost along the way

Is it just me
Or is something terribly wrong when I drift to sleep
Is it just you
Or do all of the walls in my room whisper to me

And all along I always felt that way
I always knew that you had never felt the same
I know it seemed like I was miles away
While you were laying right next to me

Take it back
Turn my memories to ash
Set a fire to my past
And burn away
All the pieces that I had
Every breath I won’t get back
All the little things I’ve lost along the way

Take it back
Turn my memories to ash
Set a fire to my past
And burn away

whisper

lilac

Wait For Me

Daydream

forget me / when the summer ends

forget me

tired eyes

dancing in the rain

dancing in the rain (feat. Julian David Hall)

forget me when the summer ends

completely

all that's left are stars

again

indigo

backyard (prologue)

where we're safe

you tear me apart

thank you for listening

Lyrics:

Tongue tied when I called your name
How could have I forgot about it
Time flies when you waste away
But I know you don’t see it
Because you build me up
Just to tear me down
All that time spent waiting for something
Because it’s all I know
Now I’m letting go
Of all that time we wasted

Who am I to you?
Just different shades of blue
Your perfect colorway
A gradient of me
You painted above you
And what am I to say?
When all the color fades
A perfect shade of gray
That turned into nothing
And faded above you

So where do we go
Now that I’m all alone just staring down at my feet
Overthinking how they got me where I’ve come to be now
Sleeping on the floor again
And wondering when the f*ck this ends
Spinning around my head
While I just keep on asking myself

Who am I to you?
Just different shades of blue
Your perfect colorway
A gradient of me
You painted above you
And what am I to say
When all the color fades
A perfect shade of gray
That turned into nothing
And faded above you
Above you…

Days to Waste

gradient

Original song "suffocate" written and produced by Days To Waste,
Mixed and Mastered by lifehold.

suffocate

Original song "Breathe" Written and Produced by DaysToWaste, Co-Produced / Mixed / Mastered by SayWeCanFly.

nothing left

lyrics:
Barely breathe from the start
Rain drops hit my arms
Standing outside your car
Standing outside your car

Barely breathe from start
Rain drops hit my car
Driving somewhere so far from here
Tryna go somewhere far
Thinking back when I said
Tryna feel what you meant
Now its stuck in my head
Yeah it's stuck in my head

And I hope that I make it, yeah
I swerve feeling jaded, yeah
So hard gotta face it, see
The sunlight fading in
Im back where I began
Don't try to hold my hand
Leave me alone instead 
Leave me alone instead

No, I can't speak
No, I can't breathe
This cut me deep 
Just let me bleed
So out of reach
Not what I need
This cut me deep 
Just let me bleed

Barely breathe in the cold
Make me feel like a ghost
While I stare at my phone
And you're sorry, I know
Get me out of the deep end
Cuz it feels like I'm dreamin
Yeah the surface is fadin
Swear that I'll never sleep again

Shadows dance on the walls
Feel the weight in my arms
Till it all falls apart

No, I can't speak
No, I can't breathe
This cut me deep 
Just let me bleed
So out of reach
Not what I need
This cut me deep 
Just let me bleed

Breathe

Original Song "Serenity" Written and Produced by Days To Waste
 
Lyrics:
And it seems like I can't hide
Shut my lips and close my eyes
See the world in black and white
Except for you
Hold you close and hold me tight
Runaway, cuz I can't hide
See your face I'm going blind
There's only you

Left my body in your bedroom like a ghost
Haunt my nightmares, fuel my dreams
And let me go

But, I can't drown out the memories, the melody inside
I'm looking back on serenity, it's killin' me
So won't you come thru
Cuz I need you
But I can't walk away, I'm binded
To the wall, forget it all
And maybe I'll be fine

Losing track and losing hope
See my body sinking slow
Feel the ground beneath my feet
Pull me below

One track mind
Miss you so much
Feel my heart
Numb to the touch
Serotonin come in clutch
But I'm so blue

But, I can't drown out the memories, the melody inside
I'm looking back on serenity, it's killin' me
So won't you come thru
Cuz I need you
But I can't walk away, I'm binded
To the wall, forget it all
And maybe I'll be fine

Serenity

Original song "Dust & Ashes" Written and Produced by Days To Waste

Lyrics:
My brain filled with static
My heartbeat left in the attic
Yeah, take my soul, you can have it
Shit's nothing but dust and ashes

Hide the daylight
Yeah, sleep so late
Prolly flatline
Write away the pain
In the night time
It's 3:00AM
I won't pretend
Leave me for dead

Ooh 
never gonna let it go
And I just wanna let you know 
That I miss you

It's alright
It's alright
Am I just
Getting by
Take it away from me
Laying in agony
It's alright
It's alright
Fall asleep to sunlight
So lay here awake with me
In beautiful atrophy 

Feeling heartless
Leavin mistakes in my apartment
Now it's 4 o' clock in the morning
Been on my mind
Been feeling tired
Been dreaming about your doorstep

This ain't what I wanted
Feels like I'm losing my conscience
Tongue tied, dont know how to say it
Accepting the pain
Because I fucking hate this

It's alright
It's alright
Am I just
Getting by
Take it away from me
Laying in agony
It's alright
It's alright
Fall asleep to sunlight
So lay here awake with me
In beautiful atrophy

dust & ashes

original song "pale blue" written and produced by daystowaste.

Lyrics:
Let it all go from my palms
Wondering why it's all gone
Wait by the bus stop I'll walk
Seven o' clock
I think that I'm not lost
Standing inside of the dark
Hope that you haven't gone far
I fucking hate driving my car cuz
Every street holds a place in my heart

Pale blue waiting without you
This cold bloom
Is killing the flowers
And I won't let it go
I'll find my ways to cope
Stand by
Wait for the sunrise and
I'll try sinking in sunlight
Cuz I can't feel you breathe
And I don't want to leave
Without you

The street lights are all goin out
And the night leaves me lost in the sound
Wanna cry, tell me what's that about?
I can't keep my head up, can't look at the clouds

Yeah

Now I'm just wasting away
The living room floor is becoming my grave
I'm carving up hearts in the side of my bedframe
Reminding myself why I don't ever sleep
(Maybe I should get some sleep)

Pale blue waiting without you
This cold bloom
Is killing the flowers
And I won't let it go
I'll find my ways to cope
Stand by
Wait for the sunrise and
I'll try sinking in sunlight
Cuz I can't feel you breathe
And I don't want to leave
Without you

pale blue

Original song "GETAWAY" written and produced by daystowaste.

Lyrics:
(getaway, a getaway a getaway)
I stare out the window
The grey clouds meet my face
As it starts to rain
Stuck in the shallow
(Yeah, yeah)
As I'm slowly sinking
I think I'm dreaming

So please don't ever wake me up
Wake me up cuz
I don't think I've had enough
Had enough
I'm staring at the surface of, surface of
Cuz all I know (is drowning)

I'm getting out, I'm falling down
Again I'm not getting past her
A metaphor, I'm insecure
Don't go, I still hear your laughter
And maybe I could change your mind but
I don't think we'll be alright in brittle bones
I'll let you go
I just let you getaway

And I've been afraid
Staring at the sunset
Laying in a feild of flowers
Take my hand
It's getting kinda late
can I stay here for a couple hours?
No I can't breathe
It's filling up the room
Now all I see is you inside 
No I can't move
Thrashing at the surface
Tell me was it worth it? 

(I'm getting out, I'm falling down
Again I'm not getting past her
A metaphor, I'm insecure
Don't go I)
still hear your laughter

I'm getting out, I'm falling down
Again I'm not getting past her
A metaphor, I'm insecure
Don't go, I still hear your laughter
And maybe I could change your mind but
I don't think we'll be alright in brittle bones
I'll let you go
I just let you getaway
(Getaway, getaway, getaway)

GETAWAY

Original song "Headspace" Written and Produced by daystowaste.

Lyrics:
Now the warm summer air is burning my lungs
Never heard what I said, but it's all said and done, take my heart to your place, leave it there, and move on, cuz the space that I made for you's already gone

Hide away till I can get back
Hanging your necklace on my coat rack
Leaving a key under the door mat
In case you'd ever wanna come back

(Now I'm askin)

Can we talk in your driveway?
I can feel my body drifting like I'm dead weight
We're getting lost in your bedframe
Now your hand has got me shifting up the stairway
(And I)
Get a little lost in your fingertips
I feel a little drunk in the way you kiss me
The remedy in my headspace
Got me fallin into pieces in your driveway

(The feeling dead and gone, the roof that we layed on, I was dreaming all along)

Stale cigarettes are burning your lungs
Feeling closer to death as I'm falling in love
Now I'm gripping a rose, cut my hand with the thorns, while your losing your place reaching for bloody palms

I'm tired and I'm losing it
Fallin apart
And I'm reaching but I'll never be all that I want
Cuz I'm stuck here wearing skin I made covered in scars
So I'll lay here in your arms until they tear me apart cuz

Can we talk in your driveway?
I can feel my body drifting like I'm dead weight
We're getting lost in your bedframe
Now your hand has got me shifting up the stairway
(And I)
Get a little lost in your fingertips
I feel a little drunk in the way you kiss me
The remedy in my headspace
Got me fallin into pieces in your driveway

So can we talk in your driveway?
Fighting off the urge to call you but it's okay
Cuz I've been stuck in 2016
I know I need to let it go
I'm reminiscing when we
Got a little lost
We were just some kids, and
Didn't have a clue what we were living
But now I'm stuck here, and I can't sleep
Started falling into pieces in your driveway

Headspace

Original song "bad luck (feat. wastedyouth)" written and produced by daystowaste. @daystowaste
Featuring wastedyouth @wstdyth

Lyrics:
Couple long nights listening to time pass
By the bay shore
Embers on our backpacks
On my front porch begging you to come back
Is this all I know?
Little lonely road
By myself now opening your snapchats
Cuz I just don't know what I should send back
On the bayside didn't bring a backpack
Holding everything I kept inside, like:
Blue skies
And long nights
Or all the things left in golden, yeah
Endless fights
And car rides
Or why I really hate driving
Yeah what do I want?
Am I holding on too much?
Is it better if we
Leave it alone 
All the shit I know that's just
Bad luck
Shawty i’m paranoid 
I been rollin up too much 
Got som bands stashed away 
I know could double that with luck 
Looking for answers and i can’t find em 
Yea it’s tough 
Sitting out under the stars 
Ash is blowing in my lungs 
Speeding in the whip and you know we always burning 
I'm pulling some strings and i see behind the curtain 
Out there is my home and i know that i’ll be returning 
But right now i’m here so i’m still working
Blue skies
And long nights
Or all the things left in golden, yeah
Endless fights
And car rides
Or why I really hate driving
Yeah what do I want?
Am I holding on too much?
Is it better if we
Leave it alone 
All the shit I know that's just
Bad luck
what do I want?
Am I holding on too much?
Is it better if we
Leave it alone 
All the shit I know that's just
Bad luck

bad luck (feat. wastedyouth)

bad luck (feat. wstdyth)

Original song "VIOLET" written and produced by daystowaste.

Lyrics:
(violet breaking the silence. I got a little lost sometimes, we got a little lost sometimes)
I guess I'm just yours for the taking
Every little breath feeling shaky
Voice in my head 
Telling me that I need to rest
And I've been trying not to get inside my head too much cause I might lose you

(nothing but a lostboy)

Violet breaking the silence
I got a little lost sometimes
Got a little lost sometimes
And I can't forget the nights when
We got a little lost sometimes
We got a little lost sometimes

I'm looking out
You're looking down
As your feet tread the ground back to your house
Take some time to clear my mind
And maybe I could run but I
I don't know where
I'mma run too
Feel the weight in a shade of a pale blue
Cause I look back, and I miss you
Feelings so far above (us) but know that I won't wake up

Violet breaking the silence
I got a little lost sometimes
Got a little lost sometimes
And I can't forget the nights when
We got a little lost sometimes
We got a little lost sometimes

Violet breaking the silence
I got a little lost sometimes
We got a little lost sometimes

VIOLET

Been tired for way too long tonight but can't close my eyes
Been cycling through these empty sheets for what feels like hours
Cause' 10:00 turned to 12:00 and danced into 3:00 then 6:00 came along and fell back on me
Been cycling through these empty sheets for what feels like hours

And oh oh ohh
all that I need's
A doh-o-o-ose
A little caffeine

Let it go and I
Will never be alright
I'm leaving for tonight
A 40 minute drive
Away from all the lights
To clear a scattered mind
Cause' I been ready to go
Not knowing when I might

And oh oh ohh
all that I need's
A doh-o-o-ose
A little caffeine
To co-o-o-ope
With all of my dreams oh
You're all that I need so...

(Do I feel better with broken heart?)

Been dreaming a bit too much last week
Bout' your starry eyes
Been thinking a lot last month that we might not make it by 
So is it just me?
When I ain't the thinkin' right and I lie through my teeth?
Been waiting for the perfect time to speak but
The stitches on my lips go up to my cheeks

Let it go and I
Will never be alright
I'm leaving for tonight
A 40 minute drive
Away from all the lights
To clear a scattered mind
Cause' I been ready to go
Not knowing when I might

And oh oh ohh
all that I need's
A doh-o-o-ose
A little caffeine
To co-o-o-ope
With all of my dreams oh
You're all that I need so

Do I feel better with a broken heart?
Am I together when I fall apart?
Cuz I can't gather all the missing parts
Unless I'm wide awake and drifting off

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