Stigma is a satrical exposé to the stigma that persons considering abortion in the Philippines face, exploring the inner critic of women facing this challenge.⠀

Stigma is one of the 13 tracks in Pasya Music Album, written and performed by SHNTI. The song is arranged, produced, and mixed by Calix.

Pasya Music Album is part of the decriminalization of abortion campaign in the Philippines that is made possible by Women's Global Network for Reproductive Rights in collaboration with Filipino Freethinkers and Philippine Safe Abortion Advocacy Network, and with support from Safe Abortion Action Fund and Abortion Conversation Projects.

06 SHNTI - Stigma

HOOK
Cause you are just so far away
I miss the way you say my name
I try my best to hide the pain (Uh-huh)
Waiting for the day, that you are not away

V1

It was 008 when you left for LA
Crazy how fast the time flew, I still wait for the day
That I can feel your touch, see you blush, I hope that you'll stay.
Still got a bunch of secrets that I hope I could say

It's nearly a decade, ma, and I already learned a lot
Told me do my thing and chase my dreams, don't let nobody stop-
me from going for it, it's euphoric but I hope you're here
Got so many stories that I think you would enjoy to hear

I'm so jealous of the kids that have their family with them
It's all good though, you that I still got you here within
Pardon me if I can't pretend, always take your medicines
Sorry for being so hard-headed, and make you pay for my sins

The memories I cling to are the treasures that I keep
Dry your tears, ma. You know I hate seeing you weep
By the way I grew taller, probably taller than you
You and papa take care of each other, I hope to see you soon

HOOK
Cause you are just so far away
I miss the way you say my name
I try my best to hide the pain (Uh-huh)
Waiting for the day, that you are not away

CALL

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LYRICS:

MARC:
Kapag kapiling ka, parang kasiping ko ang langit
Tanging dalangin lamang aking sinta, sana ikay mapasakin kahit
maraming nagsasabi sakin na, hindi dapat ganito
ang pagmamahal kadalasan ay merong kasamang pighati at pagkabigo

Wag malito! Hindi hihinto
Hindi nagdududa. Walang liliko sa tama na ruta.
Umaga palang, ako na ang una sa inyong pinto

Haharanahin ka, hanggang sa dumating na ang oras na akin ka
subalit hindi ka man lang sumilip, puso ko'y namimilipit nako yari na

Sabi na nga ba, lang hiya
Isa nanamang kabiguan uh
Hindi ko naman kasalanan na nalasahan ka't natipuhan
buti nalang ako ay natauhan
buti nalang aking natutunan
ang bumangon muli sa sakit at hapdi na hatid ng kalungkutan

DB
Pagkagising (uh), ikaw ang hinahanap agad ng mata
Ako'y napapikit, yakap mo na mahigpit, sa akin dumikit ayoko nang mawalay pa
Basta kasama ka, kahit di na humithit malamang may amat na.
Kahit medyo makulit at minsan laging galit
Ako'y pipikit saglit at magpapasalamat sa

Kanya na nagtagpo sating tadhana
Dalangin ko lang sana na hindi lang hanggang sana
Parang bitamina di mawawalan ng gana
Kapag medyo pasira na pipilitin kong gumana

Kinilala ko ang bawat letra
na nakatala sa pangalan mo na mahiwaga
Tila tala inakala na iba ka sa kanila
Para lang malaman na madali ka lang mahila

Pero ayos lang, inaral pa kita pero natapos lang.
Saking pananatili di kelangan na magsisi, 
Kahit respeto sa sarili ay inagos lang. 
Sayang lang. Saya na sana nadama nasayang lang. 
Sayang lang. Saya na sana nadama nasayang lang.

Cottonmouth Kisses - DB x MARC (ROW4)

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H BEAT ~ Always Down For You (Prod by Menace)

Wrote this a year ago.
This one for my moms.

Beat: Nujabes-Reflection Eternal
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_qU2MXeAz1E

ILAW (16 bars)

AU NATUREL

au na·tu·rel
ˌō ˌnaCHəˈrel/
adjective & adverb
: with no elaborate treatment, dressing, or preparation.

A 3-track EP, collaboration of Baryo Berde's femcees, DB and Kessiah Bravo.

DB:
It’s like I’ve know you for too long,
I don't need any effort for me to write u a song.
But I know you got a girl, now tell me is it wrong
Cause we really get along and we be sharing the same bong
You be sendin me texts, sendin me pics
You know that I be feelin u, u number one in my list.
Call u when I’m bored, and you be there in a minute
Got the words with the sword and I’m if u with me then Im with it
Your intellect got me hooked, tell me if u wanna freak
Make me bounce up and down, ridin like the beat
All the words you spittin got me thinking nasty scenes
Every word is like a key that let you touch my skin
Now let me tell you what I’m thinking, 
I can let you in if you feelin what I’m feelin
This connection is rare, no one could ever compare
You one of a kind, you a breath of fresh air


HOOK:
What are you doing with me boy
You know I have somebody with me oh no (All along)
And you look at me like im in a show 
Stop it cuz you making me insane ohh boy  


KESSIAH BRAVO:
The beat is beating of my chest 
I dont know what's going on but aleast I knew the best 
When I saw you across the room 
I know that it is the realest and you ain't no fool 
Cuz i see it in your eyes, what a deep surprise 
And I kinda felt like you are looking next to me with no fear 
I dont like you to see me lookin with a tear in my ears 
Cuz im prolly gettin hurted by the scenes that aint clear 
Uh mean im tryna get you see that im only just for real  
When you getting closer to me  
I can feel that beat in your chest that pounding in your skin 
So obscene cuz im shivering everytime you're listening
And that voice of yours 
I cant get enough in my thoughts
Cuz i know im supposed to love myself owned with somebody that he knows 
And i dont wanna do any dirt  so uh get in your clothes 
Cuz im prolly not gettin those shits that you know  

HOOK

SIDE - DB x Kessiah Bravo

AU NATUREL

au na·tu·rel
ˌō ˌnaCHəˈrel/
adjective & adverb
: with no elaborate treatment, dressing, or preparation.

A 3-track EP, collaboration of Baryo Berde's femcees, DB and Kessiah Bravo.

KESSIAH BRAVO:
The finest chick is on the beat
Better fuck off cuz u can never handle me 
I got dollars in my checklist, and I'm the ultimate thick chick
And you cannot kiss me on my cheeks 
Coz imma fuck you on your sheets 
You can kiss me up all night and you stress will be free  
Well baby we'll see if your the one for me
I gotta give you all my dreams and we'll be happily bees 
Swimming in beers and you can cheer up on me  
All i wanna do  is lick you up and down
Untill you're in the ground  and there's no asking how 
How great we're doing now 
You may take your final vow 
Cuz its the final round Ill take you to the south


DB:
Pull up to the venue, better feel blessed that i came through
Can tell me what i cant do, ugh, shawty keep up with my pace
If u wanna talk shit tell it to my face,
Good weed, good game, good brain.
You stickin on my name for the fame, bang bang
Know you felt the bullet, i can see your lies right thru it
Dont cry i got no time, stay fly gotta bid bye
Unlimited ideas/ that three striped adidas
They start whisperin when they see us
But we don’t care, catch sight of my long hair
See me live my life making yours seem unfair
I don't even gotta go there
Young skilled little beast, 
Get you lined up, imma be ready to feast
If you show up in the streets
We countin on our talents we dont count on no luck.
Ask ur homeboy if he ever got to fuck
Cause the answer is no, yea the answer is no


ITS A TRAP - DB x Kessiah Bravo

AU NATUREL

au na·tu·rel
ˌō ˌnaCHəˈrel/
adjective & adverb
: with no elaborate treatment, dressing, or preparation.

A 3-track EP, collaboration of Baryo Berde's femcees, DB and Kessiah Bravo.

HOOK:
Celebrating all the girls
To the women who be rockin them diamonds and pearls
Celebratin all the girls
To the ones who got straight hair or the one with curls
Celebratin all the girls
To the chicks who are petite and the ones that got the curves
Celebratin all the girls
We a blessing to this world, lets help each other fight the curse

DB:
It’s the feminine aura, 
it’s Eve, Lauryn Hill, Audrey Hepburn, Maria Clara
Getting lifted, feeling gifted as we smoke the ganja
Celebratin’ feminism, yo kaming bahala.

We got flowers on our body, better catch the scent.
Our principles are straight never get the mindset bent
Believe in yourself because your mind is your wealth
Be thankful for your struggle and the cards that you’ve dealt 

With/ Got the butter and the bread
Every girl’s connected by an invisible thread
Sunkissed, soft lips, tell your homie check this
Spreading peace and unity is a daily practice

Shawty feel good know that youre a queen
Give a cold shoulder to those who doubt you in the scene
So heres the scepter, and the letter and a message for you
You’re a soldier with a soul, and your presence is true.

HOOK


KESSIAH BRAVO:
It's the feminine aura,
Speak for yourself cause we know you aint a liar
Representing womanhood we can give you fame and food
Better treat us right so you can get in our shoes

And if you feelin blue, always think that everything you do is possible.
You are capable of doing what's best for your time,
and the dimes are just for fun.

Every Filipina is worthy of your life
And don't you even think that we need you in our pies.
Cause we manage through the lies,
And we can leave you dying inside.

Open your eyes, baby girl this is our fight.
That we should keep it alive.
And put allah in our minds,
Cause you're a good girl and you know what is your right.


FEMININE AURA - DB x Kessiah Bravo

Written by: 8-bitfiction
Produced by: 8-bitfiction
Performed by: Calix

Sepultorero.nsf

Ang lahat ng iyong ginawang karimarimarim
Ay hindi na namin hahayaan pang iyong ulitin
Walang mang-aalipin kung walang paaalipin.
Paki sabi nga dyan sa tiyuhin mo at tiyahin
Na ang sinimulan nila’y aming tatapusin
Hindi hahayaang kalayaa’y pa’y nakawin
At ang pambansang layunin namin ay pangitiin
Si Gat Jose Rizal, Andres, at ang  pambansang lawin
Baluktutin ma’t balibaliktarin ng mga bayarin
Anong ilalaban ng bilyon niyo sa mga puso namin?
Pala ang dala at  hustisya ang hangarin
Ako ang sepultorero, brad, nasaan ‘yong huhukayin?
May bangkay na ang  pakay ay bayan ay ialay
Sa hanay ng abay niyang puros naka de sungay
Taas kamay, isang tagay, para sa bagong bahay
Linagay sa hukay ang tunay para tayo’y muling mapilay (Kampai!)

Malumanay na sinalakay ng bukang liwayway
Kumakain ng tinapay ang mga halang ang atay
Uuwi na daw si Ferdie, pare, sa akin siya sabay
"Saang sangay ka nga tinoka sa impyerno ng kaaway?"
Magsuklay. Magbantay. Parating na mga salot
Sa huli lang nakikita ng insekto ang mga sapot
Alisin sa pagkalukot  ang kaysasayang ginusot
Hindi binira ni Bracken si Jose para tayo'y makalimot
Ngayon ako’y balot sa poot kong suot-suot
Imbis na kumakalikot ngayon sa rally umiikot
Sinisigaw ang sagot sa utak na makipot
Walang ni isa sa’min dito ang natatakot
Ang lahat ng iyong ginawang karimarimarim
Ay hindi namin hahayaan pang iyong ulitin
Walang mang-aalipin kung walang paaalipin.
Ako ang sepultorero, brad, nasaan ‘yong huhukayin?

Calix x 8-bitfiction

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Artist: DZBY x Trippy $tunna x Sej x P sign

FLY$AFE ft. DZBY - kwatro bente

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from "EUPHOBIA (intro) to DEVILWEARSPRADA (outro)", listen to it by order. I'm letting you in my world and let you know what it's like to be in my shoes. Welcome to my mixtape.

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