a long form attack on the senses, or i thought i was a high flying bird

oh well


lyrics:

it’s shit on my mind today
i looked at my phone, that shit empty 
it is what it is 
that shit wouldn’t fly today 
get back if you let me
i can’t, so it is what it is
Can’t give that energy no more
Sit back in the back, where it’s empty
Like straight off the grid
She said that she love me 
Is just what it is 
i can’t give no fucks cuz that’s just how I live
x2


i can’t give no fucks cuz that’s just how I live
I said she a dub, she read it off my lips 
I’m tripping, she stuck, i’m tired of this shit
She down and i’m up, I do not give no shits
The pack in the trunk, she down and off about brick
Shit That’s a hell of a trip
Stacks for the chaser
That cardi just downing my lungs and that shit got me stuck
I get the racks baby now i’m paid out
Shit just relax baby, let it play out
I’m on the track eating like it’s take out
They can’t attack baby, like it’s fake out
I’m in the aston martin, maserati, two tone ben’s dripping like a lake house
No calls in my phone cuz i took the fakes out
At the exxon, shit it’s late out 

it’s shit on my mind today
i looked at my phone, that shit empty 
it is what it is 
that shit wouldn’t fly today 
get back if you let me
i can’t, so it is what it is
Can’t give that energy no more
Sit back in the back, where it’s empty
Like straight off the grid
She said that she love me 
Is just what it is 
i can’t give no fucks cuz that’s just how I live
x2

kermits fifth requiem movement one Op No.6

X-Factor

JUMP!

prod. KBL

Jade:

No intervention
Couldn’t keep us together
And you was spending way too many months
Trying to save it
But I know you know better

Cause I don’t want to
Waste your time
But you
Won’t find out
Till I’m
Halfway gone and a
Plane ride down
Well I
Love you now
Just like how I loved you then
But now I think that I know better
Cause I don’t think we should be friends
At all
—
And now you’re up in arms
And darling
I’m so terrified
I cross my heart and hope to die
Your needles in my eyes

But really am I wrong?
Addicted to the thought of you
Seeing that I was off
This feeling sobered me up
—

You’re in love
But I'm so jaded
You’re in love
But I’m not vacant
I feel love
And I can’t take too much

Hope that one day
You’re sick at the thought of me
Cause I think I got a problem with honesty
Like when it’s not with myself
I can’t get over it

But you’re so understanding
So you’ll probably be fine
So I don’t got nothing to worry about
I’m fine
Except I’m out of my mind
Out of my mind
—-

Intermission
Find myself
Running through the backstreets
you know I’ll bleed for it
North France
To Orleans, or
Straight to Paris
When I need it
Double Back
It’s for my health
You tell me what I need
So I don’t gotta plead for it
At the Exx, pour a liter for em
Tripping, maybe
Gotta fight it off

Back cruising down the ends
Think it’s been like two summers
Since we last talked
Living for the weekend
I just seen your friends
Had me hit a moonwalk
I got tired of thinking
That it wasn’t dead between us
That’s just fact talk
And my forté?
Iont back talk bae
No strings in my back
God save me

Yeah this my fucking confession
I felt like shit for many months
But that’s the worst of regression
And I feel the same huh?
I’m sure you’re getting the message
Trying to make some number ones
And keep some seats on they edges

This ain’t the best that you gon' get from me
I just hit up Kirin cause I know he got the works for me
Won’t let this be a first for me
—-
No intervention
Couldn’t keep us together
And you was spending way too many months
Trying to save it
But I know you know better

Cause I don’t want to
Waste your time
But you
Won’t find out
Till I’m
Halfway gone and a
Plane ride down
Well I-
Well I…

Jade (prod. KBL)

loop credits to @janeremover

Art by: Brandon Graser(@brandongraser on instagram)
Special thanks to Voda and Joeboi for all the help, really helped bring out the potential in this track :) (also big thanks to Niz for the manager maneuvers🤞🏾)


Prod: KBL
Arrangement: Voda Fuji
Mix and Master: Voda Fuji, KBL, Billsburyjoeboi

WTF ft funeral (prod.KBL)

prod: @anem0s
Mix & Master: Musa
Cover Art by Brandon Graser

see you insides 👁️

Lyrics

Chorus:
Go waste your time
Enjoy yourself 
Don’t get me wrong 
See you insides
I say you will
Open your eyes
You did me wrong 
adore you still
Keep that in mind 
Baby I lie
You know the deal
One thousand eyes 

—
Verse:

Am I vicious 
I couldn’t tell you no,
Talkin about it till I bit my tongue 
I swear that I’m kidding 
Baby I hate it how you’re just no fun 

But i think that I kinda like it when you cut me off 
Attention so undivided, kinda feels so wrong 
I don’t know where to hide, I think I might get lost 
I could see it was wrong
I can see it  
—-
Bridge:
Memorizing, perfect timing
And you look half dead half the time
Wanna drain you, replicate you 
Like machines do, perfect design

insides (prod.anem0s)

COVER ART BY @IUCREZIADPHOTOS ON TWITTER

Yeah
(Everybody know that my city friendly)
You said you coming
Did you lie, or is you on the way 
Don’t wanna force shit 
Choking poison, imma die with my lungs open
Baby you don’t gotta cry it’s not that important 
You act like I could feel away
like me and all yo girls we not fucking friendly 
You said you’d rather be alone
Baby don’t tempt me 
I been living on my own keep my heart empty 
But my brain full up 
Think I lost my mind
Imma tear my shit up,
Keep it stuck
And I think my ego died 
Tryna teach me a lessons
And I be capping in these lines like a fucking impression, I get it worse in the second
Doubt it 
And maybe probably I’m fine
But I’m really extra
Got no plug on the line
I shouldn’t fucking get one 
I barely get up 

That’s a line
That’s a set up 
—-
I can see the other side
Suicides
I just took the doors of my ride 
Tryna see the sky
Twisted, got it back front
Tryna make it right 
I can see on both sides
Imma lose my mind 

they looking at me saying “how do you do it”
I got too many counting on me for the bag to be losing 
And I was born to go stupid
I got it twisted to a science 
And my tech is influenced
I took a couple trips to Paris think my ass getting fluent 

Pass her the bag and she blew it 
She got her friends, imma let ‘em in
That’s how I get to it
They pass the poison to me
Imma take a hit just to do it
I might cuff her but it depends
See how it goes in the end 
that’s how it go right

losemymind (prod. austyn with a y * anem0s)

PROD AUSTYN WITH A Y + ANEM0S

COVER ART BY @covrboy ON TWITTER

losemymind (fast)

Get back 
I don’t want nobody who could make me feel like that 
“Don’t Call”
In your contacts 
You left your prescriptions 
Now you’re coming over, a contradiction 
But really we not new to it 

Last time you was telling me I talk to much about it 
Now you’re telling me to say sum’n?
If it’s not a problem 
You gon make one 
Tryna start it over
Selling page one 

Not coming back
Funny as hell
Hoping you enjoy yourself 
Now you outside screaming 
I don’t need your help
Now you outside 
Hoping you not lost without it 

Baby I don’t wanna be your lover
You don’t really want no love 
Tryna work it out I doubt it 
You not showing out enough 
All we do is, screaming, shouting 
Baby have we danced enough?
You can see it all surrounding 
I just had to beat your punch 

Who that, who you taking me (for)
Bad line, whatchu say to me 
Long nights, she won’t wait for me
Sweet talker, you savory
I can’t keep fighting myself 
I see you crying as well

and I could sit around 
But I’m better than you told me
It ain’t a problem being lonely 
I tow the line with myself 
And cut the ties with you 
I ain’t walking back to this hell 

I was lying whichu 
Told me I’m a bastard
That’s how you felt 
You say you hate getting mad and baby
We couldn’t tell 
You telling me I’m the problem really
You shouldn’t yell
Preeing ya hands at the table baby
That’s show and tell

Who that, who you taking me (for)
Bad line, whatchu say to me 
Long nights, she won’t wait for me
Sweet talker, you savory
I can’t keep fighting myself 
I see you crying as well

savory (KBL)

no one!

mix and master by anem0s and patrick o’neill
with vocals from oldcollin and wishlane

We don’t like to talk much 
You just know me so well 
Get high in the cold months 
ur so beautiful 
And we confide in no one 
It’s just our little thing
You know you can’t trust no one 
We could be alone for the next few months I think 

And you to me 
It’s personal 
We got along for a while
Come around
And it’s clinical 
Like I don’t wanna miss at all
Gotchu lighting up my room full time 

Then I miss your call
Then you piss me off 
Don’t worry bout it 
I’m tryna talk
You tryna talk 
We both get silent 

——
[gibberish in the form of a chorus]
—-
Oh I doubt it
We blowing up 
Ain’t no way around it 
You’re so in love, drunk
Think about it 
I don’t want nobody 
no 
You did me wrong last time
I let it slide, just to let you know 

Big Lie
Cut y’a role 
Fuck whatchu kno
sleeping all inside of my clothes
You can keep for the road 
I think about you all the time
I never let you know
you tryna tell me shit is fine 
you must think you cold

no one (prod.kbl)

prod. alisynn + vaeo
mix and master by KBL + anem0s

I love you more than anybody on this goddamn earth 
Know you got so many options 
I don’t wanna be that toxic, but could you come home tonight
Why do I feel this shake in my lungs
I’m exhausted
Gimmie that 15 minutes
How did I fuck on ur bitch
I did it

Bitch im the one
Why you never wanna make time for me
Stuck to my guns
All i ever wanted was honesty
Bite all on my face, baby
Don’t do me that way
You know I love you
No offense
I liked fucking you more as a friend
Out my body
Don’t care where it ends
This shit killing me slow and I love it
I been a petty bitch since you met me, you know i’m not above it
Yeah I got six days till I-
Six days till I say fuck it and vanish
I can’t make no time for that
Say you love me, I’m sorry i dipped off
I just fucked on your friend cuz you pissed me off
only been 3 days, had to cut you off
I got a whole lot of drugs in this room if i take all this shit you won’t see me again 

I can’t move slow
She a bad bitch, I know

I love you more than anybody on this goddamn earth 
Know you got so many options 
I don’t wanna be that toxic, but could you come home tonight
Why do I feel this shake in my lungs
I’m exhausted
Gimmie that 15 minutes
How did I fuck on ur bitch
I did it

love actually ft vaeo

armory 
so hard to see your self assured and tested iron mail
know it can’t be helped
a scarred achilles heel 
it’s limping along
hurt as you feel
it’s patient love and knowing you can heal 
that’s heart forreal
i know that im selfish
you know i can’t help it when im without you still
(part of me just knows i would kill to be somebody you spill to when you’d rather be alone)
guarded to the bone
childish and alone
but your love is real
know i love you more than i can deal

armory (KBL)

prod me + tsuyunoshi
written by me + 47negus


Grips all over my hands
I ain’t never been south france 
But I did Paris 
Never set foot in Georgia
But I got a couple of friends
On who I depend 
Remember I ain’t rolled no doja
The vodka was making me slim
Been upping my sins
“You just a clone”, boy shut up
Half of you goofy ass niggas can’t do what I did
Shit ain’t really feeling like home
I just put that on the list of the places I been
I ain’t been in love in a minute
So I wouldn’t know what this is 
She’s so
Be mine for the day
Miso
Take a bite off my plate 
Ego
I know I got a lot of 
So thinking that you think you winning gon drive me insane 

I know you speaking my language but I’m tryna make an exchange 
Don’t wanna go back to the place that I come from
I left cuz it’s nothin that’s making me stay
I got a couple that stay down on the east 
and thats really my family we talk everyday
I got a couple, stay down in the West but it’s really my twin that got me to this place 

I had a couple of drinks at this party that really ain’t shit cuz I how to hang 
I think we talked for a couple of hours cuz we be the only from out of the way

then I think it was
maybe it was that one time
At that lil spot by the 8 line
Yeah
We was out drinking cheap wine
And you only told me this one line 
Yeah
“I used to think we should date” 
I said “you lying”
You said you thought it’s a matter of time
funny how shit go that way


I don’t be feigning this lack of attraction I just think I don’t want you to knowing my brain
I don’t like measuring little reactions cuz I don’t like feeling like I’m getting played 

So I trust no one 
Never be a nigga stuck under yo thumb 
Never let ya name take step out my lungs
Never ever let you have me looking that dumb


Never be the one that you vent to
Never be the one running laps in ya dental 
Never be the one that you sleep sitting next to 

Never be the “who’s that” to all of your friends too, when I text or call you up out of the blue 

Fuck getting closure 
I left cuz of you 
Talking exposure, I’m spitting my truth 
And I don’t really need no one 
But calling it problems is over dramatic 
Used to think it was holding me down
But look at me holding it down 
Fuck eating sleeping
I’m feeling so frantic but ain’t been this locked in a while 

struggling to find out what you mean baby
I been getting green bae
You runnin outta line

Im cross the country burnin gasoline 
tellin you now all my dreams will be real
matter of time

I wanna know why you chose me
Back n forth like a lasso, we
saw the end in sight

miso

westmont

prod 31sentinel + simon m
written by 4cf + angelus + gabby start

carer (feat. angelus)

xoxo

song from 2021 that i thought wasnt good enough...awkwerdddd

beignet

on a monday, i am waiting 
for a drop to fall
in a moment 
i am with you there
in the hour
of our waking 
it is quiet 
like a present with the price still on 
i am with you there

(if I could tell you the truth 
then I might
Maybe you hold that against me 
I hold it against me 
But it’s all that I know 
And I heard 
It’s not how you always hear about it 
Don’t gotta hold it against me 
it’s just something i’m told 

(i don’t wanna know
i don’t wanna wait 
is it beautiful?
or does it always treat you the same 
is it wonderful?
Can you re-create?
or does it always treat you the same)

pieces of you

prod simon m, patrick o'neill, and me

cold sweat
cold heat
hot hands
my bed
you in your dress
hot death
white teeth
hot mess
hold your breath
i wanna be near you (oh!) 
where you are
who you’re with
where you’ll go 
i don’t know (oh!)
you let me in
i’m along 
aperol (oh!)
I can see you for all
Hit the wall (oh!)
empathy is critical 

I’ll be where you are x3
and baby you can have whatever you like 
Where you are 
I’ll be where you are x2
and baby you can have whatever you like
You sent

get along
you look at me 
look like you know 
so pardon me now, if we don’t
I’m in the side room
in the back of the club for a breather till we get back on
gimme a light
I’ll get you something to roll 
you can’t interfere where you’re broke
hit with the fire
I’ll get you in for the low
And maybe we see how it goes
And I guess, that you’re doing it wrong baby
You’re giving it up like you’re dumb
But that isn’t fun baby 
You’re holding a whip, with your tongue
No pulling a punch baby 
They say that a girl is a gun
You could be the one,maybe 
you could have whatever you like 

anything you like 
just me and you with no delusions
and there, you’re right 
it’s just enough to over hear
in the air tonight 
you feel the crush
you feel the moving
it’s rare tonight 
and baby you can have whatever you like 

I’ll be where you are x3
and baby you can have whatever you like 
Where you are 
I’ll be where you are x2
and baby you can have whatever you like

hot death
cold feet
hot fuss
interest 
don’t act like it’s ridiculous 
it’s just 
the way that you move
and the way that you are
you know I really can’t describe 

I’ll be where you are x3
and baby you can have whatever you like 
Where you are 
I’ll be where you are x2
and baby you can have whatever you like

hotdeath (oh!)

tell me now, im ready 
hands down on my table, ain’t i
biting cold and heavy
critical in body and mind 

no i don’t wanna to follow up
know im letting you down 
while you pass me the cup
i don’t wanna be a follower
no i don’t know you now
i was opening up

now i know i can’t take that back
i watched you leave 
face down
i’m paralyzed 
maybe i’m wrong

heaps_10

I know you well
Let you give me a cure
But not to consume
I wanna be sure 
I know you well 
Gotta put up a line 
Or put up a front 
I’m making a sign

I know you well
But i’m seeing a change 
Did I make it wrong 
There’s something to blame 
I’m not for hoping cuz I like to be sure
A part of you too
What do I do anything for 


Part of me hurts down to the bone
I don’t want you going away
Tell me i’m not making the bar 
Part of me knows what u would say

be about it

dancer, sleeper, poet, gone.

Iont really feel no pressure 
I don’t really feel no weight
2 am I was hittin them brakes
Cold water, ice, i ain’t feeling my face 
Whole time I ain’t really feeling no one 
Iont trust myself tell I get shit done 
Whole lotta niggas thinking shit is on page 
feel like shit gotta relocate 
Iont like speaking on the past anymore 
shut shit down, gotta close that door 
Me and twin walked through, came in the front 
Nothing mean shit, I can do what I want 
Nothing ain’t nothing till you make that shit 
I be so scared till I take that risk 
Can’t go out sad
Can’t do that shit 
Issa whole lotta niggas imma be that bitch 

(HANG TIME)
I GOT LOVE FOR THE GAME THAT I PLAY I
NIGGAS BE SO DAMN TRASH SOUND LIKE A.I.
NIGGAS BE SO DOWN BAD GOTTA LAY LOW
COUPLE NIGGAS STACKING UP L’S IONT TAKE THOSE
HURT MY FEELINGS SO I BROKE OFF TRUST
SHIT TAKE TIME SO PLEASE DONT RUSH
NEED ME DOWN SO I CAME IN CLUTCH
MY MOTHER IN THE ROOM BABY PLEASE DONT CUSS
IONT LIKE HEARING THAT TRASH ANYMORE
I DONT WANT NIGGAS GETTING BAGS ANYMORE
I DONT WANT NIGGAS SITTING ROUND ME
TURNT TO AN ANGEL THINKING I FOUND ME
FOCUS ON THE MONEY IMMA BE OKAY
WHEN THAT NEW SHIT DROP IMMA UP MY RATES
WHEN THAT NEW SHIT DROPS IMMA HAVE MY PLACE WHEN THAT NEW SHIT DROPS IMMA HAVE MY WAY HANG TIME 


Iont really feel no pressure 
I don’t really feel no weight
2 am I was hittin them brakes
Cold water, ice, i ain’t feeling my face 
Whole time I ain’t really feeling no one 
Iont trust myself tell I get shit done 
Whole lotta niggas thinking shit is on page 
feel like shit gotta relocate 
Hang Time
I GOT LOVE FOR THE GAME THAT I PLAY I
NIGGAS BE SO DAMN TRASH SOUND LIKE A.I.
Iont like feelings so please don’t touch 
Shit sound trash till you on or you up
Iont even know how I see myself 
Still told niggas iont need no help 
Real shit i just gotta be myself 
Real shit I just gotta bleed myself

mantra

Am I with you when I’m not around
Do I leave you cold?
Do I let you down?
Am I with you at the end of the day?
when It’s just you alone 

Do you think of things I might say?
Do you Catch yourself pulling away?
You told me you loved me today?
Did you get in on time from the train?

and my way out 
It gets colder in here while I lay down 
Times goes there’s less we can say now
I miss when you’d pull me around 

Am I with you when it’s dark in the day 
If i’m all alone
Could I ask you to stay
Am I with you when I’m down and deplored 
When it’s just you alone 
Do you still feel so self assured 
Im biting my nails at the door
I wish I could be something more
But nothings quite the thing we’re hoping for

and my way out 
It gets colder in here while I lay down 
Times goes there’s less we can say now
I miss when you’d pull me around

a fall to the wayside and other such tragedies

you call me impulsive 
Baby don’t i know 
I been here before with you
So please don’t leave me lone 
I call it a blessing
But I don’t really know if that’s for sure
And nobody's perfect 
Baby don’t I know 
I’ll let down my guard for you so
Please don’t treat me wrong 
It’s so ineffective 
You know u do whatever u want 

But you know what it’s like when you love someone 
god forgive me, why I act so dumb 
Now you treating me like i’m no one 
Pardon me, I’m so mistaken 
Now you tell me that I’m all yours
Uncommitted so I close that door 
Move apart of me a little more 
Kill me while my heart is breaking 

A drop in the ocean 
I need some peace of mind
Needing to take some time 
This feelings driving me mental 
It’s easier to love no one 
45 spinning on the track so dumb
I wish I never called you up
I wish I never got shit wrong 
And baby I know that nothing for sure 
But, I wish I didn’t take so long 
Pardon me for feeling resentful 
it’s just not that simple

god bless her, even when it hurts me (prod.KBL)

i think i was fed up
and taking time 
i was thinking you the same
maybe I wasn’t right 
i was in the gin, i was drinking bombay
thinking I should talk to you by the end of day 
thinking i was nun to you, but it wasn’t a pain 
know im not the best 
i am just a product of pain 
know im not the best 
i could work through all my shame
I was faking out less
coulda drove me insane 

I was not the best 
Praying you ain’t fed up 
Had to break through 
had to get a way, my leg up
If i’m fucked up
now i know it’s never true, not a cure 
but if that label talk to me then I show em the door 

and if a break through
i know I stay the same, not a kid
I seen so many niggas switch up on the game when they in 
I seen so many nighas turn to a shame in a war
I might just let you talk to me but you’re heart isn’t pure 


oh it’s such a shame
man i’m fed up 
everybody lame 
if i’m dead so what?
maybe I could get a leg up
or maybe I could charge it to the game 
and snuff
man it’s all the same
so what?
i won’t hold it to you if you changing up
everyone in pain, so what?
Maybe I could change if I make it up

switchy ( prod.dramatrial)

i used to wish 
oh how i’d love you,
carving out my tongue 
It’s only a glue trap waiting 
You’ll catch your neck
You feel it’s hung you
drag yourself along
it’s only you that’s draining 

and i can tell we’re almost there
the violence imitates the air 
it’s alright now 

I catch a breathe 
to steal it from you 
alive and it’s so young
you’re only a fool, i take it 
There is no step to follow from you 
Dragging hide along 
you’re the only truth i take it

violence in air

Am I not a person to you?
Feel like you’re taking me for all you can get
But it’s just a part of me too
I’d give it all to no one less
is it just not worth it to you?
let your decision put a hole in my chest 
if it’s not an option for you
I can leave it alone, I guess

I’m always begging your pardon 
Why you wanna push me around?
I got you breaking me down
I see the light
I feel a warning just hit me
It’s overtaking me now and dissolving 
You’re not a liar, you’re just someone I let push me around
Cuz I want you around 

Now I got a question for you,
If I tell you everything then what happens next?
Am I not impressing to you?
I fear a cause with no effect, no impact 
Maybe I’m distressing to you?
Over emotional but so indirect 
If I’m not attracting to you,
I can’t see you with no one less

I’m always begging your pardon 
Why you wanna push me around?
I got you breaking me down
I see the light
I feel a warning just hit me
It’s overtaking me now and dissolving 
You’re not a liar, you’re just someone I let push me around
Cuz I want you around

you've lost it!

prod. reactance


These things do start the way they end
Do I have to pretend, my lover?
You won’t fool me again?
Took my new heart to break it in
Do you think me a mess my lover?
Do I cross your mind when idle moments wander in?
I never wanna make that choice 
I never wanted you to get hurt I swear it 
Did I do it again?
If I could escape 
And recreate this place, you’re my whole world
And I could be your favorite girl forever 
We could do this and again 
Do you think life could be sweet?
Or would our seasons take the light from the world
You never meant for me to get hurt 
Still I’d do it again and again

4cf

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