idk if youll see this, but your music means a lot to me, ik how easy it is to get demotivated during these times. keep it up, your music resonates with me on another level. always beautiful work from you 

will always be one of my top much love 🖤🔥🖤

sad boy hours

this is the worst time of my life :/

lyrics

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wake up n i wonder will i die today
when i think about all the drugs i take
i can’t help it when i’m sober i don’t feel okay
i don’t know if ima make it 
if i have it ima take it like fuck

i needa start soberin up
but my feelings make me sick as fuck
i needa be numb
i hate what ive become
& sometimes i think that im better off
under the dirt
6ft sleep
lie me in a hearse
..
yea i know im the worst

maybe i’ll get it one day
but now im getting high again
fuck it forget it
im giving up
im getting high again
(no not again)

wait no, no wait
thats just my brain, 
bipolar, insane
i really need change

i need a life with a substace
i needa put down the substance
i needa quit with the fuck shit
ima stand tall soon jus truss it

i try to keep my head up
but the thoughts that reside
are too heavy to hold

—————————

maybe i’ll get it one day
but now im getting high again
fuck it forget it
im giving up
im getting high again
(no not again)
wait no, no wait
thats just my brain, 
bipolar, insane

a cry 4 help [prod. wellfed & caustyk]

Featuring @lilskeleskrrt
Produced by @jolst
Mixed & mastered by @horoshamusic
Art by @melmige

Too much time wasted on you

Got me in a bad mood

Chillin' bumpin' sad tunes

And all I want is your attention

Desperate for just a little affection yeah

It's no fun how

Things between us didn't work out

At least not in the way that we planned for

You were my greatest mistake but you left me wanting more


It’s not that I miss you
That’s not the issue
I just wish you felt like you used to

So
I'm breaking everything you gave me
I'm not proud of the man that you made me
I'm ashamed of who I’ve been lately
I can’t blame you when you say you hate me


I'ma take this forty to my face
How many doctors you think it’ll take to save me
Am I even worth saving

(skele)
always waking up in a bad mood 
all this fucking time that i’m wasting 
baby i hope you know i want you 
i didn’t wanna go, i hope you know i had to
tell me that it’s hurting you bad 
you know i’m sad too 

Got me breaking everything you gave me
I know I’m falling it’s not me who needed saving 
I’m steady fucking up my life it’s so frustrating 
Got me looking at the things I’ve been erasing 

Too much time wasted on you 
I still wish you would just come through 
I still miss when you would hold me 
Is it okay if you could call me

Listen on Spotify!

Not Worth Saving w/ skele (Prod. Jolst)

sadboi hoepless today. movie is on YouTube too

1000 times

lost cause (ft. sendflowrs) (prod. jolst + remghost)

bring the knife out, you're already killing me 

prod. @nevrfall

guess it's my fault
i just have to take it all
say you love me, don't mean it
you wanna play along
my fault
i get too emotional
losing feeling, i need it 
so treat me terrible

i'm a puppet
got your hands wrapped around all the strings
pull em tighter 
baby come on, make me bleed
i know you love it 
all the words you've been saying to me 
bring the knife out, you're already killing me 

head to a gun
whisper to me so softly
never enough
leaving marks on my body
isn't it fun
keeping tabs on my heartbeat
but this isn't love
my hands shake when you call me

treat me terrible

treat me terrible (prod. nevrfall)

all dogs go 2 heaven w/ jstnprks (p. noahmadethiss x genshi)

two faced//kennedyxoxo

produced by hiraeth

remember to wash the socks u came in

And its so obvious
How can you not see me
See me
If I ran away would you need me ?
Played your last messages on repeat
This the last time that you’ll see me

So let me down
Pull me out
Of this hole im in
Baby would you cave it in 
What is happening
I can’t believe I shat again :p!!
Blood is everywhere
Im crawling out of bed again

Fuck with me for the last time 
This the last night
Fights getting outta hand now
But its alright
Fuck living ima die now 
Its about time
Thoughts sheltering my mind out
From the outside

Trying to run from the past
Tell me how hard does it get now
Living to die in a bed
No in-between to forget now
Call me when all of it ends
Im putting a gun to my he’d now

Fuck with me for the last time 
This the last night
Fights getting outta hand now
But its alright
Fuck living ima die now 
Its about time
Thoughts sheltering my mind out
From the outside

Fuck with me for the last time 
This the last night
Fights getting outta hand now
But its alright
Fuck living ima die now 
Its about time
Thoughts sheltering my mind out
From the outside

newmaker

produced by me 
lyrics by me and braden <3

Lyrics:
Pretty little thing won't you take my breath away
I called it off last month but my conscience makes me stay
And now my tired eyes are begging me to sleep
Cuz now I'm lost again and I can't breathe
My thoughts got lost in an empty box
Never had enough of this
And now I'm singing "Da Da Da"
Never got that far from it

Breathing in and out
It got a little shorter now
Lost in your comfort crowd
Lost in your comfort crowd

Used to hit me up but suddenly there's no reply
And I can't take anymore of your silence
Must be preoccupied
(Woa)
I can feel the arrow growing deeper
And I've been having trouble tryna keep her close enough
Just tell me why we're so fucked up

(Violet breaking the silence)

Breathing in and out
It got a little shorter now
Lost in your comfort crowd
Lost in your comfort crowd
in and out
It got a little shorter now
Lost in your comfort crowd
Lost in your comfort crowd

Step by step I'm walking home
With nothing but this lonely road
It's getting deep I'm getting cold
Treading on through ice and snow
Take my hand I'll take your coat
And with your hands around my throat
Leave me standing at your door
The only place that keeps me warm

Comfort Crowd

Comfort Crowd (ft. Braden Ross)

MV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zs4pvuT55i8

recorded, written, mixed & mastered by me
produced by my good friends @back2thapast & @user-551713846

the feeling isnt something i cant get over
u keep bitching bout some muhfuckin closure
think its hard now just wait until ur older
i couldnt tell u the last time i had a shoulder
oh oh oh 
they wanna lean on me
circle tighter than a bitch there aint no between
say she love me and cant take it dont know what it means
i only do this for momma me and my team
And the sun keeps going down every time that I wake up I hate it now
I keep having these nightmares I never get my dreams
They keep saying I feel you but its not what it seems
You dont want no one to hear you but I just wanna scream
Every night I pray to god im getting scars on my knees
Okay im done im knodding off
there aint really that much here for me not at all
ooo
ay ay ay
one step
whenever i take one  
its like two back 
couldnt give a shit about 
if i dont need dat 
looking for yo girl 
she here in knee pads
oh i got problems but this money isnt one
she say omg you changed 
i dont know who you done become
need it all i want it all
no I aint talking about some
ha and I know that im wasting time bitch im dumb
and wen she talking too damn much i put some cocaine on her tongue
money comes money goes bitch ill spend it while im young
i feel like im not me bitch I dont know where im from
pissed off walking in the street arms crossed
if lifes a game im at the part you fight the big boss
i left my mom and dad for something i might never get
and you wouldnt understand this shit unless you in the mix
said the sun keeps going down every time that I wake up I hate it now
whoa whoa yea

VitaminD

vitaminD (music video out) [p. back2thapast+noahmadethiss]

lina - heylog (transparent)

Noite Et Lua.       #alternative zouk

Shinigami x Lil Lotus - nightmare

Original song "VIOLET" written and produced by daystowaste.

Lyrics:
(violet breaking the silence. I got a little lost sometimes, we got a little lost sometimes)
I guess I'm just yours for the taking
Every little breath feeling shaky
Voice in my head 
Telling me that I need to rest
And I've been trying not to get inside my head too much cause I might lose you

(nothing but a lostboy)

Violet breaking the silence
I got a little lost sometimes
Got a little lost sometimes
And I can't forget the nights when
We got a little lost sometimes
We got a little lost sometimes

I'm looking out
You're looking down
As your feet tread the ground back to your house
Take some time to clear my mind
And maybe I could run but I
I don't know where
I'mma run too
Feel the weight in a shade of a pale blue
Cause I look back, and I miss you
Feelings so far above (us) but know that I won't wake up

Violet breaking the silence
I got a little lost sometimes
Got a little lost sometimes
And I can't forget the nights when
We got a little lost sometimes
We got a little lost sometimes

Violet breaking the silence
I got a little lost sometimes
We got a little lost sometimes

VIOLET

Original song "waste my time" written and produced by Days to Waste

Lyrics:
I've been trying to picture
Your eyes on nights like these
Silhouettes and a flannel shirt
The one you gave to me

Got me at a stand by
Caught me at the right time
Tell me why they fly by
Minutes fly like seconds
Goodnight, now you're feeling lifelike
'I love you's' turn to goodbyes

(And why you always wanna waste my time
When I've been tryna live without you
Taking off, getting out of my mind
I never will, I never had to)

And why you always wanna waste my time
When I've been tryna live without you
Taking off, getting out of my mind
I never will, I never had to
Yeah, I've been running on and off
Serotonin running low

I been fallin asleep at the wheel most nights
Got me looking for somewhere to rest my eyes
And ive gone past my old house a thousand times
Tryna find somewhere else I could drive

Got a lacking of serotonin
Calling and calling your phone
Scatter the pieces up of my heart that you fucking broke
I wrote you another poem
Bout flowers and drinking alone
But now the ink from the pen is bleeding out into the paper

And why you always wanna waste my time
When I've been tryna live without you
Taking off, getting out of my mind
I never will, I never had to
Yeah, I've been running on and off
Serotonin running low

And why you always wanna waste my time
When I've been tryna live without you
Taking off, getting out of my mind
I never will, I never had to

waste my time

i already tried my best, so why try again

prod: https://soundcloud.com/iofmusic

wake up
i can see my breath
cold hands
i can't feel my skin
shaking, body aching
pull me closer
breaking
i can't take anymore
this isn't the life that i wanna live
i already tried my best 
so why try again
is it over yet?
can i call it quits?
it's
seasonal depression
sick of everyone telling me it's a lesson
i should make more of my life 
cause "it's a blessing"
"and you'll be fine once you stop with all the stressing"
nobody understands
i can't get out my bed
i hate the helping hands
i've lost my fucking mind so don't you get it man?
they know nothing about me 
"he's just having a bad week"
it's lovely 

hide my problems in the alcohol 
drink myself away till i can't even feel a thing at all
i'm becoming just like you
it scares me to death,
i don't wanna but i have to

seasonal depression (prod. iof)

I Am A 22 year old Music Promoter/Producer On YouTube Message Me Your Songs For A Chance To Be Featured ❤

waste my time

Days to Waste

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