prod. Cl6udy x Jolst

Lyrics:

(Harmonising - Intro)

do you even know how i feel inside
coz i tried tried tried to hide
oh i tried it the suicide
tied a noose up to my light

im sick of drinking myself
blackout drunk i cant help myself
constantly on my mind
she werent the same until i closed my eyes
thinking of you every night
i cant seem to fight
this pain inside
you can never side
with these demons in my mind

do you even know how i feel inside
coz i tried tried tried to hide
oh i tried it the suicide
tied a noose up to my light x2

(interlude - harmonising)

do you even know how i feel inside
coz i tried tried tried to hide
oh i tried it the suicide
tied a noose up to my light x2

u dont know how i feel

prod mackk

Lyrics

Its late in the night
and i think about u all the time
u don't have to pick up the pieces
when, when we divide
i just wanna see you happy
i just want you to be straight
i try not to be so sad and shit
now its too late

it all changed when you went away
i guess its the only way
and i think im breaking down again
my head in my hands while im in a state
tears roll down my face
when i think of you today

its so.. hard to go on
I have to be strong
you can cut me off
coz i'll be the one to..

(Interlude)

Its late in the night
and i think about u all the time
u don't have to pick up the pieces
when, when we divide
i just wanna see you happy
i just want you to be straight
i try not to be so sad and shit
now its too late

i dont wanna be stupid
i wanna text u but ill lose it
i know that your clueless
coz ive been going thru it x2

its 4:04am and im sad again

prod by santana x astrid

lyrics

holding your hand
i feel the rush
know that i love u

and im so sad
we stuck like glue
this sadness weighs on my trust
but i trust u
so can u feel me now
you lift me when im down
and you know how 
to see my happy as i was down

i remember getting faded over
remember times i was so blue
drinking by the bottle
getting fucked up was my motto
take another pill to follow

i cant feel my face at all
i cant deal with the troubles i swallow
what is real when my soul is hollow
i might kill myself tomorrow

(holding your hand x2)

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