ghost of the past

eternal bliss ft d4vd

im stuck on a tightrope 
like where did my mind go 
im feeling so lost without you dear
like where did my mind go 
im feeling so alone
like where did you go down this road

yeah im feeling so low girl
got me stressed out run it up with a new girl
all these racks on my body this some new pearls
hate my face so i cover it with my curls

im scared im not here
i dont think ima make it another year
love me tdy or im not gona be here
i dont think ima make it another year

in my room writing suicide notes
idc yeah where my mind goes
idc yeah im smoking dope
hang myself on Instagram yeah for the show
westwood when i wale up
rocking paroxa yeah when i wake up
shoutout paroxa bitch i am too up
me and rai in the trap bitch we are too up

play the cards to my chest right
saying that you love me baby i cant act right
sending a text every night i cant act right
think abt the decisions i made just you and i

but im finally at peace girl
you the only one on my mind worth the wait girl
saving every text every night when u dont answer
taking all theses drugs every night just to see you

@vasthearts
 i just wanna be who you see when i see you
and if i where you i wouldnt wanna talk to me too
im flying and im soaring nice to meet you
dying and lying i could see through
idek if ima make it through the day
but im trying to have a smile on my face
im trying to see you when you get out of your cage
but i cant help you when your burning out this stage

all of this time 
ive just been trying to find
all of these voices in my mind
but all i could find 
is a suicidal sign
that crosses the line
of all of the time
since i just with you where mine

but i promise ill be fine
without extra time
watch how far i can climb
i just wanna feel alright 

t-tonight
f-feel fine
all the time
but thats all i could find

SUICIDE NOTE FT COLD WINTER (PAROXA)

yeah girl yk im always answering ur calls
after all the shit u did i was wrong 
when u hit me late at night ima fall 
ima cry myself to sleep when ur gone 

yeah my heart hasent always been this lost 
but she broke it up now its all my fault
now im picking up the pieces that got tossed x2

girl you left me in the cold i was stuck
you laughed and told me you dont give a fuck
after all the shit u did what am i supposed to say 
idk but ts is not the fucking same

난 뭘 해야할지 모르겠어 난 너무 길을 잃었어 prod katai

mix me

sitting under moonlight 
ill get lost in ur eyes 
the day you left my heart it was pulverized  
after all the shit you did baby i was traumatized 

the sunset looks so beautiful tonight 
 when you stabbed me in the back it felt right 
now theres blood all over my sight 
and i stabbed you in the back just to die
and i love it whenever you cry

 @xblush :

i dont fuckin miss u baby cut it on ur thighs
do u rlly miss me i cant fuck all on ya
feel yo trauma trust me i can feel yo trauma
a aint no other anything can happen wit the rows 4
pitchfork rylen wit a pitchfork 
want war i dont wanna fight her
ground floor welcome to the ground floor

THE SUNSET IS BEAUTIFUL ISNT IT FT LUNA prod katai

#besttosaygoodbye

spent some time away 
and i need you to stay 
just take my life away 
and i need you to stay 

i need you to stay 
i need you to stay 
i need you to stay 
i need you to stay 

i need you to stay 
i need you to stay 
i need you to stay 
i need you to stay

please hold onto me 
and dont let me go 
cuz i need your company 
oh more than you know 

*please hold onto me*
*and dont let me go* 
*cuz i need your company* 
*oh more than you know* 

@vasthearts 
i need you to stay 
its okay 
i said i need you to stay 
its okay 
just come with me

i need you to stay 
i hope youre okay 
i tried everything 
but youre stuck in my brain

its all over now 
youre going to hell 
get out of my house
i just want you to stay 
why did you cut me off 
yk youre all i want
and now im fucking lost 
what abt the shit i bought 
i need you to stay with me 
cuz you keep me company
and i cant let you ever leave 
i need you to stay

NEED YOU TO STAY FT COLD WINTER

#besttosaygoodbye

oh what have i come too
just tell me the whole truth
dont hold back lies cuz yk i will go soon

dont hold back lies
dont waste my time
i am exhausted these thoughts in my mind
oh im terrified
our loves on the line
tell me you love our souls intertwine
i know you feel it our souls they are tied
dont try to run for our loves on the line

souls are intertwined
tell me that you love me girl youre always by my side
i cannot escape from the feelings in my mind
tell me that you love me girl our souls are intertwined
intertwined

what have i come too
tell me the whole truth
dont hold back lies cuz yk i will go soon

emotions complicated
im tired and im faded
im so obsessed withy you
obsessed with you

build a soul tie
ill make you mine
youre my pretty little thing on the side
ik you love me baby im ur guy
give me ur hand and ill make it all mine

TWO SOULS IN LOVE <3

#infear

Don’t you see that I’m just missing you
Like the way that you touch on me
fuck on me too
And so I can’t take back all the things that we do
Like the way that you rub on me
Kiss on me too

@asarai
See you in my room
Heart stoping time too
I miss you but times 2
Is it really you
In my dreams
Follow me
To the end
Listen to me my friend

Follow me to the end
I promise this won’t be
Done again
My love
With your heart I trust
Cause I keep on falling down
Down down
Down to the bottom of this pit I rot

@deadatdawn

Don’t you see that I’m just missing you
Like the way that you touch on me
fuck on me too
And so I can’t take back all the things that we do
Like the way that you rub on me
Kiss on me too

@asarai
Don’t you just see that I’m missing you
And the way that you used to rub on my tattoos
The love that you promised is missing from you
And that new person can’t be compared to me and you
You
Cause I miss you
They cant take my spot anymore
Cause I found the key too the door
And I’m coming home tonight
Too tell you everything’s all right

@deadatdawn
With me and you it’s all the same
You broke me down until I cried
A million sea of tears
The love I have for you it seeks no end
Until the rest of time is spent
Together with you we seek for our love
The beautiful we have in love
No it will not ever end
Cause I know we are meant to be
And i know you feel it too
Cause our souls they speak to me
And I know they speak to you
The love I have for you it seeks no end

the love i have for you seeks no end ft rai

@asarai

*wanna talk to me I know* 
*and I can’t even see you now*
*you now you now you know you know*

Wanna talk to me i know
But I can’t even see you now
When it’s all on me I know
And I can’t ever breath right now

@deadatdawn

i know i messed up can you tell me why you run from me why you run from me my love 
can you tell me whats bothering whats bothering you 
i dont ever try again but you made a lie and i cant pertend that 
it was picture perfect as you want it to be

i dont ever wanna try again no
i dont ever wanna lie again no 
i dont ever wanna break it up cuz im breaking down and now i feel alone 

ive been own my own 
with no way back home 
you left me in the cold
i need you in my arms 

i just wanna ask

do you wanna runaway

Runaway
Runaway
Runaway
Runaway

Runaway

#besttosaygoodbye

i cant feel
i cant feel
i cant feel
i cant
i cant
i cant 
i cant 

i cant feel you
intertwine 
so you break away from me 
and let go of everything we built 

and i cant just break from you 
no i cant just break from you 
from you from you from you 

pull me close
and i cant feel
my last remorse 
theres no more tears 

i cant feel *break away*
i cant feel *break away*
i cant feel *break away*
i cant *break away*
i cant *break away*
i cant *break away*
i cant *break away*

break away from me once again.

@vasthearts

i watched you walk away with him 
is that the best you can do?
i watched you laugh with all his friends 
was it worth the shame you put me through
now i dont wanna be with you 
if you listen to me ill tell the truth.

@deadatdawn

i cant feel 
i cant feel my arms
i cant feel 
i cant feel your heart
the cuts you made are so deep
you broke me down so now i bleed

replaced me in 2 weeks oh now i feel alone again
i can feel i can feel the scars they open once again 
i saw you post yourself with him and all of his friends
it broke to see you happy with another man 

@vasthearts

i watched you walk away with him 
is that the best you can do?
no i dont wanna meet again 
im doing better than you 

@deadatdawn 

i cant feel 
i cant feel my arms
i cant feel 
i cant feel your heart
the cuts you made are so deep
you broke me down so now i bleed

i cant feel ft cold winter

you lie 
and break away 
so dont you cry
its all the same 

killing me killing me how could you change on me
when you switched up on me i was so heartbroken 
stabbed in the back the knife in my heart 
you gave me a promise but all you do 
is lie 
and break away 
so dont you cry
its all the same  

gun to my brain im going insane 
i wish time was frozen so i could leave you tonight

you lie

i wont give em time of day no
i got shooters they on payroll
yeah im making money queso
ak hit his brain lay low

and she loves when i play
fell in love with the game
i cant stand what they say

@asarai

making money ok

i dont know what i do
i jst count it with my crew
whole team making blues
my heart in two

everybody know im going up
call up gkd pass the 8th now he rolling up
pop a perk and now im geeked yeah im throwing up
fuck fuck
what she want, i wanted lust
yeah made him run, i made him run
arp punch his lung

nothing like uuu with rai

the scars just come back, they come back in twos; 

put down the blade, you do; 

put it down 

youre breaking down 

i cant stand the cuts no more 

and i know they were

all on my arms 

but i cant just hold on

i need it to feel some 

i cant stop its all around
  
what you need im all out

the scars just come back.

@otukaa

*oh to feel your hands run through my hair again*


to hear you call my name id do it all again
to feel your warmth and body on my skin
to have someone around to call a friend
is that too much to ask for? shall I beg?

I can’t forget
you know that it’s killing me inside
cuz it should’ve been me instead that night
wonder if they’ll remember me when I die
but we’ll never know

to hear you call my name id do it all again
to feel your warmth and body on my skin
to have someone around to call a friend
is that too much to ask for? shall I beg?

skin

@deadatdawn

its hard to breath
without you here next to me

dont take away
what you need
i need it more
than you do

youre the one i want it to be
dont take away my pleasure you bring
i need you now
so come on
dont forget now

you need it more (more more more)
you need it more (i need you)
you need it more (more more more)
you need it more (i need you more )

@998s

yeah its getting hard to breath
and i need u now
but dont leave me
like i know u do

cuz i need you more
and i wanna hold you in my arms tonight
but i need u to stay with me
and hold me close in the night
and be my guiding light
and never burn and die

cuz i need you now
cuz i need you more
never leave my side
can we just be like before?

cuz i need you now
cuz i need you more
never leave my side
can we just be like before?

and i need u now more than ever
just hold me close in ur sweater
and ride with me till the morning rises

be my guiding light.. ft faint

Breaking down; Once again 
Find me close; in your skin
There’s no where to go
I can’t call for home
I just need to know 

Why you bleed tonight 
(There’s nowhere to go
I’m your skin
Find me in your home
I’ll bleed out) 
I don’t know why
(Write it on your note 
Don’t forget 
I need you the most) 
Why you bleed tonight

Girl I bleed out
Spending time smoking loud smoking rifa 
I don’t care if you think I don’t need you
But I need you
Yeah I need you; on my own

Is it all my fault
That you’ve been through it all
We’ve gone to hell and back
Nobody can understand 

The way I see you
You bleed
As I watched 
You leave

Was is all for me
Was it all for me
Was it all your plan 
To get me hooked on you
I’ll never dream again
Never bleed again

Bleed ft Rihu

i cant tell the truth 
there's no one else around me 
so you break down around me
ill take control 
you need it more
just take it slow 
you need it more

*cant tell the truth*
*there's no one else around me* 
*so you break down around me*
*ill take control*

if it kills you 
then why'd you break it apart
cuz you need to hold on to the one that you've always loved

i cant tell the truth 
there's no one else around me 
so you break down around me
ill take control 
you need it more
just take it slow 
you need it more

Theres no one else around me.

*I can see the world with you*
*My love for you won’t be minute*
*Is it too much to ask for can I chose?*
*The one it’s always you*
*Put me back in two*

You made feel brand new
Trust is all in you 
I need you I’m in twos
Put me back in two 
Put me back in-

@ilyzayy

Put me back in twos 
Wish I could it was easy when I’m with you
*With you*
With you with you with you
*So come on*

You push me away so often
I can tell it’s me you wanted 
But is it somebody else?
No there’s nobody else but you. 

To numb I know I’m a problem
Fuck up everything I know
Hopes there’s still something there
I was just unprepared 
*for someone like you cause*

@deadatdawn

You made feel brand new
Trust is all in you 
I need you I’m in twos
Put me back in two 
Put me back in-

With you Ft ilyzayy

@deadatdawn
You lie to me
Wasted all your time with me
Cause you gave me a promise 
If we’re being honest
I’m all by myself 
Cause there’s multiple options for you
Is this all I can be? 
All I seem to you? 

@veincrawler 
i’m a bloody mess and i don’t feel well
fuck! 
nail into the coffin 
the way i piss you off, you know i mean well 
but i don’t do this often 
i pull my blade out at masquerade 
you’re lying right to my face 
and i know i’m the one to blame 
hold my hand will you die with me?

@deadatdawn
You lie to me
Wasted all your time with me
Cause you gave me a promise 
If we’re being honest
I’m all by myself 
Cause there’s multiple options for you
Is this all I can be? 
All I seem to you?

Bloody mess ft. tosaku

I know it’s my fault I’m still stuck in this hole
But I can’t let you go you’re all I know
You’re beautiful 

I don’t know what’s right
You act like I’ve done this before
There’s blood on the floor and it’s yours
We’re bleeding out tonight 
As long as I’m by your side
*don’t let me go*

I know we’ve down this road before 
The street filled with promises we can’t afford 
I knew that it’s all for you
Girl I’ll kill for you

I’m losing my mind liquor bottles to practice it 
Don’t try to call me my cell phone won’t answer it 
Stuck with no way back home
Is this all I’ve ever known

I’m losing my mind over you
My heart only beating for you
So tell me there’s more I can doooo
To see you so happy so cute
*Don’t tell me there’s more I can’t do*
*I’m with you*
*When the world is fading I wanna be next to you*

ive been losing my mind
*i wanna be next to you*
i dont know where to hide
*i wanna be next to you*
dont worry about any distance 
*i wanna be next to you*
you know that were still in persistence
im downing this bottle completion  
*i wanna be next to you*

I know we’ve down this road before 
The street filled with promises we can’t afford 
I knew that it’s all for you
Girl I’ll kill for you

I’m losing my mind liquor bottles to practice it 
Don’t try to call me my cell phone won’t answer it 
Stuck with no way back home
Is this all I’ve ever known

crying from pictures there all that i have of you 
there all that i have of you
oh its youuuuuu
*i wanna be next to you*
*i wanna be next to you*

im losing my thoughts everytime now 
dont try to call me i might die now
im breaking myself all around now
i wanna be next to you 
i wanna be next to you

*i wanna be next to you*
*i wanna be next to you*

i wanna be next to you

Wasted all my time on you
I don’t belong to you
Wasted my life with you 
You push me away 

Don’t look at me
It’s always 
My fault
Don’t pretend 

That I’m in the wrong
It’s always my fault
It’s always my fault

You broke me
Hurt me
Cut me
It’s always me
Don’t even know
Do you love me

I can’t tell
What is the same
You looked at me
It’s always my fault

Time away
Finds my flaws
I want
For you to feel wrong
I’m ending it all

disconnection

@deadatdawn

killing me softly
these pictures wont help me when i greave
im painting the pictures that i need to
cuz i hate myself when im not with you
i
cant help but find out
why you left me again
the cuts and the scars on my skin

@eastthekid

Theres cuts on my skin and theres scars
Nobody told me it would be this hard
Too many problems I’m falling apart
Just tell me baby why you break my heart
You got me drowning in a pool full of sorrow
Im in too deep and i Don’t think ill see tomorrow
But thats okay cause you Don’t give a fuck
Now I’m alone i don’t settle for no one
Its not with you so i Don’t want no one
My throat is sore from singing this pain
Ill die alone in my room like Kurt Cobain
Look what you did you got me on a midwest beat
How can you hurt somebody like this
In what world is this okay
I walk around these streets like an addict
Smoking cannabis
Fuck up my lungs cause of YOU

@deadatdawn

tell me what i need what i know who are you
baby ridding round my room fully nude
yeah i miss when it was me n u
but you still call my phone at like 2
damn i wont answer
bullets gon let him fly it aint cancer
all these pills that im popping i wont answer
baby tell me whats the move when you answer
dime todo lo que quieras te lo puedo dar
but you still got my heart when im out line
know i messed up baby thats another time
will you take my heart even when i die
double suicide
look in my eyes
"i dont want nobody else"
baby dont lie
you know that i know that i still cry
if i gave you my heart eat it alive

YOU FT EAST

happy valentines day my love <3

*can you tell me what*
*its all about*
*theres nowhere to go*
*were all on our own*

*i cant fight*

the sky
oh why
is falling to pieces
i cant keep on dreaming
ill fight by your side
as long as your with me
the walls wont cave down tonight

dont let me go
without one more kiss
the way it was
addicted to it

im breaking the cycle
or it will not end
im falling for you
but i cant let you in

tell me its always been my fault
the answer wont matter were falling apart
the walls wont cave down on you i know
but you kill softly and this i know
you push me away until i bleed
im breaking these walls down so we can be free

i wont let the distance affect you and me
ill bring down these walls so they wont get in between
you and me
its you and me
its you and me

im falling for you
baby listen to me
i kill for you
and letting my soul run free
its all in the name of us i know
so why are you acting like ive never been wrong
it tainting my blood in the name of you
but i chose to turn my back to youuuu
oh to youuuu
oh to you

YOUR SIDE

@deadatdawn

Breaking down again
You pushed me away until I cave
In my own skin
I have all these problems I can’t take
And you’re one of them
I won’t fall through until I’m dead
So kill me now

@gashneck

Watch me drop to knees in agony
I’m losing my mind
Im losing my breath
I can’t fucking breath
I’m losing my mind
Can’t fucking breath
I’m losing my mind
Can’t fucking breath

@deadatdawn

Breaking down again
You pushed me away until I cave
In my own skin
I have all these problems I can’t take
And you’re one of them
I won’t fall through until I’m dead
So kill me now

KILL ME NOW FT GASHNECK

@deadatdawn

Can you tell me what i need to do
I've been stuck in my ways just for you 
I'm losing the battle with my mind
The scars wont fade away tonight
The blade is all i know tonight

*i cant tell who i am*
*you break me*

@ilyzayy

Say that you need me
I don't believe it, oh
All your words are so deceiving
I hate it when you talk

I fell in your grave, you'll leave me
Cuz you don't care at all
No you don't care at all, no
No you don't care at all, no 
Like do you care at all?

I fucking hate you ain't no mystery 
Thought you was a lifeguard, I'm drowning in my misery
Girl you don't gotta try hard, ill tell you there's no fixing me
You know i cant stand all those fucking things you did to me

@deadatdawn & @ilyzayy

I fucking hate you ain't no mystery 
Thought you was a lifeguard, I'm drowning in my misery
Girl you don't gotta try hard, ill tell you there's no fixing me
You know i cant stand all those fucking things you did to me

Can you tell me what i need to do
I've been stuck in my ways just for you

Do you care at all? ft ilyzayy

@deadatdawn

Too many times I’ve cried just for you
I know that I tried my best just for you
We’re wasting our time it could have been me and you
Was it all in my mind I thought I gave it all to you
To you to you
I gave my heart just to you
For you for you
Baby tell me what I need idk now 
Was this all in your plan to fuck me up now
Cuz you broke my heart left me in the dirt now
I don’t want nobody else by my side now
Cuz you broke my heart left me in the dirt how

@05hilt

Didn’t wanna hurt but I did it for you
I just couldn’t help myself I was falling for you
What would you have done if you were in my shoes 
I know you think I don’t give a shit but I do
I do
I do
I do because it’s you

I do
I do
I do everything for you

After all that time
I still want you by my side
I could tell you that but I’m tongue tied 
Used to see you in a white dress as my bride
I’ve never like it much at home
Did some shit that you don’t wanna know
Wanna call you now just pick up the phone
Wanna call you now just pick up the phone

@deadatdawn

Tell me how to feel now I’m so gone
In the trap smoking gas idk nun
“I don’t want nobody else” like so what
I don’t pick up my phone baby so what

It’s you
It’s you
You’re in my dreams making me feel new
I don’t need nobody else but you
Can you tell me how to feel with you
I know I’m the problem I’m a fuck up
All this pain in my chest got me fucked up
I can’t stand who I am I’m the problem 
Ima put a bullet through my head, popped one
It’s all in my mind I can’t stop thinking bout you

im the problem

its you ft hilt

i know im not the same
you crush me when youre words come out 
youre just like a fae
the blade is all ive ever felt
just push me away
its never the same with you right now 
you turn me away
away

ive been so lost
tryna find my way to you
ive been so gone 
girl you left me stuck in 2 
i dont know why
i even try 
a bloody mess because of you

i cant just take away 
all the promise that 
make me bleed
why must you forsaken me

i wish it was you
i didnt mean too
cause you no problems 
its always been you

Carve your name into my skin
its always you

*i know im not the same* youuu
*you crush me when youre words come out* youuu
*youre just like a fae* youu
*the blade is all ive ever felt* youu
*just push me away* youu
*its never the same with you right now* youu
*you turn me away* youu
*away*youu

*i know im not the same* youuu
*you crush me when youre words come out* youuu
*youre just like a fae* youu
*the blade is all ive ever felt* youu
*just push me away* youu
*its never the same with you right now* youu
*you turn me away* youu
*away*youu

CARVE YOUR NAME INTO MY SKIN

i know im breaking down
ill take away your pain your scars its all im allowed
im stuck reliving this moment again
i cant let go of the things that we did 
cause you just break me again
youre all i am dont forget
youre all i am font forget 

just carve my name into your skin i know youll do
dont tell me what i cannot do if its to you
gunshot through your head
i know im a mess
just carve your name into my skin once again
time heals all of our problems you know how it feels
i wish to move to a body to know how it feels

time after time again
im cut until im deep within 
im nothing but a bag of flesh
for you

i know im breaking down
ill take away your pain your scars its all im allowed
im stuck reliving this moment again
i cant let go of the things that we did 
*its all in my head*
cause you just break me again
youre all i am dont forget

my blade cuts deep in your flesh
too many problems i know what i am
i cant just stop it i hurt you again
i hate how i cant change
im still the fucking same
im still the fucking same

im still the same

shoutout @vasthearts


can u give me a reason
for ur actions of leaving
ur heart was my home
now im in the cold

theres no time to waste 
can we just leave this place
deep down inside 
i knew you were mine

deep down inside
i wanna go back in
go back in time

sacrifice myself for you
i know that you hate me
but i just adore you
just give me this chance 
just give me this chance
i wont go
no i wont leave you again
sacrifice myself
need you to help 
need you to help

can you give me a reason
for ur actions of leaving
ur heart was my own 
now im all alone

theres no time to waste 
and you see im not okay
deep down inside 
i wish you were mine

deep down inside 
i wanna go back in
go back in time

sacrifice myself for you
i know that you hate me
but i just adore you
just give me this chance 
just give me this chance
i wont go
no i wont leave you again
sacrifice myself
need you to help 
need you to help

zen

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