written and performed by Flowermansion, produced by Eric North (RIOT_ANGEL) Mixed by Flowermansion & Whymarku

TATTOOS (PROD. RIOT_ANGEL)

i wrote this about my gender dysphoria so enjoy coz this mad personal
shout out parisfall
shoutout toecar + benzosaint for listening to me mix in the discord 30 mins before i released this
lyrics: 

/verse/

I jus want be out this body, lately I been out my mind 
wish I noticed this shit sooner, but I was occupied 
I can’t look into the mirror coz I would rather die 
this isn’t who am or wanna be at this time 
but i jus keep on hiding I don’t wanna fight back 
cut my hair, change my name nah they wouldn’t like that 
don’t see me like that please, I jus gotta smile back  
I can’t be who I wanna coz they say I should dial back 

/chorus/

U THINK ITS HARD FOR U WHAT U THINK IM GOING THRU 
I WAKE UP EVERYDAY, WRONG BODY MIND YOU 
I JUS WANNA BE ME I DONT WANNA FIGHT YOU 
I JUS WANNA HAVE A DAY WHERE I DONT LIE TO MYSELF NAH

/break/ 

i jus wanna have a day where i dont gotta lie to myself nah x2

/verse/

why the fuck do I got go thru this 
clawing at my skin I don’t wanna do this 
talking to my brain like I wanna shoot this 
trapped inside this body I don’t wanna rly view this 
coz each day it’s getting worse 
nothing can ever help it so I write another verse 
people say it’s gift, nah it’s a curse 
I jus wanna have a day where I don’t wan be in a hearse 

/chorus/

IF ITS HARD FOR U WHAT THE U RECKON IM GOING THRU 
I WAKE UP IN THE WRONG BODY EVERYDAY MIND YOU 
I JUS WANNA BE ME I DONT WANNA FIGHT YOU 
I JUS WANNA HAVE A DAY WHERE I DONT LIE TO MYSELF NAH

*in the wrong body* <prod LaddrsTMBeats>

Lyrics:

Wish upon a star
I wanna far
Somewhere out in space 
I just need to wait
Smoking day to day
I’m never okay
Please just stay away x2

Running round in circles
Assuming what you think
I’m getting so dizzy 
Will you catch me?
I wish I were worth it
I wish I were perfect
I wish I could see the things that u see in me

Do you believe in me?
What do you even see in me?
Like what about the chemistry?
And Some about our history?
It’s all just a mystery 
Just tell me what I mean to me
I’m always so mean to me
I’m my own worst enemy

Crying for help but no one can hear me
Every day on earth I’m losing my sanity 
All my thoughts just end in calamity 
My life is just a tragedy 
Are you mad at me? x2
Or are you sad at me? 
Are you sad with me?
Everything’s so saddening 
Just tell me what’s the matter
Tell me if it matters
does anything matter
Idk

I just wanna be okay

DIZZY (prodcloubee)

MEDS [PROD. MALWARE X CHULL]

krvmpus x ex dante - what i want (siouxxie)

Ur not special (prod.Ex dante)

so done (relapse) prod fps

carousel* [morecalcium]

she's not the one lol </3

TWO WAY STREET* [jesse brown]

I Can Count Your Tears Freestyle

Produced by zzzfallenraven

Mixed/Mastered by ADotSounds

DIZZY (prodcloubee)

K I N K K O R E (@kinkkore)

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