on my own [ft h4lftime]

im just scrapin by
made my life just passing time
i could wait forever
feelings fade in every night
i just cant remember
back and forth it's never right
this is no life

damage 
i just go through pain
that i cant manage
every day
all the same habits
give me something else
i have to have it

while i wander in and out
spade stuck in the ground
lay in the cracks n the trenches
i promised that im not around
laid in the grass
under trees
just a memory
but thats where
i want to be

im not lookin over
i dont see a future
if this is all there
is then im not sticking
round much longer
i dont want it

see what i see

I guess it's less surprising since it happens so consistently, 
I numb the thought with lies that I tell myself prolifically

MessUp! Ft. sendflowrs (prod. Dercept X 80root)

work 4 it! w/ (prod. tunnA Beatz)

nova:
i see an itty bitty girl like me
who wants to be the greatest performer you've ever seen
who wants be on T.V. and covers of magazines
kid, you got so much to learn

it's not gonna be easy
especially, not for YOU
you're dressed up like a freak and you wanna dye your hair blue
you said you wanna sing so go show em shat you can do
oh kid, you got so much to earn

everyone will cheat you and leave you up in the dust
remember that in this world, you're the only one you can trust
there's no such thing as handouts, working hard is just a must
all the fame and all the glory is so close you could touch

but baby, you've gotta work for it
hey, stop you're cryin'
go look into the mirror and press glitter on your eyes 
cause you DESERVE this
they're paralyzed, they never thought you could make it, you're a goddess in disguise
and they hate that- 
you got determination
they wasted all their dreams applying for higher education
but you dont waste no time
its either now or never
you know its your time to shine
you are a fuckin' ember

lil booj:
ember
got so much left to learn 
not a lotta time to let it settle in tho
adversity from start to finish where do we begin 
gonna have to take some time to fully take it in 
before you know it they’ll be askin how’d you make it like that 
where’d you get the fans and all the money so fast 
never see the dedication get no bts
break it up before it starts you’ll always be the best

nova:
everyone will cheat you and leave you up in the dust
remember that in this world, you're the only one you can trust
there's no such thing as handouts, working hard is just a must
all the fame and all the glory is so close you could touch

but baby, you've gotta work for it
hey, stop you're cryin'
go look into the mirror and press glitter on your eyes 
cause you DESERVE this
they're paralyzed, they never thought you could make it, you're a goddess in disguise
and they hate that- 
you got determination
they wasted all their dreams applying for higher education
but you dont waste no time
its either now or never
you know its your time to shine
you are a fuckin' ember

but baby, you've gotta work for it
hey, stop you're cryin'
go look into the mirror and press glitter on your eyes 
cause you DESERVE this
they're paralyzed, they never thought you could make it, you're a goddess in disguise
and they hate that- 
you got determination
they wasted all their dreams applying for higher education
but you dont waste no time
its either now or never
you know its your time to shine
you are a fuckin' ember

work 4 it! w/ lil booj (prod. tunnA Beatz)

you never seem to try,
better to doubt me then lie,
you don't wanna change,
please dont ever walk away from me

I've been changing fine,
I've been eating good with excercise,
maybe you're the one, (x2)

girl, I want, more drugs, more sex, more fun!
I will not let this go, this life I want I chose, stand on my feet 10 toes, I'll be big as post malone,
I'm talkin' movie deals, so I can go wherever I feel, I'll be like post malone, malone.

I got a boot wit a snake,
its the devil and,
sold my soul for a second chance
wouldn't give it for anything,
my grandpa said im gon be the man,
I told 'em chief, learned it from the best,
carry on your legacy, im finna make this family rich,

*chanting*

I fell in line with the stars,
they taught me who I've become,

Boot w/ a Snake

guitar sample from flight of the conchords. not for profit just for fun!

now she’s pretending
but i can tell she know the truth
i was down for a minute
now my eyes are waterproof

picked myself up no help
now i’m feelin bulletproof
i got louis on my waist
now it’s drop top no roof

see me wasting my time away
all i every wanted bottles & an ashtray
bad thoughts sometimes they start to replay
yeah my minds not here its on a sick day

in a spiral
spinning like a vinyl
think you’re viral
you are in denial yeah
i see you calling
but i told you not to dial
one day she’s an angel
then she acting like my rival

not fond of sleeping all alone
every time i find someone
think i’m better on my own
i was young only thinking
i’ll be better when i’m grown
would i be fine with the way
that i turned out don’t know

hold me close because i need the feeling
i get faded just to stop the dreaming
didn’t mean to ghost you i'm still healing
hard to trust another i’m still dealing 
with the way i think you know i hate that
extrovert turn introvert ill face that
but i don’t wanna change you won’t see me with a face tat
start to feel anxiety & now my heart rate fast

sick day

Inspired by The Hard Times of RJ Berger, and of course Amber Lancaster🖤

No Handshake x The Blame. - Jenny Swanson

fuckin up the scene since twenny19 with Star and SageArt 💗🌟✨ 
@iamstarinthesky
@joshuasageart

- lyrics -
[Hook - Star]
I got that CREAM
Yea the Cash Rules Everything Around Me
I pop out strapped but I'm dressed in Supreme 
I turn they heads when I walk thru the scene
Lit off a Molly pill and a whole bean
She peep my fit say lookin too clean
Amiri oh my 2 racks on the jeans
Breakdown the Miley the powder so clean
My product like nothin the street's ever seen

[Verse 1 - SageArt]
I don’t sell white I got white on me
I’m feelin fly got air max on me feet
I got good friends I don’t fuck with the scene
I carry weight they depending on me
JoshuaSageArt gon light up yo team 
Leave your head spinning they fall to they feet
My passion could fill up an entire seas
If we freestyled you prolly know me
I got the best bars in my whole state
You want yo hoe but it’s prolly too late
I put my racks right in front of her face
I count my bands then I’m out with no trace
I’m on the track ima sing like I’m drake
I’m on that track and i Cannot take break
Ima keep going and going all day
Ima keep flowing and flowing all day

[Hook - Star]
I got that CREAM
Yea the Cash Rules Everything Around Me
I pop out strapped but I'm dressed in Supreme 
I turn they heads when I walk thru the scene
Lit off a Molly pill and a whole bean
She peep my fit say lookin too clean
Amiri oh my 2 racks on the jeans
Breakdown the Miley the powder so clean
My product like nothin the street's ever seen

[Verse 2 - Star]
I been out there moving good product
Now I'm shopping at fendi and Prada
Gettin top from a lil latin mama
She say gracias I say denada
Keepin the pole and
I'm watching my back
20K on the fit
And that's just a fact
Bank after bank
And stack after stack
I love my life
there's no going back

Love getting high, I’m smokin on pack
Up in the sky I’m countin up racks
Look in my eyes u see I’m on track
Covered in ice covered in cash
Covered in swag too many bags
Louis and Goyard smellin like cash
Prada for momma  and her little stash
We came from the bottom
and we aint goin back!

[Hook - Star]
I got that CREAM
Yea the Cash Rules Everything Around Me
I pop out strapped but I'm dressed in Supreme 
I turn they heads when I walk thru the scene
Lit off a Molly pill and a whole bean
She peep my fit say lookin too clean
Amiri oh my 2 racks on the jeans
Breakdown the Miley the powder so clean
My product like nothin the street's ever seen

PRODUCT

Spotify 🌟

PRODUCT w/ ✮JoshuaSageArt✮ (Prod. Gibbo & Ferno)

produced by: @yunnygoldz
featuring: @nevermadeithome

lyrics:

(sendflowrs)

and it’s 1,2 when i step round here,
yeah she looking out her window as i fade into the dead night,
and ur still cute when you cut your hair;
yeah she the type of girl that’ll leave you in the headlights,
u better back up when fly right through, 
doin 80 on the freeway you can catch me runnin red lights,
then she act up and she wanna call you,
pretend to fall asleep, leave me crying in my bed like

that’s yunny on the beat man i’m running with this shit
i know too many ppl in the scene that call it quits
when the plays drop a little, what the fuck did you expect?
you don’t care about the music you just care about the cents 

run red lights, on the weekend 
baby call me up every day she steady scheming 
tryna get my head right,
so i read em,
but i don’t reply,
i won’t cave, no disagreements 
anymore

and your accrilcs, got you fuckin grinning
i wish that i could have the same effect because i’m missing
the days where we would sit around and listen in the kitchen 
to the birds above, who the fuck am i kidding?

she said what’s your task force? 141 
hole in your chest but i’ve never held a gun
bring em all down on my own don’t run,
you don’t care about the music you just care about the funds 

like 141, we ain’t on it,
kill your best friend wrap him up in a carpet,
shoutout to the plug i been moving all this product
shoutout jcm i been stayin with my shotgun 

that spas 12 send you straight to hell
kill your whole squad then i turn it on myself
i got rot in my heart, bitch i’m not well,
but i got all these shots in the dot, don’t tell


(nmih)

ain’t gonna lie, i think i hate me
ain’t gonna lie, i think i’m struggling with myself lately,
so take me back to the sunny days that i miss,
i’ll never forget the feeling from our first kiss,
and you’re still cute when you cut your hair,
in your red dress,
you got my mind doing treflips,
141 gonna be in your playlist,
me and grayfox made cod rap famous

(sendflowrs)

and it’s 1,2 when i step round here,
yeah she looking out her window as i fade into the dead night,
and ur still cute when you cut your hair;
yeah she the type of girl that’ll leave you in the headlights,
u better back up when fly right through, 
doin 80 on the freeway you can catch me runnin red lights,
then she act up and she wanna call you,
pretend to fall asleep, leave me crying in my bed like

cut your hair w/ nevermadeithome (+ yunny goldz)

featuring: https://soundcloud.com/cypression
produced by: https://soundcloud.com/jolst x https://soundcloud.com/irby314

Lyrics:

Time flies when you're crying in the hallways
I just wanna go back to the old days
Up late just hoping you would call me
I was pretty fucking sure that you forgot me x2

I was pretty sure that you forgot me
Ice on my wrist but your voice it still haunts me
Crying in my room in my bed like always
The weight on my chest it's too much and I’m sorry
And I’m sorry didn’t mean what I said
And I’m sorry I let you down again


Cyrpessions lyrics:
Time flies when you're crying in the hallways
I just wanna go back to the old days

Time flies when you're crying in the hallway
Really wanna go back to the old days
I really wish you would fucking hold me
Thinking about all the things you told me

I told you I loved you and I did it so boldly
Keep blacking out and my eyes keep on closing
Sitting all alone and you’re in my head
Wrote you a song at 3am
Can't go to bed cant go to bed

time flies (feat. cypression) (prod. jolst x irby)

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