This song is for the sole purpose of being part of the Gear Gods 200k Contest

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Where were you?
When I needed you the most
Where were you?
Am I a ghost to you?
Did you ever think about
All the things I had to go through all alone
Many nights and lonely times
Thinking if something
Was wrong with me
I was always so insecure
Couldn’t really flourish with anything I ever did
I questioned who could ever love me
When the one

The one who was supposed to be with me since day one
Never really cared for who I was
It’s so hard to walk away from the damage you have done
Did you ever stop to think of who you left?
You don’t know of all the times I spent afraid
Felt like I failed for far too long
Since the day you left me

At the moment that you walked out
I was incomplete my heart was torn
In my head so much doubt, it’s a meltdown
I always had to question why
Am I really meant to be here?
Will someone ever love someone like me?
I guess time will tell if I can make it on my own

The one who was supposed to be with me since day one
Never really cared for who I was
It’s so hard to walk away from the damage you have done
Did you ever stop to think of who you left?
You don’t know of all the times I spent afraid
Felt like I failed for far too long
Since the day you left me

Why did you ever have me?
If you were never gonna love me
For my sake, I already forgave you
My anger is gone

Ghost

I feel so sick
I’m caught in a place so lonely
I was losing my mind
But then you came along

Since the moment I met you
Everything started to make sense
I wish I could hold on to you
And make it last forever

With you I can see so clearly
No more sick days 
When you are here with me
When you hold my hand
I feel so alive
You’re my only remedy

I felt no hope
My pulse was weak
Heartbroken
All I could remember 
Was the sound of your voice
That led me on

Since the moment I met you
Everything started to make sense
I wish I could hold on to you
And make it last forever

With you I can see so clearly
No more sick days 
When you are here with me
When you hold my hand
I feel so alive
You’re my only remedy
With you I can see so clearly
No more sick days 
When you are here with me
When you hold my hand
I feel so alive

Sick Days

Hi,
Dayze, here.
Over the past year I've been working on creating this song and music video. There were many setbacks including COVID and many personal issues but I am extremely happy and proud to show you my video. This by no means was an individual effort and I am grateful to God, my family, my wife, and all the talented individuals who have helped this dream come true. I'm sure that many are like me, doubtful and insecure; but let me reassure you that whatever your dreams are pursue them relentlessly. It's not going to be easy, but that is part of the journey. Be determined, surround yourself and cherish those who support you. 

Making music has saved me, it helps me cope with my emotions and release all the negativity and this is what this song and video is conveying. I hope that you can enjoy this track and hopefully realize that you are precious and that you have purpose. 
Stay safe and thank you for stopping by

My Way

I’ve been here before
I feel it in my core
I’m trapped inside this lore
I’ve been searching in the wrong direction
And I’ve been living with the worst intentions
I can’t find any motivation

Run away
I’m sure I’ll find a way
Take me to yesterday
To a place where I can stay and call my home
Will you try and help me find the answers
They can no longer go unanswered
There’s only so much that I can take

Once again, I found myself
Back in this place
I can feel it in my heart
Took my soul right from the start
In this moment, I can’t face the consequences
My actions clearly louder that my own words
It’s time to face the truth
But I’m still trying to

Run away
I’m sure I’ll find a way
Take me to yesterday
To a place where I can stay and call my home
Will you try and help me find the answers
They can no longer go unanswered
There’s only so much that I can take

Run Away

You’ve seen it all before the clothes against the floor
was that the reason that you never let me in
The writing is on the wall, the calm before the fall
I question if the means will justify the end
Hoping I walk on out, hoping I have the doubt
two years and sober now, you’re waiting

I’m older now, I’m older now
I can’t believe you’re gone
One day I will be wiser
confident, fighting for my own
Just one more day

From now on, till the end of time
where have I got to go
Gone I had to move along 
with the secrets that you know
and the writings on the wall
Hoping I walk on out, hoping I have the doubt
two years and sober now, you’re waiting

I’m older now, I’m older now
I can’t believe you’re gone
One day I will be wiser
confident, fighting for my own
Just one more day

And now we test what we know in life
I’m falling down, I won’t go out
Now I’m alone and running, finding out where we both have gone

I’m older now, I’m older now
I can’t believe you’re gone
One day I will be wiser
confident, fighting for my own

Gone

Here we go again
I wake up
But I’m tied to this chain
And I can’t even remember
How I even ended up this way

I was a dreamer
I spread my wings up high to reach the sun
Stone cold believer
The light that shines within
Can change the world

I’m fed up with living this lie
Day by day, telling me it’s alright
I want to see things differently
Even though it means  I walk alone

It’s okay to be afraid
No one said this would be easy
And I fall like I did before
I won’t stay on the ground anymore

Take me back
Just take me back to when
I was a dreamer
I spread my wings up high to reach the sun
Stone cold believer
The light that shines within
Can change the world

You can change the world
Just believe in yourself
Take me back
Just take me back to when
I was a dreamer
I spread my wings up high to reach the sun
Stone cold believer
The light that shines within
Can change the world

Dreamer

Hello 
Dayze, here.
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My name is Heriberto Delgado Jr and I am a latino musician out of Mexicali, Mexico & Calexico, CA. Through music, I became a better person, I made friends, and gave my life purpose. I hope that you join me in my journey as a musician and find something meaningful in what I create. 

Let me just tell you one more thing,  
you are precious and you have purpose too.

Rock on!