This practice is designed as accompaniment to Issue 04 of the Deep Intimacy Newsletter.

In this issue we look at Gene Key 28 through the lens of intimate relating.
(Purposelessness -> Totality -> Immortality)

What we find is the inherent fear and avoidance of intimacy that many of us can encounter... to go deeper into intimacy is to embrace this fear.

This practice guides you into feeling and embracing fear, so that you might experience a deepening of your intimacy in any relationship.

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Embracing Fear, Deepening Intimacy

Produced/Arranged by O.Negative, Jeremy Capps + Me
Mixed by O.Negative
Guitar/Organ: Jeremy Capps 
Vocals/Bass: Me

SEXXX DREAMS (Lady Gaga Refix)

Studio tape from created with 4-track Fostex audio is mono. 
Equiptment: Akai synth, Boss Drum programming, Korg Poly 800.

Ever Love (1994 Studio Tape)

1. Primal Breath Work

☯️This audio is for you to restore your inner balance between your Inner Masculine and Feminine energies within so you can attract love and accomplish your goals with flow and fun! 

💜If your inner feminine needs more support, fun and play, then this practice is for you! 

🦄Get ready to dance and be met by your inner Divine Support system! All that’s needed is your full Presence and an ability to shake it off! ✨🙏✨

MASCULINE FEMININE BALANCE

EMOTIONS IN THE HEART

MEETING THE CORE NEEDS

Awareness Cultivation Practice- Tattva Bhavana- Meditation on Reality.

AWARENESS CULTIVATION

INNER MOTHER - INNER FATHER 2

Shadow Integration Meditation

This is a self-pleasure Meditation so you can fully claim your worthiness on moving forward with a goal or desire, and claiming your full Kingly Embodiment.

SelfPleasure-Worthiness

Analogue synthesizer music. Mostly unreleased work. See Paper+Sound for mastered releases.

Haig Bedrossian alias DE HAGA is a synthesist living in New York. Originally from Toronto. Songs where I sing, see @haig-complex

Equipment
Korg: MS-2000 (1998), Radias (2006), Volca Sample (2016)
EMU: Audity 2000 (1998)
Moog: Werkstatt (2014)
Roland: MC-50 MKII Sequencer (1990)
DAW: Ableton Live

Ever Love (1994 Studio Tape)

DE HAGA

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